Fox thoughts

"I..." Gu Junmo felt his mind go blank, he couldn't utter a word, he just squatted on the ground and hugged his head tightly, "I clearly remember him!" He raised his head and said.

The mother looked at him disappointedly, shook her head, and said: "You are really a demon, for such a non-existent person, to be an enemy of your relatives, is it really what you want?"

Does not exist?

Gu Junmo got up slowly, not long ago he really felt Luo Li's protection for him, but the next moment, did he realize that all this was actually his illusory fantasy?

"No, mother, he exists, he has been protecting me, and what I said is absolutely false!" Gu Junmo pressed his chest hard, his heart was twitching, as if telling him the truth of all this.

"Little Mo." Gu Junyi couldn't stand it anymore, stood up and pressed Gu Junmo's shoulders to comfort him who was restless.

"Yesterday, you played on the mountain for too long. My father and I were very worried, so we went up to find you together." Gu Junyi told the whole story, "We saw you sleeping on the ground in a cave on the mountain. There is also the body of a little fox lying there, and you are still hugging it tightly."

Gu Junmo's shoulders trembled, but he heard Gu Junyi say: "That little fox may be the Luo Li you mentioned."

Luo Li...

"Yes, Xiaomo, you were in a coma for a long time yesterday, and you may have suffered too much today." Father nodded.

"Don't worry about that little fox. My father and I buried it under a phoenix tree at the foot of the mountain. If you want to meet, I'll take you there after dinner." Gu Junyi continued.

The mother stepped forward and broke Gu Junmo's hand on the hilt of the sword, and said: "You take off this sword first, take a good rest these few days, and don't think about strange things."

Seeing their worried faces, Gu Junmo let go of his hands.

——It’s just a coward picked up from outside, why can you be so well protected!

——Gu Junmo, if you dare to speak out, I will kill you, and let your parents think that you died in an accident, you say... okay?

——Xiaomo...run away...leave me alone...

——Xiao Mo!Don't... leave me alone, run away and never come back!

A series of fuzzy fragments suddenly flashed in his mind, Gu Junmo's heart twitched, and he pressed his hand on the hilt of the sword again. He pushed his mother away and pulled out the sword.

The mother hit the corner of the table and let out a cry of pain, and the father also stood up and helped the mother.He dissatisfied: "Little Mo! What are you doing!"

"Little Mo, are you crazy!" Gu Junyi also supported his mother.

And the mother stared at Gu Junmo's sword dumbfounded, and burst into tears, "Xiao Mo, what's wrong with you, I'm your mother!"

"You lied to me."

"what?"

"You lied to me." Gu Junmo repeated again, holding the sword hilt more firmly.

"I'm just deceiving myself, Luo Li is not fake, but you are." Gu Junmo should have found out earlier, why his mother always wanted to take off his saber, why Gu Junyi lied to him, he should have known Yes, all of this is false.

"Are you crazy! Take the sword back quickly!" Father yelled, his face twisted ferociously.

"If I really hugged a dead fox yesterday, why would Gu Junyi ask me what I did yesterday? Isn't that just asking knowingly!"

"Little Mo! Stop it! Are you crazy!" Gu Junyi rushed forward to grab Gu Junmo's sword, but was pushed away by Gu Junmo and fell to the ground.

Gu Junmo's sword pressed towards his mother again, the cold blade leaned against his mother's neck, his mother trembled uncontrollably, her lips were pursed pale, but she didn't say a word.

"Little Mo, put down the sword, we can still live a good life." Father said, "Your life is still good."

However, Gu Junmo did not hesitate, and stabbed at his mother with a sword. When he saw his mother's chest dyed bright red and collapsed in his father's arms, Gu Junmo felt his heart throbbing infinitely.

He raised his sword with difficulty, and laughed loudly, "How can I have a good life, father, mother, you all died a long time ago! Leave me alone and live alone."

Gu Junmo almost couldn't tell what was real and what was fake. He thought of the picture of his mother standing in front of him and being pierced by Wan Jian's heart, which overlapped with the picture of him assassinating her at this moment. The only thing he remembers is that all his relatives have already left him.

"Mother, I remember you. You died to protect me. Father, you were also hacked to death to protect our family." Gu Junmo cried and told the truth ten years ago, "But I am so weak, I am so weak. I can't do anything, and watch you die one by one!"

All these are phantoms, just the nightmare of Gu Junmo's life.

"I watched you die, but I can't do anything, I'm sorry." Gu Junmo knew that it was an illusion, but Gu Junmo still grabbed the collar of his chest, his expression was weaker than ever before, "At that time, I was How cowardly! Hahaha..." He laughed.

Suddenly, his tone paused, and he said again: "And my brother—" Gu Junyi is the person Gu Junmo hates and fears the most in his life, "Did you ever really regard me as a relative?"

Gu Junmo turned around sadly, and saw Gu Junyi with a shocked face.

"You..." Gu Junyi took a step back in fear, his eyes trembling uncontrollably.

"You are not my brother!" Gu Junmo pointed his sword at Gu Junyi, tears streaming down his face, "My brother, he never loved me, he only thought about how to frame me and how to abuse me, I have never been so Good brother, so you are all fake!"

Gu Junmo laughed wildly, he was crying, and swung his sword at Gu Junyi, who covered the wound on his chest in shock, his lips trembling, "Little..." He fell to the ground before he could say the next half of the word up.

The pain completely shattered Gu Junmo's heart. Why didn't he want to have such a gentle brother in front of him, but the reality is like this. He hopes that he can never wake up in this illusory dream.

The originally light blue sky split open at this moment, revealing the dark side. The wind blew away Gu Junmo's hair. The mother leaned against her father's arms, vomited a big mouthful of blood, and opened her eyes weakly. She calmly, Without resentment, he said: "Xiao Mo...don't cry..."

At that moment, Gu Junmo almost collapsed, this nightmare tore his soul, he knelt down in pain, covered his head tightly, "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" He cried and screamed, his voice was so hoarse.

"Gu Junmo, from now on, you will no longer be my child, wherever you go!" The father said ruthlessly, holding his mother's hand tightly.

The next moment, the images of parents and elder brother suddenly became illusory, and their bodies disintegrated into countless broken souls, floating in the air.

"Father, mother, brother!" Gu Junmo cried, desperately reaching out to grab the scattered souls in the air, but he couldn't catch anything, only an empty piece, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry..." He lay on the ground, unable to stop crying.

The sky was completely torn apart, the dilapidated house also melted away, and Gu Junmo's body gradually dissipated in the illusion...

"I was wrong... I was wrong..." Gu Junmo's voice gradually became hoarse, as if he was thrown into the deep sea, suffocating in pain.

——Madman, you dare to kill your mother, even your brother.

—Hahaha, do you think all this is false?The person I love the most in the world was killed by you hahahaha...

——Gu Junmo... You are really sinister and vicious.

—Look at you, what do you look like?Why are you still wronged?I don't remember a fox protecting you.

An illusory voice came from all around him, piercing and sharp, like a nightmare, it shook Gu Junmo so much that he could only cover his ears and kneel on the ground.

"I, I don't care about everything for a long time..."

- Don't you care?It made me laugh so hard.

——Hahahaha look up and look in front of you...that's your mother's body hahaha!

——Gu Junmo, from now on, you are no longer my child, wherever you go!Hahahahaha!

——Hurry up and look up...your brother is watching you...hahaha...

"Shut up." Gu Junmo controlled his emotions and held the sword in his hand tightly.

——Hey, are you so motivated? Don’t forget that you killed your mother with your own hands just now.

"I said..." Gu Junmo stood up supporting his gradually heavy body, "You... are all fake...

I said that too!There is a person who has been protecting me, and I cannot... let him down. "

——Hee hee hee, so what, see if you can hold your sword?

Nightmare let out a weird laugh, mocking Gu Junmo in a mocking tone.

"Uh..." Gu Junmo stretched out his hand with great effort, and found that the Huiqing sword was so heavy.

——Ouch, you can still lift it up, that's really good, don't you want to feel that painful memory again?

"Shut up!" Gu Junmo had never been so angry before.

——Then let’s experience it for a while, little Gu Jun, the pain of the Mo family being destroyed...

Gu Junmo used both hands together, and swung his sword towards the black hole. With a loud noise, a crack burst in front of his eyes, revealing light.

- what... what!How is this going?

Nightmare's tone finally became flustered, but Gu Junmo had already seized the opportunity, and swung his sword forward again. Following a sword shadow, the crack widened.

— No... no... you can't go out!The damn person is you!I can't die... I can't die!

The nightmare's voice became more and more sharp, and almost tore Gu Junmo to pieces. With the shining light, Gu Junmo covered his face with his hands, and found himself getting lighter and lighter.

"I said it... I, I won't care about it for a long time..." Gu Junmo smiled wryly, closed his eyes, and fell down...

There seemed to be many things in front of my eyes.

"Brother...don't hit me...I was wrong...I was wrong..." the little Gu Junmo pleaded, protecting his frail body tightly.

"Heh! I thought you were capable. Don't think that because your parents are partial to you, I dare not do anything to you!" Gu Junyi is not much older than Gu Junmo, but there is a ferocity in his eyes that does not look like a child.

Gu Junmo tightly protected himself, crying out of pain, he shouted out of breath: "Woo... Luo Li... little fox... hurry up and save me..."

A wicker like a whip hit Gu Junmo's body, and the blood-red traces ooze out instantly, and Gu Junmo's cry of pain is obviously louder.

"Don't you dare ask me to cut your tongue!" Gu Junyi whipped Gu Junmo's thigh again, and the naked Gu Junmo took the terrible whip fiercely, not daring to make a sound , could only sob softly.

"Luo Li... Luo Li..." Gu Junmo bit his arm, begging for the little fox to come.

But at this moment, a shadow flashed by the window and rushed towards Gu Junyi, and Gu Junyi screamed and fled in despair.

Luo Li...

In his dream, Gu Junmo called for the person he missed the most at this moment.