remember who i am

"Damn!"

In the simple room, the slender young man was tossing and turning completely wrapped in the quilt, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

The bed was rolled into a mess by him, and the quilt was too hot.

The watery moonlight shone into the room through the crack of the window, and Ji Yan stretched out his hand and threw himself off the bed.

For the first time after copying and writing, I didn't feel sleepy for the first time, but became more and more energetic.

The more I lie on the bed, the clearer my mind becomes.

People who can't sleep can only put on their clothes again, open the courtyard door and wander around.

The main entrance of Du Mansion is the South Gate, while Shizhai is on the west side, and Futiancanghai is in the middle.

Only the Du Mansion Jiyan in the north has never been there.

Ji Yan headed north all the way, only wanting to induce sleepiness through exercise.

The further north you go, the more remote it gets.

Instead of neatly arranged small courtyards, there are only neat bamboos!

Passing through a bamboo forest, Ji Yan saw a man dancing with a sword.

The white clothes are fluttering, and the movements are nimble; the lavender tassels on the sword also dance wildly around with the movements of the master, forming a beautiful arc wherever it goes.

A ray of moonlight just hit the side of the man's face, and even the sword appeared to be radiant.

Ji Yan thought, this might be the most beautiful sword technique he has ever seen.

Feeling ecstatic, Ji Yan couldn't think of any poem to praise the beauty in front of him.

Swallowing, he lowered his body secretly, not wanting to disturb that person.

But the moment Ji Yan squatted down, the man turned around and pointed at Ji Yan's position with his sword.

He yelled sharply, "Who?"

The familiar voice made Ji Yan tremble. Seeing that he was discovered, he simply stopped hiding and replied loudly, "Me!"

Du Chunyu glanced at Ji Yan, a formulaic smile appeared on his face again, but his tone was not good, "Shuiyue Tongchan does not allow outsiders to enter."

"What is Shuiyue Tongchan?" Ji Yan tilted his head with an innocent and ignorant expression.

Du Chunyu choked, "Anyway, you can't come in here."

"Why?" Ji Yan leaned closer, with the air that I would not give up if I couldn't figure it out.

Du Chunyu choked again, this was a rule he had known since he could remember, and he didn't know why.

"You can't enter here."

Du Chunyu, who didn't know the reason, repeated it mechanically. The three-point smile on his face seemed to be engraved on it, and the arc of the corner of his mouth did not change a little.

"Then look, you don't let me walk without giving me a reasonable explanation. What's the reason for that?"

If you want to talk about fallacies, no one can say Ji Yan.

Du Chunyu: ...

Du Chunyu straightened his face and said seriously, "It doesn't make sense."

"Pfft—" Ji Yan couldn't help laughing, "Then why are you here?"

Turning around Du Chunyu, the distance between the two of them was invisible, and then he took a step back like a cat, widening the distance between the two of them.

"I can, but you can't." Du Chunyu looked at Ji Yan seriously.

"Tsk, I didn't expect the son of the Du family to work so hard."

Sitting on the ground, Ji Yan looked at the glistening sweat on his face, and suddenly wanted to wipe it off.

Thinking so, Ji Yan did the same.

When the bright yellow veil lightly touched the handsome face, both of them froze.

Du Chunyu took a step back, dodging the veil, her ears turned red.

"Practice every day?" Ji Yan asked with a nonchalant expression as he retracted the handkerchief.

"……,Um."

"Then I'll be with you too."

"You can't come here!"

"..."

However the next night.

Shuiyue Tongzen on a tree.

Ji Yan was chewing a piece of snack, shaking his straight legs comfortably, could this person be scared away by himself?

After touching his face, Ji Yan flew up and flew to the top of the tree in an instant, with the hem of his clothes flying around.

This way you can see farther.

Finally, when Ji Yan's feet were numb, Du Chunyu came late.

Ji Yan suddenly jumped to the ground, straightened his clothes and greeted him dissatisfiedly, "Why did you come here?"

"Shuiyue Tongchan does not allow outsiders to enter!" Looking at this person, Du Chunyu repeated again.

"Just the two of us, if you don't tell me and I don't tell you, no one will know!" Ji Yan winked at Du Chunyu maliciously.

From what Miao Ran said during the day, Ji Yan already knew that Shuiyue Tongchan was originally the place where the members of the Du family lived.

Eat, sleep, study, bedroom, and a large family surnamed Du live in it.

Is it necessary to make it so mysterious in a mere place to live?

Ji Yan feels that he is not a dangerous person, and only thinks that Du Chunyu is scaring himself.

Du Chunyu rubbed his forehead, why did he feel like doing bad things with this person in front of him?

"That's not OK."

"You promised me before!"

"what?"

"Teach me hand in hand! I'm so weak, I can't do anything."

Ji Yan's eyes widened, he looked at Du Chunyu brightly, and even showed Du Chunyu's slender wrist, almost cutting his heart out for him to see.

Du Chunyu was taken aback by Ji Yanhu, even he believed that he had really promised him something.

The Adam's apple rolled slightly, and Du Chunyu would never say no to it, "I'll see you at the training ground every day at this time."

"Then today?" Ji Yan smiled and rolled his eyes, like a fox who stole fish.

Without saying a word, Du Chunyu glanced at Ji Yan and walked towards the training ground.

The huge training ground, two people with bare hands, Du Chunyu euphemistically called it "testing the foundation".

However, the consequence of pretending not to know martial arts is to be beaten passively.

Inadvertently, Ji Yan had already been punched several times by Du Chunyu.

Rolling up his sleeves, his tender arms were already bruised.

Ji Yan suddenly regretted it.

Why don't you sleep well in the middle of the night?

What on earth was he being beaten here for? ?

Before Ji Yan could figure it out, Du Chunyu made a strict training plan for Ji Yan.

Listening to the rigorous plan with almost no loopholes, Ji Yan collapsed on the sand with a look of hopelessness.

However, for a day or two, Ji Yan followed Du Chunyu and persevered.

Not for anything else, just for the smile on Du Chunyu's face that has warmed him for more than ten years.

Looking at Du Chunyu, Ji Yan will feel that he belongs.

Three months later.

Nearly a hundred days of life has made Ji Yan adapt to the life here.

Miao Ran, who looks very vicious, and Li Tao, a small accountant who can't speak, enthusiastic classmates, and Du Shaoyi, who has been staring at him for more than a month.

Ji Yan has long been integrated into them, sometimes he will take Miao Ran to sneak over the wall to buy some wine, and sometimes he will accompany Li Tao to settle accounts in the counting room.

The Du family's family style is very relaxed. As long as the students can complete their homework and attend classes on time, the rest of the time is at their own disposal.

In a warm place, Ke Ji Yan learned a lot.

Everyone was so kind to him that Ji Yan didn't know how to repay him.

Another day of evening training, Ji Yan, who was sweating profusely, spread out on the ground, panting heavily, and spread his legs defenselessly, no matter how comfortable he was.

Simply unsightly.

He still hasn't fought Du Chunyu today, Ji Yan is upset, and he doesn't know when he will be able to display his real ability and have a good fight.

Looking at Ji Yan's posture, Du Chunyu hesitated to speak.

Having been together day and night for three months, it stands to reason that the two should be very familiar with each other.

At least that's what Ji Yan intended.

But every day Du Chunyu taught himself to practice martial arts very much, and he hardly spoke much. After practicing martial arts, the two went back to their respective homes and slept separately.

So now there is no progress in the relationship between the two people.

The slight change is that Du Chunyu will no longer show a standardized smile to himself. When he walks to meet each other, he will wave his hand at him, and then he will return him with a slightly different smile from others.

It was a little warmer, and it lacked something superficial like greetings.

Ji Yan didn't know whether to feel relieved or regretful.

He was always thinking about what was wrong, but Ji Yan couldn't figure out why after thinking about it.

"Du Chunyu," Ji Yan called out suddenly.

"What?" Unlike Ji Yan, Du Chunyu leaned against a tree, looking at the sky speechlessly.

"Why are you working so hard?"

Du Chunyu paused for a moment, and asked himself, why?

It is not without reason that I have persisted in night training for ten years.

Probably because of fear.

The sense of powerlessness in the face of a powerful enemy frightened him.

More than ten years ago, when he faced the wolves, when he exhausted his energy to carry the girl who didn't know how to live, he was confused, helpless and afraid. Du Chunyu has never been willing to recall the events of that day.

It was he who failed to protect the child.

"For..." After all, Du Chunyu didn't say the following words, but he would not tell lies to perfunctory.

Therefore, the entire training ground was filled with awkward silence.

Did you say something wrong?

Ji Yan went through the few words of the conversation between the two of them in his mind, and found that there was nothing.

He got up and patted Du Chunyu on the shoulder, "I'm going back to bed, and you should go to bed early too."

Du Chunyu nodded and smiled at Ji Yan.

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Ji Yan: Oh~ Du Chunyu hit someone

Du Chunyu: _(:з)∠)_

Ji Yan: Awwow~Du Chunyu's domestic violence

Du Chunyu: My daughter-in-law is really an actress~

Ji Yan: (づ￣[-]￣)づ

Listening to Du Shaohui in the corner: I really don’t understand the fun of young people (⊙８⊙)