wild cranberries

Grandma Xiaoman seldom meets Lin Yixiong in the vegetable market, especially now it is evening.She thought about it, as if she had never actually talked to this person, the reason why she felt unfamiliar was because Li Yuan and him looked like portraits, with the same kind of handsomeness.

Grandma Xiaoman said that she put the bright green water spinach into the basket, and saw him standing beside the stall, wearing a military green jacket and a pair of sneakers. Also took a big butcher.Grandma Xiaoman approached him, patted him on the back very familiarly, waited for someone to wipe off the water stains on his hands in a hurry, turned around in doubt, and asked with a smile: "Is Li Yuan's father? I live on the first floor of your alley."

It is disrespectful for neighbors to recognize themselves but not for neighbors. Lin Yixiong is quite embarrassed.

"Hey." Wanshi just nodded, and said nonsense: "I've seen it, I've seen it. Are you here to buy food?"

"Buy some to burn tomorrow at noon." Grandma Xiaoman followed up the relationship: "My little grandson, Peng Xiaoman, is in the same school as your Li Yuan."

"Peng—oh!" Lin Yixiong's white, clean and thin figure of Peng Xiaoman suddenly popped up in Lin Yixiong's mind, and he suddenly said: "The child's grandma? Oh, I'm sorry, I haven't said hello to you! I You can't be a father, you can't be a neighbor! My name is Lin, just call me Xiaolin."

"Are you busy?" Grandma Xiaoman pushed Lin Yixiong to lean sideways in the aisle, avoiding pedestrians, and asked, "So your surname is not Li?"

"The child has the mother's surname." Lin Yixiong smiled: "I'm at the police station, just, busy all day long, with so many miscellaneous things that I can't handle it."

"It's good to follow your mother's surname. You said that you are very busy, and you can raise children so well. Look, you are handsome, study well, and you are stable." Grandma Xiaoman rolled her broken hair and blinked her eyes shrewdly. , Smiling: "I listened to the lecture. Our family, Xiao Man, talked about your family's Xiaoyuan, and he recommended him to leave? Is it a very good university? Congratulations."

There is no parent who does not like to hear the compliments given to their children, and no parent who responds to the compliments can take it seriously, and Lin Yixiong is no exception.He experienced the arrogance and complacency of being a parent in his lack of confidence. He wanted to restrain himself, feeling that the rewards were not proportional to the efforts, and it was unreasonable, but he really couldn't help the smile in his heart.He rubbed his neck, feeling his palms were slightly hot, and went to pick up the shrimp that the boss had appraised, and nodded in response: "Thank you, thank you, yes, the guarantee is successful, and the school is okay. Children are powerful, and we are fate." It’s ready to go.”

"Blessed." Grandma Xiaoman gave a sincere thumbs-up, sighed in a short voice, and pointed to Manman in his hand, "Make him some good supplements, shall we?"

Lin Yixiong's face became miraculously hot, and he turned his head to catch the perch that he had killed.

"Good boy, yes, I can't hurt him no matter what." Grandma Xiaoman paused, her eyes were bent, and there were small and gentle folds around her: "Being a parent is just getting older and getting less and less time. I said, is it true to spend more time with the children? Let them do what they want."

Like a prologue, the vegetable market was full of people's voices and mixed smells. Lin Yixiong was suddenly pulled away to the wilderness with a single gossip.He felt like waking up again, the good and the bad in the relationship were as usual, the weather was like, sometimes it was raining heavily, and sometimes it was sunny.Being in an unchangeable relationship does not mean that you are completely passive and let things develop, and you can do nothing. Instead, you have to pay more attention to the weather, pay attention to avoiding rain, and sunbathe on sunny days. Everything, in fact, only lasts for a long time. new.

The bass bounced in the bag with great vigor.

Once Peng Xiaoman returned to the pre-liberation period, Comrade Li Yuan's schedule was different from that of ordinary students. He recently changed to bus No. 12, but he was still so crowded that he wanted to cry and vomit, and he got home half an hour later than usual.After opening the door, putting down the schoolbag and throwing the shoes, the first thing to do when entering the house is to look up and howl, howl hungry, howl howl the car is crowded, howl howl the book is heavy, howl until the grandma put on clothes and stood up and said you shut up, and then it stopped.After turning on the desk lamp and sitting down for a while, grandma brought hot food with soup and water into the room all night.Tonight is a large wonton in fresh soup, half bamboo shoots and half meat, with egg skin and lettuce inside.

Grandma Xiaoman sat down next to him, gathered up a pile of sundries and paper scraps on the desk, threw them into the wastebasket, and asked, "Is tomorrow a holiday?"

"That's not the point, this false appointment means there is no such thing." Peng Xiaoman got his tongue tied scalded, covered his mouth to look for cold water, and said vaguely, "It's the day after tomorrow, that's the point."

"Ah? Are they all the same?" Grandma Xiaoman squinted, stood up hastily, and tore open the door, she forgot the old-fashioned wall calendar for a few days, "My dear, time is so fast? It's already more than April. "

"What do you think? Sigh—it's gone." Peng Xiaoman flipped the page of biology, flattened the midline, scooped up wontons with a spoon in his left hand, and twirled a gel pen in his right hand. It's almost over."

"What about archery? Huh." Grandma Xiaoman smiled, and patted the back of his head: "Write after eating! Oil splashed on the book."

Peng Xiaoman shook his head, biting his spoon to reach for the notebook in his bag, "No, no, no, just splash it, it shows that I am hardworking."

"It's a set of nonsense, I'll interrupt it for you." Grandma Xiaoman sneered, leaned closer to his desk, saw his side face under the lamp shining brightly, and his curled eyelashes turned pale gold, and whispered softly He asked quietly: "Wu Yanqing's jaw is about to drop, there are two pimples on his forehead, how hard are you to fight?"

"Is this called ruthless? That's right, who hasn't put in some effort at this stage." Peng Xiaoman rubbed the tip of his nose, stared at the problem-solving ideas in the teaching assistant's answer, and swallowed the crispy bamboo shoots in his mouth, "I will also sharpen my gun before the battle." It’s been just a few months, and some of our class are desperately staying awake, and I’m nothing compared to them.”

"If you dare not to sleep, you are looking for death, you little sick child." Grandma Xiaoman poked him on the temple, causing him to tilt his head, "Your mother will be so distressed."

mom.It sounds like a distant feeling, the sound of mountains and valleys, like Yungu nursery rhymes in a dream.

In the lyrics, no matter how far away the world is, no matter how tall I am.

Peng Xiaoman stopped writing, glanced at the photo of Ge Xiuyin at hand, pursed his lips, and lowered his head happily: "She must have laughed aloud at the sight of my hard work. I must be glad that my ancestors are smoking, and I am finally willing to work hard."

"Bullshit." Grandma Xiaoman moved to touch his face instead, her not-so-smooth palms were warm and warm, "Why smoke? Whose grave wants to smoke? If our old Peng's family doesn't smoke, the old Peng's family wants us to smoke." The only grandson is fine."

Peng Xiaoman was moved, and said: "Hit my enthusiasm."

Grandma Xiaoman was very aggressive, and patted his face: "I don't know what's good!"

Shouting that it hurts, Peng Xiaoman lay down on the pile of papers and laughed until the tip of his nose turned red.He had a lot to say in his heart, but he knew he couldn't say it.He cut off many details and key points, and asked grandma briefly and aimlessly: "Where do I go for the exam, are you and my dad willing?"

Grandma Xiaoman said as if she had heard a joke: "Wherever you fall in love, go there!"

"Then I will inherit my father's mantle and go to Iraqi jihad for two years." Peng Xiaoman opened his mouth and said nonsense.

Grandma Xiaoman frowned and raised her hand: "I'm really going to break your ribs."

"Oh, I'm just kidding, don't be so violent." Peng Xiaoman raised his hands to cover his head and laughed, "I interrupted you in June, you bought a wheelchair and pushed me to take the exam. I will be on the news the next day when I am physically disabled and strong."

"Oh, I really hope that you can take the same exam as Xiaoyuan." Grandma Xiaoman pushed his bowl, "Eat too much, it'll make you sick to your stomach."

Peng Xiaoman was stunned for a while.

He brushed his hair, smiled, and asked, "Why?"

"I have no face to say."

"I'm counting on me to take the exam with him, don't worry, you can entrust him to help you take care of me, right?" Peng Xiaoman laughed.

Grandma Xiaoman brushed her hair and said nothing, which was almost a tacit consent.

"I'll fight for it." Peng Xiaoman gestured with two fingers on his brow bone again, and said, "I'll try to let you take advantage of him."

Try to keep up with him and not fall behind.

Qingyi Yimo is at the bottom of the national rankings.Those who have experienced it say that it is of little value to participate in the two-mode and three-mode questions. It is purely because the Education Bureau wants to give you confidence, and the one-mode test must be taken seriously; The black horses are also one after another; people who have experienced it say that there is no definite number until the end; people who have experienced it also say that achievement is something that does not represent your true level.If you can't listen to the words of the people who come here, you can't bend your mind, and you will go crazy.

By chance, Peng Xiaoman and You Kaifeng were in the same exam room. On the day of the exam, the school arrived too early. The school gate was closed and the Wunan River was flowing slowly.

The last batch of comprehensive university admissions for art exams was over, and those who recruited early, the list of qualified candidates was released one after another.You Kaifeng did not pass the art examination of the performing arts department of the eight comprehensive universities. He got all the certificates, and all of them were in the top five valid rankings.The four schools are admitted based on the score of the school examination and the college entrance examination of four to six, and the four schools are based on the provincial art unified admission line, and are admitted in order of ranking in the school examination.Excluding Liying, You Kaifeng's record of 100% certification is comparable to pentakill, which is regarded as the top one in Qiyuan this year.But for no reason, You Kaifeng thought it was ridiculous.

——I didn’t get what I wanted, and I didn’t want what I got.

People are afraid of this kind of state where the two ends cannot be touched, and if they fail to do so, they will step on the ground and fall to the bottom.

Although You Kaifeng is not desperate in the end, his parents are waiting for him, either he will be stubborn in the future, or he will be cowardly in the future.

The AorB of wisdom and bravery in life.

You Kaifeng opened his mouth to take a mouthful of the pancake fruit, and the crispy and chewy inside made a crackling sound. People who are blown by willow catkins in the sky in April hate to cut trees or cut their noses.He sneezed four times in a row, and the spitting cake dregs jumped out three meters away, wiped his mouth and said, "Marco, he also sells comprehensive university certificates for [-] and [-], rush to buy them. "

"I've seen 35 yuan." Peng Xiaoman turned over the wrong page and swallowed the cake, "[-] yuan, I think it's a cup of West Lake Longjing that he scraped off the oil after eating his elbow."

Peng Xiaoman couldn't bear the coughing method that You Kaifeng would vomit blood, so he closed the notebook and slapped for him.

"Oh my mother." You Kaifeng calmed down, cleared his throat and said, "It's great, Li Yuan can be teased by you every day like a big goose, to have a boyfriend with a sharp tongue, Every day is a ready-made cold joke."

"Well, my role is equivalent to that of an old man, isn't it?" Peng Xiaoman raised an eyebrow at him.

"No, I praise you, it's really Mr. Xiaoman." You Kaifeng blinked his left eye, boasting that he was suave, and even flicked his tongue, "You don't know how great it is to like someone who can make you happy, Pistachios, you know? It's just luck."

His words were deep, as if they had a deep meaning, but Peng Xiaoman didn't quite understand: "...can you still like someone who makes you unhappy or unhappy?"

"My father, the father of many people."

Peng Xiaoman could not refute.

"Really." You Kaifeng compared four times, pointing to the sky: "I will definitely go and spur him when I have nothing to do in the future, so that he must not let you go, if you dare to let go, I will break his dog legs for you.

Peng Xiaoman first turned his head and smiled at the silent river, and when it stopped, he reached out and gave You Kaifeng a high-five: "Okay!"

Peng Xiaoman is not Li Yuan's pistachio, but his unique warm sun.Recently, Li Yuan doesn't want to write forms, to be called to attend party lectures, to run materials, to do the messy interviews arranged by the school, to drink congratulatory wine made by people who can't be beat, and to sleep. Travel and play games.He wanted to finish his work quickly and go back to school to continue his classes, and sit beside Peng Xiaoman to accompany him through the mock exam season quietly, through the "distance", quietly watching his every move at the end of the scale, and doing his best. "Target" led him to [-].

This time, Li Yuan understood how important the two people's time together was to him.The previous "one person" was easy to bear because he had never tried such a close and passionate relationship. The previous "one person" even enjoyed himself because at that time, there was no one by his side that could make him feel like a good harbor. peace and joy.Being followed by him is actually not a burden at all, it is his sacrifice and compromise, his courage, his because it is you so I am willing.Sour and sweet.

Just because Peng Xiaoman made such a decision on his own, Li Yuan has experienced it, and now he dare not waver at all.Not daring to say with distress and worry——Farewell, don’t try hard, just do your best.

What should self-awareness as a "goal" be?It's a big stride with a cool back, don't look back.

But Li Yuan was actually struggling. He was afraid that Peng Xiaoman had worked too hard for him, but he had reaped regrets that were not proportional to his investment.

He took advantage of the system, but he also knew the cruelty of the college entrance examination.Fighting in the game, one point is thousands of people, it is true.

He used to especially hope that Peng Xiaoman would work hard, so that he would feel safe and worthy, but now he is so shameless that he regrets it a bit.Not because of the natural mission of being a student, he even wanted to say, I just hope you are that Peng Xiaoman whose math is so bad that you are afraid to even go to the blackboard, I just hope you are that young Peng Xiaoman who doesn't work hard, the boss I will support you , I just hope you are as blessed as Donghai Shoubi Nanshan, I hope you are heartless, I hope you are happy, and I hope that you will only be complete in your life, and I am a part of your completeness.

But love talk is nonsense, people have to make progress.

Ma Zhouping set up a rather extravagant banquet at the only Westin in Qingyi at night, and there was no one else around. In order to congratulate Li Yuan for securing a smooth admission, he became a high-achieving student ahead of schedule.Ma Zhouping gave a MacBook, but Li Yuan refused to accept it, and almost pushed and shoved at the dining table to the point where it was like a fight, so Li Yuan reluctantly took it and said thank you.Li Xiaoxing, who had been confinement for a long time, only gave Li Yuan a hug without saying a word, patted her back, touched her head, squeezed her arms along the way, smiled and said softly: My son is awesome.

Li Yuan was almost taken aback, and gave Li Xiaoxing a shy boyish smile that she hadn't seen for many years.

The atmosphere during the meeting was as usual, not stagnant, and the discussion was nothing more than Li Yuan's plans, preparations, and future.Without Peng Xiaoman's plan, Li Yuan didn't have a careful plan for the future, and her answer was ambiguous, saying that if possible, of course she hoped to take root in a bigger city, wait for stability, and gain a foothold.It was only then that Li Xiaoxing calmly learned from it that Lin Yixiong also quietly remarried and was about to have another child.She didn't feel sorry for Li Yuan's absence in the future. She understood in an instant, understood that people's hearts are not enough, and there must be something to give up. She gave up her original family, and she was destined not to be a perfect mother. He couldn't expect there to be no difference between her and Li Yuan.

It's a pity that it hurts, not only because she accidentally lost this one, it's so good.

She stared blankly at Li Yuan's clear facial features, and suddenly shed tears.

Li Yuan panicked subconsciously, bowed her head to ask the waiter for a paper, took out a paper and handed it up, laughing: "What's wrong?"

Ma Zhouping embraced her with a smile, leaned closer and asked, "Watching Korean dramas? Pay it back after crying."

Li Xiaoxing wiped away her tears with a piece of paper, shook her head, and thought about how long she would keep the words "I'm sorry" and "I love you" tightly in her mouth as a mother, before she can no longer bear the burden for her children.

Ma Zhouping was very annoyed by Ma Yuping's insistence on enlisting in the army and not going to university. He drank two cups for nothing, and told Li Yuan many things that he had never said before. I am also top-heavy.The forced king must be the forced king, and when he came out of the hotel, he pretended to be calm, and he was able to call a car to send Li Xiaoxing and Ma Zhouping away as if he was walking on the ground.

When he arrived at the entrance of the alley, it was late, the darkness was deep, and there was no one there. He leaned on the root of the silk tree and smoked a long-lost smoke.He liked this acacia tree very much, because it was here that he and Peng Xiaoman kissed for the first time, the kiss in the rain, the tongue kiss, the kind that stuck and hurt the lace, it was very embarrassing.A little bit of his drunkenness fermented in the spring night, his heart was swollen, and all kinds of emotions that were usually difficult to find were crowded in his bones, forcing him to pass them on to that person impatiently.But the target is probably burning the lights, because today the model test is over, but Lu Gao's dead mother, if you can't give me the time to cheer up, tomorrow I have to go to class non-stop.

not good.Li Yuan turned her phone, looked at the shadowy luxuriant crown, and thought, it's not good to ask him out, it's disturbing.

Yes I do.Li Yuan put her arms on her eyelids, blocking the sultry moonlight, I almost fucking wanted him to cry, why am I such a motherfucker?

He should miss me too?He hasn't been able to see my shadow properly for a few days.Li Yuan thought quite satisfied.

Li Yuan turned on the phone screen, lowered her head and supported her brow bone with her hands.Would you like to send a text message?

Doing calculations is still quite disturbing, and it is easy to interrupt people's thinking about doing the questions.Li Yuan denied this idea.

Look out the window.Li Yuan smiled inwardly, she is so freaking perverted, like a voyeur.

Hey wait?Li Yuan was almost walking to the ground and remembered, hey, the windows of his room were not pasted with newspapers or curtains, right?

No matter, gogogo.

Peng Xiaoman went out to put a piece of rubbish between his homework, looked up, and was startled by a dark shadow beside his face.After uttering a resounding "Damn it", he stepped back step by step and returned to the defense, sticking to the wall and covering his chest, still in shock.jpg.Li Yuan is very innocent, he really didn't mean it, he didn't know that he was so lucky, just sneaking close to his window like doing nothing good, he caught up with someone to go out to take out the trash.Just for fun, who the hell has a tacit understanding? Damn.

"What the hell." Peng Xiaoman swallowed heavily, took a breath, frowned and stared at him: "I need to learn some grappling skills, and you're already on the wall, sorry for the frankness."

Li Yuan touched his neck, tilted her head and smiled helplessly, and touched his mouth: "It didn't scare you so bad, did it?"

"Temporarily—" Peng Xiaoman bit his hand, "Very stable."

Without saying a word, Li Yuan stepped forward and hugged him heavily, which made their chests thump slightly.Li Yuan was working hard for no reason, just like reuniting after a long absence.Peng Xiaoman felt that he was restrained too much, and it was useless to struggle, because he was afraid of being spotted and forced him to stagger into the deeper corners of the inner alley.Li Yuan obediently leaned against the gray wall, while Peng Xiaoman quietly felt his strength, his temperature and smell.

After a while, Peng Xiaoman's stomach felt slightly different, and he bowed his head happily enough: "Comrade escort? Did you just use your little stick to pester me today?"

Li Yuan turned her head back in front of him, her erection was very undignified.

"I am, without knowing it he just..." Li Yuan kissed his side face intermittently, "Don't worry about it, it will rest after a while."

Peng Xiaoman passed his arms through his armpit, climbed onto his back, and took a deep breath: "Have you been drinking? The scent of fans is still good wine, huh?"

"Yeah." Li Yuan rubbed against his neck.

"Are you shameless? If you don't need the college entrance examination, I'll show you off in front of people who have to take the mock exam. I'll knock your dog's head off for you, okay?" Peng Xiaoman snorted at the back of his head, liking it so badly that Li Yuan is always clingy like a dog. Playing around, I like it so much that my heart swells.However, the mouth still owes.

"I am." Li Yuan tightened her arms around his waist and said sullenly, "I miss you, so I plan to take a peek at the window."

"Pervert? Am I changing my pants?"

"Changing underpants but not pulling the curtain, are you perverted and I perverted?"

"..."

Two people kiss, two thick shadows make one, overlapping and swaying.

"My grandma wants to say, put a piece of garbage and let my grandson and grandson go away." Peng Xiaoman licked his hot mouth, and leaned over to kiss him as if he couldn't get enough, "3 minutes countdown, hurry up, say something nice Give me, charge."

"Apologize to grandma, his eldest grandson is about to be abducted by me." Li Yuan held his face and stared blankly, feeling that she was getting more and more drunk.

"Less, less, go ahead, come and poke my G spot." Peng Xiaoman smiled.

Li Yuan licked his canine teeth fascinatedly, and said, "You are my favorite boy."

"Ah."

"I want to go back to school to accompany you to class."

"Ah."

"You are my sweetheart sweetheart."

"Damn?" Peng Xiaoman raised his head and frowned in amazement, pinching his chin, "Are you Li Yuan? Wow...how can you open your mouth?"

"I am." Li Yuan hugged him, "You are my sweetheart."

"vomit."

"...Tsk."

"Haha, this is you!"

In fact, these words are subtle and appropriate at this age.Li Yuan, who embraced life with Peng Xiaoman, thought in the future.