Intoxicated

Half a month after the successful operation, Young Master Chen was finally allowed to leave the ward. Lu Yiqing made an appointment with him to take him out to play this morning. He walked out of the room after being wrapped into a ball by his mother. It was rare that he came to find him once. this friend.As soon as he walked to the corridor, he saw a man in a suit and leather shoes standing straight at the door of Lu Yiqing's ward holding a large bunch of exquisitely packaged roses. There were also two men in the same clothes standing beside him.

All he knew about Lu Yiqing was the conversation with him, and he didn't know what this person's daily life was other than coming to him to play.

After the man knocked on the door twice, the door opened from the inside. Lu Yiqing seemed a little surprised when he came out and saw a large bunch of roses. He took the bunch of bright red roses and looked at the man with some puzzlement. The moment they looked at each other, they lowered their heads, missed it, looked at the ground and explained respectfully: "Today is the tenth anniversary of your marriage with Mr. Jin, and roses mean Mr. Jin." Then he waved his hand again, The two subordinates immediately walked behind the man, and the three of them bent down at the same time and shouted loudly: "Happy wedding anniversary to my sister-in-law! I will be with you for a hundred years, and we will be together forever!"

Lu Yiqing: "..." The three of them wanted to shout some simple and rude blessings, but Lu Yiqing stopped him: "It's okay, I have received your wishes. Don't disturb my friend." He lowered his head and sniffed the fragrance of roses, his face With a happy smile on his face, his tone became much more relaxed: "Then I will give you a holiday today."

The man in the lead wondered: "No, the boss said he will always protect you"

"I won't tell Ah Heng." Seeing Chen Zui, Lu Yiqing hurriedly said, "I have an appointment with a friend today, you will scare him like this."

The three men looked at Chen Zui at the same time, which really scared Master Chen a little bit. Although they were well dressed, they still felt like gangsters!

Lu Yiqing smiled and said, "Today I will treat you as a holiday."

After all, the three finally accepted his kindness and said respectfully, "Thank you, sister-in-law!" before leaving together.

Lu Yiqing struggled to hold the bouquet of giant roses, and greeted Chen Zui to enter the room. He put the roses on the table and roughly counted them. There were about 199 of them, and his cheeks turned red.

He turned his head and saw Chen Zui with a dazed expression, and quickly said, "Did it scare you?"

Chen Zui shook his head, looked at the cluster of roses and then at Lu Yiqing, asking for confirmation: "Yiqing, are you married?"

"En." Lu Yiqing nodded.

Young Master Chen thinks about the group of people calling him "sister-in-law" just now, but Lu Yiqing is obviously an Alpha?Of course, there is nothing strange about two alphas being together, but he still asked: "But you are an alpha..."

"Pfft ha ha ha ha ha" Lu Yiqing smiled happily. He leaned over to Chen Zui and said, "Xiao Zui, do you have any misunderstandings about me? I'm an Omega." The column of information clearly reads: "Male Omega".

Chen Zui had a look of disbelief.

"Is it because my image is too tall that you have this misunderstanding?

"But your pheromone..."

"I see." Lu Yiqing took out a bottle of perfume spray from the drawer, and sprayed it into the air twice: "This is what you smell, right?"

It is a moderately strong mint flavor, with a little choking.

"This is called a pheromone camouflage spray." Lu Yiqing explained: "I have one that pretends to be A, and another that pretends to be B. It can well cover up the sweet smell of Omega and play a protective role. I sprayed him because of Ah Heng... um That is to say, my lover must ask me to use it, saying that I am afraid that I will be snatched away hahaha I am so big, who can snatch it away!"

His words were full of joy, and he was also infected with Chen Zui. The young master was also happy when he saw his friend happy: "Then I also wish you a happy wedding anniversary. It is really not easy to walk together for ten years."

His marriage will not even have a first anniversary.

Lu Yiqing held back a little casualness, and said with emotion: "It was very difficult at the beginning, but we have gone through a lot together, and looking back, it must be that person."

"Mr. Jin must be a romantic person."

"Hahaha" Lu Yiqing said with a smile: "If he hears someone commenting like that, he will be very happy."

Lu Yiqing was overjoyed and said, "Oh well, today's focus is to take you out for a walk."

The young master tactfully refused: "Let's leave such an important day to your most important person."

"Well, the anniversary is an evening event. He is in China, so he has jet lag." Lu Yiqing said, "Don't worry, I have arranged the time. Besides, you are also one of my most important friends."

The nursing home is located in the center of the park. The weather is fine today, and the sapphire blue lake has a few clouds hidden in it.

Chen Zui was taken to the lawn near the shore, which was covered with white edelweiss, like the unmelted frost and snow in winter, but when he walked in, he saw that they were all blooming flowers with vitality.

Under the care of the nurses, several children shuttled back and forth among the flowers, their laughter was more melodious than the singing of birds.

Lu Yiqing went up and chatted with the nurse. The two seemed to be familiar with each other. In fact, the nurses and doctors in this hospital seemed to regard Lu Yiqing as a friend. Chen Zui didn't even know how long he had been here.

"Anne is the head nurse of the Department of Pediatrics. One of her daily jobs is to take care of these children, just like domestic nurseries. Compared with medical staff, she is more like a teacher for children. Many of these children suffer from congenital diseases. From the very beginning, they were given needles and bitter medicines in the hospital." Lu Yiqing looked at the children with gentle eyes: "This time of day should be their happiest moment, because only at this time can they be like most healthy children. Running around and frolicking."

"Xiaozui, do you like children?" Lu Yiqing asked.

Looking at the cheerful and lively life under the sun, Chen Zui felt soft in his heart.

I like it, of course I like it, why don't I like it?If his Nian Nian can survive, he must be the most lively and mischievous little baby.

There were mixed feelings in his heart, his eyes were slightly hot, and the self-blame and regret flooded back like a tide, blocking him from breathing.

"I guess you must like it." Lu Yiqing noticed something strange, put his hands on his shoulders and said, "But you are running away, aren't you?"

Lu Yiqing knew that he shouldn't sprinkle salt on his wound, but if the wound is not treated, it will only continue to worsen. This is a truth that everyone understands. The only way to solve it is to face it directly, even though this process will make people feel uncomfortable. broken.

"You...don't say it, don't say it! I don't want to hear it, I can't watch it!" Omega covered her ears and closed her eyes tightly, and stepped back in a panic.

Lu Yiqing hugged him to calm him down: "Xiao Zui, you have to be clear, it's not your fault that the baby died! You are also a victim, and you tried your best!"

Lu Yiqing first came into contact with this Omega who was nearly 10 years younger than him, half out of curiosity and half out of loneliness and wanting to make some friends.At the beginning, he only knew that this new neighbor and friend was seriously ill. Although he was very young, he was pale. Good intentions, but those were just appearances, Lu Yiqing failed to read a trace of enthusiasm for life from his eyes, like a pool of stagnant water, someone throws stones into it, it will have some ripples, but most of the time, it is death. General silence.

He is an experienced person, and he knows that everyone has some stories to some extent. He didn't intend to inquire about it, but when he found that Chen Zui's mental state was getting worse and worse and even had the idea of ​​self-harm, he finally couldn't stand idly by. He tried to get to know this new friend more deeply. Chen Zui is a person who is easy to talk to, or it can be understood that he really doesn't want his family to know that he is mentally ill, so he cooperates so much. When Lu Yiqing asked to know his story, Omega actually slowly confided. Lu Yiqing had seen how Uncle Chen and Aunt Chen doted on Chen Zui, so he never thought about such a little prince who was protected by others I have experienced such a tragic accident before.No one can let it go easily.

"You are very brave, at least you brought him to this world." Lu Yiqing took a deep breath, suppressing the old pain in his heart: "But you know, I have never even seen my child."

His tone was filled with grief, Chen Zui looked at the cheerful and optimistic person in front of him, his eyes were puzzled.

"I didn't tell you, I also had a child." Lu Yiqing said bitterly: "I was lying on the operating table, and the doctor told me that I had a baby. That was the first time I became aware of this little life, and it was also the last time. Once, because when the child was found, he was already dead, only two months old, not as big as a pea, and what I saw was a small mass of flesh mixed with blood. Gone."

"Yiqing..."

"It's all seven or eight years ago, and it's still a bit sad to think about it now. But it's all over, and I've let go of it a long time ago. People have to look forward." Lu Yiqing smiled nicely again, and pointed his index finger He poked the young master's fleshless cheek, squeezed out two small dimples: "So, I'm a bit worse than you, I can put it down, why can't you?"

A little blonde girl in a pink dress ran towards them. Lu Yiqing squatted down just enough to let her fall into his arms. He kissed the little girl and said to Chen Zui, "Her name is Alice, and she is the youngest child here." He whispered something in Alice's ear, and the little girl jumped to the young master's side, opening her arms to hug her.

Chen Zui squatted down involuntarily, and the little girl threw herself into his arms happily. Her body smelled of alcohol from the hospital, but more of it was the smell of flowers.

The little girl was not afraid of strangers at all, she took the initiative to hook his neck with her hands, and smiled happily.

He couldn't hold Nian Nian in his dreams, and often he just threw himself away in vain, and the surroundings were cold and dark, but now, there is a warm child in his arms, the sun is shining on the earth, and everywhere is full of vitality, showing the life cuteness.

He gently took the little girl's hand, and there were still a few lavender pinholes faintly visible on it. He asked the child in German if it hurt, and Alice shook her head. This question did not arouse her bad memories in the ward, child She has the greatest forgetfulness, and the moment is the happiest moment for her, so she naturally does not remember the pain and suffering she has suffered before and the pain she will suffer in the future. Her joy and happiness at this moment are truly passed on to everyone.

Chen Zui thought, this is a truth that even children understand, why can't he understand it.

His Nian Nian will never come back, and the dead cannot be chased, but he still has parents who love him, brothers and sisters who love him, and he never lives only for himself.

His life is full of sunshine, why should he trap himself in that small place of darkness?

From that day on, Lu Yiqing often brought Chen Zui to this park. The group of children liked him very much, because in the past, he would bring some small gifts every day, such as candy or puppets, which were "bought" by sugar-coated cannonballs. The children circled around his legs every day, but after Chen Zui came with him two or three times, these children "turned their backs" to his side, and one of the seven-year-old girls even learned from him. The sentence "Brother" in Chinese, calling around the young master every day, Lu Yiqing couldn't figure it out, he looked in the direction of Chen Zui, he got a drone from nowhere, and he was using the remote control to control it at the moment As the fuselage turned 360° in the air, a group of children cheered and applauded, so excited that they jumped up.Obviously, it was much more interesting than the kite he had painstakingly made. He secretly sighed in his heart that he was really old. However, Chen Zui laughed a lot more frequently recently, and he was finally able to get rid of sleeping pills and sleep well at night. His spirit The state is gradually developing in a better direction, which makes him feel relieved. It can be seen that it was the right choice to bring him to contact the child.

"Yiqing!"

He was lost in thought, when he heard Omega calling him, he looked over, facing the camera on the white drone, and clicked.

The young master captured the moment when Dr. Lu looked up in a daze.

Lu Yiqing reacted and smiled knowingly, this is the vitality that young people should have, he finally saw this from Chen Zui.

Chen Zui has been ill for more than three months. The surgical wound has completely healed, and he is recovering very well. The sequelae that he was worried about have not happened so far. It is considered that the critical period has passed, and his physical condition will change in the future. Even better, Chen's father and Chen's mother wept with joy, they didn't know that a big mistake almost happened in the middle.The idea of ​​suicide and self-mutilation has never appeared in the young master's mind again. Apart from recovering from his illness, what he thinks about most every day is what to bring for the children to play with. He even called his sister who is already a mother. The age of the nephew is just about the same as these children, and he can always get good advice from his elder sister. As for his elder brother, he rarely bothers him, because once he called his elder brother on a whim, it was already night in China , when my brother picked it up, his breath was a little unsteady when he spoke, and he seemed to be doing some strenuous exercise. He didn't think too much at first, but then he seemed to hear Xiao Xiao's voice. What was his brother doing, so he said a few words in a hurry and then hung up. Since then, Young Master Chen rarely called his brother, and he didn't want to continue to be a remote light bulb.

He devoted his energy to the Children's Day every other month. The hospital held a small Children's Day party for the sick children. Those parents who were busy with work also came to the scene. It was almost the busiest moment in the park.

He asked someone to order a one-meter-high castle cake with various cartoon characters on it, including Disney princesses and Marvel heroes, all of which were made so lifelike that it was unbelievable that this was made of cake. The children came up by themselves I picked my favorite character, and I was as careful as holding a trophy, and I didn't want to eat it at all.

He has put a lot of thought into this party. He started planning a month ago. He originally wanted to build a temporary playground to surprise the children, but this idea was quickly rejected by Lu Yiqing. He told Chen Zui that it would cost money. In short, the cost is extremely high. Chen Zui said he could afford it. At that time, Dad Chen was sitting on the sofa in the ward reading the newspaper. Hearing this, he raised his head and expressed his opinion: "Money is not a problem." The young master wanted to do it. Of course Lu Yiqing knew that money was not a big problem, but it was still difficult to implement it. In the end, it couldn't be realized because of the tight time.

Even so, the young master still made the party lively and the atmosphere was excellent, even attracting the participation of doctors and nurses.

Lu Yiqing wanted to shift Chen Zui's attention to the children so that he would not think about those sad things, but he never thought that Chen Zui would be so concerned.He couldn't help guessing that if Omega could treat a child he met by chance with such heart and soul, if it was his own child, he would really be pampered like a little emperor.

Chen Zui planned these, the children had fun playing them, and he was also very happy watching from the sidelines.

These assumptions were originally for Niannian alone... He restrained himself not to think too much and not to feel sad, suddenly his leg felt heavy, and the little girl who loved to call him "brother" was holding his thigh with one hand , holding a small piece of cake with cherries in the other hand, she is a very lively little girl, Chen Zui put away his thoughts and took the piece of cake with a smile, but before he took a bite, he was caught by three or two The child threw himself into his arms, he couldn't stand still and fell on the lawn, it didn't hurt, the children went up to hug him and kiss him, the young master was so troubled, he freed up a hand to put the cake away , and then concentrate on solving this group of "bear children".

He was having fun with the children, when his vision suddenly darkened, Omega thought it was going to rain suddenly, but when he looked up, it was a humanoid doll bear, which was as wide as two people and nearly two meters high. He had a naive look on his face, with two thick eyebrows drooping, and he was only wearing a bright yellow T-shirt.

The big brown bear was crossing its hips at the moment, staring at the child in Omega's arms with its two sharp black plastic eyes. Three seconds later, the child was frightened and ran back to find his mother.

Sitting on the ground, Chen Zui looked at the doll bear and felt bewildered. The big bear scared away the children, then bent its bulky body, stretched out its fluffy ball hand to Omega, and helped him up from the ground.

Although the doll appeared abruptly and scared the children away, Chen Zui was not afraid. On the contrary, he was more curious about who was hiding under the heavy doll clothes.

He stretched out a finger to poke the fat face of the doll, and asked curiously, "Who are you?"