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Peng Xiaoman's first kiss, which he didn't have when he was seven years old, was given to the youngest daughter of his distant uncle.The girl was not very old, but her eyes were not small. A pair of copper bells were bright and dark, and she stared at Peng Xiaoman as soon as she entered the room.The little girl walked like a carrot with legs outstretched. She beckoned and led Peng Xiaoman into the room. As soon as the door was closed, she jumped up and hooked his neck, leaned forward and kissed him loudly.

Unreserved, and a slut, she smiled and said: Brother, you look so pretty on both sides of your mouth, I will kiss you, don't tell dad.

The corners of Peng Xiaoman's mouth naturally have a small curvature. Some people call this a smile hook, and they say that you don't have to smile deeply, but just pursing your lips, your expression will suddenly look bright and pretty.This reckless kiss made Peng Xiaoman's teeth sore, it didn't matter if he didn't taste anything, Peng Xiaoman didn't want to think about it after all.

Because he always felt that he was engaging in incest, and his father would beat him to death with a stick if he said it.

Therefore, to Peng Xiaoman, kissing is just a sour concept from beginning to end.And Li Yuan came up without warning like a wave, with an ambiguous imprint, which easily washed away this concept, turning it into a faint spicy fragrance of cumin powder, bursting with carbonic acid. Slight burning throat.

You Kaifeng snapped ten or twenty close-ups at once, then turned off the viewfinder, waved his hand in satisfaction and said, "Stop!"

Li Yuan withdrew slowly, her lips moved away, it felt like peeling a fresh orange.His expression remained the same, looking at Peng Xiaoman;

Peng Xiaoman's eyes changed from one to the other in confusion several times.He glanced around speciously, and finally focused on his toes.His face had a layer of looking into the distance, and the air was thin red, and he didn't know what he wanted to say.This atmosphere spread to everyone, and the hooligan whistle gradually stopped laughing and applauding.Everyone looked at each other one by one, exchanged meaningful eyes, grinned, and said nothing.

Looking back, no one expected Li Yuan to be so straightforward.

Calm to the point of inexplicable embarrassment and shyness, he became a bystander watching from the sidelines.

In the toilet, Peng Xiaoman escaped from the mess.He held the bird to stand still and emptied the accumulated water in his bladder, and he didn't lift his pants. He wasn't urinating all the time, and he wasn't secretly reminiscing about that kiss.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I run away? !

Punish Li Yuan or punish me!

Why should he choose me so I have to sit still and let him kiss?

What about human rights in a society ruled by law?

Where is my face? !

Peng Xiaoman pondered the water level of the urinal for a while, and guessed that if he soaked his whole head in it, he might not drown in an hour or two. It was too painful, ugly, and smelly, so he gritted his teeth and gave up.

At this time, the mobile phone rang a WeChat notification tone, and Peng Xiaoman clicked to open it. It was a message from Ge Xiuyin, a rather fashionable "Nympho" emoji package.Peng Xiaoman was the first to send Li Yuan's rewarding selfie to Ge Xiuyin, but there was no movement for a long time, and he only returned at this point.Before Peng Xiaoman could reply, another message followed.

The young man's name is Li Yuan, right?What a nice name.

Now that Peng Xiaoman sees these two words, his heart suddenly jumps unreasonably.

Peng Xiaoman crackled and wrote the message, his thumb trembled slightly, he made a mistake of seven or eight characters, and long pressed Enter twice to rewrite: It’s just a bird’s name, how could your baby son have a real name, easy to remember and small Well, at the age of seventy and eighty, they still sound like children when they call out.

This is a joke, because Peng Xiaoman has always been speechless about the name his father gave him, Xiaoman Xiaoman, he can always feel the simplicity of a farmer who is happy with the harvest.And mother, let's call out to make unfamiliar people respond.

Ge Xiuyin replied, grasping a strange point: the half figure next to the photo is you, right?How do you sit down and reach people's shoulders?

Peng Xiaoman pulled up the dialog box, looked back at Li Yuan's photo, and found that half of his face was in the mirror, half of his face was out of the frame, with the light behind his back, black as a ball of coal.Peng Xiaoman raised his eyebrows and pressed the keyboard angrily: Blame me?It's my father's brain height that he didn't pass on to me.

Two seconds after sending it, he laughed again, followed by a shameless voice message: Except for your appearance.

When Li Yuan came to find the toilet, she walked through the narrow and greasy corridor and turned the corner, and the first thing she saw was Peng Xiaoman's undressed lower body, leaning on the urinal, and beaming at the mobile phone.When another woman came, she yelled "Oh, perverted stinky bastard" long ago.

"Cough." Li Yuan faked a cough and leaned against the tiled wall.

Peng Xiaoman turned his head in response, saw the person coming from the opposite side clearly, startled and trembled, panicked as if he was copying homework in self-study, and saw the head teacher's bright-eyed face from the back window.The smartphone in his hand suddenly turned into a small piece of soap soaked in water, and when he didn't hold it firmly, it flew out of his palm.In the blink of an eye, Peng Xiaoman struggled in mid-air and failed to grab it twice. He watched it fly away, and with a crisp "snap", it fell upside down at Li Yuan's feet.

Peng Xiaoman saw that Li Yuan seemed afraid of being hit, so he raised his foot to hide.

"Damn it!" Peng Xiaoman wailed, seeing Li Yuan stooped to pick up the phone, "Wait! Don't give it to me, you can take a look at the screen for me, I dare not look at it."

"..." Li Yuan lowered her head and glanced at the phone, "It's broken."

"!"

"The tempered film is broken." Li Yuan gasped and finished the second half of the sentence, pointing to Peng Xiaoman's crotch, "Can you put the pants chain up first?"

Peng Xiaoman hastily withdrew his hand to pick up the phone, and closed the door slowly.

"You, you want to," Peng Xiaoman suddenly felt the chaos in his heart again, and the place where this person pasted it became itchy, sore and hot, "...you want to go to the bathroom too?"

"I want to find a place to smoke, so I'll find you by the way." Li Yuan quietly took out a cigarette case and handed back Peng Xiaoman's cell phone, "Master Kai said that I broke your glass heart, so I advise you to come and see it." , I am afraid that you will be humiliated and judge yourself."

"...Can't you speak nicely?" Peng Xiaoman was speechless, covering the side of his face.

Li Yuan smiled and answered after a while, "I'm sorry tonight."

Peng Xiaoman suddenly wanted to ask why, so he tore off the torn tempered film on the phone screen, smashed it violently, and then pretended to be careless, "I just want to ask you why it's me."

"Except for my table of six people, two of them are not allowed to choose a woman. Is the probability very low?"

"..." Peng Xiaoman regretted it after asking, and threw the tempered film into the dirty wastebasket at his feet.

Li Yuan's lighter is a rubbing wheel, and there will be a "crack" sound when the lighter is lit.He paused, "Maybe I think you are special, if you insist on asking me why."

"Because I'm sick?" Peng Xiaoman raised his eyebrows, suddenly unhappy.

Li Yuan smiled sideways, and flicked the cigarette ash into her palm, "Are you retarded?"

"If mental retardation is considered a disease." Peng Xiaoman shrugged and smiled coldly, which is quite true.

Li Yuan suppressed her smile, feeling the indescribable twist in Peng Xiaoman's words.He licked his mouth and said seriously: "Mental retardation is of course a disease. In psychiatry, it is also called mental retardation, mental retardation and mental retardation in books."

"What are you doing!"

Peng Xiaoman secretly hated that he should have thrown away the tempered film early, and should have kept it to split it open. At this moment, Xiao Li swung the lower part of Li Yuan's neck like a flying knife, sealing his throat with blood.With his chin raised, he pointed at the person across the way like a Beijinger picking a fight. He was at a loss for words for a while, and then he lost his power with the opening of his mouth. He turned his face and smiled.

Seeing him smile, Li Yuan let out a short breath in her heart, but she didn't realize it.

Let Li Yuan pretend to be serious and take the route of forcing the king, he has a hundred ways to make the scene stiff, the cold is so cold that his breath is frozen.People with such abilities are mostly lacking in personality, and there are few strings in their heads, commonly known as low emotional intelligence.What makes Li Yuan different from them is that he can make him spring into rain, make him stand tall, or have a square head, be weird and withdrawn, etc., he can do it.

What he said to make people uncomfortable was always for the purpose of making people uncomfortable. Every malicious word he said was weighed by a round of thin voices like washing tea.

The chic, calm, calm and introverted side, he gave to his classmates, because it will take three years to get along, okay, there are not so many options to choose from, just above the bottom line; , He gave it to his friends, because he was free to come and go, and had similar interests, he couldn't help but untie his restrained personality in a happy relationship; he gave his eccentric, sensitive, and easily offended side to his family.

Li Yuan switches character designs according to the situation and objects, like a diamond, which has countless small facets.However, the facets of diamonds are as bright and clear as stars, and Li Yuan has too many negative things that he himself dislikes. There are dilapidated walls and dust all year round, so it is obviously not worthy of comparison with diamonds.

If you really think about it carefully, Peng Xiaoman’s real specialness lies in the fact that he gets along with him. The whole person is mixed and complex. With all kinds of reactions, he can no longer freely reveal only a specific side to him.Peng Xiaoman seems to have seen all kinds of fragile, perverse, violent, cheerful, and warm and soft.

Is this because of oneself, or because of the other party?

This question was covered by a layer of mist in the early morning light, and Li Yuan still couldn't see it clearly, but there was already a concept in her heart, which was clear and clear.

Peng Xiaoman is a naturally non-aggressive person, getting along with him saves me from too much troublesome thinking and excess emotions.Everything is messy and chaotic, and everything is reasonable and natural, without any tailoring and modification, and has nothing to do with illness, it is just an added triviality of life.

It's just that Li Yuan can't say anything about it.

He has the burden of being a grader, a top student, and a deputy monitor, so he usually doesn't approve of a person like this.

Peng Xiaoman laughed enough, rubbed his cheeks, cleared his throat, "...I just had a brain twitch, so just pretend I didn't ask anything."

"Yeah." Li Yuan nodded, and threw the cigarette butt into the urinal, "One-click delete, no save."

The toilet is on the second floor of a guest house next to the barbecue stall. It is necessary to pass through a narrow and slender corridor with no lights, and then go downstairs through an open-air patio canopy to return.The corridor is too long, and the gray moonlight casts in from the dark blue glass on one side, and liquefied white rectangles are painted on the brown-stained floor tiles under the feet.

Li Yuan walked in front of Peng Xiaoman, she suddenly looked incredibly tall, covering the light, she almost lowered her head when passing by the door lintel.Peng Xiaoman poked at the phone screen, replied to Ge Xiuyin's long message, and bumped into him who stopped suddenly.

"The stairway at the back."

Li Yuan turned around, made a gesture of holding Peng Xiaoman on her chest, squeezed past him, and let go, "Forget it, I'm gone."

Peng Xiaoman turned off the screen and patted him on the back, looked at him in the dark, and let out a snort of laughter, "You're so stupid, young man."

"It's all black holes, who can see clearly." Li Yuan turned her head, the moonlight was in his eyes, and there was a watery star white in the darkness, "Your mother?"

"Ah." Peng Xiaoman paused, "Yes, my mother."

"Did you send me a picture?"

Peng Xiaoman snapped his fingers, especially crisply, "No, I sold you after the filming was over, and the one that was secretly filmed was also posted."

"How do you say it?" Li Yuan coughed, with a slight reaction, and confirmed again that there were indeed no voice-activated lights in these corridors, which was spooky.

"Say you're not as good looking as me."

Li Yuan didn't say anything after hearing this, and then laughed again, her shoulders trembling in front of Peng Xiaoman's eyes, "The mantle is going to be unhappy again, mantle said, it's time for me to appear on stage again."

"Can you replace the mantle stem, please?"

"Crust?" Li Yuan looked back at him, "The crust is quite thick, enough for you."

"Please Li Shaoxia, you can fly up in place." Peng Xiaoman turned on the screen, and a cloud of light blue was reflected on his chin, "Let me read to you, my mother's original words."

"Ah."

"She said, the young man's name is Li Yuan, right? The name sounds really nice, and I'm right, it's really nice to hear the explosion on the spot."

"I believe you are born with ghosts." Out of the corridor and into the courtyard, Li Yuan led the way to a section of the iron corridor. The handrails on the corridor were peeled off and rusted, and they made a rattling sound when stepped on, "My mother named it. , There are very few hit names."

"Who came up with the name of the bird? The ghost is bumping into you..." Peng Xiaoman pressed in a low voice, cleared his throat and continued, "Then my mother said, how did you sit down to reach the head of the shoulder? I said it's not inherited. Yan Zhi, she asked you if you are particularly good at mathematics, I said it is not that you are particularly good at mathematics, but that you are very good at all kinds of subjects, so good that if he is your son, you can smile crookedly in your dreams."

"Then?" Li Yuan stepped down a section of the iron ladder, turned her head to stare at Peng Xiaoman's feet, "Look at Shaoxia Lu, the road ahead is dangerous."

"Then she acted like all the mothers in the world, and told me not to miss your superb resource. I should learn and ask. Don't be embarrassed to keep silent, and let me have a good relationship with you." Peng Xiaoman looked away. Moving away from the screen, laughing and chanting, tiptoeing like a blind person, "I said when you come to see me, I might be able to meet you. We live very close, upstairs and downstairs."

"Can you not play with mysteries?" Li Yuan approached and pulled his wrist, "A broken tooth will affect your inherited beauty."

Peng Xiaoman's mood of returning to calmness was ironed to the surface by the temperature of his palm.

Peng Xiaoman stopped still, looking at his short black hair, standing on the steps, almost at eye level with him, "Would you... would you like to say hello to her?" Peng Xiaoman handed over the phone, " Hitting the sun is worse than choosing the day.”

"Are you sure?" Li Yuan asked.

"what."

"say what."

"Just, whatever."

Li Yuan let go of his hand, took the phone, pressed the voice button for a long time, and brought the receiver close to her mouth.There are stars in the sky this night, a few sporadic and inconspicuous little grains, which are blown by the evening wind and rolled around in the night.Li Yuan's voice was so slow and so deep that I don't know if it was intentional, as if it could shake the stars.

"Hi Auntie, I'm Li Yuan, Peng Xiaoman's deskmate."