Difficult to attack

Flashy lights.

The night view of the city from a high place is like a cage buried in unknown smoke.

The criss-crossing roads are like a fog of claws and claws. I don't know which one will lead to confusion and misdirection.

"Will the head and that woman get divorced?" In the car, Ye Ran suddenly said something for no reason, and he suddenly remembered that the back of the head who left alone looked like a sad hero.

"Yes." Xiao Feng responded with two words lightly.

There are not so many miracles in the world that can make two people love each other forever.

Ye Ran suddenly felt a little inexplicably lost, and looked away from the car window.

Xiao Feng's car was not driving very fast, it should even be said to be slow, the scenery outside the window was frozen into clear but indifferent pictures.

The radio in the car started playing ethereal music.

Would you know my name, If I saw you in heaven...

Ye Ran felt that her heart was slightly numb, as if she had forgotten something important.

"Feng, go back to the circus." Ye Ran frowned, he really couldn't bear to imagine that the head of the circus alone shouldered his childhood dream, and even lost his love in addition to achieving nothing.

Xiao Feng glanced lightly at Ye Ran on the right, then turned the car around without saying anything.

Would it be the same, If I saw you in heaven…

Those clouds and mist seemed to have finally found a breakthrough, and the sky began to rain.

Ye Ran also couldn't explain why he felt an inexplicable uneasiness in his chest now, he just felt that the leader who was walking and even limping was carrying an outsider's seemingly ridiculous and pitiful dream.

I must be strong and carry on, Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...  

"Feng, do you think the director will still drive his circus in the future?"

Xiao Feng pursed his lips, he couldn't bear to see Ye Ran's disappointed expression after all: "I will."

It was speechless again, only the lonely English singing unknown sadness in the small compartment.

Would you hold my hand, If I saw you in heaven.

It rained even more.

The circus arrived soon, and the hexagonal tent swayed in the wind and rain, and it seemed that it would leave this restless ground at any time.

The colorful lights that had been flashing yesterday also went out.

The raindrops slapped desperately on the flimsy tent, Ye Ran ignored Xiao Feng's dissuasion, and got out of the car in the rain.

Would it be the same, If I saw you in heaven…

The music playing in the car could not be heard clearly because it was mixed with the noise of rain outside after opening the door.

Ye Ran didn't know what the regret in his heart was, but he stepped into the tent step by step, braving the rain.

There were still empty audience seats, twisted and scattered, maybe without the overly dazzling spotlights on the stage, the sudden darkness in the tent inevitably made Ye Ran's eyes feel a little uncomfortable.

At this moment, Xiao Feng also chased after him, he stopped talking and just held Ye Ran's hand.

Ye Ran was a little disappointed, maybe he thought too much, it seemed that the head of the troupe never came back, and the circus that carried his dream seemed to be abandoned here.

"Let's go." Ye Ran turned around disappointed.

Suddenly, the sound of metal falling on the floor echoed in the empty field.

"Leader?" Ye Ran pulled Xiao Feng and hurriedly turned around, then narrowed his eyes and tried to focus his pupils again in the dark.

Humans' visibility in the dark is always poor, so it's not surprising that they didn't notice that there were people inside just now. Ye Ran followed the sound just now and looked towards the stage with his perception.

In fact, he still couldn't see the specific picture clearly, but could vaguely see the silhouettes of two people.

"Team leader?" Ye Ran asked tentatively, unconsciously grasping Xiao Feng's hand, and approaching the stage step by step.

"Boom." He was answered by a loud voice when the spotlight on the stage was turned on.

The strong light caused the two of them who had adapted to the darkness to close their eyes reflexively.

After a while, Ye Ran blinked his dry eyes, and slowly looked towards the stage.

All I saw was the head of the group smiling desperately and tragically, performing the most gorgeous curtain call in his life without an audience.

The tick-tock accompaniment of the stage full of blood, and the cold knife in the hand are beautiful props.

The other protagonist is a woman lying in a pool of blood, her face is torn from the corner of her mouth, forming a red grim smile on her face, and then the wound is secretly sewn up with needles and threads, and it is frozen forever.

Bloody white paper was scattered everywhere on the stage like snowflakes, and Ye Ran struggled to read the words on it—divorce agreement.

For a moment, he seemed to understand who the woman with the big blood-colored rose was.

"You are here..." The group leader's eyes were empty, as if he wanted to say a few words of greeting, but he realized that now is not a good time to entertain guests, so he smiled awkwardly.

Ye Ran couldn't believe the scene in front of him, he felt a sip of strong wine stuck in his throat, choked and hurt.

la...laughing?

Ye Ran seemed to have lost his voice, but Xiao Feng blocked Ye Ran's sight with his hand.

The bloody scene made Ye Ran feel like he lost all sensory functions at once, and even the noisy rain outside was like a dream from a distant country.

Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down

Time can bend your knees

Time can break your heart

And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...

Some people pack up their broken dreams in this life after all, walk into the grave with stubbornness and despair, and never look back.