Want to Ascend? Then Fall in Love

—I killed them all.

Hearing these words, Shen Qingxian's heart seemed to be sharpened by a blunt knife and roasted by fire, and then thrown into the ice cave. It was really uncomfortable and indescribable.

What made him even more sad was that Gu Jianshen who said this... How painful it must have been for him who said this, I'm afraid he was a hundred times more painful than him!

Besides, he was speaking to him...to the lovers who are happy with each other, to each other who promised each other for life, to him who promised to be together for a long time!

Having said that, Gu Jianshen had already decided to give up everything.

For Master Shangde, for the sake of his master's name in the first life, he chose to bear everything.

Seeing Gu Jianshen standing there alone, Shen Qingxian's eyes were red, and countless words came to his mouth, but in the end he could only utter three words: "No..."

Stepping on the blood, he approached him step by step, and said, "No, I know, these..."

Gu Jianshen interrupted him roughly: "It's me!" His expression was terrifying, his eyes were scarlet, and the originally beautiful eyes seemed to be swallowed by the flames of hell, turning into the color of blood representing destruction and destruction !

Shen Qingxian's heart ached to the extreme, he approached him a few steps, trying to hug him tightly.

However, Gu Jianshen pushed him away. The veins on his forehead bulged, his thin lips were tightly pressed, and his expression was as cold as ice: "Don't come near me."

He has never treated Shen Qingxian like this, he has never lost his temper with him, but at this moment Shen Qingxian doesn't care about it!

Shen Qingxian couldn't describe his mood. What was stuck in his throat was an unresolved bitterness. This thick bitterness went up through the tip of his nose, poured into his eyes, and turned into tears; down through his chest, into his heart, it became a hot pain. magma.

He choked up and said, "Gu Jianshen..."

How could Gu Jianshen bear his sadness, but he couldn't help it, he was a sinner, a heinous person, he had already implicated so many people, and he must not hurt Shen Qingxian again.

He has no future.He will be in hell, he will be reviled by all, but he can't let the flames burn his beloved, and he can't let insulting words touch his ears.

——Sorry, Shen Qingxian.

——The promise I made to you cannot be fulfilled after all.

——I only wish you would just forget about me and live a good life.

Gu Jianshen drew out his long sword fiercely, and stabbed at Shen Qingxian resolutely.

Realizing what he was doing, Shen Qingxian was stunned.

At this moment, the Lord Shangxin Peak arrived, and he yelled, "Stop!"

As he spoke, he raised his hand, charging towards Gu Jianshen with blade-like spiritual power.

"No!" Shen Qingxian yelled hoarsely, but it was too late, Gu Jianshen could dodge, but it was impossible to dodge, if this spiritual power hit him, he...

Shen Qingxian forgot that this was an illusion, and he also forgot that this was the past that had happened long ago. He only knew that the person in front of him was the love of his life, the person he would fall in love with again and again even if he forgot about it.

This is his Gu Jianshen, the person he wants to protect with all his heart.

Shen Qingxian flew over, trying to stand in front of him without even thinking about it.

Peak Master Shangxin's eyes were about to burst, and he was eager to take back the released spiritual power, but it was too late. He tried his best to take back [-]%, and the other [-]% was already approaching!

In the blink of an eye, Gu Jianshen pushed Shen Qingxian away with such speed that he didn't know where it came from.

The spiritual power hit him, tearing all his clothes!

Shen Qingxian's eyes widened suddenly, his heart almost froze, he didn't even have the strength to breathe, he looked at the man in front of him, at his messy clothes, and saw the bright bloodstain on his shoulder.

It lay on Gu Jianshen's shoulder, like a drop of blood and tears falling on the white frost and snow.

So glaring, so sad.

The body of ten thousand blood completely "lived".

Because of the blood of the seniors, because of Shangde Peak's disillusionment, because of the devotion of the Lord of Shangde Peak, and because of the betrayal of the one he loves.

Gu Jianshen lost everything overnight, but gained the power that people in this world only dream of.

Who would want that?Who would want such power!

Shen Qingxian walked over quickly, trying to hold him in his arms, he whispered: "Gu Jianshen, don't do this, Gu Jianshen... We agreed, I will be with you no matter what."

There was a faint light of healing in his hands, and he was desperately trying to heal him, but it was a pity that he was not the Lord Lianhua who would be able to bring back to life tens of thousands of years later, he was just a monk who had just formed an alchemy, and his weak power was not enough to restore the situation in front of him. A scene of despair.

Gu Jianshen's eyes were empty, and his voice was quiet, he said persistently, "I killed them...I killed them..."

Shen Qingxian's heart ached, he hugged him and said, "No matter what you do, I will never leave you."

Gu Jianshen's pupils narrowed sharply, and the despair in his lowered voice: "But I killed them, my brother, my master, my Shangde Peak..."]

Gu Jianshen looked at Shen Qingxian and growled in a low voice like a trapped animal: "I destroyed them!"

"No..." Shen Qingxian shook his head and wanted to defend himself, but Gu Jianshen interrupted him and said in a voice that was almost pleading, "It was me... I killed them, please... it was me I did it all..."

These words made Shen Qingxian's heart feel like a lightning strike... He understood what Gu Jianshen meant, and he knew what Gu Jianshen was talking about.

He was begging him not to tell the truth, he was begging him to protect his master, and he was begging him to give him a chance to redeem himself...

But obviously...he is also a victim; but obviously...he shouldn't bear these!

Tears welled up in Shen Qingxian's eyes, he hugged him tightly and said, "Okay, I know, I understand. You still have me, I will be with you, forever, even if you don't want me anymore, I will catch up with you !"

Gu Jianshen's heart skipped a beat, he didn't say anything, and he couldn't say anything.

"Trust me!" Shen Qingxian said in an unprecedented volume, "Trust me, okay? I can do it, and I can always protect you!"

Everything is over, the illusion disintegrates like a broken mirror, it turns everything reflected on it into fragments, the beautiful is like this, and the cruel is also like this, one piece after another, piled up layer upon layer, indistinguishable Clear which is which.

Everything finally came to light.

When this incident actually happened, Shen Qingxian was not there. He didn't remember Gu Jianshen at all at the time, so he completely missed it, but his master knew about it.

Or it should be said that he was the only person in the world who knew what was going on, and even Gu Jianshen had forgotten that only Lord Shangxin knew what was going on.

After the incident happened at that time, Gu Jianshen must have chosen to bear all this. He barely saved the seriously injured master with his own blood, but he couldn't save the brothers who had already lost their souls.

At that time, it was the Master of Shangxin Peak who came here, Shen Qingxian's master.

The Lord of Shangxin Peak knew the secret of the body of ten thousand blood, so he naturally wanted to know what was going on.He is also desperate, painful, and sad, but things have come to this point, and regret is the most useless thing.

Gu Jianshen said to him: "Peak Master... When my master wakes up, please tell him... I went crazy and killed them."

The master of Shangxin Peak felt like a knife was piercing his heart, and he was about to speak, but Gu Jianshen knelt down straight, with his forehead on the ground: "Please, Master is my reborn parent, I don't want his fame to be ruined for the rest of his life, let alone May he suffer this pain in his later years! Peak Master, disciple, I beg you, a person as good as my master shouldn’t have to bear this, he shouldn’t!”

Peak Lord Shangxin looked at the young man kneeling in front of him: "But you..."

Gu Jianshen was extremely calm: "Don't worry... I will live well. Only when I am alive can Master hate me and practice hard. I have to wait for him to kill the traitor."

The Lord of Shangxin Peak heaved a long sigh, after all he couldn't bear to shake his innocent heart.

It all makes sense now.

Why was Gu Jianshen at that time able to escape from Wanfazong, walk through the sea of ​​stars, and reach his heart?Because Shangxin Peak Lord helped him.

He helped him leave Wanfazong and entrusted him to an old friend of his, who was later Gu Jian's adoptive father.

Gu Jianshen woke up in his mind and had already forgotten about the Lord Shangde Peak.

His adoptive father was also very distressed about what happened to him, and he didn't want him to be trapped by demons, so he sealed what happened on Shangde Peak.

From then on, Gu Jianshen became the "heavy crime" traitor of Wanfa sect.

In the end, he responded to the catastrophe of the body of thousands of blood and became a lonely person.

Forget your loved ones, forget your loved ones, lose your best friends.

He has stayed in the heart domain like this for tens of thousands of years, like a rootless duckweed, he still doesn't know where he belongs.

Now, Shen Qingxian finally understood why Gu Jianshen didn't want to ascend.

How could he think that!

For tens of thousands of years, living with him is the deepest pain.

As soon as Shen Qingxian opened his eyes, he fell into an embrace, and Gu saw the deep fiery breath falling on his neck: "Thank you for your hard work."

Shen Qingxian turned around and hugged him tightly: "I'm sorry."