love at first sight

After an unknown amount of time, Guan Qingxuan stood in the same spot without moving.

Long, long ago, he also had this feeling, powerless and hesitant, with no solid support around him.

The sound outside was dull and paradoxical, sometimes accompanied by a few low growls and the stickiness of the blade sinking into the flesh and blood.

Familiarity overlaps, vaguely on a cold winter day.

At that time, the weather was dangerous and it was snowing suddenly, but Guan Qingxuan was walking on the street in thin clothes.

At that time, he was only ten years old.The thick snow covered his knees, making it difficult to move an inch on the snow, and he would fall into the snowdrift after walking a few steps.

In the middle of the night, there was no one in sight.Guan Qingxuan took a few more steps forward, and after falling into the cold snowdrift again, he finally stopped moving forward.

He sat blankly in the white snow with no expression on his face, and tears fell down in an instant.

Silent crying, choking, and finally turned into a heartbroken cry, looking extremely helpless in the vast snow.

What is the meaning of living?The young Guan Qingxuan pondered over this question over and over again.

For unfulfilled ambitions?For someone who cares?for……

All of this was an unattainable dream for him.On ambition?He doesn't even know where he will be tomorrow, so how can he have the time to think about these things.As for the person who cares, there is no one around him, let alone a so-called important confidant.

Even his parents disliked him, saying that he was born with a bra, and they didn't want to look him in the eye.In the end, when he heard that his parents died in an accident and he became an orphan, his feelings at that time were beyond words.

Should I say sorry?But he has never experienced the warmth of family affection, not from the very beginning, and it seems that there is not much difference after losing it.

At the simple farewell meeting, many relatives who had never met walked past him, shed a few tears of sympathy, and received a few "poor" and "sad" at most.

Before and after the funeral, he did not shed a single tear.

Others were puzzled by his performance and attitude, satirizing him from the front, criticizing him behind his back, sneering and maliciously hitting him directly.

No one is willing to take in a nemesis, and even, they don't want to have anything to do with him.

The little Guan Qingxuan was crying hysterically in the cold snow, as if he was pouring out the injustice of the world.

At this time, a shadow fell down, covering his body, blocking the drifting snow and the bleak moonlight for him.

An umbrella came out of nowhere, and beside the umbrella stood a man in white.

"What's the matter? It's a snowy day, so you'll be exposed to the cold wind."

The man bent down, stretched out his hand towards Guan Qingxuan, and said softly: "Hurry up and go home, it's late, don't stay out alone, it's dangerous."

He smiled slightly, still stretched out his hand, waiting for Guan Qingxuan to hold it.

"..." Seeing this, Guan Qingxuan froze for a moment, but cried even harder.

He howled loudly and couldn't stop, startling the man.

The man withdrew his hand in a daze, shook his sleeves angrily, and said, "What's the matter? Staying here is not an option, why... go back with me first." As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to hug the boy rise.

However, before he touched it, the boy shrank back greatly in reaction, his eyes widened, and he shouted, "Don't touch me!"

He stared at the man vigilantly, and after a while, tears fell down his cheeks again.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

He was crying sadly, waving his hands wildly, and said hysterically: "Don't touch me! Touching me will make me weak."

"Huh?" The man was confused for a while, rubbed the center of his eyebrows helplessly, and asked, "Why? Who said that?"

Guan Qingxuan sniffed and choked up, "Everyone...says that..."

The man sighed, and quickly reached out to grab the boy, but he didn't expect the other party's reaction to be faster than his.Guan Qingxuan kicked his legs hard, took a big step backwards, stood firmly on the snow, and said in astonishment: "What are you doing?"

"..."

The man hung his hands and was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Your Excellency is really skilled. Can you tell someone's name?"

"..." Guan Qingxuan looked at the man puzzled, and said, "My surname is Guan, Guan Qingxuan."

The man withdrew his hands naturally, his eyes froze for a moment, he stroked his chin and said, "So you are the son of the official family. Frankly speaking, I don't like your parents very much."

Just as he finished speaking, he smiled lightly and watched Guan Qingxuan's reaction.There's no way, he's just a straightforward person, and he speaks directly to avoid embarrassment in the future.

Hearing this, Guan Qingxuan was taken aback, with a delicate expression.The man thought he would get angry, but he didn't expect that, after a long pause, he said, "Me too."

"Ah?" The man was completely confused, he looked at Guan Qingxuan with interest, and said with a smile: "My lord, what you said is really interesting, someone has already heard about the regrets of the Lingfu, what are your plans for the future?"

Guan Qingxuan glanced at the man, his bright eyes dimmed and drooped, and said, "I don't know, one step counts as one step."

In the days to come, he had no idea at all. In the final analysis, he was just an ordinary boy with no skills and no idea how to survive.

At this time, the man chuckled a few times, and the melodious laughter echoed around.Guan Qingxuan raised his head slightly, and was about to speak, but the man was nowhere to be seen. Surprised, a hand landed on his shoulder unexpectedly.

Guan Qingxuan stiffened immediately, staring at the snowy ground in front of him, which was as white as ever, leaving no traces in a daze.Behind him, the man said: "What? Are you surprised? Qingxuan, do you want to go with someone, let's practice Taoism together."

"I..." Guan Qingxuan was speechless for a while, so he turned around and nodded vigorously at the man.

The man smiled lightly, with gentle eyebrows and charming eyes.He took Guan Qingxuan's hand and said, "Let's go."

The two walked side by side in the snow on a winter night. This time, Guan Qingxuan walked smoothly and lightly, and did not fall into the ice again.

Behind him, there was only a row of neat footprints with shallow marks, and there was still no trace left by the man.The doubts in his heart gradually increased, and he couldn't help asking: "Master, what's your name?"

Hearing this, the man stopped and smiled slightly, his eyes were like a bright moon.He looked up at the snow falling all over the sky, and replied: "My surname is Ji, and the world calls me Ji Xian. You can call me Master, okay?"

When he spoke, the corners of his mouth were lightly raised, and the expression on his face was as gentle as water, but there was deep longing in his eyes.

Guan Qingxuan looked up at the man, and nodded in a daze, as dazed as if he had lost his soul.

Suddenly, he discovered that the man had no other weapons except an old paper fan.

A paper fan shielded him from the cold and snow, and he knew very well that this man would be able to carry the sky and the whole world.

For a moment, as if he noticed Guan Qingxuan's gaze, the man lowered his eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

Guan Qingxuan didn't answer, but just looked at the man fixedly.

The surrounding scenery gradually blurred, but his memory was always clear.

The night sky that night was full of stars.

……

In an instant, Guan Qingxuan pulled away from the past, two lines of clear tears flowed from his misty eyes.

He never forgot, what his master taught him, he never forgot.

At that time, when he was helpless, someone pulled him from the abyss and gave him hope that was originally out of reach.

Now, the human affairs are different, and there is no support behind him, he must become stronger.

What's more, there are still people who need his protection.

A thought arose in his heart, Guan Qingxuan wiped his face, put away the feather fan, and moved the formula with both hands.The hem of his clothes danced wildly with the wind, but his firm heart no longer wavered.

——Since it can’t be dissolved, let’s break it by force.

These are the words left to him by the enigmatic master.

Although the result is not satisfactory, even if the result is not what he likes.

The direction of the wind began to become messy, and the opposing force was getting stronger, and it might explode at any time.

Guan Qingxuan stood in the center, closed his eyes, and the surrounding aura mutated.

I only hope that the grievances and enmities of many years can be eliminated today.