The first love of the mermaid prince

During the day and night when I was hung up and tied up, I didn't eat a grain of rice, didn't touch a drop of water, I was thirsty and hungry, and my body felt extremely uncomfortable.I've never suffered like this in my life, and I really don't know how I got into it.

During this day and night, I thought about many things, all about Yilan.I spent a day and a night thinking about everything about him.If I want to be transparent, I must analyze it carefully to make it clear.After a day and a night, I finally sorted out the relationship between myself and him, and I have some clues about how to deal with this relationship in the future.

Regarding the question of "like".

Because of the incident of bewitching magic before, the problem of straight male bisexual male heterosexual gay bisexual has already been thought about, and there is no need to think about it again, so this proposition can be said to have been solved, and there is no need to think about it again Tangled.If you like someone, you don't need to care about the gender of the other person. If you really like someone, gender can't stop that liking.It's not like men and women can stop liking.Well, at this point, this matter is over.

Now the problem is the "like" between Yilan and me, not the "like" between man and man or man and woman.

Do I like Yilan?I would definitely like it when I was under the spell of bewitching.After the bewitching magic was lifted, I didn't have the kind of liking I had back then.So it's not like I like it.But in the face of him, there will still be some reactions of crush. It can be said that there is a certain degree of affection, but it is not called a real liking.

Does Yilan like me or not?When he was blackened last time, he said that the dark power would reveal the words in his heart.Now, he blackened, he said he likes me.According to this reasoning, he likes me is what he said from the bottom of his heart.In other words, he likes me.According to him, it was because I was special and there were some things about me that attracted him, so he had a good impression of me and liked me very much.

Is his "liking" just the kind of emotion that makes him feel good, or is it the admiration he said that if I leave him, he will be sad to death? This is a big question.It is very possible that he saw Sirin's death and thought of it to himself, fearing that he would die too, and the only suspect who might cause his death is me.Because, so far, the only object he has a crush on is me.If someone made him despair of love, that person has only a chance to be me.So he thought it was me.

When people say "like" they usually have two meanings.The first is to simply express that I like you, and simply express my feelings for you.The second is that this is actually an invitation, a request in nature.I ask you to date me, I want you to accept my confession, I want you to answer me "then let's be together" and start a relationship with me.

It doesn't matter whether I like Yilan or not, Yilan likes me or not, the biggest key is to define the meaning of "like", not this.Obviously, Yilan didn't do the definition, so the definition should be done by me.

If I define "like" as the first meaning, then I don't have to do anything, I can pretend that nothing happened, and continue to get along with him as a friend.If I define "like" as the second meaning, the relationship between me and him may change from a friend relationship to a lover relationship, so that he is no longer my good friend, but my boyfriend.

So, the whole point is whether I should start with him or not.

If you ask me my own wishes, to be honest, I don't know.I am at a loss.I don't have a strong desire to leave the singles, and I don't really yearn for a companion.But I am not a person who likes being single. If I meet a rare fate, I will still want to fall in love.Also, having a certain kind of love for a boy and starting with a boy are two different things.I don't know if it's good to fall in love with boys, and I don't know if I should do it.

Here comes the problem, this is true for me, but not for Yu Yilan.

If I think about it for Yilan, I must not start with him, this is the best policy.Because this relationship is too unequal.I can abandon this relationship at will, and I will not suffer any consequences.And he couldn't.He lives for this, this is what he lives for.Humans are sinister and cold creatures, while mermaids are the most affectionate and holy creatures.If he proposes to break up, I will be heartbroken and sad for several months at most, but if I propose to break up, he will turn into bubbles and die.

I am a human being, and falling in love is just a temporary partnership for me, but he is a mermaid, and falling in love is a lifetime commitment for him.Mermaids don't want us humans to play games, and we humans don't want mermaids to be too serious.What they want is a commitment like marriage, but it is different from marriage. Human marriage is often a civil partnership relationship, but what they want is a relationship in which you love me and I love you for a lifetime.To put it in a down-to-earth way, the mermaid regards the person in love as the name filled in the "spouse" column when the human being fills out the form.

I can't give Yilan these things, so I can't hurt him.

I didn't know it at that time, but later on, Yilan worried about these problems over and over again, and he didn't know how to explain to me so that I could understand his difficulties as a mermaid.And these questions, I have already thought about all of them at this time.

I really have a chill down my spine for my horrible carefulness.

For the above reasons, I can only define "like" as the first meaning.Don't take the initiative to change the relationship, and after expressing your liking, you will still run and dance.

Now we have to deal with the difficult situation at hand.

Right now, I am being hung in the air, with my toes three meters away from the ground. The centrifugal force is so strong that I feel like I am weightless. My body, hands and feet are tied to the pillars behind me with ropes.Sitting there with the blackened ground, Yilan didn't seem to have any intention of letting go of me.

It has been a day and a night, and he has no intention of letting me go.If he doesn't think of a way, he won't let me go.

How to solve it?

I must find a way to make him let me go.You have to use your brains.

Is there any way to make him let go of me?

I think about it.The reason why he tied me up now is because he has entered a blackened state. The way to make him let go of me is to get him out of this blackened state and return to a normal state.

That is to say, I'm going to wake him up and bring him back to normal.

"Yilan—can you hear me?——" I yelled towards a distance away from me.

Three meters below, the boy with black hair and red eyes stood up when he heard the sound, his eyes rolled upwards and looked at me, "I heard, what's the matter?" He said in a frivolous tone.He waved the star-shaped magic wand in his hand towards the sky, and the black star released a lightning that fell from the sky, and the lightning hit me, causing me great pain.

"I'm not calling you, I'm calling the real you!" I shouted unwaveringly, "Did you hear that? The real Yilan! It's not you who is controlled by the dark power, but the real you!"

"Eh?" He swayed his steps from side to side, "Wh... what?" His eyes flickered with hesitation.

Seeing that my shouting was effective, I hurriedly chased after the victory, "The real Yilan! You heard my voice! You heard me calling you!" I shouted with encouragement, "Wake up quickly! Don't be Manipulation by dark power! As you said, dark power is a dirty thing! Since it is a dirty thing, you must overcome it! You cannot succumb to its power! You must win back your autonomy of consciousness! You must restore Haixia The dignity of the prince of the dynasty! You are the prince of light with a radiant soul! Don't be swallowed by darkness!"

After I shouted, Yilan's eyeballs suddenly changed back and forth between gold and red. This process lasted for more than 15 minutes, with hundreds of changes in between.He covered his head with his hands in pain, his expression was dull, and his soul core would explode anytime and anywhere.

It's golden eyes!There is hope!His self-awareness is fighting against the dark forces!He is struggling to die!

I have to motivate him even harder!

"Yilan, you like me, don't you?" My tone became extremely pure, reminding me of the emptiness of a quiet valley, "If you like me, you have to come to me with your real self, imprison me, tie me up Me, hurting me, isn’t it the real you? I know, you are not such a person. The you who is controlled by the dark force must not be the real you. I know you! You are a kind boy, you Respecting the will of others, you are so considerate, aren't you?"

I put myself in another position and continued my speech, "I can understand your feelings. Who doesn't have any evil thoughts in their hearts? Everyone has their own dark side, and everyone has more or less evil thoughts in their hearts. Think about it. If it were me, I would use very strong magic, and the other party is far different from me in terms of strength. For me, crushing him to death is as easy as crushing an ant. It is normal to have such thoughts. In the law of our human world, as long as thoughts do not turn into actions, they do not constitute crimes.”

Having said that, my state of mind has become completely normal, and I am not excited or nervous at all. "However, we are cultural people. We are not primitive people, we have been educated. We know how to overcome our own evil, we will not turn our dark side into harm to others. We know how to restrain our evil desires, we can overcome The bad things in my heart. I believe you can do it! Because you are the prince of light that the mermaids in the whole underwater world are most proud of! You are the best and kindest person in the world!"

After talking about all this, I couldn't see Yilan's people anymore.Because a black round shell has exploded from his mind, this round shell is like a huge punched ball of light, wrapping his entire body.I can only see this black round shell, but I can't see him hiding inside.It is estimated that my words reached his heart, he exploded his soul core, and is actively fighting against the dark forces.

Please, Yilan, please make it through this hurdle.

I prayed silently in my heart.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...'Hearing Yilan's tormented voice, I couldn't bear it, but there was nothing I could do except to cheer him up.No one can help him except for himself to get through this hurdle.This is his battle alone.I can't help it.

"Come on! You must hold on!" I yelled at the round shell.

After a while, there was no movement inside the round shell, and the absence of any news made me a little worried.After a long time, there was finally a reaction inside again.