Cen Fei sat in front of the French windows for a long, long time, until the sun slanted westward, the twilight closed, and the distant spire lit up with a warm yellow light, then he got up from the French windows.

He hadn't eaten for a whole day, and when he just stood up, his head was a little dizzy, and his body shook twice, so he had to put his hands on the wall on the left that was covered with white tiles.

Instead of preparing dinner, he returned to his bedroom, turned on the computer, and played a small stand-alone game.

He got used to the life of such a person a long time ago. Although this is not what he wants most, it is already very good.

He often thinks about his childhood, his parents, Fu Zheng, the impatiens he planted in the garden, and the rabbit slippers he filled a cabinet with.

Unfortunately, in the future, he will never see his flowers again, nor will he have new rabbit slippers.

Sitting in front of the computer, he watched his potatoes being eaten by a zombie wearing a yellow hat, his pea shooter couldn't resist and entered the zombie's stomach, and finally a zombie wearing an iron bucket entered his apartment Yes, I ate my own brain.

He closed the laptop, put it on the side cabinet, and then sank the whole person into the soft mattress. He opened his eyes and looked at the white snow above his head, and there was nothing in the black eyes, His mind was in chaos, with various memories intertwined.

Golden castles and gray walls, white clouds and red carpets, cold and bloody purgatory and flowery gardens, but these scenes gradually turned into a cloud of white mist. After the white mist, only one silhouette of man.

That was Fu Zheng.

Cen Fei closed his eyes, raised his hand, and covered his eyes.

When he didn't receive those memories, he never thought that one day he and Fu Zheng would get to where they are today. At that time, he naively thought that even if one day Fu Zheng would leave Cen's house, he would have his own family , but he still occupies a very important place in his heart.

But now, Cen Fei would rather Fu Zheng move himself out.

After a long time, the shadow of Fu Zheng still couldn't dissipate in his mind, and only Fu Zheng was left in Cen Fei's mind. He was thinking about what Fu Zheng was doing now, and knowing if he would leave? Sad, will I be with Wu Qinqin in the future as planned in the plot?Or, he will find another girl he likes.

Cen Fei told himself that he couldn't think about Fu Zheng anymore, but if this method worked, Fu Zheng wouldn't slap himself so much.

A few days slipped away so quietly, and Cen Fei felt that Wuxiang and the others might have misunderstood the word "quickly". It has been more than three months since he did something wrong, and he still doesn't feel that his body has appeared. what is the problem.

Cen Fei had to start thinking, whether Wuxiang and the others have forgotten themselves, and whether he can still stay in this world for a long time, how much he wants to see Fu Zheng find his own happiness, even if he is no longer Will be sharing his joy with himself.

Although he would be sad that way, one of him and Fu Zheng could live a good and happy life.

Cen Fei never thought before that he would still have a chance to celebrate this year's Christmas, what's more, he might even be able to celebrate this year's New Year's Eve together.

The weather was fine on Christmas afternoon. Cen Fei went out from home for the first time in these days. He originally only wanted to go for a walk and go back after walking for a while, so he only put on a sweater over the sweater, and he was still wearing a pair of heels under his feet. My favorite bunny slippers.

But as he walked, he heard a couple holding hands on the side of the road saying that there was a Christmas event in the amusement park today, and a lot of cartoon characters were added, including his favorite piggy Peppa.

He hadn't been to the amusement park for a long time, and it was only two bus stops away from the amusement park. After hesitating for a moment, Cen Fei followed the couple, got on the bus, and went to the amusement park.

There were a lot of people in the amusement park today. After buying the tickets, Cen Fei was pushed in by the crowd. Looking at the cartoon characters in various cartoons in front of him, Cen Fei suddenly lost all interest in an instant. The mobile phone he picked up was also put away by him.

He walked in the amusement park, and he didn't know what he should play. He was not afraid of heights, but he didn't like too exciting games. He wandered around the amusement park for a long time, bought a piece of fried chicken, and watched an acrobatic show. Performed, and later he lined up on the Ferris wheel.

On the Ferris wheel, he sat in a small space and looked far away, as if he could see the whole city in his eyes. He wanted to take a look at Fu Zheng, but he didn't know which corner of the city he was in right now. Miss him, but can not tell him.

The evening in winter always comes earlier, and before five o'clock, the sky has already begun to darken.

As soon as Cen Fei left the amusement park, the weather suddenly changed and a strong wind blew up. The cold wind hit his face, sharp as a knife, and the temperature seemed to drop by more than ten degrees in an instant. He wrapped his sweater tightly and ran to the bus stop. go.

This time was the rush hour for commuting, Cen Fei managed to squeeze into the bus with the crowd, but almost fainted the moment the bus started.

Along the way, his heart was beating like a drum, and it kept ringing non-stop. It seemed that the strength in his body was being taken away by someone. He thought it was just a lack of oxygen, and he would recover when he got out of the car.

But the situation did not go as he wished. After getting out of the car, his condition became even worse. It seemed that there were heavy weights tied to his limbs, and every step he took was extremely difficult.

After finally walking from the bus station to the door of his house, he stopped, he couldn't move another half step, he suddenly realized that his limit had come, it turned out that Wu Xiang and the others hadn't forgotten themselves.

He really couldn't walk anymore, even if he took a small step forward, he would be able to enter his home by taking out the key and opening the door.

Knowing that he was going to leave, Cen Fei was not very sad, he sat down against the wall, the bus was delayed for too long on the road, and now it was completely dark.

He raised his head and looked at the night sky. There are many stars in the sky tonight, blinking like talking eyes.

He remembered that when he was a child, Fu Zheng sat in the garden with his arms in his arms on summer nights, and he raised his head like this now, counting the stars in the sky.

He always couldn't remember to count, and every time he counted to forty or fifty, he had to drag Fu Zheng to sit with him for a while, so that he could count again.Fu Zheng would rub his head and accompany him to count again.

again and again.

The corners of Cen Fei's mouth turned upwards, every time he thinks about his childhood, he always makes him very happy, but the time of happiness is too short, and sorrow follows.

"one two three four……"

The sound of the wind became more and more intense, and the cold wind penetrated his thin clothes. He was very cold, but he couldn't find a way to keep warm. He could only open his mouth and look at the dark blue night sky, and continued to count, "36 , 37, thirty..."

Cen Fei's vision became blurred, he couldn't see the stars clearly anymore, he couldn't count any more, he really wanted to tell Fu Zheng that he could count up to a hundred by himself now.

The weather was getting colder and colder, and the sweater in Cen Fei's sweater was not thick. The cold wind blew the surrounding tree branches from side to side, and the smoke from the fireworks from next door came over, but Cen Fei didn't feel any warmth.

He could neither see nor hear, his body seemed to become lighter at this moment, his soul was about to leave his body, and he was about to leave this world.

Cen Fei's sanity gradually became unclear. He seemed to have returned to the time when Fu Zheng had not left Cen's house, but where is his brother now?

He couldn't find his brother, and wanted to cry a little bit, so he yelled a few times, but no one responded to him.

Later, he fumbled for his mobile phone from his jacket pocket, and slowly pressed Fu Zheng's number on the screen with his fingers.

After a long time, he put the phone to his ear, he didn't know if the call was answered, he just said to the phone: "Brother, I'm so cold..."

Cen Fei's murmured voice was mixed in the whistling wind, and he couldn't remember it anymore. The world he relied on and believed in had already collapsed. The spring where the grass grew and warblers flew was replaced by the icy snowfield and the desolate desert. cover.

It was as if a long time ago, he stood in the abyss and kept praying, but that person always had a cold and holy face, and he couldn't hear his cry.

"I feel so cold……"

"I miss you so much, brother..."

"I miss you so much, can you come pick me up..."

……

In a trance, Fu Zheng came to him with a warm and bright light, smiled dotingly at him as before, stretched out his hand, and said to him, "Brother is here to pick you up, baby."

"elder brother……"

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The fine snow fell from the sky, flying wantonly with the cold wind, with a little bit of fluorescence under the dim yellow light.

Snowflakes fell on the top of Cen Fei's head, on his eyebrows, and on his gray rabbit slippers. Slowly, these snowflakes covered Cen Fei's whole body.

Silently.

The Christmas trees placed on the streets are covered with colorful lights and gift boxes, and the music of jingle bells is played in the gift shop. Everyone is holding hands and talking and laughing on the streets to celebrate this Christmas Eve.

"Tink tink, tink tink, tinkle bell..."

Cen Fei quietly left this world amidst the laughter of the whole world.

No one knows.

Fu Zheng...wouldn't know.

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