You are sweeter than first love [entertainment circle]

"Talent and beauty, talent and beauty." Suddenly, a soft female voice came from behind, "Jian Jihong will marry a girl of the right family after all."

Li He was startled, realizing that this person was talking to him.

"Aunt Bai." Li He turned around and looked at Bai Jing in front of him calmly. For some reason, he didn't feel the panic or disgust that he imagined before, "Long time no see."

"It's been a long time." Bai Jing raised her chin slightly, "How have you been these years?"

"Toefl, not bad." Li He said.

Bai Jing took a step forward and walked up to Li He: "Do you know what day it is?"

Li He said: "If you have something to say, just say it."

Bai Jing smiled: "I haven't seen you in ten years, but I'm much more stable than before."

Li He nodded: "After all, I have seen a lot. I have seen all kinds of ghosts and monsters twice."

Bai Jing said: "The mouth is sharper than before."

Li He said, "It's not as good as you."

Bai Jing's smile faded away, and her tone was no longer as polite as before: "I haven't shown up for so many years, why do you suddenly want to come back?"

Li He shook his head: "You are wrong, I didn't suddenly want to come back, I always wanted to."

Bai Jing stared at Li He expressionlessly.

Li He smiled and asked: "What's wrong?"

Bai Jing: "I said this ten years ago, stay away from my son."

Li He shook his head: "I don't."

Li He looked straight at Bai Jing, and said word by word: "Aunt Bai, I also said this ten years ago, I, no."

Bai Jing said: "He is the heir of the Jian family, and the Jian family will not accept a greedy and selfish person like you as a daughter-in-law."

"What you said, I thought I was acting in a rich and powerful dog blood drama." Li He frowned slightly, "I want to be Jian Jihong's lover, not the daughter-in-law of the Jian family, do you understand, watching dog blood drama There are too many Aunt Bai."

Li He didn't want to continue chatting with Bai Jing anymore. He suddenly found that Bai Jing, who was like an impassable mountain ten years ago, after he grew up, was far from being as scary as he remembered, but rather ridiculous.

Recalling what Jian Jihong once said to him, Li He said with a smile: "By the way, Auntie Bai, I don't know if Jian Jihong told you, but as far as I know, he is gay, and he is gay to girls. Can't get hard."

Li He said, "If I were more arrogant, I could still say that he only got hard on me, do you understand?"

Bai Jing: "..."

Bai Jing looked behind Li He without a word.

Li He's body stiffened slightly, and he suddenly had an extremely bad premonition, which made him dare not even turn his head.

There were footsteps gradually approaching behind him, Li He froze in place, seeing his own shadow being enveloped by another shadow.

His back felt weirdly cold, and the hairs on his body stood on end. Recalling what he said just now, Li He crazily said in his heart, don't be Jian Jihong, don't be Jian Jihong, don't be Jian Jihong!

"Come here." The person behind said.

Li He closed his eyes tightly, his mind was full of crap.

It was really Jian Jihong!

He must have heard what he just said, it's too shameful!

A warm palm pressed heavily on his shoulder, Li He jumped up suddenly, shrugged his shoulders and looked towards Jian Jihong.

Jian Jihong didn't look at him.

"Ms. Bai, do you understand?" Jian Jihong looked at Bai Jing indifferently, his eyes were very similar to Bai Jing's, and even when he was not smiling, he looked chilling.

After saying this, Jian Jihong turned to look at Li He.

Li He thought that he was going to talk to him, but unexpectedly, Jian Jihong grabbed his shoulder directly, led him away from the corridor, and walked deeper.

They took an elevator, reached the third floor, and finally entered Jian Jihong's bedroom.

Jian Jihong turned and closed the door, raised his chin towards the bed: "Sit."

Li He moved over and sat at the end of the bed.

Jian Jihong also came over and sat next to Li He.

Jian Jihong's room was very simple, without even a chair. It could be seen that no one lived in it, and it was less lively than the guest room that Li He went to before.

Li He looked around, and finally set his eyes on Jian Jihong's side face.

Jian Jihong was drooping his head, his long eyelashes trembling on his eyelids, like fluttering little butterflies, making him look a little differently vulnerable.

Li He knew what he should do at this time, but when he looked at Jian Jihong, he felt that everything was enough.

The two of them remained silent for a long time.

Until Jian Jihong said, "Do you know Yu Yanqing?"

Li He was stunned for a moment, nodded and said, "Yes, I know."

Jian Jihong turned to look at him.

Li He didn't understand why Jian Jihong asked him, but he still explained: "Mr. Yu is the educational sponsor of the Sunshine Orphanage, and all the children in the orphanage who couldn't find new parents were funded by him to study. of."

Li He said: "I was not eligible to receive the money, but because of some reasons from my adoptive parents, the hospital still helped me apply for funding from Mr. Yu, and that's why I got to know Mr. Yu."

Jian Jihong opened and closed his mouth silently, and finally shook his head and laughed.

Li He asked: "What's the matter, is there something wrong?"

Jian Jihong shook his head and stopped talking.

Li He licked his lips, feeling that the atmosphere was good and suitable for heart-to-heart talk, he held his breath tightly, stretched out his hand and grabbed Jian Jihong's hand that was pressing on the bed.

"What are you doing!" Jian Jihong was startled and was about to pull his hand out, but Li He held it so tightly that he couldn't break free immediately.

"I want to hold your hand." Li He used his fingers vigorously, and his already white hands looked even whiter.

Veins popped up on Jihong's forehead: "Is there anyone who holds hands like this! Those who don't know think you want to chop off my hand!"

Li He muttered: "Aren't I afraid that you won't hold me?"

Jian Jihong questioned loudly: "Why should I give you a hug!"

Li He didn't want to waste time entangled in holding hands, he hugged Jian Jihong's hand to his heart, and said loudly: "Actually, when I left, I could have told you, but I gave up."

Jian Jihong froze in place like a stuck robot.

Li He took a deep breath: "This is the most shameless, vicious, and unforgivable thing I have ever done to you. Even if you beat me, scold me, and never forgive me, you should."

"You know I hate explaining what I've done, because I think it's all about selling misery, begging for pity, and making excuses for myself."

"But I don't hope that when I die, the two of us will still be entangled in these things. I don't want to end up with an unclear life. I—"

"Wait, what do you mean by that? What is the day of your death?" Jian Jihong stared at him fiercely, "Are you sick? Don't tell me that you left because you had to Cancer, what do you mean!"

Li He didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Your family grew up watching dog-blooded dramas, you know better than each other, I'm not sick!"

Jian Jihong: "...Oh, okay."

Li He sighed: "My lines were interrupted by you, but I am very happy, you still care about me so much."

When Jian Jihong heard this, his hair exploded instantly, and he began to frantically break free from the hand that was buried in Li He's heart: "Fuck you, I don't care about you whoever gave you face!"

It took Li He a lot of effort to press Jian Jihong's arm again: "Listen to me and continue! I'm not sick, but my mother is sick!"

Jian Jihong stopped moving, with a confused look on his face: "Whose mother?"

Li He was already helpless: "My mother, my own mother. You just listen to me quietly, this is a slightly tortuous story."

"In fact, when I was very young, I knew that my mother was still alive. I knew who she was and what she looked like, but I didn't know where she was." Li He said, "I can't be with anyone. mention her."

"Because my mother is a murderer."

Jian Jihong: "!"

Li He took a deep breath again, leaned his body, leaned his head on Jian Jihong's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Let me rely on you."

Jian Jihong froze and did not dare to move.

"Actually, I didn't have any impression of her when I was a child." Li He said, "All the memories about her were told to me by the director of the orphanage. The director said that she is a very gentle person."

Li He's voice was very low, but Jian Jihong heard it clearly. He could feel that when Li He said these words, it was different from when he talked about adoptive parents before.

At that time, Li He was depressed and lost, but at this moment, Li He seemed to be soaked in a gentle sweet soup, which made people want to cry.

"I was sent to the orphanage when I was one and a half years old." Li He shook his head, "No, it should be said that I was taken to the orphanage by the director when I was one and a half years old."

"At that time..."

At that time, Li He hadn't started to remember anything, so he didn't know anything about what happened in his childhood.

But with a two-inch photo given to him by the dean and a diary belonging to his mother, Li He managed to piece together her story after he got older.

As the dean said, she is a gentle person, but at the same time she is also a weak and bullying person.

In the era she lived in, most women like her would marry a suitable person at the right age, and after that, they would take care of their husbands and raise their children and spend their entire lives.

So for them, who they marry will herald what her future life will be like.

His mother married a handsome and gentle doctor.

Doctor, what a respectable profession, at the beginning, she was envied by everyone around her, and even she herself felt that it must be a blessing from her previous life to meet such a good husband.

Li He could feel in her diary that in the first days, all the words were full of joy.

But later, the once beautiful life in the diary began to gradually change. The pervert who she thought was gentle and caring towards herself was actually just to hide her evil desire.

Li He once went to look up the information after knowing what happened, and only then did he realize a word.

domestic violence.

A barbaric, inhumane act that takes place in the closest family relationships.

Its existence is absurd and ridiculous to remind everyone that it is not necessarily strangers who will hurt themselves.

When Li He was born, there were many people like his mother. She tried to ask for help and escape, but her husband was a gentle doctor who seemed to be a "good guy".

Her words are no longer trusted, and even countless people will scold her for not knowing what is good or bad.

She was hurt for three years, until the winter when Li He's one year old.

Many people wondered why she raised the sharp knife suddenly, but Li He still remembered the two sentences he saw on the last page of the diary.

"He said I was crazy, but I just felt so happy looking at his fearful eyes."

"My little Lihe is finally safe."

……

"The dean said that in order to protect me, my mother did something that would be arrested by the police uncle."

"I asked the dean why my mother protected me and was arrested by the police uncle. Is it because she did something wrong?"

"The dean said that my mother did nothing wrong, but sometimes what is right may not be accepted by the world."

Jian Jihong listened very carefully, he suddenly felt a drop of warm water falling on his neck.

Jian Jihong pursed his lips, this time he didn't choose to shut Li He up because of Li He's sadness, he realized that some words may be hidden in his heart, but some words must be listened to.

As if making up his mind, Jian Jihong broke away from Li He's hand that was held in his heart, and then hugged Li He.

This action made more water drops fall on his chest. Jian Jihong didn't look down, but just hugged Li He's hand tightly, and told Li He with this silent gesture that he was listening and he would keep listening.

Li He suddenly smiled, "When I was young, I thought I knew everything, but in fact, this so-called everything is just the childhood that my mother and the dean compiled for me."

"The dean said that my mother was not arrested, she ran away and hid secretly, so I can't mention her, and I can't tell anyone, so that my mother can safely write to me every year to let me know her news. "

"I hid it well, I didn't tell anyone, not even you and me."

"The dean said, in order to reassure those who stare at my mother, I will live in a new family, so as to ensure my mother's safety, so I have adoptive parents."

"But then I learned that my mother has been in prison all the time. She just doesn't want others to know that I am the son of a murderer. I have a mother who is in prison. She wants me to have a normal family and not be discriminated against. childhood."

"Do you think she is stupid?"

Jian Jihong couldn't answer, he couldn't even imagine how Li He had hidden such a heavy secret when he was a child, and lived a difficult life with hope.

"The dean said that without my mother, I would have died." Li He smiled, "That man really wanted to kill me that night."

"Everyone says my mother is weak, but I think she is the bravest person in the world."

Li He straightened up, looked at Jian Jihong and said, "Do you know the day when I found out the real news about my mother?"

Jian Jihong shook his head.

Li He smiled slyly: "The day we were together."

Jian Jihong was stunned for a moment, that day was the first time Li He mentioned the future to him, and it was also the day when he confessed successfully.

He has been wondering why Li He chose to open his heart to him that day, and it turned out to be the reason.

"So you left because she was sick?" Jian Jihong asked, "But why didn't you tell me, we can face it together."

Jian Jihong finally asked this question.

In the ten years since Li He left, many people have analyzed to him what kind of person Li He is.

But no matter what Jian Jihong heard, he never wavered. He firmly believed that his love for him when he was young was not wrong. No matter what others said about Li He, in his heart, Li He was always just that He desperately wants to fall in love with someone.

He is someone who deserves to be loved like this.

What Jian Jihong couldn't figure out was why Li He didn't want to tell him.

Even if Li He had a reason to leave, he could clearly tell him before leaving that they agreed to face the future together, so is he really so untrustworthy that he can't even say a word?

As long as Li He said a word, he could give up everything for Li He and go anywhere with Li He.

But why, leave without saying a word.

"After my mother killed that person, she was sentenced to life. Afterwards, she had a good attitude and was changed to a term of 20 years." Li He said, "The day she will be released after serving her sentence should be when I am in my third year of college."

"But in their first year of freshman year, they had a small accident during the labor reform. Their mother was injured in order to save others, but she was found to have cancer after being sent to the hospital." Li He scratched his head, "Look, the bloody place coming."

"Afterwards, I applied for medical parole, but the surgery cost 20 yuan." Li He said, "Then your mother appeared, and she said she could give me the money, as long as I leave you."

Jian Jihong: "..."

Li He said: "Ji Hong, that's my mother, the mother who not only gave me my first life, but also gave me a second life, how heartless am I not to save her?"

Li He took a deep breath and said with a trembling voice: "But how can I accept that money? If I accept that money, I will not be qualified to be with you again in this life."

Jian Jihong said in surprise, "You..."

Li He rubbed his eyes, but the tears still flowed uncontrollably: "Yes, in this situation, I still can't bear to part with you, because you are the person I love the most in this world, and I will never give up you."

"But I have no money. I really can't afford 20. I have borrowed from everyone around me. I dare not tell you. I know that I will tell you. You will definitely go home for me. I don't want you to go home. I In no mood."

Jian Jihong's heart was full of turmoil. He never thought that the situation back then was like this.

"At that time, the two of us made an appointment to go to the competition together. I thought to myself that if we won the competition, we could get a bonus, but the money was not enough and the time was too late."

"Later, your mother asked me out again. We met at the Academic Affairs Office. She gave me the check again, saying that if I leave, the money will be mine, and she will allow you to participate in the competition, otherwise , she has a lot of ways to make us fail the audition."

Li He lowered his head: "I... I don't know what to do. At that time, I felt that I had nowhere to go."

On the one hand, it is his mother who has spent his whole life protecting him, on the other hand, the person he has loved deeply since he was young, and the music dream he has persisted in for half his life.

This is how to choose Li He, who has just grown up and can still be called a child.

19-year-old Li He threw the check in Bai Jing's face like crazy, saying that I don't want your money, you are not worthy of being Jian Jihong's mother!

Bai Jing, like a high-ranking winner, said to him: "All the 'getting' in the world will have a price, I can't give you this money without asking. You need money, I need my son, we just We are doing the most normal transaction."

Li He knew that Bai Jing's words were not wrong, but he was unwilling to accept anyway, because he knew that as long as he accepted this check, there would be no such person as Jian Jihong in his world anymore.

After Bai Jing said that, as if she had guessed Li He's decision, she put the check on the table, bowed slightly, and left the office.

Left alone Li He sat upright on the sofa, weeping uncontrollably.

"But in the end, I still didn't accept the money." Li He said.

Jian Jihong blinked: "You...haven't?"

Li He nodded: "No, after chatting with her that day, I thought about it for a long time in the office, and that's when I decided to leave."

Jian Jihong stopped what Li He was about to say, and asked, "Wait, you really confiscated the money?"

Li He shook his head: "No, I asked the dean to help me return it to your mother."

Jian Jihong: "..."

Li He asked: "What's wrong?"

What's wrong.

The anger in Jian Jihong's heart was piled up at this moment. Every time Bai Jing argued with him in the past ten years, she always used the 20 yuan as the ending.

Jian Jihong could answer anything, but he couldn't refute the missing 20 yuan.

But now Li He told him that he never touched the money back then, even in such a dilemma.

Then what is the purpose of his forbearance in the past ten years?

Jian Jihong frowned hard, there must be something wrong, although he doesn't like his mother, but he is Bai Jing's son after all, so he has understood Bai Jing for so many years.

Bai Jing is very strong, but she doesn't bother to use this to lie, so what will happen to the 20...

Go to the dean of his mother!

Seeing that Jian Jihong's expression was wrong, Li He held Jian Jihong's hand worriedly: "What's wrong with you?"

Jian Jihong shook his head, suppressing the speculation in his heart: "Go on."

Li He blinked: "Actually, what should be said is almost the same. I have done everything that should be begging for mercy, and that should be sold miserably. Now...do you feel sorry for me a little bit?"

Jian Jihong looked at Li He, and suddenly said: "So when you left, you didn't want to tell me, because you were afraid that if I found out, I would choose to go home to help you get the 20 yuan."

Li He nodded: "It's one of the reasons, because I think as long as you don't go home, I will still have a chance in the future. I'm sorry, I was too selfish and hurt you."

Jian Jihong ignored Li He's apology, and continued: "So after you leave, my mother will not stop me from participating in the competition, so I won the championship and made my debut, and I have come to this point."

Li He stopped talking.

Jian Jihong: "That's why you said that you never gave up on me."

Li He's dry tears suddenly welled up again. He cried too many times today, his eyes were already red.

He looked at Jian Jihong and said sadly, "Jian Jihong, do you still love me?"

Jian Jihong was silent for a few seconds, and unexpectedly called out, "Little Xueli."

"Little Sydney, I love you very much. You don't have to doubt it if you doubt anything." Jian Jihong's voice was hoarse, and he didn't dare to look up at Li He, "But I'm scared. You may not believe it. I saw you standing on the ground that day. On the stage, the first reaction in my heart was not happiness, but fear, I was too scared."

"When you left ten years ago, I felt as if I was dead. I know that as long as you come back, I can't refuse you, but I really dare not bear this pain again."

"I will never leave again." Li He said, "I used to be too naive and thought things too simply. I ignored your feelings and only thought about myself. I knew I was wrong."

"You chased me so hard back then, I remember it in my heart, can you give me a chance, this time I will chase you instead, okay?"

Jian Jihong didn't speak.

Li He summoned up his courage and said: "It takes 21 days to form a habit. You get used to the first 21 days when I pursue you, and then the second 21 days. After 42 days, you will get used to it even more."

"By analogy, you will become more and more used to the days when I pursue you, until you can't change it no matter what."

This confession that was ridiculed by Li He to the university, today, more than ten years later, has changed roles and positions.

But there is no change of emotion.

Jian Jihong looked at Li He silently, and after a few breaths, he finally couldn't help it like Li He did back then, and asked, "Have you never been in love?"

Li He smiled: "That's right, give our first love to Ji Hong, okay?"

Jian Jihong said with a trembling voice, "No wonder, there is a reason for being single."

Li He laughed softly, leaned forward and threw himself on Jian Jihong, holding him between the soft quilt and his chest: "You have to give me an answer to everything you say this time, Otherwise I'll—"

Li He swallowed, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down. He looked at Jian Jihong, his heart beating violently.

"Otherwise I'll kiss you," he said.

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