i want to win

In the past few days, Yan Zihua has been busy buying furniture, pulling network cables and a lot of other things.By the time he was free, it was already three days later.

Yan Zihua sat on a simple plastic chair, which he bought from the grocery store in the alley for 35 yuan.Yan Zihua was eating takeaway food with chopsticks in his right hand, and started browsing the news with his mobile phone in his left hand.

As soon as you open your browser, the newsfeed comes out.Originally, Yan Zihua only intended to take a casual look, but when he saw the title, he didn't even pick up his chopsticks.

The title of the VC browser was as brutal as ever and grabbed the attention of ordinary people, but Yan Zihua was not shocked by this.but news content.

The headline read, "Shock! Woman dies after hitting 500 million hits!"

Yan Zihua took a deep breath, and then clicked on the title, which read: "According to reports, when a sanitation worker in Guangdong area exchanged 500 million double-color balls, he died suddenly from extreme joy..."

He remembered what Su Lin had said to him on the high-speed rail a few days ago. Su Lin looked at him with cold eyes and said, "You are an accomplice."

Yan Zihua finally understood what it meant now.He abandoned the cursed lottery ticket, and the curse was transferred to someone else.

Together with He Xu, he killed the man.

After knowing this fact, Yan Zihua's heart was full of guilt. He wanted to say sorry to that person, but the next second he knew it was useless.

Thinking of this, the blood in Yan Zihua's whole body seemed to be frozen, without any warmth or flow, just like solidified ice.

It was obviously a hot summer, but Yan Zihua only felt dizzy, and there was a noisy and uncomfortable tinnitus in his ears, and the scene in front of him began to become distorted and blurred, and finally turned into a dazzling white light curtain with no other scenery .He staggered to the bathroom, opened his mouth, and spat out all the food he had just eaten.He felt as if his stomach was being stirred violently with a stick, which made him gag uncontrollably. The stomach acid and residue left in his mouth after vomiting made Yan Zihua vomit again.Only this time, he opened his mouth reflexively, but he couldn't spit out anything.

Weak, he supported the wall and stood up tremblingly. He stood in front of the washbasin and turned on the faucet. From the faucet, warm tap water illuminated by the sun happily flowed out.Yan Zihua picked up the water and poured it on his face desperately. Finally, he raised his head, and the aluminum-plated mirror on the sink truly reflected his pale face.

Yan Zihua looked at himself in the mirror, water droplets flowed over his pale face and dripped into the water stored in the sink, making a slight "tick" sound, Yan Zihua thought to himself: I am sick.

He wiped off the water droplets on his face, endured physical discomfort, and went to the community clinic under the scorching summer sun.

At any time, there will always be a few pale ghost-like patients wandering around in the clinic, and now Yan Zihua has become one of them.

The clinic was filled with the smell of disinfectant, and the running fan in the injection room disturbed the pungent air, blending the smell of disinfectant into the wind it stirred up, and the cool temperature in the clinic became even lower.Yan Zihua stared blankly at the liquid medicine on the hanging bottle passing through the transparent tube, dripping drop by drop at the transmission.His eyes were dull, his lifeless eyes were like those of a dead person, and he looked lifeless.

It took a long time for the IV drip, and Yan Zihua started to brush up the circle of friends on WeChat.In the circle of friends, there are house sales information, micro-business agents, and of course more successful people mention their success inadvertently.

Because I added a lot of people's WeChat and contact information when I sold the house, now I am tired of which line.Just when he was about to quit WeChat, a message popped up.

The message was from one of the owners, and Yan Zihua didn't want to hear it.But in the end, he still pressed the message, and the owner's nice and gentle voice came out of the phone like this: [What's wrong?Didn't you agree to sign the contract today? ]

Yan Zihua typed a sentence, thought for a while, and finally deleted each word, he wrote: [Sorry, Mr. Lin.I have already resigned, and Xiao Zhang will take over the next job. I forgot to tell you. ]

Yan Zihua found Xiao Zhang's contact information in the address book, and shared it with Mr. Lin.

After finishing these things, he turned his mobile phone to silent, and he stared at the medicine in the bottle slowly falling down again, and never cared about the messages on his mobile phone.

After finishing the IV drip and queuing up with large and small packets of medicine, Yan Zihua felt that he was indeed alive.

When he passed by a mobile phone business hall, he bought a phone card.Now that it is decided to separate from the past, all previous contact methods should disappear.

He picked his number and went home right away.After he bound the new number related to the previous electronic account, he breathed a sigh of relief.Because of this number, he will never use it again.

He pressed the power button of the phone for a long time, and the screen began to become blurred. At this time, a new message popped up on WeChat again. It seemed to be a very short sentence, but Yan Zihua couldn't see it clearly, and he didn't want to think about what the sentence was. He pressed the shutdown option on the phone and watched the phone's screen turn to pure black.

He took out the phone's previous sim card and threw it in the trash.Then put on a new SIM card and register a new account.

Facing the empty communication record, he saw the notification asking whether to restore the address book, and he pressed No.

This time, he really said goodbye to the past.He believes that he will be better in the future.

The author has something to say: the sentence that Yan Zihua couldn't see was: "I like you."