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How many nights have I wondered if all this was a dream after waking up, the year Ye Qian and I lived together seems like it happened yesterday.

The phone my mother and I use now is handled by Ye Hua. There will be a positioning system in it. Ye Hua can know whether I have been honest at school and at home anytime, anywhere, and even know when and who called me. .

And at school, Ye Hua also has eyeliners watching me, even the teacher will record my whereabouts, and even if I go for a walk a little farther away after my injury, I will be called to warn me.

After living like this for a long time, I feel a little tired.

At first I would struggle to escape, but after repeated trials and failures, I couldn't even find any clues about Ye Qian. The Internet at home was also under supervision, and Zhou Yuwen had no way to contact him. The way to get in touch with life is that I can still get in touch with Fu Xiaomiao.

Fu Xiaomiao cared about me very much, I didn't tell her what happened to me, she could only tell me that I should study hard even here.For a moment, I wanted to excitedly ask someone outside to help me find a guy named Ye Qian, and even thought about going to the police to find someone, but even if I could really do this, I couldn't find Ye Qian.

Later, I stopped resisting, and started to live an honest life. I went to class, after school, ate, and slept. I was tired of fate. never mind.But at many moments when I wanted to give up completely, I was tortured by some indelible memories.

Now I am in my third year of high school. After this winter vacation, I will prepare for the college entrance examination and then go to university. I secretly thought that after I graduate from university and get rid of the control of the Ye family, I can go to Ye Qian again. At worst, I will go there by plane. The Ye family searched in every branch abroad, and one day they could find Ye Qian's.

But I immediately understood, even if I found it, so what? Ye Qian and I even hid in an unnamed small hotel and Ye Hua could find it. Is there any other way to escape from his grasp?

This year was the most stable year since high school. My mother cooked a large table of dishes as usual, but only the two of us ate. If the TV was not louder, we would not even be able to drink at the neighbor’s house. You can hear it clearly. I haven't talked to my mother much in the past few months, and my mother has been staying with me at home without going to work.

She said she knew I hated her, but my mother said I would come back to thank her when I grew up, I didn't say anything but thought this sentence made me feel ridiculous.

Just after the fifth day of junior high school, the school started. This is my last semester of high school. The Ye family also saw that I no longer resisted so much and slowly loosened the control on me and my mother.

Years later, my mother said that I would look for a job after the college entrance examination. I didn’t answer anything. Anyway, the Ye family would give us enough money every month. I didn’t think about livelihood issues at all. I was emotional several times and hit the wall with my fist, so I completely left sequelae. Not only did my ring finger and little finger have surgical scars, but I couldn't straighten them.

This doesn't affect anything, at least these can make me remember the story of me and Ye Qian thoroughly.

As I got busier with my studies, I gradually figured out a lot of things. When Ye Qian and I were together, I thought about our miserable future, and I also said in my heart that no matter where we go, we should treat it as a good thing. The memories are written down in my mind.It seems that now is the time to put everything in my heart as a story. When I get old, I might as well write the story into a novel for everyone to enjoy.

When the weather turns from cold to hot, that's when I'm about to take the college entrance examination. I don't know if Ye Qian needs the college entrance examination abroad, and whether his study tasks are heavy or not.

When I came back to my senses, I was already sitting in the examination room waiting for the teacher to take the test papers from the folder and hand out the college entrance examination papers.

On the table was my admission ticket, with the words "Wu Wen" written on it, and in my hands were the card marker pens and answering pens issued uniformly for the college entrance examination. I looked at the paper to see how difficult the topic was, but saw that the composition topic was called "The Person I Miss Most".

"The person I miss the most is..." Ye Qian's smile suddenly appeared in my mind, and one night Ye Qian hugged me, and I asked Ye Qian why he had such a big bed. To squeeze me to sleep, he said with a cheeky smile because he likes me.

There was another time when I burned my finger while frying something in the kitchen, and a big blister formed on my middle finger. Ye Qian was distressed to help me buy medicine and apply it to me. From then on, Ye Qian never allowed me to cook that dish again. Asked him why, he said it was a dish he hated very much, if it wasn't for this dish, how could I burn my hands?

The one I remember the most is the night after my mother found out about Ye Qian and me. We hugged each other tightly in the cold snow. I made a promise to him, and his eyes were red. By the way, that sentence What is the promise?How can I not remember?

It turned out that after leaving Ye Qian for a year, I began to slowly force myself to forget him, so can I force myself to the point where I don't even remember Ye Qian's name and appearance?

The college entrance examination is over, and I ushered in a long and carefree vacation. The Ye family sent people to tell us that they will no longer monitor us from today, unless I want to go abroad.

I smiled and said to the Ye family on the other end of the phone: "Does traveling abroad count?"

"You are no longer Wu You, you are Wu Wen..."

During the holiday after the college entrance examination, I decided to go out for a walk. My mother wanted to accompany me, but I still refused. Although I didn’t forgive my mother from the bottom of my heart, she is my mother. What can I do with her? She scolded her.

Looking at the popular addresses on the ticketing website, I still saw the city where Wu You existed in the past, and the mouse twitched on it. I thought I should choose another city, but I still logged out when confirming the payment. After I bought a ticket for city B, I asked myself what else to do when I went back. I even changed my name, what else can I leave in that city?

But there is always a voice in my heart that forces me to go back and have a look, even if I smell the air of that city, I will feel much better.