near and far

The unknown acquaintance had already left silently, other people in the booth looked at them, and many people outside the booth were also watching them, and some people whistled and yelled "don't stop" .

He Cheng'an's mouth was filled with various tastes, and his hands firmly supported the back of Le Mingxin's neck to prevent him from retreating.This is superfluous, Le Mingxin didn't even think about retreating, he felt Le Mingxin's chest rising and falling, and his breathing was very rapid, panting like a puppy sticking out its tongue in summer.

When the lips of the two parted, He Chengan saw that Le Mingxin's eyes were moist with the smell of alcohol, as gentle and sincere as ever, exactly the same as a long, long time ago.

He Chengan never felt that he was a brave person, he did not inherit his mother's courage.

He's mother is a very strong professional woman, she scolded Fang Qiu in the foreign company's office, she made it very clear after she got married, she didn't want children, and He Jing, who was immersed in love, would promise her anything, even take off the moon in the sky and give it to her.But after marriage, He Jing wanted a child, and later he had He Cheng'an.

He Jing was ecstatic, but his wife still insisted on not having children.

The two broke up unhappy, and the protracted war between husband and wife raged vigorously when He Chengan was still an embryo in the womb.Finally, the baby was born, and He Jing was full of thoughts that this was the bond to maintain love, but He's mother simply left the house, her heart was never in the family, she was a ruthless character in the workplace, after leaving , she followed her promise and never looked back.

He Jing's strong desire to control was transferred to He Cheng'an. Unfortunately, He Cheng'an was not born a docile child. The war between husband and wife has become a war between father and son. Jing Du helped him decide. Although He Chengan was rebellious, he never had the courage to completely overthrow his father's rule.

In the second year of high school, He Chengan chose liberal arts, but He Jing used his connections to help him transfer to science, and finally he went to Le Mingxin's class.

Le Mingxin is a luminous body, bright and hot, but not dazzling.

And he was happy, free and happy when he was with his parents.

One of the most daring things He Chengan did was to deliberately stay behind after school, and intentionally put down the sketchbook that he never left his hand every day.There are page after page, full of his youthful thoughts.He is tall, sitting behind Le Mingxin, looking at him, his back is straight when he is listening to the class seriously, like a small sapling that is always upward, when he is lazy to sleep, he lies down, his shoulders and back rise and fall with his steady breathing , like gentle tides, rising and falling.

After waking up, his hair may be lifted a little, just a little, and he can't hold it down no matter how he presses it.

He Chengan likes to paint his hands and feet, with the cleanliness and strength unique to teenagers.He likes Le Mingxin's white and neat socks, which show a little between the edge of the shoe and the pants leg of the school uniform, covering the raised ankle bone.

But Le Mingxin handed over his notebook, his youthful thoughts, and his heart to the teacher.

He even wrote some of his thoughts messily in some blank corners of the notebook, which the teacher could understand at a glance.During this period of time, his grades have declined due to lack of mind, the teacher naturally blamed his puppy love, and immediately contacted He Jing.

On the day He Cheng'an left, he had a conflicted mentality. On the one hand, he hated Le Mingxin's betrayal, but on the other hand, he wanted to listen to him, even if it was just "goodbye" also can.He deliberately packed slowly, dragged his suitcase and walked slowly on the school road, and even waited at the school gate for a while.

But in the end all he waited for was heavy rain.

In the car, the air seemed to be frozen. He Jing didn't say a word, but just turned the steering wheel and drove towards home.He Chengan didn't speak, just looked at the windshield wipers on the car window, and thought to himself, it doesn't matter, nothing matters.

When they got home, before the door was closed, He Jing slapped He Chengan backhandedly.

With a heavy slap, he pressed the tip of his tongue against his cheek. The pain was so hot that the corners of his mouth were broken, and the unique rusty smell of blood rushed into his mouth.

"I sent you to school to study, not to... make some mess!" He Jing panted heavily, like an enraged bull.

Get gay.

He Chengan helped him complete it in his heart.

He has jumped to more than 1.8 meters five, half a head taller than He Jing, and he is no longer a child who was beaten and hid when he made a mistake when he was a child. He slammed the door into his room, and He Jing threw him The door of the room is locked.

He Chengan lay on his bed, looked at the ceiling and sneered.

Are you afraid that he will elope with someone?

Who did he elope with?

Thinking about it, he became sad again, turned over and buried his face in the pillow, and touched a Lindt chocolate candy under the pillow.He threw the candy vigorously, the candy hit the wall, bounced back, and fell to the ground, rolling to nowhere, just like his first love, which died without a cause, rolled to nowhere.

He Chengan finally decided to leave because He Jing contacted him with a correction center, claiming that it could correct homosexuality.

"They may be a little more aggressive, but they can cure you. After you are cured, you can go to school. I have found a new school for you." He Jing said calmly at the dinner table.

But He Chengan knew that those "more intense" methods might be electric shocks or frequent vomiting.

He Jing locked him in the room, and called He Chengan's grandma over when he was at work, asked her to look at his grandson, and said that he would treat his illness.Grandma He was born in the countryside, her hands and feet are rough, and she speaks with a local accent that she can't get rid of after living in the city for many years, but she loves her grandson very much.

He Cheng'an tortured her day and night, and said to her: "Grandma, I'm not sick, I will be tortured to death."

In the end, he succeeded, and grandma let him out during the day when He Jing was at work.He Cheng'an has savings, he has a card, and his mother, whom he has never met, pays alimony every month.When he left, he only packed a few clothes, and his grandma stuffed him with a small stack of 100 yuan with red eyes.

He Chengan nervously ran out of the community all the way, along the road, and ran all the way to a place he didn't know, sitting on the side of the road with his legs limp, beads of sweat dripping down his cheeks.Excited and dazed, he contacted his mother according to the contact information his grandma gave him.

"Hello." He Chengan almost couldn't open his mouth, he couldn't say the word "Mom", so he could only say dryly, "I, I'm He Chengan."

The mother lived in the city where He Chengan originally transferred to school, and she accepted He Chengan.But all she did was go through the admission procedures for him and found him a house close to the school.He Jing soon came to the door, begging for his son from his ex-wife whom he had not seen for many years.

But Mother He just sneered and said, "Go away, if you don't want me to sue you for marital rape."

He Cheng'an listened behind the door, and thought calmly, oh, so that's how he came here, a son of an adulterer.

After the college entrance examination, he chose his favorite major and started a business after graduation. His mother didn't ask a word.He had conflicts with his partners, fierce quarrels, and then he set up his own business. At the most difficult time, he couldn't even pay the salaries of the studio employees.

He didn't think about Le Mingxin again, almost wanting to forget him with a kind of revenge.

He Chengan never thought that he would see Le Mingxin again, and would have an intersection with him again. In his mind, he vilified Le Mingxin into a small belly after graduating from university, with a receding hairline, smoking and drinking. While drinking and chatting about the uncle at his child's school, he didn't expect that Le Mingxin would still be like that, gentle and sincere.

He almost gritted his teeth and hated his meekness and sincerity, he would rather see a greasy and fat Le Mingxin.

In this way, he can greet him calmly, and then as if nothing happened, they pass each other and walk away.

"I didn't read that book."

What Le Mingxin said was as if, when everyone was playing Jenga in an orderly manner, someone stretched out a mischievous hand and pushed all the precarious building blocks down.