When Mary Sue met a straight man with cancer

Zhu Xingwang's heart is also very complicated. He didn't expect things to develop at this speed. From yesterday to now, it's just like a dream. In fact, in his heart full of emotion and imagination, he once fantasized about "Love" is such a beautiful word.

But since he became gender-conscious, he has basically never been favored by any women. Since he was a child, the only praise he has received is the word "honesty". The love he feels comes from his family. In fact, he knows himself very well, and he understands that he is an ordinary boy with many shortcomings, who is not strong at all in the eyes of others.

Sometimes he often looks at the sky alone at night, looking at the stars scattered all over the sky, and suddenly feels a pang of sadness in his heart. This kind of sadness is not due to the fragility of his heart, but an anxiety without a real sense of belonging.

This does not mean that Zhu Xingwang's family is not good enough or that his classmates and friends bully him, but that when Zhu Xingwang faces any of his social roles, he feels a kind of unhappiness from the bottom of his heart, no one understands his own Thoughts, no one cares about their own feelings, everyone thinks this is an honest person, and then, it's gone.

However, from another aspect, Long Shitian made Zhu Xingwang feel sincere envy. Although Long Shitian was overconfident and arrogant, he was always being himself, releasing himself almost arrogantly, and never caring about others No matter how you look at it, these are things that I once wanted to do but didn't dare to do.

Zhu Xingwang also wants to be himself.

He wanted to tell his parents that he really didn't like a bloody environment, and whenever he saw pigs being slaughtered and fish being slaughtered, he felt uncomfortable in his heart.

He wanted to tell his classmates that he was not so willing to let others order him around. In fact, he was very strong, and he could hit five with one if he was in a hurry.

He wanted to say to himself, you don’t actually love silence that much, you don’t actually love crying that much, you just don’t know how to express yourself, you just can’t fully accept yourself.

Along the way, Zhu Xingwang thought about the past 20 years over and over while walking. His steps were big and fast, and it seemed that the farther he walked, the troubles could not keep up with him.

At a corner, he glanced back inadvertently, and found that Long Shitian was following him secretly, wearing sunglasses and a hat, and followed behind him very carefully.

"What should I do?" Zhu Xingwang asked himself. He remembered Long Shitian's expression when he said that his mother abandoned him, remembered how lonely he sometimes looked when he was talking to his parents, and remembered how he felt when he left at the end. Keep your appearance.

In this world, there really is no one who is not lonely, but sometimes when two lonely people meet together, maybe they can warm each other up.

In fact, Zhu Xingwang and Long Shitian have a common feature, that is, their brain circuits are relatively clear.

When Long Shitian found out that he had feelings for Zhu Xingwang, he hesitated for a while before making a decision, as if falling in love with a boy was no big deal to him, since the word secular was meaningless to him.

When Zhu Xingwang was struggling in pain at the moment, he didn't deliberately think about how unethical it would be for two boys to be together, he just wondered whether he also felt this way, whether he could give back the same feelings He remembered every detail of getting along with Long Shitian, and his thoughts were in chaos.

Yes, he loves to bully himself, as if he doesn't feel comfortable if he doesn't choke with himself a few times a day, but it seems that in the end, he suffers from his own consequences.

He also likes to pester himself, showing off his big gold chain and small watch at every turn, and once he ignores him, he can't sit still like a fire.

He would please himself from time to time, even though the way of pleasing was very unpopular, but if he showed a little joy, this person's tail would go up to the sky.

But what about yourself?

Zhu Xingwang thought that he seemed to care a little bit about him. Sometimes after a few days, he always felt that there was something missing around him.

I seem to be used to him, just like I am used to crying, I can't say that I am completely happy, angry, sad, and happy, but I can't live without it.

I also seem to appreciate him a little bit, appreciate his pretty good looks, and appreciate his chic and happy life alone for so many years.

After walking for about an hour, Zhu Xingwang showed a good walking ability. Long Shitian, who followed him sneakily just now, has been dumped somewhere.But this is not important, Zhu Xingwang took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Long Shitian.

"Nine o'clock tonight, see you on the playground."

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At nine o'clock, Long Shitian, who was full of excitement, was already gearing up and waiting on the playground. For this time, he was fully prepared, wearing a high-end brand-name custom-made suit, shiny leather shoes, and a trace of oily hair. , and also sprayed a flamboyant and charming cologne, like that, he dared to walk Victoria's Secret on the open-air playground as long as the red carpet was needed.

While he was waiting excitedly, he saw Zhu Xingwang walking over in a sportswear. Seeing Long Shitian's grand appearance, Zhu Xingwang said the first sentence: "Aren't you hot?"

"It's not hot, it's not hot," said the sweaty Long Shitian against his will.

"Well, I want to go for a run, so come along." Zhu Xingwang put down these words, and started to run by himself.

"Run!" Long Shitian glanced at his leather shoes, felt ruthless, and followed them.

Zhu Xingwang didn't care if he followed or not. Anyway, he kept his head down and ran forward. In fact, many of his decisions were made during the running. The end of each lap meant the beginning of the next lap. Strengthen your spirit, overdraw your body, and strengthen your thoughts through repetition.

About the fifth lap, Long Shitian was at the end of his strength, and this leather shoe was a good-looking product on the surface. If he really started running, it would be better than a pair of slippers, not to mention that for this meeting, he was wearing a pair of slippers. With heightened shoes, you have to put them away when running, in case you wear them halfway through the run.

As the number of laps increased, Long Shitian's leather shoes were slightly cracked. He thought to himself that this kid wouldn't play with me, to get revenge on me for drugging him, but I obviously didn't do anything that day, could it? He had already taken revenge on me, and was distracted thinking, suddenly saw Zhu Xingwang in front of him stopped running, standing where he seemed to be waiting for him.

Long Shitian, who was already limping, was overjoyed, and hurried to Zhu Xingwang with all his strength.

Looking at Long Shitian, whose clothes were soaked and out of breath, Zhu Xingwang suddenly said:

"I promise you."

"What!" When Long Shitian heard that he actually responded directly to this matter, he was so excited that he forgot to breathe, and his face turned red before he began to gasp for breath. Zhang Baizhi, he has never pursued others, and it is impossible for him to forget how to react when he meets someone who agrees to pursue him.

"But there is a one-month trial period." Zhu Xingwang made a U-turn and added.

"What!" Long Shitian was surprised again. What kind of request is this? Is there a probationary period for dating?

"Maybe you are just a novelty for a while, or maybe we are just impulsive, and we have to confirm it carefully." Zhu Xingwang said seriously: "I don't care about the same sex or the opposite sex, but I really care about the feelings I give."

"Is half a month okay?" Long Shitian asked tentatively.

Zhu Xingwang didn't speak, just looked at him straight.

"Okay, I promise you." Long said lazily, but Zhu Xingwang's serious demo just now suddenly didn't look like the crybaby he knew.

"I didn't expect you to have two faces!" Long Shitian thought to himself, and became more and more interested in him.