She is the one

"Look, she just sits there quietly all day long, as if everything around her has nothing to do with her." Fan Wenqi could only see her back, a very thin back, as if a gust of wind could blow her down... For some reason, Fan Wenqi began to feel sorry for the child who was sitting quietly on the grass.

"Stayed in the hospital for almost two months before returning home. At that time, the child's father proposed to change the living environment for the child. Maybe it would be better that way, and we did that. We went to Canada, thinking that way. Zixi's environment will make Zixi better. Unexpectedly... Zixi was deeply stimulated again. After finally taking her out for a walk, she saw a couple of couples. There were even gay people... I was afraid that she would break into the road again, so I hurriedly dragged her home. I told her not to come down to eat during dinner, so I went upstairs to check the situation, but I didn't expect to see Until she was lying in a pool of blood..." Speaking of these, scenes from the past began to flash in her mind, as if it only happened yesterday... because Chen Rong still had lingering fears.

"The child's father was also scared..." Chen Rong continued.

"The rescue was timely, and the utility knife used by Zixi was not very sharp, so Zixi didn't go to heaven, but we became more and more worried... After we were discharged from the hospital that time, we hurried back to China, but Zixi However, Xi became more and more autistic. Gradually, some mental problems began to appear in her, and it became more and more serious. Many times, she would bang her head against the wall, always causing her head to bleed...so During that period, the doctor frequently injected Zixi with sedatives, and this kind of torment made Zixi suffer very much when she was awake, because her heart would hurt if she couldn't bear it... so she would often inject her with painkillers... ·”

"Tranquilizers are already very bad for people's spirits. Why do you have to inject her with too many painkillers?"

"I know it's not good... But every time she shed tears and said to me 'Mom, I hurt, my heart hurts...', tell me, what should I do..." Mrs. Chen finally controlled She couldn't help but started to cry. Fan Wenqi understood that feeling, she gently stroked Mrs. Chen's back, and helped her sit back on the sofa.

"Don't force it, we can continue talking tomorrow."

"No no, let's finish talking today. The sooner you start treatment, the better." Finally, Mrs. Chen stopped crying and continued to talk about Zixi's story: "Because of too many tranquilizers and analgesics, Zixi Xi became more and more silent, and the doctor said that Zixi’s ability to perceive the outside world is gradually decreasing. Of course I feel very uncomfortable hearing this, but the doctor said that if she tries to restore her perception ability as much as possible, it may cause her to relapse. Her mood fluctuates a lot, so this is not bad. Since then, I have not had the courage to continue the treatment, because I am afraid that I will not be able to stand Zixi committing suicide again. I just kept procrastinating like this until half a year ago. I just started to try to continue the treatment, because Zixi is really lonely now... However, the doctors came one by one, but Zixi still didn't make any movement."

"Then, why did you come to me so eagerly?" Hearing this, Fan Wenqi was very puzzled. She was still very young, she didn't have much experience, and she was not considered a famous doctor. Why did Mrs. Chen find herself? ?

"After the last doctor left, I changed the way. I showed her the photos of the doctors one by one, although I don't know if she is actually looking... I found that when I saw your photos, her There is a slight change in the eyes..."

"Ok?"

"Now Zixi, it can be said, has no expression, doesn't talk much, doesn't move much, not to mention the subtle changes in his eyes, so, you are my hope..." Fan Wenqi looked into Mrs. Chen's eyes, What she saw was Mrs. Chen's trust.

"Don't worry, Mrs. Chen, I will do my best."

Fan Wenqi put down her notebook and walked out of the villa.Gently walking in front of Zixi and meeting her eyes, Fan Wenqi finally saw the real Zixi, who was different from the photo.The first impression is that this child is so thin... The cheekbones are very prominent, the chin is pointed, especially the big eyes, there are some faint bruises under the eye circles.The clear eyes are like a pool of crystal clear lake water, but there is no spirit in them... Fan Wenqi can clearly see herself in Zixi's eyes, but she doesn't feel that Zixi is looking at her.

Zixi's peace is like this weather, there is no cloud in the sky, and the sun is shining on her body, which is warm.Although his face is expressionless, he is not so cold that people dare not approach him. For such a child, his smile should be as warm as the sun...

The author has something to say: This is the first time I post an article on the Internet. It took a lot of time to understand many things, and I don’t know if my article will be read. This article has already been written, so if you are interested, don’t worry about abandoning it. pit or something.I know that I have little talent and learning, and what I write is difficult to be elegant. It is only for you to kill time. I hope you don’t like it.