When I saw Yilan singing, because I was fascinated by him, I didn't want him to see me so humiliated, so I didn't go out, so he didn't know that I saw him singing.It was a long time before I pretended that I had finally come from the top of Yark Hill to the sea, and we went back to the cabin together.

From that day on, I felt as if I had lost my soul, lost my soul, and been infused with ecstasy soup, my whole heart was in a mess.The picture of Yilan sitting on the rock and singing, comes to my mind day and night, no matter what I do, I can't drive it away, it's like being possessed by an evil spirit.Whenever I try not to think about it, after a while, that image will resurface in my mind, and his face, his singing voice, his body, his fish tail, all at the same time will be in my mind bombing.No matter how I chase them away, they linger.

Crap.I'm bad.Just such a scene, such a song, I fell in love with a person, and I gave my heart to him.

What a headache.

It was an accident.I can't handle this.I didn't expect this to happen.I felt panicked, helpless, and at a loss.For the first time in my life, I was so troubled emotionally, I have never been so troubled by emotional problems.This incident was completely without warning. It was a sudden and unexpected event, and there was no warning or reminder before and after.I don't know why this happened, but from the moment I saw him singing, I was suddenly tempted, and immediately became what I am now.

Yes - tempting, I'm pretty sure it's tempting.I'm an adult now, so I don't know what it's like to be tempted, what it's like to be tempted, and what it's like to be tempted.

To be tempted is to suddenly feel that one's heart has been hit by someone's attack, suddenly have true feelings for others, and suddenly have love for others.In this situation, when I was in junior high school and high school, I used to have female classmates in the school, so I said, I am a straight man and a heterosexual, because the objects I have been attracted to are all women.

I feel very hesitant about the fact that I am attracted to a man now, because I never thought that it would happen like this, and I don't know what to do.

Moreover, the temptation this time is different from the previous one.In the past, I had a good impression of girls, I had sexual impulses towards them, and I wanted them to be my girlfriend. This kind of emotion, but this time I am attracted to Yilan, which seems to be a little deeper than that kind of emotion.

It's something that arises a little deeper inside.

As for tempting, I actually don't have much experience, and I don't know how to deal with it.Although I have been tempted by girls before, I have never had a girlfriend.I haven't been in a relationship yet, I'm not a veteran in love, how do I know what to do?What's more, when I analyzed rationally, I felt that this time the relationship was a little deeper than before, so I had to be more cautious, otherwise I would be the one who suffered serious consequences.When I thought about how to deal with this matter carefully, I felt even more at a loss, because I didn't know what to do.

Like a man?I had never imagined such a thing before.

However, I really like Yilan now, this is true, it is an undoubted fact.Since it is the fact before my eyes, then I have no choice but to accept it—accept that I fell in love with a man.

So what am I now?gay?Certainly not, because I still like women.So bisexuals?right.So that's how I define myself.

OK, so I have the situation under control now.I am now bisexual.Maybe I'm potentially bisexual and only like women, but now I meet my type of guy, so I like another guy.

I'm pretty sure that my liking for Yilan is for men. Although he is not a strong man, he is a beautiful boy, but he is not a mother, very boyish.My appreciation for him is an appreciation for men rather than women, so I fell in love with another man and didn't run away.

Then I'll just accept reality.

Well, the psychological construction is done here, and the feeling is much better, not as painful as it was at the beginning.But my mood is still very confused, because my mind is constantly fragmented from morning to night, and there is a clip of Yilan singing every ten minutes. His singing voice seems to still linger in my ears, constantly Play it in your head.I couldn't take it anymore, I literally drank his ecstasy soup.It's as if I'm a middle-aged man who met a little vixen, and didn't want to feel sorry for his wife, but he also drank the ecstasy soup of the little vixen, and no matter what, he couldn't control his thoughts of being teased by her.I want to forbid myself from liking her, I want to control my heart, but I can't do it anyway.

I like him very much.Even when you close your eyes, you can see him in your mind.I thought about him, played his songs, and in the end, in the end, what stayed in my mind was his smile.

It's just crazy.

Couldn't contain my thoughts at all.

I can't force myself not to like him.

He is so nice.

How can there be such a perfect person in the world?

Ah, I forgot.He's not human, he's a mermaid.

He is the only mermaid prince under the sea!

We dismantled and disbanded the wooden house and started a new journey.We went down the mountain and continued to head towards the direction where the Devil's Grudge Mountain is located.

Here we find a means of transportation, a sleigh pulled by someone riding on a deer, similar to the one the deer pull for Santa Claus.

The travel was cheap, and there were plenty of passengers, so we climbed into the sled, and the driver drove us onwards.

The sled climbed over the cliff, shuttled across the bridge, and ran up and down like a roller coaster. The surrounding scenery seemed to pass by my eyes like a revolving lantern.But I didn't have any intention of admiring the scenery at all, and all my thoughts were on Yilan who was sitting next to me.Just thinking about him sitting next to me now makes me feel so nervous, my heart is pounding, and my palms are so nervous that I'm sweating.What's wrong with me?It's just crazy!

All these revolving lanterns seem to pass by the scenery in front of me as if they don’t exist, and the noisy people around me don’t seem to exist either. In the whole world, there are only me and Yilan, and only Xiaolu with a beating heart I bumped around and Yilan looked at the scenery and didn't care about me.

The sled kept driving and I sat quietly waiting for the time to pass.I dare not look up at Yilan, dare not say a word to him, because I know that now I must be like a childish ghost who has just begun to love, and I will blush after just a few words.

Is there a mistake?I talked to him and got along with him for a long time. Before, we always got along so naturally, but now I suddenly started this young and shy mode. It is really the most contrasting cuteness on the surface!It's so weird!

Moreover, at the beginning, it was obviously me who said you should not get so close, otherwise the gays would piss me off as a straight guy, and now I fell in love with him and he treats me like a normal friend!I'm slapping myself!Self-contradictory!It was really embarrassing!

How should I face Yilan in the future?It's hard to think about it, and this situation will continue every day and every night!

You have to think of a way to solve it.

At least find a breakthrough.

However, I can't think of a way.I really don't know what to do.

Time passed by, and the sled arrived at its destination.We dismounted and looked ahead.

Ahead, far away, there is a big city that looks extremely prosperous.If Mermaid Castle is Beijing and the capital, then Shanghai is the economic center.Just by looking at the bustling style, one can tell that this must be an extremely powerful city. I live in the underwater world, and I have never seen a place that is one-tenth as prosperous as this city.

However, there are many obstacles in front of the place where we are from the big city.Visually, it is impossible to pass in a straight line from the ground.

"The city of Lesai is ahead! This is the largest city in the underwater world! Let's go!" Yilan said with a hearty laugh, "It seems that we are stuck by obstacles and cannot use normal traffic to get there. Over there. Let's escape!"

"Dun Dun Dun, Dundi?" My three views were subverted again, "This is as incredible as Feitian!"

"Yes!" Yi Lan nodded, "Dundi can surpass all obstacles on the ground, but because it consumes a lot of magic power, it is rarely used, but it seems that it can only be used now!"

"Looking forward! It looks fun!" I said excitedly.

"Xuexuan, stand behind me, put your hands on my shoulders!" Yilan suddenly shouted in the voice of a hot-blooded boy from an anime hero, "It's about to get fucked!"

I obeyed him and stood behind him, with both hands on his shoulders.Two flying saucers suddenly appeared under his feet, and his two feet landed on the two flying saucers flatly. My two feet also followed him and landed on the two flying saucers, standing behind his heels on both sides.

We sank very fast, and then I couldn't see any light, because it was underground.

After sinking to the ground, the two flying saucers broke through the soil in front of them without interruption, opening up a wonderful tunnel.

We moved forward with the flying saucer, and the tunnel we broke became the place we moved to. We kept flying forward like this, and we didn't know how far we rushed.

Amazing!

God!I am sprinting underground now, not taking the subway, not going through a tunnel, but directly breaking through the soil, breaking forward, and flying forward!

After flying for about half an hour, we finally arrived at our destination.When I braked, I bumped my forehead against the back of Yilan's neck, "Ah!" My whole heart jumped out of fright.Shame to death!I really want to find a hole to drill in!

"Be careful!" Yilan shouted after I stood up.

Yilan found a place without obstacles on the ground, and used magic to break a gap. Our flying saucer rose to the ground, and we returned to the ground.

See you again!

Right in front of us is the gate of the city of Lesai.The gate alone was built to resemble the Eiffel Tower in Paris—what a grand ostentation!

"Xuexuan, do you know? The mermaids who walk into the marriage hall hand in hand in the sea world will all come here to hold their wedding!" Yilan raised her head, looked up at the huge gate of Lesai City, and said yearningly.

"Such a prosperous place, of course everyone wants to get married here!" I exclaimed loudly.

"Xuexuan, if you like someone, what would you do?" Yilan derived another topic from here, "If it were me, I would use all my strength to protect him."

"Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"Why are you asking me such a question?Shy as hell!My heart was beating wildly.My face was so hot, I had to try my best to calm myself down, think carefully, ask my heart, and give my own answer: "I will use all my thoughts to think about him, and the authorities will try their best to find out. Lock him up."

"Then what would you do if you hated someone?" Yi Lan closed her eyes, then opened them again, "If it was me, I would use all my strength to beat him to death."

This... I don't have the experience of hating someone so much that I hate it to the bone, so I can't say well.I just had to imagine and guess what I would do. "I will use all my thoughts to think about him, and the authorities will try their best to get revenge on him."

However, thousands of people never expected that the conversation that day was actually a prophecy.

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