Son of Destruction

Apart from the pain that his only son had had such an experience, Uhtred thought of another thing.

Before she died, Shiloh's mother told him that through strange observations, their two sons had shown signs of dying several times.

At that time Uhtred didn't think too much, thinking that his son was fighting with the native creatures of the material plane, but because of his congenital poor development, he couldn't beat the opponent and was injured. For him, no matter what Such injuries are considered life-threatening.

But as the children of two super divine beasts, even if they are not well developed, their resilience is equally strong. As long as they don't die on the spot, they can quickly return to their heyday without causing too much trouble.

But now Hilo's words made him think of another possibility, that is, the other several times when his life was in danger, just like Hilo said just now, the real feeling of despair in the face of death, and it is difficult to find the possibility of living.

"You later..." Uhtred really wanted to ask how he survived on the material plane with thin energy after his consciousness was born, but he stopped after just talking about the beginning. This child is already in great pain , he didn't want to continue to poke his scar.

"Do you want to ask me how I survived? After all, even if I have my own consciousness and can absorb energy independently, the energy in the material plane is still the same thin, even if I can actively increase the absorption of energy , In fact, it’s not enough to keep me alive.”

Shiloh didn't talk about what he should have done when he was so desperate that he almost collapsed. He had a relaxed smile on his face. On the contrary, Uhtred, who was full of pain, looked like the one who once only I can silently count the remaining time of my life, and my heart is full of hopeless and helpless creatures.

"You..." After saying a word, Uhtred was stuck, "I want to know how you survived." Even if he knew that the memory of Hilo's survival was very painful, Uhtred But he didn't want to escape. Only by knowing everything that happened in the past can he find a way to untie the knot in his only son's heart.

Even if at first he thought that Hilo just hated himself and didn't want to recognize his irresponsible father, when he saw Hilo talking about the past, he obviously had a joyful smile, but he felt full of despair, Wu Tred knew that his only son had a knot in his heart because of the past.

What should I say about that kind of despair, as if I wanted to do my best to live and experience this colorful world, but I was so exhausted that I couldn't help but want to let go, give myself a good time, and let myself obtain eternal rest.

Only Uhtred present had this kind of perception, because he is Hilo's biological father, there is something called father-son connection, and because of the special strange object in his hand, the mutual perception with Hilo is still It didn't break, allowing him to directly explore the deepest thoughts in Hilo's heart.

"Actually, at that time, if you wanted to live in that situation, you could almost be considered in a desperate situation if you said it was difficult, but if you said it was simple, it was also a very simple thing." Hilo raised his eyebrows in surprise, seeing Uhtred so With a distressed look, he thought he didn't dare to say this, but he didn't expect that he could really say this request.

But it is precisely because of this that Hilo's recognition of Uhtred is a little higher. If Uhtred keeps avoiding this matter, he is unwilling to ask these questions, although it will not touch Hilo's scars. , but it is also rejecting a part of Hilo's truth. Whether it was joy or despair in the past, it has finally shaped the complete him now, so it is naturally difficult to win Hilo's favor.

Although Shiloh is still unwilling to recognize Uhtred, he is willing to stand here and have a good chat with Uhtred, not the previous one, because Uhtred wants to recognize him. This kind of attitude, full of irritability, just want to let Uhtred go as far as possible.

"Simple?" Uhtred's voice was a little hoarse, but behind this simple word, he seemed to see layers of shadows covering it, soaked with tears full of despair.

"Yeah, it's very simple." Hilo's tone was very brisk, "Since my bloodline is too strong and I need too much energy to maintain my life, I will have a life crisis, so I'll weaken myself to the point where I can get The energy in it is just enough to maintain your own life, isn't it all right?"

Although the power of erosion brought him a great life crisis later, it has to be said that when he was unable to survive due to energy problems at the beginning, the weakening of his blood by the power of erosion really saved him Life.

At least it was after discovering that his bloodline was being weakened inexplicably, and this would reduce his energy burden, Xilo thought that since he could not reduce the difficulty of obtaining energy, he would actively weaken himself, weakening himself enough to be able to survive in the material position. face to survive.

Although it is painful to do so at the beginning, things like the power of blood cannot be weakened casually. This represents his foundation, and it is different from the all-round weakening of the power of erosion. It took his life, but at the beginning it only weakened this effect and would not cause other damage.

He can't control the speed when he does it himself, and it's too painful to deal with such delicate things as the power of blood, and the energy will riot if he is not careful, and he will go to places where he shouldn't go. As a result, some aspects suffered relatively large injuries, which left a little sequelae later.

"If you don't want to laugh, you don't have to." Opening his mouth, Uhtred wanted to say a lot, but in the end he said something that he hadn't even thought about at the beginning.

"You seem to have misunderstood something. I am really happy now." Hilo's expression was serious, so serious that Uhtred almost felt that he was telling the truth.

However, Uhtred knew that this matter was impossible at all. Who would feel happy when recalling the past when he was dying, especially when he sensed through strange things that Hilo was recalling the past? At that time, the mood was so desperate.

"No matter how much I have gone through, how many times I almost failed to survive, at least I am standing here alive now, isn't this worth being happy?"

No matter how desperate and dark it was in the past, at least he can experience this world vividly now, instead of falling into eternal sleep in that desperate darkness.