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The main residence of the Xiao family.

"Report to the young master, Mr. Ye is still not found."

"It's okay, you can step back." Xiao Feng rubbed his temples, and waved his hands to tell his subordinates to step back.

It has been 3 days, and there is still no news from Ye Ran. It seems that someone has hidden Ye Ran.And Ye Ran was injured again, and he didn't know what happened.

Thinking of Ye Ran's last eyes, despair and relief permeated, Xiao Feng had an uncontrollable headache again.

"Young master, you have an appointment with the president of Huanyu Company this afternoon, please prepare the meeting materials." The secretary called into the internal line to remind Xiao Feng.

"Tell him that the meeting is postponed!" Xiao Feng stood up abruptly, picked up the coat on the back of the chair, and was about to go out. Some people and some things had to be found and recovered by himself.

"But today's meeting is very important!" The secretary hurriedly reminded.

"It's not like my company can't survive without a single business." Xiao Feng interrupted the secretary's words, and strode out of the office.

Ye Ran, wait for me.

He drove all the way to Ye Ran's residence, and returned to that familiar yet unfamiliar place.

When standing at the door of the residence, Xiao Feng's thoughts were confused for a moment, and then he calmed down immediately.

No matter how much Ye Ran resented his injury, he must let Ye Ran return to his side.

Then he knocked on the door without hesitation.

Who knew that the door was not locked at all, and a slight knock on the door opened a gap in the half-covered door.Could it be the idiot who was afraid that he would go home suddenly without the key?

Xiao Feng's heart became warm in an instant, it turned out to be so happy to be so genuinely liked by someone.

He pushed the door open without hesitation and entered, only to find that the mess in the house was comparable to a robbery. Instant noodle boxes and beer cans were piled up everywhere, and all the neatly packed furniture were all crumbling, not to mention scattered books. It's everywhere, it seems that no one has cleaned it for too long, and there is a faint smell of dust in the room.

Xiao Feng, who was worried about Ye Ran's comfort, immediately pushed the door of the bedroom: "Ye Ran, how are you doing?"

No one responded to him, the surroundings were silent, Ye Ran was not at home, and he did not obediently lie on the bed in the bedroom waiting for him to come back as expected.

Yes, I have hurt him so easily, why doesn't he know the pain?

But the quilt on the bed hadn't been folded yet, and there was even a dent in the quilt, as if the owner of the room would come back at any time.

Xiao Feng's fingers brushed across the folds of the quilt, as if there was still Ye Ran's body temperature on it, suddenly an inexplicable sadness swept over his whole body.

It turned out that you had such a hard time when I was not around.

This hut full of memories is now like a desolate place full of weeds.Just like the unending love between the two of them, the hatred sprouted just now but was ruthlessly strangled, and the killer happened to be himself.

Xiao Feng smiled wryly, sat down next to the edge of the bed, and tried to imagine Ye Ran's life during the month when he disappeared.

However, as soon as he sat down, something caught Xiao Feng. When he picked it up, it was a cowhide notebook with "Lover" written in gilded cursive English. If I remember correctly, it seemed to be a prize for a cs competition, right?

Even if the house is full of chaos, you have preserved the only memories of me and you so well.

Xiao Feng couldn't imagine being alone in such a messy room, using a small notebook to put all the weight of his thoughts.

Opening it gently, Ye Ran's not-so-elegant handwriting came into view.

[Sunny on January 2015, 1

The weather is so warm today, it doesn't feel like winter at all, Xiao Feng, where are you, do you miss me, like I miss you. 】

number 6?I have been away for a few days.

[Sunny on January 2015, 1

Xiao Feng, you have been away for a whole week.I hate myself for not knowing enough about you or even knowing where to find you. Forgive me, I will just wait, and I will wait forever. 】

Fool, is this how you count the days and wait?What if I never come back.

[Overcast on January 2015, 1

When I was patrolling the red light district last night, I saw that old man who was often drunk again. He told me and Ah Ming about his youth. Sure enough, time is a butcher's knife. By the way, you haven't seen Ah Ming yet. Well, he is my colleague, my partner on patrol now, you don't have to worry about me getting into an accident this time. 】

You record your life to me, forgive me for not realizing that I have occupied such an important position in your heart at that time.

[Sunny on January 2015, 1

Today I saw someone on the street who looked like you. I suddenly rushed up like crazy and was treated as a neuropathy by others. Haha, it’s stupid. Ever since you left, forgive me. Everyone in the world has you shadow. 】

Fool.

[Sunny on January 2015, 1

Xiao Feng, I'm so tired, tell me, did you know that we would be separated? 】

Sorry, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.

[Sunny on January 2015, 1

I blame myself every day now, why wasn't you the one I saw when I opened my eyes that day, why I didn't hold you tight enough to let you go that day.Xiao Feng, come back, okay? 】

When I am not around, I dare not imagine how much pain of longing and anticipation you have endured alone.

[Overcast on January 2015, 1

The work is still going on, and there haven't been any new disturbances in the red light district recently, but without you, the family is not lively at all. 】

It turned out that I was the one who never knew how to cherish this kind of warmth.

[Overcast on January 2015, 1

Yesterday, the left bank baked cake was a bit burnt, but after adding rum and hazelnuts, it unexpectedly sold well. When you come back, let's eat it too, okay? 】

Okay, Ye Ran, next time we meet again, let's go eat cake together. You said the one opened downstairs is fine. I'll go with you. Let's go together. This time I promise you.

[Sunny on January 2015, 1

Wind, I don’t dare to turn off the light when I sleep at night, I’m afraid it’s too dark and you won’t be able to see it, and you won’t be able to find your way home. Also afraid of the dark. 】

Sorry for my waywardness.

[Snow on January 2015, 1

It's snowing today, and it's falling heavily.You have to wear more clothes to keep warm.I still remember that you promised me that you would not leave me, hehe, maybe you didn't believe the love words, but I foolishly took it seriously. 】

What I said, only you, a fool, can remember it bit by bit, right? It’s hard work for one person to bear so much, right?

……

[Sunny on January 2015, 1

When I think of you, I can smell your scent. This is a special feature that makes me happy. It seems that you are by my side all the time. 】

I feel like I'm holding you right now, really.

[Overcast on January 2015, 1

Chatted with Zuo An all afternoon today, this kid's brain is really big, he really can't complain about that little bear pajamas, Xiao Feng don't think too much, we just chat, simple chat. 】

fool.

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Counting the days, you have disappeared for a whole month, it's okay Xiao Feng, I'm not afraid of losing, it's not like I haven't been abandoned before. 】

When I saw one, I felt a little distressed, and I blamed myself for not being able to understand you better.

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Haha, Xiao Feng, you are really a drug, you can't touch it, or you can't forget it. 】

Ye Ran... I miss you, maybe this is a debt of love, what I owe you is destined to be paid back to you.

[Sunny on January 2015, 2

Today's weather is really good, it looks like spring is coming, Xiao Feng, I'm waiting for you, as for how long I'm waiting, I don't know myself, I just keep telling myself I'm waiting to give up. 】

Wait... are you giving up?

……

Xiao Feng looked at every word and only felt that his heart was slowly being squeezed tightly by an invisible hand, and there was a kind of remorse that was dripping with blood and painful but had nowhere to speak.

The diary was quickly turned to the last entry.

[XNUM X Year X NUM X Month X NUM X Day

Xiao Feng he forgot about me. 】

The paper on which these words were recorded was already crumpled, and the handwriting was blurred, obviously soaked in liquid.

...Ye Ran, you are crying...

The severe distress almost made Xiao Feng feel paralyzed, as if the words written by Ye Ran seemed to be engraved on his heart, the joints of Xiao Feng's hand holding the diary turned white, enough to show how much effort he had used.

Xiao Feng could imagine almost as soon as he closed his eyes that Ye Ran used to be like him, holding this thing that was not considered sustenance, and chewing on his crazy longing alone at night.

Suddenly, the door of the room was pushed open, and Zuo An was standing at the door sleepily wearing bear pajamas: "Hey, Xiaoran, you're back..."

"Wait, it's wrong!" Zuo An realized something was wrong and immediately woke up: "You are not Ye Ran, who are you! Aliens sent to supervise Xiao Ran to clean up the house!"

This brain hole is also drunk.