wild cranberries
Chapter 31
"My mother has placenta previa."
The long johns were quietly placed in the entrance, and Li Yuan stuffed Peng Xiaoman with a foxtail-shaped cat teaser. Peng Xiaoman squatted by the bathroom door of Li Yuan's house, laying it in front of Nunu's clear and round pupils, shaking his hands stuff.Li Yuan supported the edge of the bathtub with one hand, and poured the crabs from the net bag into it with the other: "The doctor said that the placenta grew on the incision where I was cut."
The movements in Peng Xiaoman's hand paused.
"Although, these are unpredictable." Li Yuan stared at the slightly yellowish color of the bathtub, opened her eyes hard, and the eye sockets were sunken again, "But when I say that, it seems that it is because of me... I can't tell."
Li Yuan turned her head and glanced at Peng Xiaoman: "Can you understand?"
Nunu groaned, jumped forward with two paws raised, and grabbed the stick as he wished.
Li Xiaoxing has been pregnant for more than five months, and recently stayed in the Maternal and Child Health Hospital for two days because of discomfort. When Li Yuan arrived, Ma Zhouping went to the toll hall to complete the discharge summary. Li Xiaoxing was knitting a sweater alone in the solitary ward. Dark blue jersey pattern, knit up to the neckline.When she heard a knock on the door, she raised her head, and when she saw Li Yuan coming in, she happily rolled up the end of the thread, put on her slippers and got out of bed to meet him: "Niu Niu?" Li Yuan's eyes fell on her protruding belly, and she nodded. He lowered his head and smiled.
Li Yuan didn't know what kind of disease placenta previa was, what the clinical response was, what the risks were, and how to cure it.Since he was a boy and an adult, Li Xiaoxing stood next to him and looked at him lovingly, thinking that he had something to whisper to such an outstanding and tall son, but he didn't know how to say it.She could only pick out some easy-to-understand words and explain them to Li Yuan: The doctor said my pregnancy was very risky. I am old and I have placenta previa. They said that the placenta grows on the incision where you were born, and it is easy to bleed. .
It is very dangerous to grow on the edge of the knife that gave birth to you.Li Yuan knew that these words definitely did not mean to blame, because this matter was out of control and no one wanted to.It's just that if it's not the person pointed at by these words, it will never be able to understand his displeasure after hearing these words, as if he was immediately held accountable.Is it a mistake to give birth to me?This is what killed you now.It was a very extreme idea, but Li Yuan couldn't help thinking this way.
He immediately frowned.Li Xiaoxing raised her head and looked gently at the little "eight" on his eyebrows.
"So?" Li Yuan was worried for Li Xiaoxing, not for her child at all. He was a bit disgusted with the piece that was pushed out when he sat down: "Can it be cured? Did the doctor tell you?"
"The doctor told me at the time that placenta previa can be borderline or complete. I haven't reached 28 weeks, so it may not be complete. If it grows to...well." Li Xiaoxing paused, feeling that the word The son couldn't avoid it, so he said slowly: "It's very dangerous if it grows outside the uterus and presses the bladder or something. It's easy to bleed heavily, and the mother will lose her uterus and die."
Li Xiaoxing answered irrelevant questions, Li Yuan asked her if she could not be cured, she was letting go of her own risk.The fear and frustration in those words were obvious, but Li Yuan heard an almost indiscernible longing in her words.Li Yuan is sensitive enough to capture the emotions between parents and children, but she does not have such a strong reading comprehension ability. It is like getting a short essay with super-outline vocabulary and not being able to translate it into a coherent sentence.
He calmly recounted it to Peng Xiaoman, saying: "I don't even understand what she means, obviously I am her son."
"Crabs can only be kept alive if they untie the rope and let them move around." Peng Xiaoman approached Li Yuan from the bathroom door, bent down to pick up a June yellow lying in the bathtub, and said, "It's very simple. Understood, let me tell you."
Peng Xiaoman talked about Ge Xiuyin while untying the tightly wrapped cotton ropes on the crab.Said that his mother used to be the editor of the fourth edition of Yungu Evening News, a clerical job in the office, free and no personal risk, at most the kind that dropped the pen and hit the toe.Before the serious illness, there were few minor pains and minor disasters. At most, it was a long-term desk, and a problem with the cervical spine fell.
"Every time she has a back pain, she will complain to me, saying that she is so painful, so painful, she can't stand it, she can't pick it, she can't beat it, she feels uncomfortable all over, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. No matter how you talk about it, just say that you are exercising less and stretching more. Every time I am so careless, she will continue to complain and cry with me even more, and she will check Baidu to show me what bullshit experts say Cervical spondylosis is also very risky, so don't take it seriously. When you are about to find out that you are terminally ill, ask whether she has a tumor in her brain." Peng Xiaoman sighed, and rolled his eyes: "What do you think? How can this be a tumor in the brain? It is obviously a brain bubbling."
Li Yuan made him laugh, bowed her head silently, picked up the crab and untied the thread.
"Later I understood." Peng Xiaoman looked at Li Yuan: "She is actually just acting like a baby with me. She hopes to use her illness to exchange my concern and concern as a child. She is not really in pain. I can't stand it, she just wants me to worry about her."
Li Xiaoxing hoped that Li Yuan would worry about her, and let her feel that she was cherished like a child.
"It's really like this. From now on, as soon as I act like I care about her very much, and ask her seriously if you are really uncomfortable, why don't you ask my dad for leave to accompany you to the hospital, and she will stop talking immediately. , told me with a smile on her face that she's fine, don't worry about her, study is important."
Li Yuan looked at the ground with her chin raised, and nodded for a long time.
"So I think you should cherish it." Peng Xiaoman said the next sentence, as if he was walking on tiptoe: "Cherish, she thinks this matter can be used as a bargaining chip to get your care and attention. It's really my mother's current situation." For the sake..." Peng Xiaoman licked his mouth and smiled: "Now she will never complain to me about her discomfort, because she is really uncomfortable, but she will always say it's okay."
The June yellow that untied the rope stretched out Wa Qing's powerful pair of pincers, and scratched the ceramic wall of the bathtub.Zi la zi la, the slight movement is like a foley sound in Li Yuan's heart at this moment.His heart was clenched out of thin air, and it was pinched on the sharp point, sharp and fast stinging, for Peng Xiaoman.
"Yes..." Li Yuan hesitated for a while: "Uremia?"
"Yes." Peng Xiaoman quickly nodded and shrugged.
"Ah."
"Hmm." Peng Xiaoman smiled with the tip of his nose on his face.
I don't know how to comfort him, to relieve his sudden and indescribable pity.Li Yuan raised her hand to touch the top of his hair, then extended down to touch his pale and thin cheeks.Peng Xiaoman was stunned, and subconsciously raised his hand to touch his face, overlapping with Li Yuan's hand that was too late to withdraw.
Peng Xiaoman's hands were actually cold in summer, but because of the sweat, they were soft and moist.Li Yuan erratically exerted force, grasping his joints, fingertips, and touching the tiger's mouth, every tiny movement seemed to be full of deep meaning.Peng Xiaoman felt that it was impolite and too much to withdraw his hand hastily, so he didn't move.
In fact, there is no deep meaning, the two of them just follow the trend, feel comfortable, and feel that they can comfort each other.
The cell phone in Li Yuan's trouser pocket rang suddenly, and he let go to answer it.It was Lin Yixiong who called, hesitated, and asked Li Yuan as if he didn't know how to speak, saying that there was a sudden case at the police station, and he had to work overtime today and would not return tonight.
Li Yuan thinks this is his reason and excuse, his useless evasion as a parent, and his cowardly inaction as a man.On the other end of the phone, Li Yuan gave an "en" first, pursed her lips, and then took the initiative to say: "See you in a few days, you and I, Auntie Qiu and her daughter." Anyway, it was sooner or later.
Peng Xiaoman fiddled with the crab claws that were drooping and motionless, trying to wake it up, and at the same time raised his head.
Lin Yixiong didn't answer on the other end of the phone, breathed irregularly for a long time on the other end, and then said: "Let's talk about it, this matter... don't worry about it for now."
Li Yuan turned her back to Peng Xiaoman, Peng Xiaoman couldn't see his expression, but could only hear his tone, leading the younger generation to the elder, and questioning the meaning of the challenge childishly, "No matter, why? Are you running away for her or for me?" ?”
Can't generalize, not eloquent enough, can't express a thousandth of what I have thought about in my heart.Lin Yixiong couldn't explain, so he clicked his tongue.
"I didn't know about it today." Li Yuan said, "I knew about it before and saw it with my own eyes, so I thought you should be responsible, but I found out that you didn't at all."
Li Yuan could speak more harshly, saying, how can you be a policeman?He doesn't have the inexplicable tenderness and obedience to Lin Yixiong as he did to Li Xiaoxing, because Lin Yixiong is his dependence that he can't ignore, so he hopes that this object can be upright and reliable enough, not a hero, but at least have determination and a heart.He felt that Lin Yixiong had nothing.
Lin Yixiong was obviously smoking on the other end, he obviously choked, and coughed suddenly, which lasted for a long time.After returning to the original place, there were ups and downs again, and there was a rustling sound in the bronchi.
Li Yuan was not polite, and said calmly, almost maliciously: "Dad, so you still don't understand why my mother left you at that time, aren't you afraid of this and leave you too? If you keep running away? Why should she accompany you?" Xiao, avoiding me like I can't see the light? Does she owe you?"
"...While I can still forgive you for talking to Dad like this, Li Yuan, you have enough time." Lin Yixiong raised his voice without any confidence.
"I don't need your forgiveness."
"Then what do you want?! How do you want me to satisfy you?!"
Peng Xiaoman was behind Li Yuan, and he could hear Lin Yixiong shouting loudly on the other end of the phone, accompanied by the sound of "hoo hoo" in the bathroom of Li Yuan's house.He originally thought that Li Yuan's emotions sounded so calm and ordinary except for some turmoil, but he didn't expect that the phone call was only less than two minutes short, and the conflict suddenly intensified and fermented to this point.The sword was tense, both ends were tense, and Lin Yixiong's end broke first.
"It's not satisfied, it's because you haven't done anything."
Li Yuan pinched the bridge of her nose, "You can work overtime, I can eat whatever I want at night, I'll hang up first."
"Niu Niu."
Lin Yixiong interrupted him suddenly, and then stopped abruptly, like a howling sound in a microphone, referring to embarrassment.
"En." Li Yuan waited for him to speak.
"You are afraid that I will drag you down, and that this family will hold you back. Don't be afraid. Whether you will be admitted to another place in the future, or you can't study a major of four or six, I don't care if you want to be surnamed Lin or Li. I don't care. I have never controlled you, and you have never been under control. But let me tell you once, you liked Monkey King when you were a child, you like things that stand up to the sky, but don’t make a mistake, Dad is Dad, Dad is not Monkey King. "
Li Yuan stood there in a daze for a moment, and suddenly took the phone away with a sense of indifference.
"Hang it up, I have change in the drawer, have a good dinner tonight."
Peng Xiaoman was so engrossed in "eavesdropping" on Li Yuan's every word and every breath, that he neglected to hear and see the emotion in every word and breath of Li Yuan. He clamped a piece of tender flesh at the tip of his index finger, and squeezed it together tightly, causing his back to go numb from the pain, he jumped up and opened his mouth and said "ah".
"Let me see." Li Yuan turned around and grabbed his hand after hanging up the phone.
"Hiss, my tears are about to come out!" Peng Xiaoman bent his knees and stomped his feet in pain, frowning and curling his lips like he was in a hurry, "Don't pull me!"
"You really—tsk." Li Yuan was forced to focus on Peng Xiaoman's hand with a bunch of fragmented and unreasonable emotions. He grabbed his wrist and dragged him to the kitchen, opening the storage under the cupboard. Take out the household tin scissors from the drawer, "Raise your hands up and don't move, bear with it for a while."
Li Yuan lowered her head and grabbed Peng Xiaoman's arm, pinched the crab that was waving its limbs in mid-air, pointed the scissors at the joints of the crab's claws, twisted it neatly, and snapped its arm.Twisting away the small half of the cyan-colored stump, he saw a bright red drop of blood suddenly appear on Peng Xiaoman's thumb.It wiped it away for him naturally, and after a while, another one condensed.
"I'm going to get you a Band-Aid."
"Li Yuan." Peng Xiaoman called to stop him, holding him by the hand, "Go to my house for dinner."
Li Yuan raised her eyebrows and was stunned for a long time before she let out a soft laugh from her nasal cavity: "No, how many watts do you think I have?"
"Please, I beg you to go, okay?"
Peng Xiaoman looked at him without joking at all, looking at the deep wave in Li Yuan's eyes.
Ge Xiuyin was flustered and embarrassed, like a young girl. She felt that entertaining her son's classmates was an important matter, and she had to be considerate.But she didn't even feel familiar with where the kitchen door of her mother-in-law's house opened. She rubbed her hands three times and pulled her hair twice. After thinking for a long time, she said, "Xiaoyuan, sit down, I see what food is there at home."Peng Junsong taught and educated people, read a lot, and was much more decent than Ge Xiuyin. He quietly asked Peng Xiaoman where the disposable paper cups and tea buckets were.Peng Xiaoman giggled that his parents could not go too far: "I think they are your foreign leaders."
There was nothing unnatural about Li Yuan, she smiled, and sat down on the small square stool in front of Peng Xiaoman's desk, "Is that little medicine box still there?"
"Yes." Peng Xiaoman sat on the bed, sank down softly, and tilted his head: "What?"
Li Yuan pointed at his finger: "Bleeding."
"You posted it for me?" Peng Xiaoman joked, just teasing him.
Li Yuan really nodded, and reached out to him: "I'll post it for you."
The hands of both of them are considered pretty, and after taking a photo and adding a filter to hang it on the Internet, it is the kind that can definitely arouse a lot of orgasms.Li Yuan lowered her head and unsealed Zhang 3M. After thinking about it carefully, he had caught and touched Peng Xiaoman's hand more than once, intentionally or not.Not only the hands, the forehead, the cheeks, the back of the head, and even the more intimate places like the chest, have had contact that seems to have been absent.I can't remember those actions anymore, and I just did it when I made such a decision.
So when did it start to feel slightly different?I feel that I can no longer be unscrupulous like a stab, and I want to intensify it more than before.
He felt that the blood bead was an eyesore, so it wiped off and then pooled, leaving a light brown trace.He already felt flustered and confused, thinking that it was a sign of poor blood coagulation function, and arbitrarily thinking that Peng Xiaoman had other unhealthy hidden dangers that he didn't know about, and they were closely related, so he couldn't help frowning, anxious, and put the band-aid on his body. It was too tight, as if trying to tie him up, so that he couldn't bend his fingers.
"Do you want me to be necrotic?" Peng Xiaoman smiled: "I was just pinched by a crab. I didn't cut off my finger, so there is no need to be so tight."
"I'm sorry." Li Yuan tore off the Band-Aid and kneaded it into a ball in her palm. She lowered her head and said, "I'll stick it again."
"Take your time."
Li Yuan's subordinates paused.
Peng Xiaoman spoke softly, with a very gentle tone: "I'm not in a hurry at all. You can practice with your own hands a few times to make a sample. Our family's Band-Aids are free of charge for medical insurance."
Li Yuan was amused by him again.When I open the window in summer, the water vapor from the Wunan River rubs against the smell of the city, fresh and cool, rushing into my hair, letting my thoughts float quietly inside, and he suddenly felt this way.Li Yuan tore one again, opened it, and made his pale, slightly miserable palm face up, hooked his slender index finger that was pinched, pressed the medical cloth soaked in iodophor against the damaged part, wrapped it on both sides, and gently Light stroke.Neither loose nor tight and no wrinkles are left, just like completing a landscape or writing a good calligraphy.Without saying a word, Li Yuan looked at the hand, as if something damaged had been repaired together, and suddenly felt half relieved.
Ge Xiuyin entered the room with a cup of tea, Li Yuan let go of his hand, and Peng Xiaoman put it on his neck.The touch was there, and it passed over the hearts of the two of them at the same time.
Ge Xiuyin nodded politely, stretched out her hand to touch Peng Xiaoman's left shoulder, and rubbed it intimately: "The kitchen is empty and there is nothing to entertain. Put on your shoes and take me to the vegetable market."
Li Yuan thought it was too polite, so she stopped her: "Don't worry, Auntie, I'll go home later."
"What home?" Ge Xiuyin frowned and let go, pursing her lips with a smile: "I told you to keep you, how can I ask you to go home? Xiaoyuan, you are welcome, really, we have to eat if you don't eat, the food is always the same. It’s for buying, and food is for eating.”
Peng Xiaoman was deeply impressed by his mother's random retelling of the truth of returning to nature, so he repeated it to Li Yuan: "Have you heard any young heroes? You have to buy food, and you have to eat food." He jumped off the bed and patted him. Arm: "Let's go, together, you are definitely more familiar with the vegetable market than I am."
The small vegetable market in Zhujiatang does not win the horizontal area, but only wins the vertical depth. The serious stalls are numbered and arranged on both sides of the room in order, clean and tidy.From the main entrance all the way to the back door, it is considered to have penetrated into the "hinterland" of the other side. Small vegetable vendors without numbers are spreading colorful stalls in the small space at the back door, making a mess and making noise.Li Yuan's ticket is so familiar that every dealer can greet him with a smile, but he seldom buys it because it's unnecessary.
It has only been half a year since Peng Xiaoman transferred to Lugao, and he has finally become an uncle at his grandma's house. He has no fingers in the sun, and the old lady takes care of all the big and small things in the family.During the two years when Fangyun lived in Guyi High School, he had to do laundry, mopping the floor, cleaning the dormitory, and cleaning the dormitory. If he was not diligent, he would be hated by others. He was reported and deducted points for virtue.Only cooking, his skills were not lit up, he barely reached the level where he would not treat the rice in the field as wild leeks.
Peng Xiaoman led the way on his own, looking left and right at all kinds of fresh vegetables, and Li Yuan and Ge Xiuyin walked side by side for no reason.He put his head down and stared at his toes, while she turned her head and asked him gently; "What does Xiaoyuan like to eat? Do you usually eat vegetarian or meat? Our Xiaoman is purely the kind who doesn't like meat. "
"I heard that, can you take me with you in three sentences? People who love meat have short digestive tracts, and they all have short waists and long legs, you know." Peng Xiaoman picked up one of the tomatoes at hand and put it under his nose Taking a sip of the fresh sweet and sour taste, he raised his chin and said to Li Yuan, "He likes rock sugar elbows covered with coriander!"
"Elbow?" Ge Xiuyin no doubt had a letter from him, and thought that this kid actually loves hard vegetables with thick oil and red sauce, and he can't complain about being so tall: "Is the elbow in the fresh food section? Then wait a minute." Go to the freezer in the supermarket and weigh some? Hey Xiaoman, there is a pressure cooker at home, is it too late to simmer after going back?"
Li Yuan was dumbfounded, glanced at Peng Xiaoman, and said hurriedly, "Auntie, I don't like knuckles. Xiaoman is talking nonsense, so don't buy it."
Ge Xiuyin chuckled, and looked at Li Yuan with kind eyes: "Okay! Then tell yourself what you like to eat. If you don't tell me, I'll ask Xiaoman to buy elbows."
Peng Xiaoman's eyes sparkled, and he followed Ge Xiuyin to wait for his answer.
"Just..." Li Yuan said, "Fish."
Peng Xiaoman asked: "May I ask if the young man is a sea fish or a river fish?"
If you want to get to the bottom of it, it is likely to ask him whether he likes steamed or braised, "river fish, anything is fine."
Peng Xiaoman next to Ge Xiuyin was different from what Li Yuan had seen before.He used to surf the Internet, and heard foreign experts say that if you want to comfort a crying newborn baby, you can take a sip of water in your mouth and put it next to the baby's mouth to make a gurgling sound, simulating that the fetus is still in the womb and the amniotic fluid is surging the sound of.A feeling of peace, a feeling of a tired bird returning to the forest, Peng Xiaoman let go of all negativity and uncertainty, and hurried back to the eaves she raised with one arm.Just like the very popular signature file on the Internet-my biggest ideal is to hide in my mother's arms and sleep lazily.
What a fucking useless and irresistible "ideal".Li Yuan also thought about it at first, but later thought it was impossible, and then she no longer had such extravagant hopes.
At dusk, the three of them bought a sea bass to be steamed, four or five small Wang Yas to cook tofu, cucumbers, cowpeas and water spinach, and a lot of seasonal green vegetables in large and small bags.Live fish and crabs, you have to fight with it for [-] rounds to clean up the fresh ingredients, pointing to the kitchen sink, packing and assigning them to Peng Junsong, who is necessary for decathlon at home; Even someone as weak as Ge Xiuyin can take over.She asked Peng Xiaoman to come over and sit down to help, but the other party refused with bullshit reasons such as "the hand hurts from being pinched by a crab".Li Yuan, who has five beauties and four virtues, moved a horse and sat there, with his head on the scene of the sky changing from red to blue on the patio: "I will help you."
Cowpea is tender green and crisp. Remove the stalks and pinch them into sections as long as two knuckles. Once folded, there will be a "cracking" sound that makes the pores feel comfortable.
"Xiaoman is out of tune, isn't he? Sometimes you don't need a beating, right?" Ge Xiuyin opened her mouth when Peng Xiaoman entered the room. She snatched the red pepper from Li Yuan's hand, and gave him a handful of cowpeas: "You don't move the chili pepper. If it gets on your hands, it will sting you. Let it go and I will get it later."
"It's a little bit, sometimes." Li Yuan admitted sincerely while taking the cowpea.
"That's a bit of a name, I think you are giving him face." Ge Xiuyin arched her waist, so thin that the spine line on her back was especially obvious, protruding under the fabric, like continuous ridges.Her movements are gentle, or because of poor physical strength, she can't do it quickly: "A rogue monkey, with a weird temper, not like me or his father, I don't know who to follow."
Li Yuan turned her head slightly, and just seeing Ge Xiuyin's expression when she mentioned Peng Xiaoman, she felt soft in her heart, completely being cared and cared for, and not letting go.
Ge Xiuyin let out a short sigh, and stroked the broken hair that fell from her temples: "I'm glad and relieved that he can make a friend like you here."
"A good friend?" Li Yuan accidentally repeated the word.
Ge Xiuyin would have misunderstood him, startled, then smiled: "Isn't it? Aren't you, you and Xiao Man good friends?"
I think, maybe not, we are not.
Good friend, it must be me like You Kaifeng, I hate him for hurting her, teasing him, but I also remember him, pay attention to him, if he has any difficulties, I will go up to help him without saying a word, no three Look, there is no distinction between right and wrong.But Peng Xiaoman was simply outside this range.If I hurt him, I may hesitate. When I satirize him, I am mostly duplicity. When I tease him, it is also because I want to see his subtle reactions.
I communicate with him, and there seems to be nothing in common with many things. Of course, I can also remember that he pays attention to him, but let me do something to him without worrying about the consequences. If I can’t, I will You may think about whether this behavior will cross the boundary layer by layer, but you don't know which end and which end of the boundary it is.
It's messy and unclear, and "good friends" may not really be able to sum it up.
"Yes, we're good friends. I didn't mean to deny it just now." What Li Yuan was thinking couldn't be stated clearly, but could only be said along the way.
"I'll just say it." Ge Xiuyin seemed to be relieved, and continued to pinch the cowpea; "This kid never mentioned his classmates to me before, let alone lead people to the house."
Li Yuan raised her eyebrows, meaning to ask why and how to say it.
"He's afraid."
"afraid?"
"He told you he was not well?"
"Well, hereditary... hypertrophic cardiomyopathy." Li Yuan recalled the scar on his chest and the temperature when he touched it.
Ge Xiuyin laughed: "Do you remember it so well?"
Li Yuan felt that it was impossible to answer this question.
"Look at his leisurely manner. It's not that he doesn't want to, but he's probably afraid." Ge Xiuyin cleaned the cowpea and replaced it with oily and green water spinach. "He's afraid that he'll do his best. Once the disease strikes, he'll lose everything. Instead of that At that time, I felt that everything had become an empty joy, so I might as well let myself not care about anything now. If I climbed high and fell hard, then I might as well just stay at the bottom, and this child probably has this idea."
It's like Li Yuan felt that every time he laughed, the cloud disappeared and the rain disappeared, but it couldn't reflect the innermost part.
"In fact, I always tell him. I said Xiaoman is fine. There are not many people with this disease. I said, look at your mother and me. After all these years, I have been found to be fine. I am weak. Because of this heart disease, think about the good instead of the bad, you have a long way to go." Ge Xiuyin paused for a moment, "He said, Mom, you are braver than me, you see it, I am still young, I am afraid of death ..."
"He's afraid that he won't be able to grasp it himself, even you."
The twilight was deep and the sky was dim, Ge Xiuyin looked up at him: "You know me?"
Li Yuan nodded.
"This is fate, the most old-fashioned truth." Ge Xiuyin stopped choosing vegetables, "...I was thinking, even if Xiaoman didn't say it, he must trust you in his heart, so you are not like others. The same. So, I have an unfeeling request. I think that I am not by his side, and I can’t urge him to release him all the time. He may not listen to what our parents say. See if you can help me Talk to him more with his dad, tell him... tell him..."
Ge Xiuyin couldn't express the last half of the sentence, so she smiled lazily: "I don't know how to tell him, children don't like to listen to the truth now."
Peng Xiaoman lit up the string of Disney princess dream lanterns on the toon tree, reflecting on the faces of Li Yuan and Ge Xiuyin, clusters of warm light spots.They both looked at Peng Xiaoman together.
"What are you talking about me?" I couldn't help but glanced at each other in silence.
Ge Xiuyin replaced her sadness, and immediately changed into a funny tone: "I praise you for being handsome."
"Damn, I don't believe it." Peng Xiaoman wrinkled his nose and shook his head.
"To be honest." Li Yuan gave him a thumbs-up: "I really praise you for being handsome."
"I'm handsome and you handsome?" Peng Xiaoman threw the mosquito repellent spray from the room to him.
"You are handsome, you are handsome." Li Yuan took it.
"You are Qingyi Wu Yanzu, what am I?"
"How about Yungu Liang Chaowei?"
"Commercial blows?"
"Assignment and acceptance."
The two of them clasped fists perfunctorily at the same time, the tacit understanding of their movements and the precision of their coordination, which surprised Ge Xiuyin.
The long johns were quietly placed in the entrance, and Li Yuan stuffed Peng Xiaoman with a foxtail-shaped cat teaser. Peng Xiaoman squatted by the bathroom door of Li Yuan's house, laying it in front of Nunu's clear and round pupils, shaking his hands stuff.Li Yuan supported the edge of the bathtub with one hand, and poured the crabs from the net bag into it with the other: "The doctor said that the placenta grew on the incision where I was cut."
The movements in Peng Xiaoman's hand paused.
"Although, these are unpredictable." Li Yuan stared at the slightly yellowish color of the bathtub, opened her eyes hard, and the eye sockets were sunken again, "But when I say that, it seems that it is because of me... I can't tell."
Li Yuan turned her head and glanced at Peng Xiaoman: "Can you understand?"
Nunu groaned, jumped forward with two paws raised, and grabbed the stick as he wished.
Li Xiaoxing has been pregnant for more than five months, and recently stayed in the Maternal and Child Health Hospital for two days because of discomfort. When Li Yuan arrived, Ma Zhouping went to the toll hall to complete the discharge summary. Li Xiaoxing was knitting a sweater alone in the solitary ward. Dark blue jersey pattern, knit up to the neckline.When she heard a knock on the door, she raised her head, and when she saw Li Yuan coming in, she happily rolled up the end of the thread, put on her slippers and got out of bed to meet him: "Niu Niu?" Li Yuan's eyes fell on her protruding belly, and she nodded. He lowered his head and smiled.
Li Yuan didn't know what kind of disease placenta previa was, what the clinical response was, what the risks were, and how to cure it.Since he was a boy and an adult, Li Xiaoxing stood next to him and looked at him lovingly, thinking that he had something to whisper to such an outstanding and tall son, but he didn't know how to say it.She could only pick out some easy-to-understand words and explain them to Li Yuan: The doctor said my pregnancy was very risky. I am old and I have placenta previa. They said that the placenta grows on the incision where you were born, and it is easy to bleed. .
It is very dangerous to grow on the edge of the knife that gave birth to you.Li Yuan knew that these words definitely did not mean to blame, because this matter was out of control and no one wanted to.It's just that if it's not the person pointed at by these words, it will never be able to understand his displeasure after hearing these words, as if he was immediately held accountable.Is it a mistake to give birth to me?This is what killed you now.It was a very extreme idea, but Li Yuan couldn't help thinking this way.
He immediately frowned.Li Xiaoxing raised her head and looked gently at the little "eight" on his eyebrows.
"So?" Li Yuan was worried for Li Xiaoxing, not for her child at all. He was a bit disgusted with the piece that was pushed out when he sat down: "Can it be cured? Did the doctor tell you?"
"The doctor told me at the time that placenta previa can be borderline or complete. I haven't reached 28 weeks, so it may not be complete. If it grows to...well." Li Xiaoxing paused, feeling that the word The son couldn't avoid it, so he said slowly: "It's very dangerous if it grows outside the uterus and presses the bladder or something. It's easy to bleed heavily, and the mother will lose her uterus and die."
Li Xiaoxing answered irrelevant questions, Li Yuan asked her if she could not be cured, she was letting go of her own risk.The fear and frustration in those words were obvious, but Li Yuan heard an almost indiscernible longing in her words.Li Yuan is sensitive enough to capture the emotions between parents and children, but she does not have such a strong reading comprehension ability. It is like getting a short essay with super-outline vocabulary and not being able to translate it into a coherent sentence.
He calmly recounted it to Peng Xiaoman, saying: "I don't even understand what she means, obviously I am her son."
"Crabs can only be kept alive if they untie the rope and let them move around." Peng Xiaoman approached Li Yuan from the bathroom door, bent down to pick up a June yellow lying in the bathtub, and said, "It's very simple. Understood, let me tell you."
Peng Xiaoman talked about Ge Xiuyin while untying the tightly wrapped cotton ropes on the crab.Said that his mother used to be the editor of the fourth edition of Yungu Evening News, a clerical job in the office, free and no personal risk, at most the kind that dropped the pen and hit the toe.Before the serious illness, there were few minor pains and minor disasters. At most, it was a long-term desk, and a problem with the cervical spine fell.
"Every time she has a back pain, she will complain to me, saying that she is so painful, so painful, she can't stand it, she can't pick it, she can't beat it, she feels uncomfortable all over, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. No matter how you talk about it, just say that you are exercising less and stretching more. Every time I am so careless, she will continue to complain and cry with me even more, and she will check Baidu to show me what bullshit experts say Cervical spondylosis is also very risky, so don't take it seriously. When you are about to find out that you are terminally ill, ask whether she has a tumor in her brain." Peng Xiaoman sighed, and rolled his eyes: "What do you think? How can this be a tumor in the brain? It is obviously a brain bubbling."
Li Yuan made him laugh, bowed her head silently, picked up the crab and untied the thread.
"Later I understood." Peng Xiaoman looked at Li Yuan: "She is actually just acting like a baby with me. She hopes to use her illness to exchange my concern and concern as a child. She is not really in pain. I can't stand it, she just wants me to worry about her."
Li Xiaoxing hoped that Li Yuan would worry about her, and let her feel that she was cherished like a child.
"It's really like this. From now on, as soon as I act like I care about her very much, and ask her seriously if you are really uncomfortable, why don't you ask my dad for leave to accompany you to the hospital, and she will stop talking immediately. , told me with a smile on her face that she's fine, don't worry about her, study is important."
Li Yuan looked at the ground with her chin raised, and nodded for a long time.
"So I think you should cherish it." Peng Xiaoman said the next sentence, as if he was walking on tiptoe: "Cherish, she thinks this matter can be used as a bargaining chip to get your care and attention. It's really my mother's current situation." For the sake..." Peng Xiaoman licked his mouth and smiled: "Now she will never complain to me about her discomfort, because she is really uncomfortable, but she will always say it's okay."
The June yellow that untied the rope stretched out Wa Qing's powerful pair of pincers, and scratched the ceramic wall of the bathtub.Zi la zi la, the slight movement is like a foley sound in Li Yuan's heart at this moment.His heart was clenched out of thin air, and it was pinched on the sharp point, sharp and fast stinging, for Peng Xiaoman.
"Yes..." Li Yuan hesitated for a while: "Uremia?"
"Yes." Peng Xiaoman quickly nodded and shrugged.
"Ah."
"Hmm." Peng Xiaoman smiled with the tip of his nose on his face.
I don't know how to comfort him, to relieve his sudden and indescribable pity.Li Yuan raised her hand to touch the top of his hair, then extended down to touch his pale and thin cheeks.Peng Xiaoman was stunned, and subconsciously raised his hand to touch his face, overlapping with Li Yuan's hand that was too late to withdraw.
Peng Xiaoman's hands were actually cold in summer, but because of the sweat, they were soft and moist.Li Yuan erratically exerted force, grasping his joints, fingertips, and touching the tiger's mouth, every tiny movement seemed to be full of deep meaning.Peng Xiaoman felt that it was impolite and too much to withdraw his hand hastily, so he didn't move.
In fact, there is no deep meaning, the two of them just follow the trend, feel comfortable, and feel that they can comfort each other.
The cell phone in Li Yuan's trouser pocket rang suddenly, and he let go to answer it.It was Lin Yixiong who called, hesitated, and asked Li Yuan as if he didn't know how to speak, saying that there was a sudden case at the police station, and he had to work overtime today and would not return tonight.
Li Yuan thinks this is his reason and excuse, his useless evasion as a parent, and his cowardly inaction as a man.On the other end of the phone, Li Yuan gave an "en" first, pursed her lips, and then took the initiative to say: "See you in a few days, you and I, Auntie Qiu and her daughter." Anyway, it was sooner or later.
Peng Xiaoman fiddled with the crab claws that were drooping and motionless, trying to wake it up, and at the same time raised his head.
Lin Yixiong didn't answer on the other end of the phone, breathed irregularly for a long time on the other end, and then said: "Let's talk about it, this matter... don't worry about it for now."
Li Yuan turned her back to Peng Xiaoman, Peng Xiaoman couldn't see his expression, but could only hear his tone, leading the younger generation to the elder, and questioning the meaning of the challenge childishly, "No matter, why? Are you running away for her or for me?" ?”
Can't generalize, not eloquent enough, can't express a thousandth of what I have thought about in my heart.Lin Yixiong couldn't explain, so he clicked his tongue.
"I didn't know about it today." Li Yuan said, "I knew about it before and saw it with my own eyes, so I thought you should be responsible, but I found out that you didn't at all."
Li Yuan could speak more harshly, saying, how can you be a policeman?He doesn't have the inexplicable tenderness and obedience to Lin Yixiong as he did to Li Xiaoxing, because Lin Yixiong is his dependence that he can't ignore, so he hopes that this object can be upright and reliable enough, not a hero, but at least have determination and a heart.He felt that Lin Yixiong had nothing.
Lin Yixiong was obviously smoking on the other end, he obviously choked, and coughed suddenly, which lasted for a long time.After returning to the original place, there were ups and downs again, and there was a rustling sound in the bronchi.
Li Yuan was not polite, and said calmly, almost maliciously: "Dad, so you still don't understand why my mother left you at that time, aren't you afraid of this and leave you too? If you keep running away? Why should she accompany you?" Xiao, avoiding me like I can't see the light? Does she owe you?"
"...While I can still forgive you for talking to Dad like this, Li Yuan, you have enough time." Lin Yixiong raised his voice without any confidence.
"I don't need your forgiveness."
"Then what do you want?! How do you want me to satisfy you?!"
Peng Xiaoman was behind Li Yuan, and he could hear Lin Yixiong shouting loudly on the other end of the phone, accompanied by the sound of "hoo hoo" in the bathroom of Li Yuan's house.He originally thought that Li Yuan's emotions sounded so calm and ordinary except for some turmoil, but he didn't expect that the phone call was only less than two minutes short, and the conflict suddenly intensified and fermented to this point.The sword was tense, both ends were tense, and Lin Yixiong's end broke first.
"It's not satisfied, it's because you haven't done anything."
Li Yuan pinched the bridge of her nose, "You can work overtime, I can eat whatever I want at night, I'll hang up first."
"Niu Niu."
Lin Yixiong interrupted him suddenly, and then stopped abruptly, like a howling sound in a microphone, referring to embarrassment.
"En." Li Yuan waited for him to speak.
"You are afraid that I will drag you down, and that this family will hold you back. Don't be afraid. Whether you will be admitted to another place in the future, or you can't study a major of four or six, I don't care if you want to be surnamed Lin or Li. I don't care. I have never controlled you, and you have never been under control. But let me tell you once, you liked Monkey King when you were a child, you like things that stand up to the sky, but don’t make a mistake, Dad is Dad, Dad is not Monkey King. "
Li Yuan stood there in a daze for a moment, and suddenly took the phone away with a sense of indifference.
"Hang it up, I have change in the drawer, have a good dinner tonight."
Peng Xiaoman was so engrossed in "eavesdropping" on Li Yuan's every word and every breath, that he neglected to hear and see the emotion in every word and breath of Li Yuan. He clamped a piece of tender flesh at the tip of his index finger, and squeezed it together tightly, causing his back to go numb from the pain, he jumped up and opened his mouth and said "ah".
"Let me see." Li Yuan turned around and grabbed his hand after hanging up the phone.
"Hiss, my tears are about to come out!" Peng Xiaoman bent his knees and stomped his feet in pain, frowning and curling his lips like he was in a hurry, "Don't pull me!"
"You really—tsk." Li Yuan was forced to focus on Peng Xiaoman's hand with a bunch of fragmented and unreasonable emotions. He grabbed his wrist and dragged him to the kitchen, opening the storage under the cupboard. Take out the household tin scissors from the drawer, "Raise your hands up and don't move, bear with it for a while."
Li Yuan lowered her head and grabbed Peng Xiaoman's arm, pinched the crab that was waving its limbs in mid-air, pointed the scissors at the joints of the crab's claws, twisted it neatly, and snapped its arm.Twisting away the small half of the cyan-colored stump, he saw a bright red drop of blood suddenly appear on Peng Xiaoman's thumb.It wiped it away for him naturally, and after a while, another one condensed.
"I'm going to get you a Band-Aid."
"Li Yuan." Peng Xiaoman called to stop him, holding him by the hand, "Go to my house for dinner."
Li Yuan raised her eyebrows and was stunned for a long time before she let out a soft laugh from her nasal cavity: "No, how many watts do you think I have?"
"Please, I beg you to go, okay?"
Peng Xiaoman looked at him without joking at all, looking at the deep wave in Li Yuan's eyes.
Ge Xiuyin was flustered and embarrassed, like a young girl. She felt that entertaining her son's classmates was an important matter, and she had to be considerate.But she didn't even feel familiar with where the kitchen door of her mother-in-law's house opened. She rubbed her hands three times and pulled her hair twice. After thinking for a long time, she said, "Xiaoyuan, sit down, I see what food is there at home."Peng Junsong taught and educated people, read a lot, and was much more decent than Ge Xiuyin. He quietly asked Peng Xiaoman where the disposable paper cups and tea buckets were.Peng Xiaoman giggled that his parents could not go too far: "I think they are your foreign leaders."
There was nothing unnatural about Li Yuan, she smiled, and sat down on the small square stool in front of Peng Xiaoman's desk, "Is that little medicine box still there?"
"Yes." Peng Xiaoman sat on the bed, sank down softly, and tilted his head: "What?"
Li Yuan pointed at his finger: "Bleeding."
"You posted it for me?" Peng Xiaoman joked, just teasing him.
Li Yuan really nodded, and reached out to him: "I'll post it for you."
The hands of both of them are considered pretty, and after taking a photo and adding a filter to hang it on the Internet, it is the kind that can definitely arouse a lot of orgasms.Li Yuan lowered her head and unsealed Zhang 3M. After thinking about it carefully, he had caught and touched Peng Xiaoman's hand more than once, intentionally or not.Not only the hands, the forehead, the cheeks, the back of the head, and even the more intimate places like the chest, have had contact that seems to have been absent.I can't remember those actions anymore, and I just did it when I made such a decision.
So when did it start to feel slightly different?I feel that I can no longer be unscrupulous like a stab, and I want to intensify it more than before.
He felt that the blood bead was an eyesore, so it wiped off and then pooled, leaving a light brown trace.He already felt flustered and confused, thinking that it was a sign of poor blood coagulation function, and arbitrarily thinking that Peng Xiaoman had other unhealthy hidden dangers that he didn't know about, and they were closely related, so he couldn't help frowning, anxious, and put the band-aid on his body. It was too tight, as if trying to tie him up, so that he couldn't bend his fingers.
"Do you want me to be necrotic?" Peng Xiaoman smiled: "I was just pinched by a crab. I didn't cut off my finger, so there is no need to be so tight."
"I'm sorry." Li Yuan tore off the Band-Aid and kneaded it into a ball in her palm. She lowered her head and said, "I'll stick it again."
"Take your time."
Li Yuan's subordinates paused.
Peng Xiaoman spoke softly, with a very gentle tone: "I'm not in a hurry at all. You can practice with your own hands a few times to make a sample. Our family's Band-Aids are free of charge for medical insurance."
Li Yuan was amused by him again.When I open the window in summer, the water vapor from the Wunan River rubs against the smell of the city, fresh and cool, rushing into my hair, letting my thoughts float quietly inside, and he suddenly felt this way.Li Yuan tore one again, opened it, and made his pale, slightly miserable palm face up, hooked his slender index finger that was pinched, pressed the medical cloth soaked in iodophor against the damaged part, wrapped it on both sides, and gently Light stroke.Neither loose nor tight and no wrinkles are left, just like completing a landscape or writing a good calligraphy.Without saying a word, Li Yuan looked at the hand, as if something damaged had been repaired together, and suddenly felt half relieved.
Ge Xiuyin entered the room with a cup of tea, Li Yuan let go of his hand, and Peng Xiaoman put it on his neck.The touch was there, and it passed over the hearts of the two of them at the same time.
Ge Xiuyin nodded politely, stretched out her hand to touch Peng Xiaoman's left shoulder, and rubbed it intimately: "The kitchen is empty and there is nothing to entertain. Put on your shoes and take me to the vegetable market."
Li Yuan thought it was too polite, so she stopped her: "Don't worry, Auntie, I'll go home later."
"What home?" Ge Xiuyin frowned and let go, pursing her lips with a smile: "I told you to keep you, how can I ask you to go home? Xiaoyuan, you are welcome, really, we have to eat if you don't eat, the food is always the same. It’s for buying, and food is for eating.”
Peng Xiaoman was deeply impressed by his mother's random retelling of the truth of returning to nature, so he repeated it to Li Yuan: "Have you heard any young heroes? You have to buy food, and you have to eat food." He jumped off the bed and patted him. Arm: "Let's go, together, you are definitely more familiar with the vegetable market than I am."
The small vegetable market in Zhujiatang does not win the horizontal area, but only wins the vertical depth. The serious stalls are numbered and arranged on both sides of the room in order, clean and tidy.From the main entrance all the way to the back door, it is considered to have penetrated into the "hinterland" of the other side. Small vegetable vendors without numbers are spreading colorful stalls in the small space at the back door, making a mess and making noise.Li Yuan's ticket is so familiar that every dealer can greet him with a smile, but he seldom buys it because it's unnecessary.
It has only been half a year since Peng Xiaoman transferred to Lugao, and he has finally become an uncle at his grandma's house. He has no fingers in the sun, and the old lady takes care of all the big and small things in the family.During the two years when Fangyun lived in Guyi High School, he had to do laundry, mopping the floor, cleaning the dormitory, and cleaning the dormitory. If he was not diligent, he would be hated by others. He was reported and deducted points for virtue.Only cooking, his skills were not lit up, he barely reached the level where he would not treat the rice in the field as wild leeks.
Peng Xiaoman led the way on his own, looking left and right at all kinds of fresh vegetables, and Li Yuan and Ge Xiuyin walked side by side for no reason.He put his head down and stared at his toes, while she turned her head and asked him gently; "What does Xiaoyuan like to eat? Do you usually eat vegetarian or meat? Our Xiaoman is purely the kind who doesn't like meat. "
"I heard that, can you take me with you in three sentences? People who love meat have short digestive tracts, and they all have short waists and long legs, you know." Peng Xiaoman picked up one of the tomatoes at hand and put it under his nose Taking a sip of the fresh sweet and sour taste, he raised his chin and said to Li Yuan, "He likes rock sugar elbows covered with coriander!"
"Elbow?" Ge Xiuyin no doubt had a letter from him, and thought that this kid actually loves hard vegetables with thick oil and red sauce, and he can't complain about being so tall: "Is the elbow in the fresh food section? Then wait a minute." Go to the freezer in the supermarket and weigh some? Hey Xiaoman, there is a pressure cooker at home, is it too late to simmer after going back?"
Li Yuan was dumbfounded, glanced at Peng Xiaoman, and said hurriedly, "Auntie, I don't like knuckles. Xiaoman is talking nonsense, so don't buy it."
Ge Xiuyin chuckled, and looked at Li Yuan with kind eyes: "Okay! Then tell yourself what you like to eat. If you don't tell me, I'll ask Xiaoman to buy elbows."
Peng Xiaoman's eyes sparkled, and he followed Ge Xiuyin to wait for his answer.
"Just..." Li Yuan said, "Fish."
Peng Xiaoman asked: "May I ask if the young man is a sea fish or a river fish?"
If you want to get to the bottom of it, it is likely to ask him whether he likes steamed or braised, "river fish, anything is fine."
Peng Xiaoman next to Ge Xiuyin was different from what Li Yuan had seen before.He used to surf the Internet, and heard foreign experts say that if you want to comfort a crying newborn baby, you can take a sip of water in your mouth and put it next to the baby's mouth to make a gurgling sound, simulating that the fetus is still in the womb and the amniotic fluid is surging the sound of.A feeling of peace, a feeling of a tired bird returning to the forest, Peng Xiaoman let go of all negativity and uncertainty, and hurried back to the eaves she raised with one arm.Just like the very popular signature file on the Internet-my biggest ideal is to hide in my mother's arms and sleep lazily.
What a fucking useless and irresistible "ideal".Li Yuan also thought about it at first, but later thought it was impossible, and then she no longer had such extravagant hopes.
At dusk, the three of them bought a sea bass to be steamed, four or five small Wang Yas to cook tofu, cucumbers, cowpeas and water spinach, and a lot of seasonal green vegetables in large and small bags.Live fish and crabs, you have to fight with it for [-] rounds to clean up the fresh ingredients, pointing to the kitchen sink, packing and assigning them to Peng Junsong, who is necessary for decathlon at home; Even someone as weak as Ge Xiuyin can take over.She asked Peng Xiaoman to come over and sit down to help, but the other party refused with bullshit reasons such as "the hand hurts from being pinched by a crab".Li Yuan, who has five beauties and four virtues, moved a horse and sat there, with his head on the scene of the sky changing from red to blue on the patio: "I will help you."
Cowpea is tender green and crisp. Remove the stalks and pinch them into sections as long as two knuckles. Once folded, there will be a "cracking" sound that makes the pores feel comfortable.
"Xiaoman is out of tune, isn't he? Sometimes you don't need a beating, right?" Ge Xiuyin opened her mouth when Peng Xiaoman entered the room. She snatched the red pepper from Li Yuan's hand, and gave him a handful of cowpeas: "You don't move the chili pepper. If it gets on your hands, it will sting you. Let it go and I will get it later."
"It's a little bit, sometimes." Li Yuan admitted sincerely while taking the cowpea.
"That's a bit of a name, I think you are giving him face." Ge Xiuyin arched her waist, so thin that the spine line on her back was especially obvious, protruding under the fabric, like continuous ridges.Her movements are gentle, or because of poor physical strength, she can't do it quickly: "A rogue monkey, with a weird temper, not like me or his father, I don't know who to follow."
Li Yuan turned her head slightly, and just seeing Ge Xiuyin's expression when she mentioned Peng Xiaoman, she felt soft in her heart, completely being cared and cared for, and not letting go.
Ge Xiuyin let out a short sigh, and stroked the broken hair that fell from her temples: "I'm glad and relieved that he can make a friend like you here."
"A good friend?" Li Yuan accidentally repeated the word.
Ge Xiuyin would have misunderstood him, startled, then smiled: "Isn't it? Aren't you, you and Xiao Man good friends?"
I think, maybe not, we are not.
Good friend, it must be me like You Kaifeng, I hate him for hurting her, teasing him, but I also remember him, pay attention to him, if he has any difficulties, I will go up to help him without saying a word, no three Look, there is no distinction between right and wrong.But Peng Xiaoman was simply outside this range.If I hurt him, I may hesitate. When I satirize him, I am mostly duplicity. When I tease him, it is also because I want to see his subtle reactions.
I communicate with him, and there seems to be nothing in common with many things. Of course, I can also remember that he pays attention to him, but let me do something to him without worrying about the consequences. If I can’t, I will You may think about whether this behavior will cross the boundary layer by layer, but you don't know which end and which end of the boundary it is.
It's messy and unclear, and "good friends" may not really be able to sum it up.
"Yes, we're good friends. I didn't mean to deny it just now." What Li Yuan was thinking couldn't be stated clearly, but could only be said along the way.
"I'll just say it." Ge Xiuyin seemed to be relieved, and continued to pinch the cowpea; "This kid never mentioned his classmates to me before, let alone lead people to the house."
Li Yuan raised her eyebrows, meaning to ask why and how to say it.
"He's afraid."
"afraid?"
"He told you he was not well?"
"Well, hereditary... hypertrophic cardiomyopathy." Li Yuan recalled the scar on his chest and the temperature when he touched it.
Ge Xiuyin laughed: "Do you remember it so well?"
Li Yuan felt that it was impossible to answer this question.
"Look at his leisurely manner. It's not that he doesn't want to, but he's probably afraid." Ge Xiuyin cleaned the cowpea and replaced it with oily and green water spinach. "He's afraid that he'll do his best. Once the disease strikes, he'll lose everything. Instead of that At that time, I felt that everything had become an empty joy, so I might as well let myself not care about anything now. If I climbed high and fell hard, then I might as well just stay at the bottom, and this child probably has this idea."
It's like Li Yuan felt that every time he laughed, the cloud disappeared and the rain disappeared, but it couldn't reflect the innermost part.
"In fact, I always tell him. I said Xiaoman is fine. There are not many people with this disease. I said, look at your mother and me. After all these years, I have been found to be fine. I am weak. Because of this heart disease, think about the good instead of the bad, you have a long way to go." Ge Xiuyin paused for a moment, "He said, Mom, you are braver than me, you see it, I am still young, I am afraid of death ..."
"He's afraid that he won't be able to grasp it himself, even you."
The twilight was deep and the sky was dim, Ge Xiuyin looked up at him: "You know me?"
Li Yuan nodded.
"This is fate, the most old-fashioned truth." Ge Xiuyin stopped choosing vegetables, "...I was thinking, even if Xiaoman didn't say it, he must trust you in his heart, so you are not like others. The same. So, I have an unfeeling request. I think that I am not by his side, and I can’t urge him to release him all the time. He may not listen to what our parents say. See if you can help me Talk to him more with his dad, tell him... tell him..."
Ge Xiuyin couldn't express the last half of the sentence, so she smiled lazily: "I don't know how to tell him, children don't like to listen to the truth now."
Peng Xiaoman lit up the string of Disney princess dream lanterns on the toon tree, reflecting on the faces of Li Yuan and Ge Xiuyin, clusters of warm light spots.They both looked at Peng Xiaoman together.
"What are you talking about me?" I couldn't help but glanced at each other in silence.
Ge Xiuyin replaced her sadness, and immediately changed into a funny tone: "I praise you for being handsome."
"Damn, I don't believe it." Peng Xiaoman wrinkled his nose and shook his head.
"To be honest." Li Yuan gave him a thumbs-up: "I really praise you for being handsome."
"I'm handsome and you handsome?" Peng Xiaoman threw the mosquito repellent spray from the room to him.
"You are handsome, you are handsome." Li Yuan took it.
"You are Qingyi Wu Yanzu, what am I?"
"How about Yungu Liang Chaowei?"
"Commercial blows?"
"Assignment and acceptance."
The two of them clasped fists perfunctorily at the same time, the tacit understanding of their movements and the precision of their coordination, which surprised Ge Xiuyin.
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