remember who i am

Rong Chang had a look of disbelief, never thought that his once gentle and considerate lover would let him kill their child with a cold look.

Obviously it wasn't like this before!

The tenderness and tenderness of the past are all gone.

Rong Chang ran out crying and shut himself at home, helpless and sad.

But the stomach waited for no one, when Rong Chang could no longer hide it, Master Rong and Mrs. Rong finally discovered something.

He caught the man who was still recuperating in Jiangning City, but when that man faced the family, especially Rong Chang, he seemed like a stranger, and the deep affection in his eyes had long since disappeared.

"It's just a prostitute with better looks!" The man didn't even look at Rong Chang, "I'm not qualified to conceive my Shen Muping's child yet!"

A suit of armor added to the body, quite imposing.

Rong Chang puffed her stomach, her thin lips trembled slightly, "You, what did you say?"

"Heh... If you insist on giving birth to this child, then I can also carry you into the mansion."

It is to lift, not to marry.

Mrs. Rong fainted immediately from the shock of Shen Muping's words. This is their only daughter who has been precious for more than ten years!

Master Rong caught Madam Rong, glanced at the man who was almost ten years older than Rong Chang, and sighed, "You are Shen Dexuan's eldest son, right?"

At that time, the world was in chaos, and Shen Dexuan was one of the forces, vying for the position of co-lord of the world.

Even in the remote corner of Jiangning, the Rong family did not have any force to oppose the Shen family.

Rong Weicheng hugged his wife, gritted his teeth and said word by word, "Major General, we will kill this child."

His daughter could never marry into such a family.

"No, I want it." This is a life, and since it came into her belly, it has the right to come to this world and open its eyes to see the world.

"Okay, since that's the case, I'll send a sedan chair to pick him up in three days." Shen Muping frowned and thought about it.

"No, you may not understand what I mean, this child belongs to me, Rongshang, and has nothing to do with you." Rongshang's heart was already cold when Shen Muping said with a cold face that he would kill the child.

Shen Muping frowned, turned and left without saying anything.

In order not to burden her parents, Rong Chang lived with Bai Lu in Qujingtongyou to raise her baby. Ten months was just a blink of an eye.

The baby was also born smoothly, and she was so white and cute.

Two thin women with a child supported a family.

When Yu'er was one year old, the two finally walked out of the house, only to hear the news that the entire Rong Mansion had been destroyed by Shen Dexuan.

In two years, many changes can be made, such as the Rong family being wiped out, or the major general becoming the prince of Fufeng.

Rong Chang and Bai Lu stood in their former home, at a loss.

No one, not a trace of life.

Bai Lu still remembered the scene of the young lady's frail body holding the child, howling in the cold wind.

When little Yu'er heard her mother cry, she also opened her mouth and wailed.

Bai Lu turned her head and saw a person, she couldn't say a word.

Shen Muping, who hadn't seen him for two years, was looking at the two of them at the door, there were so many things in his eyes that Bai Lu could hardly understand them.

Rong Chang looked at Shen Muping in a daze, and cried even harder.

For the first time, Shen Muping put his arms around Rong Chang's body, sandwiched Shen Yu between the two, and whispered something in Rong Chang's ear.

Then, Bai Lu saw a flash of light in the eldest lady's eyes.

She didn't know what Shen Muping said to Rong Chang, she only knew that after that, Shen Muping brought Rong Chang into his residence.

Rong Chang agreed.

At that time, Shen Dexuan had already laid a foundation in Jiangning and was trying to expand northward.

In Shen's mansion, Rong Chang became a concubine for no apparent reason, and Bai Lu was a concubine's maidservant.

Here, Rong Chang often does not see Shen Muping, and what he looks forward to day and night is a tiny hope.Rong Chang lived the most disdainful life ever.

In five years, neither long nor short, Shen Muping seemed to have forgotten a woman named Rong Chang, and also a son named Shen Yu.

The little Shen Yu has already started babbling, he can't call him father, he can only call mother.

Probably really desperate for such a life, Rong Chang sent her and Shen Yu away that day, and committed suicide by drinking medicine under a peach blossom tree in the courtyard.

When Bai Lu came back, she only saw the eldest lady wearing the men's clothes that she and Shen Muping met for the first time that year, lying under the peach tree, her body covered with fragrant petals.

She was still so beautiful, her face was like a peach blossom, her eyes were closed tightly, like a delicate girl sleeping soundly under a tree.

Shen Yu hugged Rong Chang who had been out of breath for a long time, trying to wake up his mother who was secretly sleeping.

However, at that time, Shen Yu probably didn't know that his mother would never wake up, hug him, hug him and kiss him again.

Bai Lu piled up a firewood on the spot very calmly, without any expression on her face, gently placed Rong Chang among the thin firewood, and resolutely lit the fire.

She understands Rongshang, she knows what Rongshang wants.

Shen Yu's eyes widened, and he desperately pushed Bai Lu. The little man cried and looked at Bai Lu with hatred in his eyes.

What no one knew was that Shen Muping hid behind the house that day, biting his lip until blood came out.

Bai Lu didn't know and couldn't know, during that period of time, Shen Muping put aside all government affairs and committed suicide several times, but Shen Dexuan stopped them in time.

For Bai Lu and Shen Yu, life was still painful, and the huge Shen residence would not change in any way because of the death of a concubine.

And this small courtyard became the residence of the servants because of the death of the master. No one knew that there was a grandson here.

During the day, Bai Lu had to work on shift to earn a salary so that she could provide for Shen Yu's food and drink.

In the entire compound, there were only Shen Yu and those servants on shift who looked down on others.

A master who is not favored by his superiors is a servant among servants and a slave among slaves, and it will not change because of his age.

I don't know how long he has been in a daze, but in Bai Lu's perception, it may be because Shen Muping's conscience finally found out that he remembered that he had a son in such a remote courtyard.

Shen Yu finally enjoyed the life he deserved as the eldest grandson of Emperor Fufeng, rich in clothes and fine food, and calling the wind and the rain.

Seeing that Shen Yu had finally made it through, Bai Lu also sneaked away.

Because, this little child really remembered the scene of her burning Rongshang, and firmly believed that she Bailu killed his mother.

After finishing speaking, a tear rolled down Bai Lu's eyes. If she had known this would end up like this, she would not have allowed Rong Chang to save that man even if she had tried her best.

In the dark, Shen Yu's eyes were red, and scenes from childhood flashed in his mind.

Bai Lu had no idea what he had suffered during the day!

Serving tea and water for the subordinates, washing clothes and taking a bath, even eunuchs insulted him and forced him to do such filthy things.

While enduring physical pain, he endured all kinds of foul language.

The little man didn't even know that he was the prince's son, nor did he know who he was.

Enduring insults during the day, and bearing the charity of killing his mother and enemies, this kind of life made Shen Yu despair, he didn't know the meaning of his life.

As time goes by, I get used to it.

Until one day, when he was stripped naked by three eunuchs and pressed against the corner of the wall, a young man in white flew down from the corner, kicked away the villains who were trying to commit violence again, and took off his white robe to cover Shen Yu's body with great care. body.

And gently hugged Shen Yu in his arms, as if he was holding the most precious treasure in the world.

The little Shen Yu's eyes were dull, like a dilapidated doll.

In a daze, Shen Yu only remembered that young man in white patted him on the back, showing his pretty little canine teeth, and coaxed softly, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, uncle is here!"

It turned out that being hugged was so warm.Shen Yu rubbed against the chest of the white-clothed boy, feeling nostalgic for it.

Shen Yu remembered the instant warmth until now.

Later, he was told that he was the eldest grandson of the current emperor of a country, and he was going to be the emperor in the future.

But Shen Yu didn't know what an emperor was at all, so he was sent to the gorgeous palace in such a daze, where he learned some obscure knowledge.

Everyone respected him, but Shen Yu felt that everything was cold and fake.

There is no one to rely on, no warm embrace, only Shen Yu himself.

And the flamboyant young man who said softly, "Uncle is here," disappeared.

In desperation, Shen Yu didn't know how to meet that person, so he could only have fun every day, hanging out with the court ladies.

A voice in his heart told him that as long as he made more trouble, the easier it would be for him to be taken seriously.

Sure enough, after he made a fuss for a few days, the boy in white came, but his expression was not good.

"What's going on?" Shen Mufan's eyes were full of impatience, without the tenderness of the day.

At that moment, Shen Yu's heart fell into the ice cave, and he laughed and said, "It's nothing, I am just like this!" Amidst the heartless laughter, Shen Yu became more and more desperate for this world.

Finally, that man killed his nominal grandfather and his nominal father, but Shen Yu only felt relieved.

Kill it, it's best to die!

But leaving him alone, but emptied him.

Until that moment, Shen Yu didn't know what Shen Mufan wanted, and obediently obeyed all of Shen Mufan's arrangements, Shen Yu was like a marionette being manipulated.

"Since you don't want to save, why did you bring me out of that abyss!" Shen Yu murmured softly, tears streaming down his face.

Seeing the darkest world, he has already adapted and fallen, so why let him feel the warm embrace?

After tasting the warmth of his embrace, and then pushing him into the abyss, Shen Yu only felt that every second of his breath was painful.

Ling Yun, who had been stabbed in the leg next to him, looked at such an emperor and shook his head with a look of disappointment.

Now only two of the six guards survived, and one of them rebelled. The Fufeng royal family might be doomed.

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Shen Yu: The baby is suffering/(ㄒoㄒ)

Ji Yan: Where is the pain

Shen Yu: Everywhere suffers QAQ

Li Zhen: That’s probably useless

Ji Yan: (⊙?⊙)

Ji Jing: The relationship is good (⊙▽⊙)

Ji Yan: I didn’t expect you to be like Ji Jing :)