You are sweeter than first love [entertainment circle]

That night, when Li He went to the bar, he received the finished manuscript written by Jian Jihong.

From the moment Li He got the lyrics, he didn't say a word. He lowered his head, his eyes glued to the small piece of paper.

Li He lingered like this, watching for a long time, so long that he would never be late, for the first time he ignored the time, and it also made Li He, who cherishes every stage, forget to go on stage for the first time.

Jian Jihong stood beside Li He, he didn't dare to speak at this time, so he looked at Li He silently and cautiously, and looked at the manuscript from time to time to check whether there were any typos and words that did not convey the meaning.

He was very afraid of making mistakes, and also worried that his thoughts would not be passed on to Li He.

It has been a long time since Jian Jihong has tried such a nervous and apprehensive mood.

"How is it?" Jian Jihong finally couldn't bear it and broke the silence.

Li He didn't look up, as if as long as he didn't look up, Jian Jihong wouldn't see his expression, wouldn't know what he was thinking.

Because at this moment, he really couldn't continue to pretend to be indifferent and ruthless.

He was very afraid of being discovered by Jian Jihong. Jian Jihong and he were not in the same way. Huang Liang Yimeng might be acceptable, but Jian Jihong couldn't give him long-term love, and he never expected it.

Li He never believed in long-lasting love.

The word love, in the first 17 years of Li He's life, seems to be a word full of irony.

But Li He didn't understand why, just when he thought he was indifferent and determined enough to walk the path he wanted to go alone, a person suddenly appeared in front of him.

No matter how much he chased him away, he couldn't drive him away, no matter how much cold air he released, he would come over again and again as if unconscious, warming him with the temperature of his body.

It was only later that Li He suddenly understood that the word hidden in Jian Jihong's bones was read as tenderness.

Jian Jihong is a very gentle person.

Tenderness is really scary.

Li He has never known that there are such terrible things in the world, which are 100 million times more terrifying than violence, injury, bullying, and all the evils in the world.

It will break down the fortress that Li He thought he was indestructible for a long time, and it will forcefully occupy those things in his heart that Li He thought he had abandoned long ago.

It made Li He uncontrollable, and couldn't help falling in love with this fool standing beside him.

And the scariest thing about it is that.

Tenderness can be addictive.

It's too scary, even if you only get a little bit, it will never be forgotten by Li He.

It's so scary that I know I'm not worthy, but I still stubbornly want to hold it tightly.

It's so scary that once you get it, you're so greedy that you want it countless times.

Li He knew it, as long as he kept his thoughts firmly hidden and not discovered by Jian Jihong, the relationship between them could always be as it is now, and the point will stop.

While he can give everything for Jian Jihong, he will not bring to Jian Jihong what he has carried.

They can maintain this state and go their separate ways after high school.

The separation may be hard at first, but time heals everything.

but.

The reason why people's feelings are feelings is that sometimes they cannot be treated rationally.

"I..." Li He's voice was a little hoarse, but Jian Jihong was too nervous to notice the choking, "I will sign your name on this song, and this song will belong to you and me in the future. "

Jian Jihong immediately beamed with joy, and hugged Li He like crazy: "Ah, that's great!!"

Driven by Jian Jihong's movement, Li He fell back, revealing his red eyes.

This time, Li He didn't lower his head, but stretched out his right hand, and slowly and firmly hugged Jian Jihong who had already embraced him.

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"We wrote this song together."

Time is like a bottle of poison, eroding the sweetest words ever, and turning them into maggots attached to the bones.

In the lounge, after hearing what Jian Jihong said, Li He froze.

For a moment, he didn't know how to answer, as if he was hit in the heart by a sudden bullet, the pain made him almost unable to breathe.

"Do you still remember what you said?" Jian Jihong's voice was no longer as calm and self-possessed as before, and he took a deep breath, "You say, you compose the music, and I write the lyrics. A song that belongs to both of us."

Li He couldn't help trembling.

"You also said that we are going to sing this song on our first stage, and that this song will bring us glory and our future." Jian Jihong regained his composure when he said this, "But Li He, in When I needed you the most, you left me and ran away without even leaving me a message."

"It was you who lost our future with your own hands. Now you want to sing this song. I don't know what your purpose is. If you just want to cheat whether I still care about you, then congratulations on your success. I'm not afraid To let you know, I do care, every day for ten years."

"But you want to sing this song today, do you deserve it?"

Li He hunched over, his whole body trembling helplessly, if it wasn't for his right hand still firmly holding Jian Jihong, he would have lost his strength a long time ago, unable to continue standing in the room.

Li He shook his head vigorously, kept saying sorry, but couldn't say anything else.

Jian Jihong still didn't look back, as if he didn't hear Li He's apology, he slowly raised his hand and wiped Li He's hand on his wrist vigorously.

Then Jian Jihong took a step forward and straightened his wrinkled suit, "Your current state is no longer suitable for competitions. I will let He Jun take the stage. You... just do it yourself."

After speaking, Jian Jihong ignored Li He and left the room.

The moment he was about to touch the door of the room, Li He rushed over and hugged Jian Jihong from behind: "I'm sorry, back then—"

"Is there a reason?" Before Li He finished speaking, Jian Jihong answered, "Li He, when did you learn to defend yourself? I thought you would never bother to explain."

"No, I'm not—" Li He hurriedly said.

Jian Jihong interrupted again: "So what? If you refused to say it ten years ago, I must want to hear it ten years later. Don't you still want me to wait for you at the origin? Li He , Mr. Li, please save yourself, these things are not good-looking."

Jian Jihong broke away from Li He's hug, and said in a low voice, "Save yourself some dignity, don't make me look down on you."

That night, Jun He won on behalf of Team Jian Jihong and became the first contestant to sit on the golden seat in the third season of "No Sound".

Li He, who was originally scheduled to go on stage, with red eyes, avoided the other contestants in the middle, sat alone in the corner of the rehearsal room, and finished filming the second round of his competition.

After Wu Size finished filming, he told Tomato and them what happened that night. Tomato, who had a bad temper, asked Li He on the spot, what exactly did they say in that room, and why Li He was originally scheduled to play, but in the end it was replaced by He Jun.

How could Li He say that.

Tomato couldn't get an answer from Li He's life and death, and he didn't have a chance to ask Jian Jihong, so he could only scold Li He bitterly.

"Do you know what other people are saying about you behind your back?" Tomato sneered, "They said that you completely offended Jian Jihong for the sake of fame and fortune, that you were an idiot, and complacently thought that you would be reused, and that you were originally You are a strong enemy, and now there is no need to take you seriously."

"Don't say a few words." He Jun who was standing next to him suddenly said, he was a little embarrassed, and when Jian Jihong came out of the room at night, he announced that he would be allowed to play, and everyone present could clearly see that, Li He stood behind Jian Jihong, weeping so hard that he couldn't make a sound.

In this situation, He Jun instinctively didn't want to take away Li He's chance, he felt that he was the cannon fodder that Jian Jihong pushed out at will after the game between Jian Jihong and Li He.

However, Li He's situation couldn't make it to the stage again. He Jun went to the competition completely holding his breath, and finally won the game. When he saw Li He again, his heart was full of pimples, as if he was sorry for Li He .

He Jun is an upright person, and he was convinced when he told Li He to go on stage. At that time, all three of them wanted to go on stage. Jian Jihong asked them about the repertoire they had prepared, and it was obvious that the repertoire they had chosen was the one they each handed over during the interview. s answer.

In the end, only Li He gave the answer, which was approved by all of them, and Jian Jihong also personally told Li He to prepare to go on stage.

But no one thought that things would turn out like this in the end.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to talk about the specifics of this matter, thank you for caring about me." Li He said, "But please don't misunderstand Mr. Jian, just now I was out of mood and couldn't go on stage, he didn't do me any injustice thing."

Li He turned his head to look at Jun He: "Brother He will be chosen to take the stage in the end. It is also a decision he made after careful consideration. Please don't feel burdened, and we won in the end, that's enough. Brother, I haven't congratulated you yet It is your honor to be seated on the golden seat.”

He Jun looked at Li He silently.

Li He raised his head and said to He Jun, "Smile, I feel flustered seeing you like this."

He Jun still didn't speak.

Wu Size looked left and right, anxious, and asked Li He like a gag: "Brother, why have you learned to act like a baby?"

Li He said: "Because there used to be a person who often acted like a baby to me."

Wu Size asked, "Who is it?"

Li He replied straightforwardly: "My first love."

Wu Size smiled: "Wow, a first love who is very good at acting like a baby, sounds very beautiful."

Li He nodded: "Yes, it is very beautiful, but I did something wrong and hurt him."

Wu Size found that the topic he had just found had stepped on the thunder again.

Li He patted Wu Size's head, looked at the friends around who were obviously still very worried about him, and sighed: "Well, I'm crying today because of my first love."

Everyone: "..."

Li He propped his face with one hand and said: "Teacher Jian is the original singer and lyricist of "It's Too Late", he kept me in the room, chatted with me about this song, and finally talked about my first love. The more I listened to it, the more I felt sorry for him, and then my emotions broke down for a while..."

The expressions on everyone's faces showed disbelief.

Li He spread his hands, and said with a resentful expression: "I knew that you wouldn't believe me, so you insisted on telling me."

Wu Size scratched his head: "The main reason is that you are usually so rational, you are not like someone who would cry like that for your first love."

Li He said: "I love him very much, and I still love him to this day. Not only will I cry today, but I will cry in the future too. Just wait."

The author has something to say: Thank you for your support.

Sorry for being so late today, I went to have a massage today, oh my god, that technician was so cruel, I asked her to be lighter when I said the pain, she said that my shoulder was blocked, and I needed to have a massage, the more I pressed, the harder it was, for a moment I felt like I was going to die In that bed, it was horrible.

所以事后我去吃了烤肉补偿自己受伤的心灵，开心^^感谢在2019-12-1320:45:38~2019-12-1423:02:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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