remember who i am

Ge Yue always felt that she was dreaming, or else this world was a fantasy, and in this world, is there really a way to go back to the past.

I can't believe it.

Ge Yue, who was still in shock, froze in place, thinking about the authenticity of what Du Chunyu said just now.

And Xiao Shangzhi over there was still sitting on the ground crying, crying until he had lost all strength, curled up into a ball, and twitched slightly.

It didn't take long before the slight convulsions tended to intensify, and the body gradually became uncontrollable.

Most of the children of the royal family suffer from mild or severe epilepsy symptoms, but because she did not take the tonic that can warm and nourish the body when she was a child, her symptoms are more serious than others.

While he still had a sliver of willpower, he took out a elixir not much smaller than a fist from his bosom, and lifted the elixir tremblingly to his mouth with trembling little hands.

Suddenly there was a violent convulsion, and the pill fell from Xiao Shangzhi's hand.

After rolling a few times, she rolled in front of Ji Yan.

Xiao Shangzhi closed her eyes in despair, she no longer had the strength to crawl so far to retrieve the elixir.

And this is the last pill she has.

Every elixir must be planned and eaten sparingly one by one, so as to make it to the next monthly routine.

It is better to die like this than to live hopelessly and alone.

Anyway, no one cares.

Layers of foam had formed around her mouth, and she was in a very dangerous situation now.

Ji Yan bent down and reached out to pick up the elixir, but his hand went straight through the elixir.

It can't be touched at all!

Ji Yan smashed his hands on the ground in a hurry, and if he couldn't get the medicine, he could only watch the child suffer.

There were beads of sweat on Xiao Shangzhi's forehead, as if he couldn't take it anymore, he opened his mouth and shouted.

"Aah~"

Only after Xiao Shangzhi yelled twice, a boy emerged from the grass not far away.

About fifteen or sixteen years old, tall and thin, carrying a flower basket, it seems that he is picking flowers.

The silk and satin all over her body did not match the small broken flower basket on her arm.

Following the sound, I saw the little girl doll rolling on the ground in pain.

He hurriedly ran to Shang Zhi, and pulled up the trembling little man.

The little girl was already a little delirious due to the long-term convulsions.

Just the feeling of being picked up.

The embrace was very warm, and Shang Zhi rubbed it greedily.

As a result, the white froth I spit out rubbed on other people's clothes.

Calamus twitched the corners of his mouth, thinking that the little girl must be ill, and looked around.

Finally seeing the elixir under Ji Yan's feet, he wanted to get up and take it back.

But Shang Zhi refused to let go no matter what.

In desperation, he had to pick up Shang Zhi to pick up the medicine together.

Although Shangzhi is small, he doesn't look very fat, but he really knows how to hide meat. A 15-year-old boy is carrying a [-]-year-old girl on his back. After walking a few steps, he is exhausted.

After finally walking the short distance, Calamus sat down on the grass exhausted, and reached out to pick up the elixir that had been abandoned.

Aim at the sun and squint for a while.

Well, it's a cure.

So he opened Xiao Shangzhi's mouth, broke the medicine into several portions, and fed it patiently.

He hugged Xiao Shangzhi quietly and sat there.

He patiently wiped the white foam off his lips bit by bit.

The effect of the medicine came up, and Xiao Shangzhi gradually regained consciousness. Seeing that he was hugged by a beautiful little brother, he immediately didn't know what to do.

Since I have memory, I have never had the experience of being hugged.

With great difficulty, he stretched out his hand and pushed the person who was hugging him, and Changpu immediately reacted and said, "I finally woke up, is there any discomfort?"

"No more." Xiao Shangzhi said obediently and unnaturally.

In fact, just after the illness, her legs were weak and she had no strength to go back.

"That's good, which palace do you live in, I'll see you off." Chang Pu was relieved when she heard that she was fine, and smiled.

It's so pretty to smile——

Shang Zhi was obsessed with it for a while, and then responded, where do you live?

That's a cold palace!

Instinctively, he didn't want this little brother with such a clean and pure smile to know that he was a child in the cold palace.

With a flustered expression, he said, "No, I can go back by myself, I can go!"

Pushing the calamus away hard, he started running on his own.

"Ouch!"

This Shangzhi is really strong!Calamus didn't pay attention for a while, and was pushed to the ground.

Shang Zhi saw that the savior fell to the ground by himself, hesitated for a moment, and ran back again.

Calamus simply pretended to be dead, closing his eyes and breathing.

Seeing that the pretty little brother passed out, Shang Zhi lost his mind again. Could it be that he killed himself? !

Opened his throat and cried again.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo-"

Changpu felt helpless when he saw people crying because of his fright. Whose child loves to cry so much?

Immediately opened his eyes, "Hey, don't cry, I, I'm teasing you."

……

It took a lot of effort to coax people.

"I don't want to go back!" Shang Zhi's voice was still crying, she was afraid that the cold palace was empty.

"Why don't you want to go back?" Calamus became a close brother.

"..." Shang Zhi fell silent again.

With his little head drooping, he walked back slowly.

Calamus was a little worried, and followed behind Shang Zhi.

When he arrived at the gate of the hall, Shang Zhi mustered up a lot of courage, turned around, and said softly to Calamus, "Can I play with you often in the future?"

Calamus smiled and agreed, anyway, he was studying art in this palace, and he was free to come and go.

It's good to coax the kid to be happy.

"Then where can I find you?" Xiao Shang Zhi's eyes lit up upon hearing this.

"Well, if you want to play with me, you can go to the Tai Hospital and say that you can find Calamus." After speaking, he also gave a small golden lock in his arms.

As if Xiao Shangzhi had found a treasure, he took it very preciously.

Seeing Shang Zhi's precious appearance, Calamus laughed even wider.

After Shang Zhi entered the palace, Calamus belatedly looked at the name of the palace. The mahogany and black characters were "Siyi Palace" in big characters.

!!!

Calamus trembled, isn't this the former emperor's husband's palace?

So, that little girl just now is the first princess?

Calamus let out a long sigh. Among the children in the palace, the one who suffers the most is this Princess Shangzhi.

Originally, Empress Shuyi and her ex-husband were very affectionate, and they went through a lot of hardships together.

However, when the queen was pregnant with the little princess, the former emperor's husband was caught and raped by the queen with a maid.

I don't know if it was framed by someone, but I didn't investigate, and I didn't listen to the emperor's husband's justification, so I immediately deposed the emperor's husband, and the maid was cut into pieces by five horses.

The ground is a prison, and the Siyi Palace, which was originally full of people, has also become a veritable cold palace.

Afterwards, the queen gave birth to a little princess, and threw the little princess to the former imperial husband, and made five new imperial husbands.

Now, for such a long time, no one knows what happened to the former imperial husband and the little princess. This is a place that has been forgotten by the entire imperial palace.

Thinking of the way the little princess cried just now, I feel a little distressed.

Let's see her more in the future.

With the departure of calamus, the sky went dark for a brief moment.

Still in Siyi Hall.

The previous Siyi Hall changed from its previous cleanliness, and the former emperor's husband changed from his previous decadence, with bright eyes.

A table of groom's dress in red, crowded with people, and there was an endless stream of people queuing up to give gifts.

Shang Zhi was also wearing a miniature version of the red dress, the worry between his brows had disappeared, and he was fighting with Calamus in the yard.

"This is mine, give it back to me!" The smiling Shang Zhi hopped up to reach for the object in Chang Pu's hand.

"That can't be done, I worked so hard to get it." Calamus even raised his feet and held up the things in his hand.

"Pugie bullied me." Really unable to get a beautiful gift, Shang Zhi even resorted to tricks, tears came out as soon as he said it, there was no need to draft.

calamus:……

Calamus' heart trembled at the sound of Brother Pu's call, and hurriedly stuffed the congratulatory gift into Shang Zhi's hand.

Shang Zhi proudly stuck out his tongue at Changpu, and quickly unwrapped the complicated package with his fingertips.

It is said that the former imperial husband was favored again, and the queen divorced several other imperial husbands, and held a new wedding for them.

The tall queen came from afar on a steed. In a few years, the queen gave birth to several sons, but she never had a daughter.

Excessive childbirth made the queen's body slightly fatter, but it did not affect her beautiful appearance at all.

The ex-husband was a little startled when he saw the queen who hadn't dismounted yet.

I haven't seen you for many years, it seems like a lifetime away.

Muttering "Fat..."

The queen saw her once loving lover, and kept recalling the scene she saw that day in her mind. Her face was distorted to the extreme, and she suppressed the desire to vomit, pulled her ex-husband up, and walked towards the queen's bedroom.

Shang Zhi, who was talking with Calamus, raised his head inadvertently, and saw a disgusted expression on the face of the person she should call "Emperor Mother".

The little heart was stung severely.

The imperial husband sat behind the queen, gently wrapped his arms around the queen's waist, and let out a satisfied breath, Shuyi finally forgave herself.

After sending his father away, Shang Zhi, as the only heir to the throne, was naturally sent to the Imperial Academy for strict discipline.

Behavior, etiquette in poetry and writing, and the use of people in governing the country must be taught from the beginning.

Shang Zhi, who had been in the Imperial College for two days, was a little irritable. He hadn't seen his father for two days, and he had almost forgotten what the empress looked like.

Worried about his father, he led a three or four-year-old little radish he had just met to find calamus.

Calamus has grown from a student to an imperial physician. Because he studied under a famous doctor and has excellent medical skills, he has a high status in the imperial hospital.

Shang Zhi, who was familiar with the way, led Shang Feng, who was not as tall as her waist, into the gate of the Tai Hospital.

Hastily told Calamus that he wanted to see his father.

Calamus persuaded Shang Zhi to let her wait, after all, the queen just got married.

At this moment, according to Loulan's rules, princes and princesses are not allowed to appear in front of the queen.

As long as Shang Zhi behaves well, he will definitely be able to see him.

Shang Zhi readily agreed, she was always obedient in front of Calamus.

Lead the little radish head back in place.

In the middle of the night, Shang Zhi tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep, and suddenly thought of the expression on his mother's face when he got married that day, and couldn't lie down anymore.

Quietly got up, stuffed the pillow into the quilt, and sneaked into the Queen Mother's bedroom in the dark of night.

Shang Zhi was courageous, a small person who was not afraid of the dark and empty path, and the four ghostly people floating in the air behind her frowned, this bad premonition was too strong.

When I arrived at the Queen's bedroom, I found that the Queen Mother hadn't rested.

On the contrary, there are plenty of candles in the hall, as bright as day.

Shang Zhi poked a hole in the window, and when he saw the scene inside, he was so shocked that he couldn't say a word.

The father was tied to the bed by the empress!

And that woman was holding a small knife, gently cutting the flesh on the arm of her father who had been dependent on her since she was a child.

Then, Shang Zhi saw that she actually put the thin slice of meat into her mouth with blood on it!

Shang Zhi was terrified, she saw her father saw her and looked at her.

Then he calmly looked away, just like before, lifeless.

She wanted to rush into the house to stop this act of hurting her father, but she was so scared of that woman.

That woman's mouth, neck, hands, and even her clothes were all stained the color of blood.

His eyes were extremely horrified, and his eyes were red, like a demon from hell.

The steps she moved out moved back again, and the anxious Shang Zhi pinched her arm tightly, her father was in pain, and she wanted to be in pain with him.

Very anxious, the situation is very urgent, but I am very scared.

He bit his lips tightly to prevent himself from crying, and just watched his father being eaten bite by bite.

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It will be over soon QAQ

Small Theater: No Contrast, No Harm:

Ji Yan: Woohoo, so touched, I want to cry QAQ

Du Chunyu (embracing): Don't be afraid, Lao Gong is here

Li Tao: Woohoo, so sad, I want to cry

Ning Yu (kiss): Let’s go, don’t watch

Ge Yue: Woohoo, I'm so sad, please comfort me

Ji Yan: Roll the calf