Fox thoughts

"Hahaha...Look at him, it's that monster! Just stare into his eyes, and your eyes will become like that too!"

"Hey, he's watching us run!"

"Monster! It's scary!"

Several children picked up stones and threw them at a thin boy by the river, while running away in a panic. The stone hit his head and hurt him, but the boy remained motionless, looking at the clear and calm river, reflecting his distressed appearance .

His eyes are green on the left and blue on the right, making him look different from ordinary people. The little boy held back his tears aggrievedly, and murmured: "You are the monsters... I am not... I am not..." In the end, the tears were held back Unable to stop, the little boy hugged his knees and burst into tears unscrupulously.

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..." The little boy broke down and cried loudly. He got up, covered his face, and strode home.

"Huh!" The little boy sniffed, staying at home angrily, looking at a large group of children playing and playing at the door, the children gathered together, sometimes ran away, sometimes hid under the tree, laughing again and again.

Their laughter spread to the little boy's ears, but it was extremely harsh. His father went to Beijing, and his mother went to the mountains to collect medicine. The little boy was really lonely, with no one to accompany him and no one to love him. Facing other children playing around, He had to squat in front of the house, playing with the mud on the ground.

"Hmph, monster, look over here!" The little boy ignored them and didn't look up. The next moment, a big pile of mud hit the door of his house, and the splashed mud stained his face.

"I like playing with mud so much, why don't we give you some more mud? Hahahahaha..."

Then, another big pile of mud was thrown on him. The vile children laughed and picked up everything that could be thrown on the ground and threw them on the little boy. The little boy had to run away in embarrassment.

This kind of life lasted the little boy's entire childhood...

After the past two years, I have grown up a lot. One day, my mother came back holding a dirty child, and she told herself: "He is called Gu Junmo now, and he will be our family in the future. Gu Junyi, as a Brother must protect him well."

Gu Junyi looked at the child who was only as tall as his waist, his dirty face seemed to have gone through a fierce battle, and suddenly recalled the lonely self in the past, he nodded with a smile, and said: "Yeah!"

Gu Junyi tried his best to protect Gu Junmo. Whenever someone insulted him as a monster, even the little Gu Junmo would pick up a stone and throw it at that person. Gu Junyi suddenly felt happiness that he had never had before.

"Jun Mo, let's go up the mountain today! There are many delicious wild fruits on the mountain!" Gu Junyi hugged the thin Gu Junmo vigorously and laughed.

Gu Junmo smiled innocently, and his laughter was as crisp as a silver bell. On the mountain, Gu Junyi and Gu Junmo did all kinds of stupid things, climbing up trees to pick fruits, counting how many ants there were on the ground, and catching fish by the river...

The sky was getting dark, and the two of them had so much fun that they forgot that it was time to go home. When Gu Junyi realized it, he didn't know where he had brought Gu Junmo, but only one thing Things: They got lost.

Gu Junyi took Gu Junmo's hand and looked for the direction aimlessly. Gu Junyi looked calm on the surface, but in fact he was flustered. He didn't even know what to do to bring Gu Junmo home safely. As it got darker, Gu Junyi became more and more afraid.

"Brother...Brother! Can we go back...it's so dark..." Gu Junmo held Gu Junyi with one hand, and held him tightly with the other. Because of fear, even his voice was crying.

"Don't be afraid, Xiao Mo, my brother will take you back right away, don't cry." Gu Junyi tried his best to calm Gu Junmo's heart, but even he himself didn't know where to go home.

"Brother...I'm so scared!" After walking for about a quarter of an hour, Gu Junmo finally couldn't hold back anymore and cried loudly, "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

Gu Junyi panicked immediately: "Don't cry, Xiaomo, I'll be home soon..." Even he himself didn't know when he would get home, he thought for a while, and then said softly: "Xiaomo, I'll sing to you Listen, don't cry."

When Gu Junmo heard this, he held back his tears, looked up at Gu Junyi, broke through his tears and said with a smile: "Okay."

"The reeds are tall, the reeds are long, and the reed flowers are like snow and snow.

The reed knows the storm the most, and the reed knows the rain the most.

The reeds are tall, the reeds are long..."

The whole mountain reverberated with Gu Junyi's crisp singing voice, dispelling Gu Junmo's fear bit by bit. I don't know how long they walked. Gu Junyi's singing voice also managed to let their father find their direction. When they saw his father's figure , Gu Junyi finally let go of his fears a little.

"Father!" Gu Junmo happily ran over to hug his father, and his father rubbed his head, but he didn't notice Gu Junyi at the side, "Xiao Mo is not injured..."

Gu Junmo nodded, and his father took Gu Junmo gently, and said, "It's fine if you're not hurt, let's go home." As if he had never seen Gu Junyi before, he left straight away, Gu Junyi was taken aback, with a little sadness in his eyes, and then walked quickly keep up.

The mother had been waiting outside the door for a long time, and when she saw a blurry figure, the mother ran forward to check on Gu Junmo, and said anxiously: "Xiao Mo is all right!"

"I'm fine! My brother brought me back!"

The mother raised her eyes and saw Gu Junyi who was standing on the side, patted Gu Junmo's head gently, and said, "Xiao Mo, go back to sleep first, I have something to say to my brother." Gu Junmo smiled innocently, farting Pi Dian ran back to the house.

"Mother..." Gu Junyi stepped forward, only to see his mother stand up, her eyes were much colder, "I..."

"Pa——" Gu Junyi felt his face being slapped hard, and a stab of pain rushed to his heart.

"Why did you bring Xiaomo up the mountain!" The mother roared, "Do you know how dangerous the mountain is! If something happens to Xiaomo, can you afford it? Or do you want to harm him?"

"Mother...I didn't...me!"

"Stop talking." Behind him, the father stepped forward impatiently, "Your mother and I have already made a decision. This house is too crowded to accommodate many people. There is a house we built a long time ago not far away. You Pack your things and go live there."

Gu Junyi was stunned. Suddenly, tears welled up in his eyes, and they kept rolling in his eyes, "Why...why..."

"No reason, there's nothing to say, stay here today, and move your things away tomorrow." Mother turned around ruthlessly, and entered the house with her father, leaving Gu Junyi standing there crying helplessly.

When Gu Junyi moved closer to the thatched house that never belonged to him, he suddenly heard his mother and father discussing in the room:

"It was a mistake to give birth to him in the first place. Those different pupils look terrible, because we can't hold our heads up in front of others."

"It's been so many years, and there's nothing we can do about it, but at least we have Jun Mo, which can be regarded as a kind of comfort."

"Every time I come back, I will see mud smashed on the door. This Gu Junyi... I really don't want to admit that he is our child..."

"Then what else can I do, anyway, now Gu Junyi is a little capable of taking care of himself, give him something to eat, and don't worry about the rest."

"That's right, it's time to take care of Jun Mo more now."

……

Why... why... Gu Junyi gritted his teeth, "Why do you hate me so much..." He was just a young child, because he had twin and demon-like eyes, he didn't understand why everyone would Hate him so much.

That night, Gu Junyi came back in a daze, tidied up in a daze, and left in a daze without a single word of concern. When he saw Gu Junmo on the bed, his sleeping face was very cute, but Gu Junyi could no longer like this picked-up younger brother.

Gu Junmo saw it in his eyes, but he didn't know how to stop Gu Junyi from leaving. He suddenly understood why Gu Junyi became so distorted. If he could be more sensible and stop his parents when Gu Junyi was driven away, would it be possible for him to be with Gu Junyi? Between them, is there still a harmonious and loving brotherhood?

In the past, other people would not insult Gu Junyi face to face because of the face of Gu Junyi's parents, but when they saw Gu Junyi's defeat, those who hated Gu Junyi came to hurt him one by one.

In the beginning, stones were still thrown, but then a few children rushed forward, kicking and beating with their fists.

Gu Junyi crouched on the ground, enduring vicious beatings and scolding bit by bit. The seeds of hatred quietly buried in his heart, took root, germinated, and devoured his heart, making him learn to treat others hypocritically prematurely, and he must retaliate.

As time went by little by little, Gu Junyi's attitude towards Gu Junmo also gradually changed. It only took half a month from ignorance at the beginning, to annoyance, and finally to loathing. After a month.

When Gu Junmo was a child, every time he saw Gu Junyi, he looked injured, that's where he came from.

Later, the screen turned to Gu Junyi's hesitant face. He was standing at the gate of the official mansion. The short man looked at the gate, and the bustling crowd passed through it. After a long time, Gu Junyi lifted his foot to enter.

"My lord, Caomin has something to report." Gu Junyi knelt in the lobby, looking calm.

"What's the matter?" On the court hall, an official with a face full of cheeks asked.

"Caomin's parents and Brother Caomin raised a fox."

"Fox? Why do you need to report this?" The officials were impatient.

"That fox is not an ordinary fox, it's a fox demon, a moon fox. Cao Min hopes that the Lord can lead someone to capture that fox demon, and restore peace to Cao Min's house."

As soon as the words fell, the officials and officials were angry, and rushed to the case, "Okay, you dare to hide the disaster, I want to see how powerful this family is!"

Gu Junyi, who was kneeling on the ground, chuckled and told the specific situation of the family one by one. The officials listened carefully. After the lecture, Gu Junyi thought he could get rid of the little fox, but he didn't want to put himself in a predicament instead.

"Very good... come here! Take this man down!" The official pointed at Gu Junyi and shouted.

Before Gu Junyi could fully understand what happened, he was pushed to the ground by two tall and thick men. Gu Junyi regained his senses in a panic, but was pinned to the ground and couldn't move, "My lord...you are..."

"Domestic fox demon, once the fox demon grows stronger, it will cause cholera everywhere. This is a crime of smuggling the house. If you have taken the initiative to report the crime and made up for it, I will spare your life. Instead of killing you, you will be exiled to the frontier instead."

"My... my lord!" Gu Junyi never imagined how much disaster he would bring by doing so.

He only felt chills all over his body, as if he had never felt hopeless before.

Suffering from hardships, the hatred of family ruin, all these pushed Gu Junyi into the boundless darkness, his wrists were handcuffed with heavy iron chains, and he was exiled to the frontier with a large group of slaves.

"Hey! Work faster! I don't want to finish the work quickly without food tonight!" Several ferocious rough men waved their whips and urged the slaves.

It was inevitable that Gu Junyi would be whipped more than a dozen lashes. These dozens of lashes almost broke him apart, but he dared not stop what he was doing. The owner is a bad-tempered minority, and he would be beaten if anything went wrong. .

"Pa—" A whip fell mercilessly, and the already shabby clothing was instantly pulled out a big mouth, blood slowly oozing from the wound, followed by another whip.

"Er—" Gu Junyi gritted his teeth in pain, and tightly grabbed the wooden stick in his hand, not daring to stop.

The man's heart of sadism was not satisfied, he slapped Gu Junyi again angrily, and said loudly: "What? Are you so noble? Why don't you beg me for mercy?" Seeing that Gu Junyi ignored him, the man kicked Gu Junyi down.

The whip in his hand lashed Gu Junyi's body recklessly, even on his face. One after another ferocious bloodstains made the surrounding slaves feel scared. Every time the long whip fell, blood would splatter, and Gu Junyi could only curl up and hug himself tightly.

The pain was so painful that it was almost numb. Gu Junyi suddenly burst into tears when he recalled his mother, father, and Gu Junmo.

"Yes...I'm sorry...don't hit me...I...I feel so hurt..." Gu Junyi trembled all over, as if he couldn't bear the next round of abuse.

Being exiled to the frontier, dignity, etc., have long been unimportant...

The rough man really withdrew his hand and stared at Gu Junyi's embarrassed face, only to see Gu Junyi endured the pain, slowly propped himself up, and muttered: "Don't hit me... I was wrong... I was wrong... "

He slowly crawled towards the rough man, stretched out his bloody hand, gently grabbed his foot, then humbly leaned down and kissed him softly, "I was wrong...don't hit me...I was really wrong... "

Gu Junyi's face was full of tears, and his messy hair stuck to his face. He looked up and saw the rough man's satisfied and perverted smile.

I was wrong...don't hit me again...please...

"sorry Sorry……"