unfamiliar

Li Ting woke up from the heat.

In a daze, I only felt that I was in the tumbling magma, and my whole body was soaked by the scorching temperature.Finally opened his eyes, and found that the surroundings were still dark, only the dim moonlight came in from the window.

A pair of naked arms encircled the same naked self, Li Ting wanted to push him away, but when he raised his hand, he suddenly pulled half of his body, triggering a chain reaction of some sore parts.Li Ting took a breath, and then insisted on raising his hand to touch the person on his body again, from the back all the way to the back of the neck, and then covered the other person's forehead, it was really dry and hot.

In fact, Li Ting was a little confused before falling asleep. To Li Ting, this kind of thing didn't make much sense. In his opinion, it was just like hugging and kissing. Li Ting, it doesn't matter what position Li Ting is in if he wants to be sooner or later.

In the end, after experiencing Li Ting personally, he realized that there was still a big difference. In addition to the physical shock, Li Ting also experienced a different psychological shock. Facing Fang Huai Ning, he had already removed the shell, but The calmness at that moment made him almost cut open all of his inner being and put it in front of this person for him to spy on and possess, without any hiding.And that kind of absolute intimacy based on mutual trust should be regarded as a real fusion of soul and flesh.This made Li Ting's mind paralyzed to the point where there was almost a fragmentary blank when the climax came. After regaining consciousness, Fang Huai Ning hugged him, took a shower, put him back on the bed, and has been hugging him to sleep until now.

Li Ting turned his head to look at the time, it was three o'clock in the morning.

Fang Huaining was very tired, but he woke up as soon as Li Ting moved. Feeling the cold little hand caressing his skin non-stop, Fang Huaining let out a satisfied sigh. After getting what he wanted, he felt like he had In the whole world, I don't feel any discomfort at all.

Lips moved lightly to touch Li Ting's forehead, Fang Huaiming asked hoarsely, "Is there something uncomfortable?" Could it be that she wasn't gentle enough before?

Li Ting looked at the other party: "You are uncomfortable."

Fang Huai Ning opened her eyes dimly.

Li Ting said, "Get up and see a doctor."

Fang Huai Ning: "I'm fine." On the first day of the new year, she just got out of the bed and was dragged to the emergency room in the middle of the night. No matter what the reason was, she felt ashamed.

Li Ting's big bright eyes could be seen flickering in the dark, probably a little unhappy, Fang Huaiming had to soften his voice again.

"I'm just tired, and I don't have any other cold symptoms, so I'll be fine after a night of sleep. I want to rest, and you should also have a good rest. Tomorrow... If you don't feel better tomorrow, go to the hospital again, okay?"

The fever made his voice deeper and deeper, and inexplicably added a coquettish sickness to his voice in the night, which seemed to shake Li Ting's persistence.

Seeing that Li Ting didn't speak any more, Fang Huai Ning hugged him tightly again, and buried his head on the other's shoulder, just like holding a big baby, while patting Li Ting's back lightly, as if Coaxing him is like coaxing himself.

After a while, Fang Huailing really fell asleep again.

But Li Ting looked at the ceiling with his eyes open, feeling the hot breath of the other party burning his neck, Li Ting waited for a while, then pushed the other party away again.

Li Ting: "I'm going to the bathroom."

Fang Huai Ning let go of her hand, and asked with strength: "Do you want me to help you..."

Li Ting ignored him, sat up with his back and put on the pajamas on the bed, then walked out with his slippers drooping.

Fang Huai Ning wanted to follow her out to have a look, but her whole body was heavy and weak, she felt a strange movement in her ears, but fell asleep again in a daze, until she was awakened by Li Ting again.

Li Ting stood by the bed with a bowl in his hand.

"Eat." Concise and concise.

"What is it?"

Fang Huaiming didn't have any temper at all, she barely raised her head, and saw a bowl of steaming green onion porridge, which was the result of Li Ting's busy work outside for a long time.

"Drink before going to bed, drink if you don't want to drink." Li Ting was rarely stubborn. Fang Huai Ning hurried to the time when he got off the plane. He still remembered to bring food for himself, but he was afraid that he didn't eat well. go.

Fang Huai Ning really had no appetite and didn't want to eat anything, but looking at Li Ting's serious face, he felt intoxicated, sat up half-reclined, asked Li Ting if he was hungry, and learned that Li Ting had already taken care of it quickly outside. Fang Huaiming only came in after ordering a large bowl of porridge, and only then did Fang Huaiming reach out to take the bowl.

But the bowl was not picked up properly, and he nearly fell over on the bed, but thanks to Li Ting's grip, he pulled back to his side at the critical moment.

He stared helplessly at Fang Huai Ning, didn't this person have a lot of energy when he was holding him down before, the mental energy he had endured for two days was just for the explosion before, and now it was all exhausted.

Li Ting had no choice but to sit on the edge of the bed with a spoon, scooped up a spoon and handed it to someone's mouth.

Fang Huai Ning would be overjoyed if Li Ting was as active as before, but he only experienced some in-depth experience when he felt sorry for the other party. Intense, but after all, it is inevitable to be reckless and out of control when the true feelings are deep, so the process of that... It took a long time in the end.But now Li Ting has to take care of Fang Huai Ning and feels very sorry.

"Let me do it myself, don't sit still..."

Fang Huai Ning reached out to touch a pillow for Li Ting, but Li Ting blew cold on a spoonful of porridge, blocking his next words.

Li Ting moved his butt slightly, and said calmly, "It doesn't matter to me."

Although some places are a little numb and uncomfortable, this body feeling is completely tolerable compared to the torture of working four jobs a day and working a dozen jobs a week when he was the busiest in these years.

"no big deal."

Li Ting originally wanted to tell Fang Huaining not to be ashamed of taking care of him, but he saw that the other party's expression was stiff after hearing this, as if his cheeks twitched slightly.

Afterwards in the teaching video is obviously not like this? !

For the first time, Fang Huai Ning deeply doubted her ability to study.

After being fed porridge in a trance, Li Ting dug out the antipyretic medicine from Fang Huaining's medical box and gave him two pills before the two of them lay down again.

Before going to bed...

Li Ting, who was hugged tightly, thought secretly: If the fever doesn't subside tomorrow, he will definitely be thrown to the hospital.

Fang Huai Ning, who hugged her tightly, thought secretly: I should find time to continue studying tomorrow...

A good night for good dreams.

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When Li Ting woke up again, the people around him were gone.

After all, for the past four or five days, Li Ting has hardly slept soundly, and did not fall asleep until last night. This sleep made up for the drowsiness of the previous few days, and even the person in the bed did not notice when he woke up.

After getting up and washing up, he heard movement from the kitchen. Li Ting walked over and saw Fang Huai Ning standing in front of the cooking counter, making breakfast. He turned around and saw him, and said with a smile, "Are you awake?"

Fang Huailing's complexion is good, it seems that the fever has subsided, and the whole person has returned to a refreshed state.

Li Ting asked, "What are you doing?"

Fang Huai Ning said, "Fry two eggs."

He wanted to ask Li Ting again if he was feeling better, but maybe he swallowed the question back because of the thought of last night, no matter what, it would be right to take care of him as if he was not feeling well.

After thinking about it, he still grabbed him and gave him a sweet good morning kiss.Li Ting was very obedient when they kissed, Fang Huai Ning looked down and saw the dense purple red around the neckline of the other party, spreading from the ears all the way down, even the T-shirt could not cover it, Fang Huai Ning immediately felt at ease.

"It'll be fine soon, you go and sit down first." Fang Huaiming let go, and pushed Li Ting into the living room.

Although Li Ting felt that Fang Huaining's skills were unreliable, he didn't mind if the other party wanted to do it, so he cooperatively went to the side and waited.

Sitting in front of the desk, Li Ting looked carefully at the little robot that Fang Huaining had brought, rolled his eyes twice and then landed on the kitchen.

Standing there, even though Fang Huai Ning was only wearing ordinary home clothes, her back looked particularly tall and straight, and her movements of holding the pot were a bit clumsy, but the picture was still as bright as a TV commercial.Turning around halfway, one can see his expression, usual cold and serious, under the straight bridge of the nose, with his mouth tightly pursed, even if he is looking at a bunch of green onions, he is serious as if he is delving into some complicated academic problem.This posture is very similar to the him that Li Ting has seen in recent years, Fang Huai Ning from A University of Planning, full of a sense of distance, even a sense of abstinence, with countless admirers, but indifferent and difficult to approach.

But at this moment, the other party seemed to have noticed Li Ting's gaze, and suddenly turned his head.

The moment the two looked at each other, the coldness in Fang Huai Ning's eyes evaporated, and the radiant tenderness in the eye sockets almost overflowed, looking at Li Ting like a different person from before.

Li Ting felt his heart go numb.

Because of his mother's situation, Li Ting has been used to being alone since he was very young.Although Shiyilu is a health resort, it is a suburb after all. It is actually very far from the nearest elementary school, and there are no good teaching resources.Grandma had to take care of her mother, and sometimes she would ask a servant to send him to class. At that time, the naughty Li Ting would take advantage of this to play truant, play tricks around a lot, and then sneak back to play, no one knew anyway.

As for why he suddenly sent a letter to a young author in a magazine, Li Ting recalled that he couldn’t remember it clearly. It must have been fun for a while. There were few children around and no friends, so he just wanted to give it a try. After posting a pass, it seems that I wrote a lot of thoughts, but I didn't expect the other party to reply in a long paragraph, very serious and polite, and thanked him.Li Ting, who was rarely treated like this, suddenly felt flattered, the two kept in touch, and that person should also be his first friend in his life.

The meaning of Fang Huai Ning to Li Ting was at first just a boredom existence, I believe that the other party should think of him in the same way, but after the superposition of time, they gradually catalyzed the feelings of mutual dependence and companionship.Words and photos are two-dimensional after all, and the person in the distance is more vividly cast by his own thoughts and fantasies. The other party, half of them are actually themselves

That's why when parting comes suddenly, Li Ting is so reluctant to let go.

I can't bear to let go of Huai Ning below, and I can't bear to let go of my past self.

But people will always grow up, after all, he gradually learned to face reality in memories, and learned to get rid of memories in reality.He kept walking forward, but Fang Huai Ning, who was with him in his memory, stayed in the same place, just like Time Moved, as if he was still waiting for him to go back to the past whenever he turned around.

This is why Li Ting would be so surprised and curious when he meets the other party again in reality.

The little gray man is no longer a little gray man, will Captain Crow still be Captain Crow?

Thought and knew it was impossible.

So Li Ting was just observing, and didn't want to meet again.

Li Ting said to Fang Huai Ning that he didn't need to apologize, he really thought so. Fang Huai Ning was his childhood playmate and childhood pen pal, those three years were wonderful, but the bond shouldn't be so deep, it was Li Ting's own Experience has given this feeling too much meaning, which has nothing to do with Fang Huai Ning, so why should he be responsible for it?

But the past between them was nostalgic and lingering, but it was far from the point of love. Li Ting once asked himself when his feelings for Fang Huai Ning began to change, whether it was because of him in the past or because of him. The current him?But after all, I can't touch an exact node.

But now, just as Fang Huai Ning was looking at him, Li Ting suddenly became clear.

This seed called love was deeply buried in the letters and letters when I was young, irrigated and germinated in those three years of passing each other, and finally grew with the eye-to-eye again and again. flowering……