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Waking up early in the morning, Jian Zhe left a small note for her mother, carried a small backpack, and set out to find work again.

After he returned to his room yesterday, he tossed and turned for a long time and thought a lot. He felt that since he and his mother had made up with each other tacitly, there was no need to go out secretly.He first finds something to do, so that his mother and himself can make ends meet, and prevents his mother from crying all day long, and then slowly asks about his father, or he goes back to China to investigate by himself.

In short, we should secure our lives first, and we will find other solutions.He wants his mother to feel that she can be relied on, and that she can rely on herself like she relied on her father before.

It's all no big deal.

He will be fine with his mother.

Today is a working day, and there are quite a few people wandering around in the town.Jian Zhe walked a little further, trying her luck at a store she hadn't looked for yesterday.

Because Jian Zhe looks young and is Asian, many shop owners can't tell his age, thinking that he is not yet an adult.Jian Zhe always has to stumble and explain for a long time.However, many bosses are still reluctant to recruit him, because his language barrier is really troublesome.

Finally, a restaurant finally took him in. Although he was just doing chores in the back kitchen, Jian Zhe was very grateful and kept bowing to the boss.

If it wasn't for the phone being confiscated, Jian Zhe immediately wanted to call her mother to share her joy.

Since the owner's shop was short of people, he recruited Jian Zhe and let him do it, and the salary was paid every day.

It was the first time for Jian Zhe to wash dishes. He imitated the washing steps of the people next to him, fearing that the bowl would be broken, and moved very slowly. In the end, he didn't get much money, but he was very satisfied.

This is the first time in his life that he has earned money by himself.

Passing by the flower shop on the corner of the street, Jane bought a rose. Jane's mother likes roses the most. On the way back, Jane kept thinking that her mother would be very happy to receive the roses she sent.

When he was approaching the door, Jian Zhe quickened his pace. He asked the clerk to pack the rose for him. It looked very beautiful. He hoped that this rose would make his mother happy as soon as possible.

The house was very quiet, the lights were off, and no one was seen in the garden or hall.Jian Zhe raised his wrist and looked at his watch. He came back a little late today. Did mother fall asleep after waiting?

Jian Zhe walked lightly to the door of her mother's bedroom. The small note that she had pasted on the door before going out in the morning was still there. Jian Zhe tore it off, knocked on the door and asked, "Mom, are you in?"

No one answered, the whole room seemed too quiet, isn't mom at home?

Jian Zhe thought for a while, then reached out and pushed the door open.

Jian Zhe used to be very close to his parents in China, and they were very fond of him.But in such a private place as the bedroom, Jian Zhe always knocks on the door first, and only enters after getting permission.

The only time he went directly into his parents' bedroom without hearing the promise, and saw his parents rolling on the bed, as if they were fighting, that time he was taught a lesson, and he never entered his parents' bedroom without permission after that .

This is the second time.Mother's mood is very unstable recently, Jian Zhe is really worried, so she has to be disrespectful.

For many years after that, the scene he saw when he opened the door that day was repeated in Jian Zhe's nightmares, tormenting Jian Zhe again and again, making him feel miserable night after night.

Mother Jane hanged herself.

The mother who loved beauty and was so proud during her lifetime chose the ugliest way to die for herself.

The beautifully packaged bouquet of roses slipped quietly along Jianzhe's five fingers, and fell on the white floor, dazzlingly gorgeous.