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If Yang Ming had no news of Han Li, and Feiyi didn't know where Han Li had gone, where else could he find Han Li?

Reading the letter left by Han Li, Pei Yanyu thought that he would be heartbroken, but maybe when a person is in a desperate situation, his body can no longer reflect his emotions in any way.He didn't cry, but felt that all the strength in his body was taken away.

This summer is extremely cold.

It's not that Pei Yanyu didn't think that one day he would be separated from Han Li - at first, it was precisely because he wanted to leave that he boarded the train back to Zhizhou.However, he never thought about what they would do if Han Li chose to separate.

Where did he get the confidence that Han Li would definitely not be the one to let go?What's funny is that even after receiving such a letter, Pei Yanyu still couldn't accept it. He still had such inexplicable confidence that Han Li would never let him go.

He supported himself with this outrageous self-confidence that now seemed to be unfounded, and lived in the villa for two days.

During the past two days, Pei Yanyu packed some daily necessities and clothes, looked for a one-bedroom apartment with a reasonable price through the Internet platform, and planned to move out.

Pei Yanyu planned not to return to Zhizhou, but to stay in Jingkou.Han Li's company is here, and it is impossible to ignore it forever.He didn't live here, nor did he live in the house Han Li mentioned in his letter. If Han Li came back and wanted to know how he was doing, he would definitely look for him.

It's not if, as long as Han Li doesn't hear from him, he will definitely look for him.

Han Li loves him very much, more than anyone else in the world.Pei Yanyu didn't doubt his judgment at all, he used the same words to encourage and anesthetize himself every day, and he didn't intend to accept the fact that Han Li had left.

However, although Pei Yanyu had been working part-time before, due to Pei Que's illness and the debts owed by his family, he was unable to save money.

Pei Yanyu searched on the Internet for a long time, even for the humblest basement, a deposit is required.This forced him to stay in the villa for an extra week.

Just in time for the upsurge of social recruitment of fresh graduates, Pei Yanyu brought his resume to the talent recruitment fair every day.For Pei Yanyu, the most ideal job is of course to stay in the hospital in Jingkou. Unfortunately, as he only has a bachelor's degree, even though he has excellent grades in school, he is still rejected by many units.

Two health centers at the township level were willing to provide Pei Yanyu with employment opportunities, but Pei Yanyu thought of leaving the city and worried that Han Li would not find him when he came back.When he hesitated, the opportunity fell into the hands of others.

Pei Yanyu began to have doubts about his own life.

He has lived to this day, at the age of twenty, how could he become so decayed?

Could it be that, as Han Li said, this kind of relationship will only drag them down?

If Han Li didn't come back to find him, how would he live the rest of his life?Just go on in chaos like this, killing the rest of your life?

In the afternoon, Pei Yanyu took the bus home when he learned that the job he might have gotten was taken by someone else.He suddenly remembered one thing: before going to Feiyi, Ada said that Zhong Yunque went to Japan on a business trip and should have returned by now.

Thinking of this, Pei Yanyu immediately got out of the car and went to Feiyi's studio.

There, Pei Yanyu really saw Zhong Yunque who was working.

Zhong Yunque didn't seem surprised by Pei Yanyu's arrival.He looked at Pei Yanyu with sympathy in his eyes, which made Pei Yanyu frustrated and angry.

"Where is Han Li? I want to contact him." Before Ada brought the tea, Pei Yanyu had already asked.

Zhong Yunque frowned, and replied regretfully: "I'm sorry, I don't have any news about him either."

Pei Yanyu had already expected this answer, and said, "Impossible. He is the legal representative of this company. You are now managing this company. How could there be no news about him? Moreover, the project of Luhe Flagship Studios has not been completed yet. It was his design, and he couldn't leave it alone."

Zhong Yunque looked up at Ada who left after delivering the tea, and asked Pei Yanyu: "In this case, why don't you go to Luhe and ask?"

Hearing this, Pei Yanyu's heart was blocked, and he said unwillingly: "Those people are too high-ranking, I can't contact them."

Zhong Yunque pondered for a moment and said, "I can understand your current mood. But—"

"Why do you say you understand?" Pei Yanyu was already tired of such comfort.

His face froze, and after a while, he said with pity: "Back then, I was like you, and suddenly there was no news about him."

Pei Yanyu had never heard Han Li talk about his past with Zhong Yunque, so his heart tightened suddenly.Looking at Zhong Yunque, his heart began to beat violently due to nervousness.

"At that time, I was like you for a long time. I couldn't do anything, but I couldn't find him." Looking back on the past, it seemed that Zhong Yunque became sad, and he frowned, "I never considered What would life be like without him. I understand that feeling is many times more painful than breaking up. Even if a hand is amputated due to injury, there is still a period of treatment for people to get used to what it feels like to not have that hand. However, suddenly disappearing is much more cruel than being injured."

Pei Yanyu's fingers were intertwined, and he didn't look directly into Zhong Yunque's eyes.He was so nervous that his legs began to tremble unconsciously, and he had to control it.

"I'm different from you. You may have had no way to find Han Li at that time, but now I have. So I came to you. As long as you are willing to tell me Han Li's contact information, I can find him." Pei Yanyu When I said this, I felt my teeth chattering.

After hearing this, Zhong Yunque looked at him with more sympathy, and said, "I really don't have any news about him, and I haven't contacted him during this time."

Pei Yanyu couldn't help leaning forward, sitting too close to the edge of the sofa, as long as he moved forward a bit, he might fall to his knees.

"It's just not during this time. As long as he is still the legal person of this company, he will definitely contact you. Even if, even if he intends to abandon this company and want to transfer out, he will still contact the people in the company. Even if it is not him If he is represented by a lawyer instead, the lawyer will definitely have contact with him. Zhong Yunque, I beg you, as soon as you have news about him, please tell me right away, okay?" Pei Yanyu looked at him earnestly and said.

Hearing this, Zhong Yunque looked at him with pity, but also with the detachment of someone who had come here.He nodded helplessly and said: "I promise you. But, don't you think about your future life? What about work? Where do you live? What about your income? And your family, have you let go? I understand your anxiety , but the fact that Han Li is not around is in front of you, so you have to think about how to live alone? Are you going to live by looking for Han Li until the end of your life? You are only in your early twenties. Besides—maybe I It's not very pleasant to say, at this moment, Han Li may have already lived his own life, he may not let go of you, but he is living well. You should also live well."

If he hadn't said it to the end, Pei Yanyu might have thought that he could only say some clichés.However, Pei Yanyu couldn't refute what he said last.

The current Han Li might still miss him, but he didn't show up.Perhaps, as said in the letter, Han Li is doing well, and after a while, when he hears about Han Li again, he will find that Han Li has become a better person.

At this moment, Han Li might have moved in a better direction.

And he is like a man who is seeking a sword, just lingering in the same place, he even started to regress.

On the way home, it rained lightly.

The drizzle brought a little coolness of autumn, just like the time when Pei Yanyu met Han Li for the first time.

The TV on the bus is broadcasting news, and the scrolling news at the bottom of the screen mentions the growth of the country's GDP in the past two quarters.

Although Jingkou is an economically developed province in the south, its economy and people's livelihood are relatively backward compared to other cities in the province.Even so, when Pei Yanyu was admitted to Jingkou Medical College, his family was still proud of it.

Before coming to Jingkou, Pei Yanyu also took it for granted that this would be a city similar to Moling and Meiyin.It's a pity that after all these years, the construction of urban rail transit across the country is booming, and Jingkou still hasn't built a subway. Pei Yanyu understands that this city is indeed not suitable for hard-working young people.

Where did Han Li go after leaving the letter?He's safe, isn't he already doing well?

Pei Yanyu knew that he couldn't refute most of Zhong Yunque's suggestions, including the financial income to maintain his life.If this continues, he will soon miss this wave of recruitment.With his education, grades and work experience, it will be more difficult for him to gain a decent foothold in this ordinary southern town.

At that time, will Han Li in the distance see it?Will you sympathize?

If Han Li finally came back because he couldn't let go, what gesture would he use to keep Han Li?For a long time, he was bound by his family and poverty. Wasn't it because of this that Han Li suffered a lot when he was with him?

Things turned out like this, he is not without responsibility.

If it is said that he and Han Li are really polar opposites, now that Han Li has gone farther and farther, what he should do is to keep up instead of staying where he is.No matter how many years it takes, he will work hard to get closer to Han Li's world.In this way, when they meet again, they will not be as powerless as before.

What are you afraid of?

I'm afraid that no matter how hard I try to get closer, I will be able to end up with Han Li like Zhong Yunque in the end. Does Han Li have someone else by his side?

If so, what should he do?

At least you have to work hard, at least you have to work hard to live.Pei Yanyu convinced himself over and over again that if he didn't do this, he wouldn't even have the chance to reach the same goal by different routes.

Thinking of this, Pei Yanyu was surprised to find that tears were streaming down his face.

He opened his e-mail and clicked on the latest read e-mail, which was sent from the Lantang Town Health Center of Meiyin City, and the content was about the interview two days later.

Meiyin is not too far from Jingkou, the high-speed rail is an hour's drive, and it takes less than an hour to take a bus from Meiyin City to the town.

After closing the mailbox, Pei Yanyu bought a ticket to Meiyin City in two days.