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While Jian Cheng was in Jinglong Mausoleum, bored watching Qiu Yuluo and others' disgraced calculation formations, Chen Xuzhi stayed at Brother Li's house and started monitoring in real time to help Cen Jianxue conceive.

Cen Jianxue's health is not good. She was pregnant and suffered a catastrophe. She was imprisoned. She thought she would die, but she was rescued by her uncle, and her husband's family was also taken away by the emperor. up.

Just when Cen Jianxue was determined to give birth to the child and ran away with her uncle, her husband who was thought to be dead came back to life again. Cen Jianxue experienced great joy and sorrow several times, which caused great damage to her body.

She had been holding on before, but now her husband, who was regarded as the pillar of her heart, had returned to her side. If Jiancheng hadn't driven Gong Qianzhong's soul into Cen Jianxue's belly, Cen Jianxue might have relaxed and fell ill long ago.

But even so, as the days became more and more comforting, Cen Jianxue was still sick.

Liu Lang was very worried about this.

Cultivator Li comforted his niece and son-in-law: "Don't worry, I will take care of Xueer at home, you go to work hard, earn more money, and just buy some supplements for Xueer."

Liu Lang can only go to work in the town every day.

Chen Xuzhi became Cen Jianxue's full-time doctor.

Although spiritual power can alleviate the pain of most ordinary people, birth, old age, sickness and death are the natural norm. Chen Xuzhi can use the rejuvenation technique and other secret techniques to relieve the pain of Cen Jianxue, but if he wants to recuperate slowly, he still needs the assistance of all medicinal materials.

... Don't even think about the panacea on Chen Xuzhi's body. If these things are stuffed into Cen Jianxue's mouth, the woman will definitely be blown away by the medicine.

So Cultivator Li began to go in and out of the nearby mountains and forests, trying to dig some herbs suitable for ordinary people in the wild. Chen Xuzhi had to stay by Cen Jianxue's side to take care of her.

On this day, Chen Xuzhi brought the boiled medicine to Cen Jianxue. Cen Jianxue was lying on the bed. When she saw Chen Xuzhi coming, she immediately sat up and took the medicine bowl.

Looking at the pitch-black concoction, the corners of Cen Jianxue's mouth twitched slightly, then she closed her eyes and drank it all in one gulp.

After finishing drinking, she pressed her chest firmly, and it took a while to let out a breath, showing a relaxed look.

Chen Xuzhi looked at this scene and smiled slightly: "Is it that bitter?"

Cen Jianxue immediately came back to her senses, she raised her hand and wiped the medicine juice on the corner of her lips with a handkerchief, and said softly: "Good medicine tastes bitter, just cure the disease."

Chen Xuzhi raised his eyebrows after hearing this, and he got up to take the bowl: "If you keep thinking like this, your body will get better soon."

After Cen Jianxue heard this, a hint of helplessness flashed across her pale face: "I just don't want to be a drag anymore."

She murmured: "Whether Liu Lang tried to protect me when I was in Liu's house, or my uncle rescued me to protect me, even now..."

"I can only watch, but I can't do anything." Cen Jianxue suddenly looked at Chen Xuzhi, she pursed her lips and said, "Senior, forgive me, I heard from my uncle that after the child is born, I might be able to learn fairy arts? "

Chen Xuzhi was planning to leave, but he stopped when he heard Cen Jianxue's question, and nodded to Cen Jianxue: "That's right, your physique is special, after all, the child in your stomach has Mrs. Liu Jiatai's blood, and will also have the ability to practice after birth." talent."

Cen Jianxue pursed her lips, she opened her mouth, her voice was a little trembling, her hands hidden under the quilt were tightly grasping the corner of her clothes, she said: "Senior, both you and Senior Cheng have done a great favor to my family, our family has nothing to repay, uncle said you Is it true that I have a relationship with the child in my womb and want to accept him as a disciple?"

Chen Xuzhi continued to nod: "That's right, after this child is born..." He hesitated for a moment, but still told Cen Jianxue: "I must take him away."

Cen Jianxue immediately lowered her head, with tears streaming down the corners of her eyes.

Chen Xuzhi sighed: "If I don't take him away, if the monks from the local forces of Xiyue Kingdom find out, your family..."

According to the rules of the Demon Sect, Liu Lang, Cen Jianxue and even Cultivator Li would all be killed by the Demon Cultivator.

Cen Jianxue raised her sleeves and wiped her eyes, then forced a smile and said, "This is his blessing, it's a good thing for him, but..." She couldn't help but raised her head, and begged Chen Xuzhi, "We can see the child in the future." ?"

Chen Xuzhi looked at the sad and pleading expression of the woman in front of him, remembering that in the original novel, facing the crisis of the city being destroyed, the woman seemed to send her child away at the first time, and she stayed to live and die with the city, so she couldn't help laughing Reassuring: "You don't need to be like this. In fact, the sphere of influence of my sect is quite large. Even if I want to take the child away, I will move your family away and stay in Fangshi, which is within the sphere of influence of the sect, to wait for the child like this." When he grows up and has a certain ability to protect himself, he can freely come and go between the sect and where you live."

"You're going to spend a lot of time together."

When Cen Jianxue heard this, her eyes widened slightly, and were instantly filled with tears, and then the woman smiled. Although this smile was pale, weak, and lifeless, it was as beautiful as light.

"Thank you, senior."

Chen Xuzhi smiled: "But maybe the child is not close to you. After all, he didn't grow up with you, and he has stepped into the path of cultivation. You need to be prepared for this."

Cen Jianxue nodded again and again, she smiled happily: "It's okay, I'm very content with this."

After this day, Cen Jianxue seemed to find that Chen Xuzhi's temper was very gentle, so he occasionally asked Chen Xuzhi about his physical condition and recuperation methods, and also tried to ask Chen Xuzhi about how to get along with cultivators.

It has to be said that Cen Jianxue was the first woman with a very high EQ that Chen Xuzhi met after he came to this world.

Ye Wugou and Bai Yuelian will not be mentioned. Jiang Yuyao is still a little girl with an unstable personality. Wu Qinger's initial scheming patterns are also quite annoying. Although Shuoyue has a pure and kind personality, sometimes it is easy to poke her out People have heart and lungs, Master Lingyue doesn't have much contact with him, Zhong Miao'er has a mental illness... Putting it all together, Chen Xuzhi feels that chatting with Cen Jianxue is not boring at all.

And Cen Jianxue's understanding is very good. When she talked with Chen Xuzhi about the difference between monks and ordinary people, she once said that even though monks have embarked on the journey of cultivating Taoism and understanding the nature of the world, she believes that monks are still human beings with human hearts.

Where there is a heart, there will be struggle, there will be love and hatred, there will be desire and love, and there will be traces to follow.

Facing Chen Xuzhi's surprised expression, Cen Jianxue just smiled shyly and said: "Since the senior said that learning from nature is natural, then all these desires and feelings are also natural. Not to mention others, my uncle is a monk, but Blood relatives will still be remembered.”

"It is said that cultivating the Tao is a difficult journey, the road is too narrow, and only one person is allowed to walk, but when uncle is in trouble, Senior Cheng will help. You are also invited by Senior Cheng. It can be seen that even if you have changed from a human to a monk, even if you I understand that cultivation depends on myself, and I can only walk on the road alone... However, monks will still have friends, confidants, and like-minded partners..."

"Uncle once told me in secret that if it wasn't for Senior Cheng, he would have died in the Wangduan Mountain Range. He owes Senior Cheng a life."

"Isn't this the death of a scholar for his confidant..."

"A monk is actually just a stronger person."

After hearing this, Chen Xuzhi couldn't help but look at Cen Jianxue with brand new eyes.

To be honest, many monks don't understand this truth, otherwise how can there be such a saying that there is a difference between immortals and common people?

After hearing this, he pondered for a long time before saying: "You're right, monks are indeed only stronger people, but people have self-knowledge, if they know that they are weak, but still try to jump unscrupulously in front of the strong, what would happen to the monks?" Speaking... not only mortals, but all existences whose cultivation level is not as good as mine are ants."

"One should have a heart of awe and humility."

Cen Jianxue was startled when she heard this, she thought carefully for a while, and then got up and thanked Chen Xuzhi: "Thank you for your teaching, senior, it's because of Xue Xue's lies."

Fortunately, the senior Chen who was chatting with her today has a mild temper. If he repays a monk with a bad temper and hears such wild words from her, he will definitely slap her with the slap, and she must be dead.

Chen Xuzhi waved his hand: "You're actually right, it's just that most monks wouldn't listen to such words."

He asked Cen Jianxue: "I think Li Daoyou has roughly told you about the level of monks these days, right?"

Cen Jianxue nodded. That day when Xiushi Li knew that Chen Daoyou next to him was a powerful Nascent Soul, he would drift when walking and almost bumped into a pillar. Cen Jianxue would naturally ask a few more questions when he saw it.

Chen Xuzhi said: "Then let me ask you, if you are a Qi cultivator and you find that there are two Nascent Souls fighting in front of you, and there are many ordinary people nearby, what would you do?"

Even though Cen Jianxue was smart, she was at a loss when she heard this question.

Chen Xuzhi said again: "Let me put it another way, if you are a school lieutenant, and there are two town generals fighting in front of you, and there are still civilians around you, when the two generals come to kill you, you will stand in front of the people and greet them." The general's blade, or will he abandon the people and run away immediately?"

Cen Jianxue opened his mouth and bowed his head pale after a while: "...I understand what you mean."

Chen Xuzhi sighed and said: "Any monk with some benevolence and righteousness will not be happy to see ordinary people die innocently. However, it is a pity that monks are not omnipotent. The longer the monks live, the more indifferent they are. It is not that we have no heart, but that we Too weak."

"We have been cultivating for decades or even hundreds of years, and we can almost only protect ourselves from death."

"However, most of the monks can't even do this, and they all fall in the middle of the middle."

"If we can move nine heavens with one sword, turn our hands into clouds and turn our hands into rain, and be so powerful that no one can match, then we will naturally treat everything with kindness."

"The world is not benevolent, and everything is a straw dog. We must look forward, and we can only look forward, climb to a place that no one can reach, and control our own destiny."

"After that... perhaps I am qualified to say that there is no difference between ordinary people and monks, and that all living beings are equal."

"And now..." Chen Xuzhi let out a long sigh: "We are not qualified."

Cen Jianxue stared blankly at the red-haired monk in front of him.

In the future, she recalled the scene of this day countless times, and was grateful for it.

I am glad that she had to listen to Yuanying's great power before she stepped into the world of cultivation. I am glad that she has enough preparation and awareness, and I am also glad that she has corrected her mentality, put away her pride and scrutiny, and walked steadily. into this magnificent world.

It's a pity that she couldn't see him at that time.

The author has something to say:

Chen Xuzhi is a very realistic person, he is very weak, he cherishes his life, so when encountering a crisis, he will not save others, he will run away by himself, if he cannot escape, the lawlessness in modern people's hearts will arise spontaneously, That idea of ​​dying together will arise.

This is also the reason why he has always been somewhat contradictory. The answer is simple, he is just an ordinary person.

In the beginning, he knew that he would die in the hands of Jiancheng, so all potential forces around Jiancheng were his enemies, enemies that would kill him, and if he didn't want to die, let the enemies die.

This is how Xiaoru died.

In the face of life and death, there is no such thing as innocent or innocent, so I have not revised the previous article.

Because this is Chen Xuzhi's character, he is ruthless to himself, and naturally he is ruthless to the enemy, and thanks to a certain famous saying, it doesn't matter whether a cat is black or white, as long as it catches mice, it is a good cat. He really doesn't care what means he uses, anyway. As long as you can kill the enemy, it doesn't matter if the method is good or bad.

As an enemy, he is indeed disgusting and hateful, such as Xiaoru.

But as a teammate, he is indeed very reliable, such as Zhangzun Lingyue.

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However, Chen Xuzhi has basically overcome all the mentality problems mentioned above. He is advanced now. He used to be low-level, and he will be more high-end in the future. 2333

Orz created such a male protagonist with black spots, everyone can see it now, thank you so much...