[Collection] Six Worlds

"Who is Xiaofeng?"

"It's my favorite person."

"...what about the others?"

"died."

I know that I will never be better than a dead man.

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I seem to hear a very rhythmic "dong dong" sound, which gradually becomes clear from the distance, and then I smell a strange smell in the air, but I like it very much.I start wondering where I am and try to open my eyes.

The sight was clear all of a sudden, which made me see the man in front of me very clearly. He looked at me with shock and affection that pierced my heart.

I subconsciously raised my hand to caress my heart, wondering how it could beat, and then realized that the "dong dong" sound was the sound of a beating heart.

I know the heart can beat, my brain tells me it proves that a person is alive.

So, am I alive?

My eyes never left the man in front of me, and my heart beat faster because of his undisguised gaze.It seems that there is a voice telling me that he is Wu Sen and I love him.

Love?

Is this feeling love?

"Hi, I'm X, how are you feeling?"

There was a brisk male voice next to me, and I didn't realize there was another person here.

He was wearing a white coat and was looking at me with a smile while adjusting various instruments inserted into my body.

Seeing me looking at him, he reminded me again: "You can talk."

I swallowed, then opened my mouth to Wu Sen and spoke.

"Wu... Sen."

Wu Sen obviously trembled because of the unclear words I uttered, but in the next second, he looked at me hatefully, then turned his head and walked out of the room.

X yelled Wu Sen's name and chased him to the door.I lay in bed watching the two of them pushing and arguing.

"What's wrong with you, Wu Sen? Are you still not satisfied?"

"Don't let me see him again!"

"You obviously look forward to him waking up!"

"No! I'm not looking forward to it at all!"

"You! Do you know how hard it took me to make him conscious? Except that he has no memory, he is exactly the same as Xiaofeng!"

X's words seemed to anger Wu Sen, he punched him in the face, his eyes turned red: "I said, no one can replace Xiaofeng!" He looked at me lying on the bed, the eyes were bright Disgust poked hard at me, making me feel suffocated, "He will never be as good as Xiao Feng!"

Wu Sen left, X got up from the ground rubbing his cheeks, cursed something fiercely, and then came to my side.

X looked at me very kindly, as if he was looking at his own child, or looking at a precious work of art.He stroked my hair and said to me: "Don't be afraid, Wu Sen will accept you."

I try to suppress the disgust at his touch: "Who am I?"

"You are Xiaofeng."

I looked at X suspiciously, and he looked at me without hesitation: "You are Xiaofeng, the person Wu Sen loves the most."

I lowered my eyes and stopped talking.

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X prepared Xiaofeng's favorite outfit for me. I admit that I like it very much, but I decided to choose a completely different style.

I am a clone of Xiaofeng, and my preferences and habits are the same as Xiaofeng's. As X said, if I have Xiaofeng's memory, I can be regarded as the same as Xiaofeng.But that can only be said to be "just the same", after all, I am not really human.

X said, as long as he faces my face, Wu Sen will not do anything to hurt me.What he said is indeed correct, but I know clearly that Wu Sen absolutely disdains to give me Xiaofeng's treatment.Therefore, I must completely subvert my subconscious preferences and habits.

X seemed very surprised by my behavior, and then burst into joy, happily saying that I was his pride.

X did not hide from me about my origins.Wu Sen has always opposed my existence. X thought that Wu Sen would change his mind when he saw me, but he didn't expect his reaction to be so strong.

X said, I am the only clone in this world, and I am his only finished product.He told me not to let others know that I was a clone, otherwise I would be arrested.

X says I have all the common sense a human being should have.

My common sense tells me that my existence is illegal, but I already exist; my common sense tells me that the world is not tolerant enough for homosexuality, but Wu Sen and Xiaofeng are a gay couple; my common sense tells me, It would be very painful to be a substitute, but I exist to be Xiaofeng's substitute.

X said that the only thing I lack is the memory of the "past", he shrugged: "But that's not important, you and Wu Sen can have new memories that belong to you."

Although I have no memory, I can fully feel how much Xiaofeng loves Wu Sen. It is a kind of love engraved in the bones, and it will not disappear completely with the disappearance of the body.

This is really driving me crazy with envy.

And Wu Sen's love for Xiaofeng is just more and more.Wu Sen loves Xiaofeng so much, so I wish I could become a real Xiaofeng!But now, I clearly know that I can't be Xiaofeng, not at all.

From the moment I opened my eyes and saw Woo Seon for the first time, I knew I was madly infatuated with him.

X told me that this is a feeling called fledgling, which can actually be played down.

I lowered my head and didn't look at him, but my irritability and disgust towards him deepened because of his words.

From that time on, I felt that I always had an inexplicable aversion to X.

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When I appeared in front of Wu Sen again, he was drinking in a gay bar.I was wearing a tracksuit, which obviously didn't match the atmosphere of the bar.Probably my attire was too strange for this place, so the people in the bar just looked at me, and no one came forward to strike up a conversation.

I went straight to the bar and sat next to Wu Sen.

Except for being stunned when he saw me for the first time, Wu Sen didn't show any other emotions, and he still drank on his own.

Great, as I thought.If I appeared here wearing Xiaofeng's favorite trendy outfit, he might be irritable.

The bartender at the bar asked me what I was drinking. I looked at the liquid in Wu Sen's glass and said, "Same as him."

Wu Sen snorted because of my words: "You can drink too?"

I froze for a moment before realizing what he meant: "Can clones drink too?"

At that time, I just felt that Wu Sen's words made me uncomfortable, and he didn't regard me as a person.It's just that none of us thought that what he said really hit the mark.

The bartender didn't care what we said, and quickly mixed the drink for me.I took the glass of bloody unknown wine from the bartender, held it in my hand and said to Wu Sen, "May I ask you some questions?"

Wu Sen sneered: "Is there any problem that X can't tell you?"

I shook my head: "He asked me to ask you myself. He said that he was creating opportunities for both of us."

Wu Sen looked at me with slightly surprised eyebrows.

My heart skipped a beat because of his action, every expression of this man can make me lose my mind.

Suppressing the throbbing in my heart, I tried my best to look at him calmly.

After a long time, Wu Sen put his eyes on the wine in his hand again: "Ask."

"Who is Xiaofeng?"

"It's my favorite person."

"...what about the others?"

"died."

I was silent, and Wu Sen was also silent.

I tasted the liquid in the glass, and was a little surprised that what looked like a piquant scarlet tasted a cold dark blue.

When Wu Sen saw me drinking, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Do you know what this wine is called?"

I watched him shake his head.

"The blood of death."

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Ten minutes later, I was brought back to the laboratory by X.Because I started to convulse after drinking a whole glass of death blood, I clearly felt that the skin of my whole body was aging and wrinkled at an extremely fast speed, I heard people in the bar screaming in panic and running away, look Wu Sen looked at me like he was looking at a monster.

After Wu Sen called X, he didn't look at me again, and continued to drink his wine. X rushed to the bar, swore and wrapped me in a big blanket and led me back to the lab.

I opened my eyes wide, feeling that I was completely submerged in the cold liquid medicine, and various tubes were inserted in several places on my body. The pain made me almost unable to breathe, and every breath in the liquid reminded me , I'm not really human.

Breathing hard and weakly, I listened to X manipulating the various instruments as he cursed anxiously.I admit that I really like the taste of the liquid medicine and the feeling of being immersed in the liquid, which makes me feel a sense of return.But I hate all of this psychologically—in Wu Sen's eyes, I am a monster!

I don't know how long it took, but I felt my skin began to recover. I heard X let out a heavy breath, and saw him lying on the edge of the pool and saying to me, "It's all right."

Wu Sen's voice sounded beside X: "Such a monster is the perfect finished product you said?"

X said a little annoyed: "What went wrong? How could a glass of wine make him like this?"

Wu Sen smiled disdainfully: "His existence is itself a mistake."

I was completely submerged in the liquid medicine, looking through the liquid at Wu Sen who was standing by the pool looking down at me.The mockery and disgust in his eyes made my heart twitch violently.

I opened my mouth slightly, and a bubble floated from the liquid medicine to the surface of the water and broke.

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X didn't let me out of the lab anymore, he said I wasn't as perfect as he imagined, and he wanted to transform me.

Wu Sen said coldly what I didn't want to hear: "Your transformation will not succeed, you should destroy him as soon as possible."

X gritted his teeth and drove Wu Sen out of the laboratory, and started his plan to transform me.

For the next month or so, I was soaked in a pool full of medicinal liquid, and I was constantly injected with things, often having convulsions all over my body.

As it turns out, I can't consume any human food and drink or I'll be exhausted. X can only maintain my life by injecting nutrient solution.But this effect is not good, I am aging at a very obvious speed.

After more than a month, I finally fell into a 'slumber', a state of near dormancy, in which my body functions completely stopped.

X gave me a new body, the same body as when I first woke up.

When I opened my eyes again, I was lying on the bed with some tubes still in my body. X said to me with a face full of joy: "Welcome back, Xiaofeng. This body is the finished product after my transformation, and this situation will not happen again. You only need to 'sleep' for a few more days and you will be completely normal. "

I nodded and opened my mouth to say thank you, but X stared at me in surprise and said, "You! Do you still remember?"

I looked at him suspiciously.

X asked me anxiously: "What do you remember?"

I answered honestly: "I remember everything after the last body opened its eyes."

X frowned and muttered to himself: "Why do you have memories this time... Could it be that this body of yours was cultivated with cells from your last body when it was alive?... Yes, it must be Like this. The last body was cultivated with Xiaofeng’s cells after his death, so you don’t have his memory! That is to say, the memory disappears only after a person dies! I always thought that the clone’s memory must be implanted You can only have it if you enter!"

X was very excited by his discovery. As I listened to his words, an idea gradually rose in my heart.

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I have always ignored a question, how did Xiaofeng die.

Now, I think I know the truth.

Through the crack of the door, I saw that Wu Sen was being tied to a chair outside the laboratory by X. His eyes were closed and blood was bleeding from his forehead. It seemed that he had been knocked out by X.

If I didn't wake up from the 'sleep' early because of heart palpitations, I'm afraid I wouldn't have seen all this at all-the sound insulation effect between the outer room of the laboratory and the inside of the laboratory is quite good.

From this point of view, I am afraid that I woke up from the 'sleep' early because I felt that Wu Sen was in danger.

But I don't intend to save him, this is the opportunity I'm looking forward to.

Wu Sen woke up and saw X who was tying him up. He was taken aback for a moment, and shouted "What are you doing?" Then, as if he remembered something, he looked at X angrily: "You killed Xiaofeng...why? ..."

X tied Wu Sen up, smiling ferociously: "Who made him so lucky to have the most perfect cloned gene."

Wu Sen's eyes were red with hatred, he kept struggling: "You bastard!"

X laughed madly: "I just kidnapped him at first...haha...I didn't intend to kill him! I just...wanted to clone him with his genes...but he is really not simple , I almost let him escape, I missed it for a while... He is really not easy... Why do you think I destroyed his body? Because he carved an 'X' on his left hand with glass before he died , Fortunately... Fortunately, I found out, so I had to use glass to draw wounds on his body, especially those hands!"

Wu Sen cursed "crazy", struggled harder, but fell to the ground with the chair.

X squatted in front of him with his back to me, and patted his cheek with a knife: "I thought you wouldn't be so persistent in finding the murderer who killed Xiaofeng with that clone! Even the police gave up. You still have to investigate! You still refuse to let me go! If this is the case...then you should die and accompany your Xiaofeng!"

I watched X send the knife into Wu Sen's heart. At that moment, I bit my fist desperately, suppressed the sharp pain in my heart, and kept telling myself: "Be patient... Hold on..."

I saw Wu Sen's gaze gradually loosen, saw him lose his life gradually, saw X standing up, throwing away the knife in his hand, laughing and crying in front of Wu Sen's body, really, he was a lunatic at all.

"I don't want to kill you guys... ha... I don't want to... why are you forcing me... why are you forcing me..."

I walked gently behind X and picked up the knife stained with Wu Sen's blood. X was already immersed in his madness and didn't notice me at all.

I stabbed the knife into his heart accurately and fiercely from his back, then hugged him in my arms, and squatted on the ground with his limp, watching his expression filled with pain and disbelief. and become distorted.He raised his left hand and grabbed my shoulder.I leaned close to his ear, looked at Wu Sen's body and said to him: "Thank you for creating me, thank you for helping me kill Wu Sen."

X stared at me with widened pupils, I looked at Wu Sen's body greedily and continued: "If it were me, I would definitely not have the heart to do it... Now, I can clone a him who has no memory, or Weaving our shared memories. And he, can only be mine."

The hands on the shoulders gradually lost strength, X's wide-eyed glasses were not closed, there seemed to be a strange brilliance, and a strange smile appeared on the face, looking at my eyes as if proudly Look at a very perfect work of art.

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As X's experimental subject, I clearly knew all the steps of his experiment, and even created a new and perfect body for Wu Sen more easily than him.

A week later, I looked greedily at the man in the bed, waiting almost religiously for him to wake up.

I saw him open his eyes, see the infatuation in his eyes the moment he saw me, and see him open his lips and ask me gently.

"breeze?"

"it's me."

"Who are you?"

"I am the person you love the most."

I know I'll never be better than a dead man, but I don't mind being him.

【THAN】