Oblivion

Kang Shen has been hugging the tortured person with all his strength, tightly.

He was waiting for Yu Wei to calm down slowly. He never hated his clumsy tongue for even a moment, and he couldn't use words to give Yu Wei even the slightest comfort.

Time seemed to be pressed to slow down, and every second and minute passed extremely long.

Finally the crying stopped, the dark clouds in Kang Shen's sky cleared away, and it became clear in an instant.

He knew that Yu Wei had slowed down.

The surroundings became quiet, only the slight ups and downs of breathing could be heard.

"Do you love me?" Yu Wei asked suddenly.

"……Love."

Yu Wei let out a long and melancholy sigh, "You hesitated."

"...I just don't want to be too sloppy. I have to think about it before I can give you an answer." Kang Shen was terrified by the earth-shattering, weeping mourning and crying. Now he just wants to confess the glass doll beside him. It's better to have a shrine covered with flowers to hide people.

He really liked this person's emotions, but suddenly he reached the point of love because of guilt!

Human feelings are actually like that, as unreasonable as a woman's tears.

Yu Wei huddled in Kang Shen's arms, feeling Kong Wu's powerful man hugging him with his iron arms. He rubbed against the man's chest like a lazy Persian cat, but the words he said were special. vicious:

"No, you don't love me—you are deceived by yourself—you think you love me deeply, but you are only tempted by my body. Once I am old, there are horizontal wrinkles on my smooth and white skin. You'll probably wake up by then."

Kang Shen lowered his head and pecked Yu Wei's forehead. He felt that he suddenly became a big man by his side. He couldn't wait to express his responsible and protective paternal side. This mature side is Inspired by Yu Wei.

At this moment, even if Yu Wei classifies him as the side where hypocrites, thieves, lackeys and other people hate ghosts, he will probably nod with a smile.

"Actually, I am the same too!" Yu Wei continued, he suddenly awakened the long-sealed desire to talk, and in the quiet night, he spoke in a straight voice:

"I also like a healthy body, so I like you fundamentally - all likes have a reason, and the pool of love is too deep, I don't like to discuss that word, not at all! Brainstorming - sex is the most unmissable pleasure in the world, we can only get the real holy light in the intense sex, at that time each of us is free and free-willed - life gives us the only This is probably the gift - without a hearty bed affair, his life is incomplete, and those who preach abstinence should go to hell!"

Kang Shen bowed his head and kissed Yu Wei's pale and fragile lips, "You are a bit extreme! Don't let these words be heard by puritans, Taoists and the like."

"I'm just telling you now." Yu Wei deepened the kiss, and when they parted, his lips were strangely more bloody.

"Would you still kiss me if I had widow's poisonous balm on my lips?"

Kang Shen gently and meticulously hooked Yu Wei's soft hair behind his ears, and it was all dried.He secretly thought that after staying with Yu Wei for a long time, he could probably be a third-rate poet. His magnetic voice softly uttered the most alluring words of love:

"I would die for kissing you!"

"You can add the suffix of my prince, maybe I will be more moved." Yu Wei added, his face glowed instantly.

Although it was a bit inappropriate, Kang Shen couldn't help but let out a muffled laugh, and Yu Wei followed suit, with a reserved and elegant smile, the right corner of his mouth was slightly hooked, barely visible.If he hadn't actually heard the slight and precise laughter, no one would think that he was smiling.

"I should turn on the light," Kang Shen said angrily, "I haven't seen you smile yet, what a pity!"

"I have a good skin, and so do you. If I could have a magical self-portrait, I would definitely hang him over my bed and let him bear the erosion of the years for me. I don't care if he will because of me. A pickled soul with a sneer on his mouth and blood on his hands."

"It's just the appearance, and the beauty will turn into dry bones in the end!" Kang Shen said, "It's the soul..."

"Oh my God! Stop talking!" Yu Wei interrupted eagerly, "You don't want to say something that only cultivates the soul, does good deeds, and then people's appearance will become better-don't believe it These nonsense, they are all too hypocritical - people who can say such things may just make them up to comfort themselves because they are ugly - if you have that energy, you might as well work hard to make money and go to Korea for the whole face , that is the fastest way, soul cultivation is invisible and intangible, and those who believe in it probably have to worry about gains and losses with a small mirror every day!"

"...Fortunately, you are good-looking, otherwise, would you have had plastic surgery?" Kang Shen stroked that little face curiously.

Yu Wei clicked his tongue, "Depending on the situation, if it's too ugly, it will. Beauty is the only thing in the world worthy of human pursuit, and beauty is king!"

It started to rain again outside, very light rain, you don't need to look at it, the rustling sound of hitting the window is no different from the sound of a kitten's paws scratching the silk.

Yu Wei raised his hand and stroked along the contours of Kang Shen's face, "Your eye sockets are very deep, do you have foreign blood?"

"My mother is British." Kang Shen said, he let Yu Wei play with his skin.

"If I were a fox demon, I would definitely choose to peel off your skin and draw a good mask." Yu Wei pressed Kang Shen's eyebrows fiercely, and asked under his throat, "Are you afraid?"

"...Scared." Kang Shen watched helplessly as the topic developed towards a horror plot.

"Why didn't you say that you would take the initiative to peel it off and give it to me? You see, the man's mouth is full of three-second promises, and he just said that he is willing to die just to kiss me!!"

Grandpa, as long as you are happy!Kang Shen shut his mouth, worried that the more he said, the more he would make mistakes, he was a bit unable to keep up with this guy's whimsical ideas.

Neither of them felt sleepy, Kang Shen counted the seconds in his heart, and kept stroking Yu Wei's back with soft touch like rose petals with his arms up and down.

"A netizen of mine died a while ago," Yu Wei suddenly found the topic again, and he continued, "Suicide!"

"Do you know him?" Kang Shen asked casually.

"I don't know him, but I know his name is Song Yu. I know from our conversations that he is a man with a slender nerve. He must have the melancholy face of a stunning poet, like an elegant and slim tulip—don't Ask me how I know, even if we haven't met, I still know this," Yu Wei said with some indisputability.

"He said he was 34, and it is said that he is still a famous surgeon—how amazing—such a fragile person can do such a job that tests willpower—to be honest, I sometimes secretly yearn for it He, imagining his real face - he can definitely serve as the material carefully organized by every great artist!"

"But you said he committed suicide?" Kang Shen wanted to ask him how he knew.

Yu Wei replied: "He sent me a text message before he died, and we used to talk very speculatively. He asked me if this was the right way to do it-oh, you can't imagine his tone at that time , is the most standard words of a martyr, exuding an indescribable brilliance, extremely attractive-I know he has actually made a decision, he just wants to say goodbye to me, so I just tell him Tell him not to regret it."

"How do you know he's real"

Yu Wei interrupted angrily, "I don't allow you to speculate about my good friend with such a questioning tone. It is impossible for a sincere person like him to lie about life and death, and I can be sure that he is jumping." Huaihe, he told me."

"Then why did he do that?" Kang Shen changed the subject.

Yu Wei sighed, with a mournful look on his face, Kang Shen felt a little uncomfortable, and he opened his lips: "Of course it's for the damn love! How many young and talented lives have been brutally caught in the clutches of love - the man he likes is also a man, saying yes Married someone else, in fact, this kind of thing has happened a lot in the circle - but he can't stand it, you might think he doesn't value life, it's too hypocritical, but he just fulfilled himself."

"Why is this little wish condemned because others don't understand it? He is just embracing the happiness in the kingdom of heaven. Everyone is pursuing happiness. Why should such an innocent person be forbidden to enjoy pleasure? Anyone who can The way to seek peace of mind and not commit crimes should not be blamed!"

"I thought you didn't believe in God, the kingdom of heaven, etc." Kang Shen said suddenly.

"I don't believe it! But I have to believe it once in a while. People who don't have faith can't stand on the ground. It's like a layer of white foam separated from the earth. It's crumbling. No one knows when the foam will fail. gone."

"You don't like that kind of relationship, right?" Kang Shen stared into Yu Wei's eyes, "Too tragic love?"

Yu Wei wanted to turn his face away, but his mind was captured by those bright amber eyes. He confessed: "I just don't want to meet it. I often feel the feeling of being in a desperate situation. I don't want to see you again." how much more

To be honest, I was excited when I found out about Song Yu’s intentions. I hope you don’t think I’m too heartless. This is the path he chose. It’s best not to interfere with what others choose. I definitely thought so too—I felt as if I was about to witness a miracle that would shake the world—when I glimpsed related news from the search, the satisfaction in my heart was indescribable.How many Western dramas have sublimated themes because of the death of the protagonist, and Song Yu is such a protagonist! "

"We won't meet this kind of ending." Kang Shen said resolutely, the already deep outline became more cold and hard because of this loud and loud declaration.

Yu Wei smiled and said, "How did we end up like this? As long as you don't fall in love with me, we are just like making friends. This is the safest relationship. Of course, I don't mind being with a handsome friend like you." While maintaining a bed partner relationship."

"I really want to be with you forever." Kang Shen frowned.

"Don't say it's a lifetime, let's just enjoy the present! We are the closest couple and lovers now!" Yu Wei stared at Kang Shen with piercing eyes, "You think so?"

"Yes," Kang Shen nodded, and he continued, "But you know that I mean more than that, I won't give up, you can't avoid my question for the rest of your life."