after death strike

From childhood to adulthood, whether it is the closest family members, or the teachers and classmates who get along with each other at school, there are only two words for Ye Yizhou's evaluation: gloomy.He is taciturn, with gloomy brows, a natural inability to recognize happiness, and always unable to fit in with others.

He always has no deskmate, and when the whole class is divided into groups, he is always left alone, and everyone always avoids him intentionally or unintentionally.Obviously he did nothing, but he was always ignored or even isolated.He is like a solitary boat drifting sporadically on the boundless sea. There is neither a passenger on the boat, nor a lighthouse to give him the direction of navigation.

Ye Yizhou originally thought that he would live like this for the rest of his life, unloved, not noticed by others, and remained unknown until his death.However, only he himself knows that every night, the beast dormant in his heart will always wake up, no longer the usual cowardly silence, roaring loudly with strong desire-why, why no one has ever seen him, no one has ever cared he?

Geng Xiaoxue was an accident, and it was also the last bit of mercy God bestowed on him.She is kind, gentle, cheerful and generous. She chose to sit next to him on the first day of class at the university, and took the initiative to talk to him who was sitting silently in the corner.

"Hi, are you a local too?" Seeing him stunned for a moment and nodding dully, she smiled a little embarrassedly. "Sorry, I'm from out of town and I don't understand anything. Can I ask you anything?"

She wasn't very good-looking, but that warm smile was incomparable to any idol star.

They are in love.Although he is clumsy, gloomy, and cowardly, Geng Xiaoxue has always tolerated him silently and never disliked him; no matter how badly he does, Geng Xiaoxue always chooses to be considerate.

They're bound to hold hands like this until they die, right?He's not going to die alone, is he?

However, the reality gave Ye Yizhou a heavy hammer.After they both graduated and entered the society, Geng Xiaoxue became realistic.She is no longer gentle and considerate of his cowardice, and always urges him to improve; she no longer tolerates everything about him, and always picks on him for not doing well here and there, and even at the end, the two began to quarrel, and Geng Xiaoxue questioned loudly He, asked him if he went on like this, he wouldn't even be able to support himself, let alone support a family.

She proposed to break up, but Ye Yizhou was unwilling.But Geng Xiaoxue's mind has been made up, and all the gentleness in the past has turned into coldness and heartlessness.She avoids him, refuses to answer his phone calls, does not want to meet him, and even finds a friend to reprimand him, telling him to get out of here and stop pestering herself.

Is this his fate?Even though there was a glimmer of light in the middle, it was still shrouded in suffocating darkness.Until he died, he could only stop breathing silently and was buried in the soil alone.

He hates it!He hated this indifferent society, and also hated Geng Xiaoxue, who suddenly changed his face to be heartless.He wants revenge!Even if he died, he still wanted that woman to keep in mind: she was the one who forced him to death!He wants to show this society how their indifference drove an innocent person to death!

By coincidence, Ye Yizhou remembered the anchors he had followed.He was determined to seek death, but he didn't want to die in obscurity, so he registered an account on the live broadcast website.

Hehe... let's use his death to wake up this dark society.

Even so, Ye Yizhou was still worried that his death would be too ugly—he hoped that Geng Xiaoxue would always be handsome in his heart, so he put on a hat and mask to cover up his appearance.He heard that turning on gas to commit suicide was efficient and painless, so he came up with the idea of ​​a gas tank in the kitchen.

Everything was ready, and even the roommate chose to work overtime as if not to hinder him.Before the live broadcast, Ye Yizhou sent a message to Geng Xiaoxue, without saying anything, only the address of his live broadcast, and started to commit suicide.

Soon the room was filled with the pungent gas smell, and he felt that it was becoming more and more difficult to breathe. Before he lost consciousness, what he was thinking about was the first time Geng Xiaoxue smiled at him.

Look, Xiaoxue, you drove me to death.

However, when Ye Yizhou woke up again, he found... something was wrong.His breath was gone, his heartbeat was gone.He is obviously dead!But he survived in the form of a corpse.Is this a mission assigned to him by God?Is it to let him continue this noble and great duty?

The mobile phone used for the live broadcast had been powered off and turned off. Ye Yizhou took back the mobile phone and sat on the sofa thinking silently. Suddenly, he was enlightened.Yes, he is special, even his death has great significance, he is a tool used by the heavens to take revenge on this indifferent world!Everyone must be ashamed of his death!Because it was them, everyone who drove him to death!

Ye Yizhou's brain that was not very bright in the past has never been so bright as it is today, Ye Yizhou laughed strangely - let's start with his roommate, the roommate who has always looked down on him and laughed at him secretly.

As Ye Yizhou thought, he pretended to be dead and frightened Ding Xiang terribly.After the other party panicked to call the police and rushed out of the door, the corpse on the ground sat up silently, hiding in his room as if nothing had happened.What is he saying?If he wasn't guilty, why would he be so frightened by his death?

In the days that followed, Ye Yizhou repeated his old tricks and scared away his house manager, Guo Dong. He even discovered that the death of this body brought him a lot of convenience.There is no pain in cutting his wrists, and there is no pressure in hanging himself. He is like a great but unknown performer, spreading terror to the world.

Although he was very annoyed that his account was quickly banned for every live broadcast afterwards, Ye Yizhou felt very relieved by the increasing discussion day and night.The only thing is: From the beginning to the end, Geng Xiaoxue didn't express anything about his suicide.Even when he went to find her the day after his death, she chose to call the police and threaten him. If he hadn't escaped quickly, he might have been detained.

Why?Why is it that someone who has loved each other is so cold and indifferent to him, even indifferent to his death?

Moreover, even the discussions about him on the Internet disappeared overnight.Wouldn't all his efforts have been in vain?Then...does he still have meaning in this world?

Dissatisfaction and resentment sprouted and took root in the rotten heart of this walking corpse, and Ye Yizhou, who had a distorted mind, silently made a decision: he would drag Geng Xiaoxue to die together.

——Of course, before he could carry it out, he was interrupted by this man who appeared from nowhere in front of him.

There is probably a strange feeling among the dead. The moment he saw Li Zhizhi, he suddenly realized that the tall man in front of him was also a dead person who could not see the sun and could only live in the world, just like him.Ye Yizhou took his hand and yelled hysterically: "You and I are obviously the same as me, obviously the same as me! Why can't you understand me?!"

same?

Is it really the same?

"Don't dream, we are not the same kind of people at all." Before Ding Xiang compared him with Ah Wang, and now he said that he was the same as him, Li Zhizhi sneered, and the anger in his heart instantly reached full value. "You don't even have the value of dying, let alone living."

"Heh, heh heh——" Ye Yizhou suddenly became quiet, and he let out an intermittent laugh, with resentment in his eyes, and he stared at Li Zhizhi, "Do you think you are noble? You also chose death, and you are the only one in the world. In your eyes, what is the difference between you and me?"

Unlike the irrational yelling before, his words at this time suddenly became full of irony.

Before Li Zhizhi realized this, Ye Yizhou had already pushed towards him, and suddenly pushed him to the ground with great force, sitting on top of him, holding his shoulders tightly with both hands, his eyes were empty, The mouth moved.

"There is no difference between your death and my death in the eyes of the world. No matter what you die for, no matter how meaningful the cause of death seems to you, in their eyes, it can only be regarded as an after-dinner conversation at best. You are very angry, because Your arrogance and self-esteem, being classified into my camp, Ah Li, is indeed worthy of anger. But what should we do? You, who chose to commit suicide, are essentially no different from Ye Yizhou. You are both extremely cowardly human beings who can only escape. You who stand on a high place to teach Ye Yizhou are too arrogant and too conceited—because you, a dead person, are not qualified to teach the same kind.”

The call was blunt and harsh, but full of reason. Li Zhizhi stared at him blankly, losing the strength to refute for a moment.

However, after uttering such a long paragraph, Ye Yizhou suddenly rolled his eyes, relaxed his hand, and directly fainted on the ground beside him.His body was tilted to one side, but Li Zhizhi didn't care about him, he was still lying on the ground, staring blankly at the intertwined branches in the sky.The chaotic and complicated black tree shadows are layered on top of each other, and even the bright moonlight cannot leak in.

Is he the same as... Ye Yizhou?

Ye Yizhou is not loved by others. He was proposed to break up with his girlfriend, and he tried to use death to escape reality and take revenge on the society. Is such a failed person the same as him in essence?

……Yes.Li Zhizhi put his hand on his forehead, for the first time, officially admitted the fact that he had been evading all this time.

He is a failed person. Like Ye Yizhou, he chooses to escape when encountering setbacks. He blames himself but cannot muster up the courage to face the reality. Instead, he tries to avoid everything that makes him suffer through death.What Ye Yizhou wants to take revenge on is his ex-girlfriend and the whole society. The bad influence he caused has already left an indelible psychological shadow on the innocent Guo Dong.

And although he just chose to die silently, he still severely hurt the person who was always by his side.

Why does he hate Ye Yizhou so much?Was it really just out of distaste for his behavior?

No, it is not.Because Ye Yizhou is like his mirror, putting the ugly in his heart and the reality he doesn't want to admit before him.The more he loathes Ye Yizhou, the more he proves that he loathes himself.

He hated the self who would only run away from everything, the self who had no courage, the self who hurt the only person who cared about him.

What a sad thing death is, isn't he the one who understands it the most?Why did he fail to remember the moment before he died?Even if Ah Wang directly showed his pain and suffering to himself, he still subconsciously chose to escape, using lies and excuses to convince himself: It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if he dies, Ah Wang will definitely accept it.

But he forgot that after spending so long, he still couldn't accept the death of his relatives.

——What reason does he have to ask Ah Wang to accept his suicide?

That idiot, even when he confessed, he was still firmly telling himself: liking him has nothing to do with his death.But……

Li Zhizhi is good at being brave, he is used to avoiding, and never admits his mistakes. All in all, he is an awkward, not frank, willful and negative bastard.However, he has never felt such a strong regret for his suicide like this night.

He silently sat up from the grass, didn't even pat the broken grass sticking to his body, just sat up, and silently turned on the mobile phone that he deliberately turned off.

As soon as I turned it on, countless text messages and missed calls popped up, needless to say, they were all from the same person.

Li Zhizhi could say those two words without any psychological burden on weekdays, but now he hangs his head in frustration, like a child who has done something wrong, and suddenly loses the confidence to treat him as usual.

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Li Zhizhi VS Ye Yizhou in the second round, Li Zhizhi lost!

Li Zhizhi: (angry) He cheated!He fights for him!Otherwise, I will win for sure!

Ah Wang: Don't be angry, report him.