I haven't made a system for many years.

"Aren't you free from class today?" Ning Xuan couldn't help it anymore, and asked Ning Qing who was sitting on the sofa. He was not a fool, and his fiery eyes had been staring at him for hours. How could he not feel it.

Since Ning Qing confessed to him that so-called secret that day, Ning Qing's behavior has become more and more excessive.

First I borrowed the bathroom to take a bath, and then said that I had nightmares at night and wanted to sleep with him. Besides, I would often touch my face, kiss my hands, and sometimes even kiss him directly!

Even at the beginning, Ning Xuan felt that he was insecure because he had revealed the secret in his heart, and he needed to be considerate of him, but after these days, he is not a fool.

It is impossible for him not to be completely unaware of the increasingly hot eyes and more and more outrageous behaviors that fell on him.The scariest thing is, not only does he not hate him, but he is also faintly happy because of his closeness, and he can't go on like this, Ning Xuan warned himself.

Ning Qing held her chin, blinked her big round eyes, and said innocently, "There is no class, otherwise I must have gone to class, why would I be sitting here."

"But, I saw your class schedule, you have class today!" Ning Xuan retorted persistently.

Can't help it finally?It seems that the effect of 360-degree seamless fit these days is really amazing.The ancients said that what cannot be broken cannot be established. Now, he will break the relationship between the two and rebuild it!

"Well, I think about it, it seems that there is a class today, but that class is useless, and it is a waste of time to go there."Ning Qing scratched her head, rolled her eyes, and said with a guilty conscience.

Ning Xuan paused after hearing this, "Xiaoqing, listen to me, you are only a freshman now, and you still have to go to class and focus on your studies. You can think about other things later. Besides, you sit I'm not wasting my time here, why not go to school to develop a relationship with my classmates."

"What, I'm sitting and drawing here, it's a waste of time there, besides, it's not as important as cultivating your relationship with you."Ning Qing pouts and argues.

It's like this again, Ning Xuan raised his forehead, every expression, every movement, and every tone revealed an ambiguous feeling. At first he thought he was thinking too much, but as Ning Xuan's behavior became more and more explicit, Ning Xuan I really have no idea.

Although he didn't hate such closeness, it was wrong to do so.If it was before, he still could not take it seriously, but since he found out that he likes men, Ning Xuan couldn't help thinking about it. After all, he also belongs to the ranks of men.

"Xiaoqing, I think you should go out and make more friends. Isn't it important to be inspired when drawing? You will only get inspiration if you go out more often!"

Ning Qing heard the meaning of his words, and stood up unhappily, "In the end, do you think I'm an obstacle to your eyes here, so you talk about something, and want to drive me away!

You have changed. You didn’t say anything when I stayed here before, but since I told you about that incident, you have started to behave like this. You also said that you didn’t mean to look down on me. I'm going to get in your way, I'll just go."

"You", Ning Qing sighed, "You know, I didn't mean that!"

"Then what do you mean"!Ning Qing looked at him angrily.

Ning Xuan took a deep look at him, do you know how much trouble these actions of yours have caused me!Every time you approach, my heart beats faster and I feel flustered.I'm afraid, yes, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will fall into your ambiguity, intentionally or unintentionally, and I can't extricate myself.

"Xiaoqing, I know, you just found out about your sexual orientation, so you will have a lot of doubts and curiosity, but these doubts and curiosity need a normal channel to vent, do you understand what I mean?"

"I don't understand," Ning Qing stared straight at him.

"You understand, don't you think that our relationship has crossed that boundary? Ning Qing, you are not the only one who likes boys in this world, you can talk to those who also like boys!" Ning Xuan struggled He opened his mouth, and after saying this, he only felt a little stuffy in his chest, and he couldn't breathe.

After hearing this sentence, Ning Qing's face suddenly changed, he opened his mouth and was about to say something, Ning Xuan continued, "You don't have to use any excuses that I look down on you, whatever you say, I just think you need Be normal."

Ning Qing pulled a corner of his lips, obviously wanted to laugh, but turned into crying, "Do you think I'm abnormal?"

Ning Xuan frowned, "Look, you are like this again."

"Then do you know why I'm abnormal?" Before Ning Xuan finished speaking, he rushed to ask.

Ning Xuan was taken aback, and his lips were tightly closed, "This, isn't it natural?"

"Some people are born, but some people are not. The reason why I am like this is because of you!"

"Because of me?" Ning Xuan looked at him in surprise, then twitched the corners of his mouth, "Don't joke, you know, I don't like joking with people", Ning Xuan looked at him like a naughty child.

"Do you think I'm joking? Since I was a child, I have only been with you. We have experienced so much together. Why can't I like you!"

Ning Qing's words were like a bolt from the blue, which made him speechless for a long time.

"Xiaoqing, listen to me, this may be because you have been with me since childhood, as long as you go out to meet other people, you will not think so."Ning Xuan grabbed his arm and said anxiously.

Ning Qing looked at him seriously, as if trying to discern whether what he said was true or not. My God, I didn't abuse him, but I abused myself first. Ning Xuan, you are so good!

"Okay, okay, I understand, brother Ning Xuan, I am sorry for the troubles I have caused you these days, just pretend nothing happened, you are right, the world is so big, I can always find it A man who likes me, and I like him!"

After finishing speaking, Ning Qing broke free from his arm, slammed the door and left.

In the office, only Ning Xuan stood there alone, unable to recover. He thought that he would have to spend some effort to persuade him, but he didn't expect that he would be so free and easy, so he let it go?

Ning Xuan smiled wryly, isn't this what he originally thought, he should be happy, but, is it true that he likes himself?If it was true, it would be so easy to give up there.Ning Xuan, Ning Xuan, Ning Qing is just too young, he still doesn't understand what feelings are, all this is just a joke, I must not take it seriously!

Ning Qing stood outside, rubbing his eyes, okay, you are really good, I don’t like sweets, I have to be jealous, okay, I’ll satisfy you, Shanxi old mature vinegar, I don’t know if it’s enough for you!

-

"Linlin, did you see your brother Qing at school? It's been a long time since I stayed at home for a few more days, why is there no one there!"

Lu Linlin was not very happy and said, "I haven't seen him. Few people in the school can see him, and I don't know what to do every day. Just like this, I deserve to be single and have no girlfriend." Only her nearest Ning Xuan heard it.

"By the way, could he be dating a girl? Didn't you tell him to introduce your classmate to him last time? How about it? Is it successful?"

Speaking of this, she became angry, and she clearly said that she would meet a few more times, and she had already agreed with others, but in the end, that bastard let her dove, which made her not a human being inside and out.

"It didn't work out. Last time I met one, my brother said it wasn't his type. Later, the two broke up. I said I would introduce them later, but my brother refused. He said that fate will come naturally when the time comes."

After the words fell, Lu Linlin turned her grief and anger into food, and prepared to eat a big meal.

"Brother Ning Xuan, I remember that you don't seem to like eating pork liver?" Lu Linlin glanced in shock at Ning Xuan who was about to deliver pork liver with chopsticks to her mouth.

"Ah?" Ning Xuan came back to his senses, glanced at the food on the chopsticks, and then silently put him into the trash can.

Grandma Lu smiled, "Xiaoxuan, just eat well, what are you thinking about!"

"Got it grandma."Ning Xuan smiled, picked up a chopstick of spinach and put it in his mouth.

Lu Linlin hesitated to speak, you don't seem to like this spinach either!

Seeing him like this, the whole family laughed. Ning Zhi said, "You child, are you too tired from work? Go up and take a rest after eating."

"I see, don't worry, aunt!"

-

And where is Ning Qing these days? It's very simple, shouldn't he be asked to find another suitable partner?Then find it for you!

Ning Qing was sitting in one of the most famous same-sex bars in the city, drinking in silence, looking for a suitable target.

"Little handsome guy, alone?"

The moment Ning Qing entered, that face attracted the attention of most people in the bar.

Ning Qing took a sideways glance at the person who came, and there was a voluptuous eye makeup on his indistinguishable face, which seemed a bit tasteful.

"Why, do you want to have a drink with me?"

"It depends on whether you appreciate it or not!"

Interesting, Ning Qing smiled, glanced at his hand, then picked up the wine glass, raised his chin towards him, the two clinked glasses, looked at each other and smiled, looking at him from a distance, there was a bit of love for a concubine.

After spending a few days outside, Ning Qing was finally defeated by Grandma Lu's series of fatal calls. Ning Qing had no choice but to go home. By the way, he hadn't been home for a while, and how his host was doing. If it didn't meet expectations, he might have to change his approach.

However, he may have a solution.

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"Xiaoxuan, go home early for dinner today, Xiaoqing is back today!"

"Really?" Ning Xuan was slightly taken aback when he heard this, "Why is he willing to come back today?"

"Hmph, don't come back, it's a mess!" Grandma Lu laughed and cursed, and then said, "By the way, when you came back, you brought back two roast chickens from the restaurant near your company. Xiao Qing said he wanted to eat them! "

"I see, grandma."

After hanging up the phone, Ning Xuan was at a loss for a moment. Ning Qing hadn't come home these days, and he was actually feeling very sad. His words were a bit harsh that day.

After finishing speaking, he regretted it. If the two of them kept maintaining that relationship and didn't break it, it would be fine. What's more, he was very happy to see him approaching.

Yes, he was happy with what Ning Qing said. In fact, he vaguely understood that he was always abnormal during this period, and it was nothing more than love.

As Ning Qing said, they have been together since childhood, and he even told him the biggest secret. The trust between the two can be said to have reached a very high level.Ning Qing likes him, but why doesn't he like Ning Qing?

However, because of this, he couldn't express his heart even more, because he was afraid, he was afraid that once he started, he would never be able to stop.Uncle Lu and Aunt Lu only had him as their son. If they were really together, they would have no offspring. Ning Xuan couldn't bear to make them sad.

Perhaps, in this life, he can only keep his thoughts in his heart silently, and he will never see the sun again.

Ning Xuan sat in the office and smoked a whole pack of cigarettes before slowly getting up.What should be faced, still has to be faced. I hope that when I see him, I can still restrain myself.

He really misses him, thinking about him all the time, his life is full of traces of him, he can't escape, and he doesn't want to escape.

The restaurant is on the street not far from the company. When he first came to practice, Ning Qing was afraid that he would be lonely, so he came to eat with him every day. They ate at the restaurants nearby, but His favorite food is the roast chicken in an old shop.

"Grandma, did you tell Ning Xuan that I want to eat roast chicken?"

"Speaking of which, really, what's so delicious about the roast chicken, and Xiaoxuan specially asked Xiaoxuan to bring it back. Can it compare to your grandma and my craftsmanship?"

"Of course it's not as good as it is, but it's so troublesome to make a roast chicken. How can I make you tired, grandma?"

"Fortunately, you have a little conscience and know that you love me."

The two were chatting and laughing when Ning Xuan came in with a cold face.

"Grandma, this is a roast chicken," he said and put the things on the dining table.

"Xiaoxuan, what's the matter with you, your complexion is not very good! And this body, why does it feel like you just finished fighting with someone!"

"Grandma is worrying too much. I'm just a little tired because of work. Don't worry, grandma. Ning Qing, come with me. I have something to tell you." After talking, he went upstairs first.

Grandma Lu looked at his back and underestimated in a low voice, "It looks like you're quite angry. Why, did you offend him?"

"It can be done there, I haven't seen him these days, okay, I'll go and see."

Ning Qing smiled and followed him upstairs.

When he reached the second floor, he found that the man was waiting for him at the top of the stairs. Ning Qing glanced at him and said impatiently, "What's the matter with you? If you have anything to say, just say it here. I still have things to do!"

This indifferent attitude angered Ning Xuan even more, he grabbed Ning Qing's arm and dragged him towards the room.

Ning Qing tugged with him pretending to be reluctant, and finally the two of them entered the room.

"What's the matter with you and that person!" After entering the room, Ning Xuan uttered such a sentence.

"Do you do this kind of thing outside all day? Who are you worthy of!"

Ning Qing looked at him displeased, "Why am I obstructing your eyes, why don't you speak more clearly."

"Okay, you have to understand, don't you?" Ning Xuan was so angry that his hands shook, he pasted the photo on his phone to Ning Qing's eyes, "What is this, how do you explain it?"

After reading it, Ning Qing was surprised at first, and then said indifferently, "Why do you have this photo? Besides, I don't think there is anything wrong with this photo."

"Heh", Ning Xuan was about to be laughed at by him, "You don't think there is anything wrong? Then do you know who this person is? What kind of job does he do?"

Ning Qing lazily leaned against the wall, "Why do I want to know these, it's just for fun, you haven't told me yet, where are the photos from you?"

Ning Qing glanced at the two lovely faces on the phone, and underestimated, "Don't tell me, your photos are pretty good."

Ning Xuan finally got angry, and punched Ning Qing in the face with his fist. Ning Qing was hit hard by the back of his head against the wall, and he slipped and fell to the ground in a daze, lying on the floor.

After Ning Xuan finished the beating, he realized what he had done. He looked at Ning Qing who was curled up on the floor helplessly.

"I, are you alright?" Ning Xuan quickly ran over to help him.

"You're fucking sick, did I offend you?" Ning Qing punched Ning Xuan, knocked Ning Xuan to the ground, then pressed his whole body on him, and punched him hard again.

Ning Xuan didn't fight back, and let him beat him there. After beating for a while, Ning Qing also felt a little tired. He sat on the floor, rubbing the back of his head in pain, while Ning Xuan beside him lay motionless on the ground.

"Hey, are you being fooled by me?"

After Ning Qing relieved the pain in her body, she glanced at the motionless someone and kicked him lightly.

"Hey, are you angry? You were the one who hit me first, okay? Why don't you allow me to fight back?"

Ning Xuan sat up, "I've hit you too, it's time for you to answer my question!"

In fact, he regretted it after he punched himself, because he was too impulsive.

But, do you know how angry he was at that time?When I was at the barbecue restaurant, I saw a man with coquettish makeup holding Ning Qing's

The photo is showing off with another man.

"Look, this is a new prey. How about it? It looks pretty good. Look at the small waist, look at the buttocks. It must taste good!"

"Hey, it's really a superb product. Where did you find it? Let me try it anytime."

"The sex bar, it took me several days to get in touch with him. He's still a pure boy, and that kid even said he likes me. It's really ridiculous."

"Hehe, pure love, then I like it more. When the time comes, you can replace me when you are done playing. By the way, what is this kid's name"?

"It seems to be called Ning Qing."

When Ning Xuan heard this name, his mind was stunned. After seeing the photo, an unknown fire suddenly burned in Ning Xuan's heart.He couldn't imagine that he went to that kind of place and was with such a person during his absence!

"What's the problem?" Ning Qing touched the wound at the corner of his mouth and said in a low voice.