Fox thoughts

In the dark dungeon, on a large pile of thatch, a man in a worn-out prison uniform sat cross-legged, closed his eyes and rested his mind. He was no longer as beautiful as before, but he looked extremely calm. He was handcuffed with heavy handcuffs. The dungeon was solid. Too dull, except that he had tried to live a more miserable life years ago.

After a while, the heavy cell door was pushed open with a creak, and the man opened his eyes, staring at the two uninvited guests in front of him with a pair of different pupils.

"You are here." Gu Junyi was not too surprised by the appearance of the two in front of him, he smiled lightly, as if seeing an old friend.

Luo Liheng held Gu Junmo in his arms, and the jailer behind him carefully brought a blanket and a small table, and placed them in front of Gu Junyi, followed by a jug of wine and three cups - one of which was full of wine.

Of course Gu Junyi knew what was in the third glass of wine, as long as he drank it, his entire life would be lost soon, and finally he would be dragged into a mass grave and become one of countless dead bodies.

But Gu Junyi didn't have any complaints anymore, he was just unwilling to die so early...

His life is doomed to be mediocre.

The mat was placed in front of Gu Junyi, and Luo Li gently put Gu Junmo on it, and then stepped aside. Faced with all this, Gu Junyi just smiled and said nothing.

The two faced each other without saying a word, and the dungeon became too quiet, dead silent.

Finally, Gu Junyi couldn't bear the atmosphere, lazily lifted the jug and filled Gu Junmo's and his own glasses with wine, put down the jug, Gu Junyi said: "Over the years, we have never had a drink together."

"After all, I am a swordsman, and my master often taught me that drinking alcohol hurts my body, so I have never drank this wine." Gu Junmo looked at the clarified wine on the table, and slowly stretched out his hand, "But after today, I will drink it again." I can't see you anymore, this wine is to see you off."

After finishing speaking, Gu Junmo closed his eyes and raised his head to drink the wine. The mellow aroma passed through his throat, and the strong smell made him feel uncomfortable. Gu Junmo frowned slightly. I really don't understand why some people like wine.

Seeing Gu Junmo drinking the glass of wine, Gu Junyi did not hesitate, took a breath, then stretched out the wine glass in Gu Junmo's direction, and finally put the wine glass back on the table.

"Do you hate me?" Gu Junyi asked suddenly, half propped up.

Hate that I treat you so badly, hate that I never loved you, hate that I abolished your martial arts, hate that I want to kill your lover...

This is all Gu Junyi wanted to ask his younger brothers one by one.

"Why haven't you hated it before?" Gu Junmo replied, "It's just that I hated it for too long. Now that I see you, I can't hate you."

Instead, feel sorry for you.This is Gu Junmo's heartfelt words.

Gu Junyi chuckled, and he lifted the jug again, and another glass of wine was slowly filled in the glass, some even spilled out of the glass, but Gu Junyi didn't care.

He was already a dying person, and the rebellion failed, so he couldn't even keep his body, but it was because of his younger brother Gu Junmo that he was able to leave the whole body. Even now, he can't surpass Gu Junmo, even after this Half of my life was due to Gu Junmo.

"Xiaomo...do you know..." How long has it been since Gu Junyi called Gu Junmo's baby name so affectionately? Looking back on that incident many years ago, even if I want to forget it, I can't forget it. Every day and night, I will sleep Remember.

The pain of copying the house, the hatred of exile.

"For so many years, every time I think back to the day when I reported to the government that there was a fox demon hidden in my house, I feel the pain I have never experienced before..." Gu Junyi pointed to the heart with his hand, smiling, but it seemed like crying.

Gu Junmo's face was expressionless, he didn't speak, and gradually clenched his hands lying flat on his lap.

And Gu Junyi didn't care about these things at all, he raised his head and downed another glass of wine, Gu Junyi didn't drink well, his cheeks were already slightly flushed at this moment.

"Why..." Gu Junmo suddenly said, "Why did you do this... back then... did you hate me that much?"

He didn't hesitate to use these to kill everyone, is he really so unpleasant, Gu Junmo?Or is it that he shouldn't have appeared in this world...

Gu Junyi coughed lightly, and said hoarsely: "I hate too many people, and you are just one of them... If I knew that hiding a monster is a crime of copying a house, I would not have done it...cough cough ..."

Gu Junyi turned his head and frowned, covered his mouth and coughed vigorously. After a few days in this dungeon that was worse than death, his body became much weaker.

"I...cough cough...cough cough..." Gu Junyi coughed so hard that he couldn't speak, but he insisted on speaking, and the sound of coughing echoed in the dungeon.

"You don't need to say too much." Gu Junmo coldly rejected Gu Junyi, filled himself and Gu Junyi with wine, and then drank it all in one gulp.

Luo Li, who was leaning against the door, was a little impatient and wanted to step forward to stop him, but he only got Gu Junmo's reassuring eyes.

"I don't care anymore." Gu Junmo put down his glass, his voice was calm, as if he really didn't care.

Gu Junyi sighed, and said again: "How can it be possible that you don't care... you are a relative but live like an old enemy. I caused you to lose the parents who treated you best in the world, so how can you... not care?"

Gu Junmo's tightly clenched hand finally oozes a little blood, and said: "I was an orphan, I had no parents, fortunately I was kind... I have no regrets in this life."

Gu Junyi listened and started laughing. He didn't stop for a long time. After a while, he half-lyed in front of the table, looked at Gu Junmo's pretendingly calm expression, and said, "Xiao Mo, no matter how much you pretend to be indifferent I also know that the person you hate the most in your life is me..."

He stretched out his hand and slowly lifted the jug, but found that there was no drop of wine left in it, so he put it down helplessly, and said slowly:

"How much I envy you... He is obviously an orphan who is about to die. He was picked up from outside and loved by so many people, and he got what I couldn't ask for in my whole life..." Gu Junyi was drunk, as if talking nonsense The language is average.

"Look at me, look at my eyes, this pair of monster-like pupils... These eyes are destined to make me different from others, destined to be a monster...

I worked so hard, so foolishly thinking that I would not be bullied if I could please others, that my parents would never abandon me, that I could become like a biological brother with you..."

Looking up again, Gu Junmo saw tears running down the corners of Gu Junyi's eyes. No one would understand Gu Junyi's pain, and no one would treat him sincerely, just because he had a pair of pupils that were green on the left and blue on the right.

"Xiaomo...I'm not like you. I don't have parents who love me, and I don't have someone who loves you with all my strength like Luo Li. I don't even have the so-called status, rights. During those years of being exiled, I have long since loved you. there is none left……"

As Gu Junyi said, he drank the third glass of wine, "I only have this skin that has been defiled by others... If I am not cruel, someone will kill me."

"But you were killed by yourself after all, weren't you?" Gu Junmo said.

Gu Junyi was taken aback for a moment, and finally smiled wryly, looking up at the dark dungeon, "Yeah... I still killed myself after all."

Gu Junyi has already drank the poisoned wine, so he will die soon. Gu Junmo didn't want to stay for a long time, so he got up slowly. His body, which had been in a coma for three days, couldn't support himself. Gu Junmo swayed, but finally stood still.

Gu Junyi smiled and said, "Xiao Mo, goodbye."

This time the smile was no longer as cold as before, with a mocking smile, it was Gu Junyi's first real smile, and it was also the brother's smile that Gu Junmo had always hoped to see.

Gu Junmo wanted to speak, but he slightly opened his lips, but the next moment he felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if returning to the pain when he was pierced by a sword that day.

"Hmm..." Gu Junmo groaned in pain, covering his throbbing heart, Luo Li sensed the abnormality, stepped forward to support Gu Junmo, only to see Gu Junmo spit out a mouthful of blood, making himself sluggish Extremely embarrassed.

"Jun Mo! You are..." Luo Li didn't have time to think about it, and when he picked up Gu Junmo and was about to leave, he suddenly heard Gu Junyi say from behind:

"The sword of the eldest prince..." Gu Junyi's voice was a little weak, and Luo Li turned his head when he heard it.

"The First Prince's sword... is called the Locking Spirit Sword, it can seal a person's soul... Jun Mo was pierced through the heart with a sword... the soul has already been locked, and after a while... he will completely forget you... ...bring you only pain..."

Gu Junyi's body twitched, and blood gushed from his throat. At the last moment of his life, he had to face the person he suffered the most, showing the most embarrassing expression. He was really embarrassed...

"What did you say!" Luo Li roared angrily, and the moment he was about to kill Gu Junyi, Luo Li suddenly felt that Gu Junmo's whole body was cold like snow.

"Luo... Luo Li..." Gu Junmo put his arms around Luo Li, "No need."

Gu Junyi has long since died, and no matter what he does, it is useless.

"Luo Li..." Gu Junyi called out, "Protect Xiao Mo... Also, be careful of that person, he is unusual..."

Luo Li had no time to care about who the person Gu Junyi was talking about, he only knew that Gu Junmo was gradually losing warmth in his arms.

……

When Luo Li left the dungeon, the person in his arms was already coughing unceasingly, with blood overflowing from the corner of his mouth. Gu Junmo didn't seem to feel safe at all, he hugged Luo Li tightly, and refused to let go.

The Spirit Locking Sword is a kind of sword that was banned thousands of years ago. People who have been stabbed by this sword will suffer severe injuries. However, it is still unknown why this kind of sword appeared in the hands of the First Prince.

"Luo, Luo Li..." Gu Junmo suddenly choked up and said.

Luo Li lowered his eyes subconsciously, his expression paused, and he saw that Gu Junmo's face was flushed, biting his lips as if he was holding back something, but when he closed his eyes, a tear flowed under his fluttering pupils, and then another, and another.

"I don't know why... I don't want to cry, really... I don't want to." Gu Junmo simply lay on Luo Li's shoulder, telling Luo Li with rapid breathing that Gu Junmo was unusual.

Even Gu Junmo didn't know why he was crying, he just felt a sharp pain in his heart, not as relaxed as before.

"Be patient, I'll save you right away." Luo Li kissed Gu Junmo's forehead comfortingly, trying to make the person in his arms less flustered.

Gu Junmo, it was Luo Li who spent ten years looking for him, and was forced to let go, was forced to leave, but this time, he would never let go.