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May 2015, 1 sunny

The weather is so warm today, it doesn't feel like winter at all, Xiao Feng, where are you, do you miss me, miss me like I miss you.

May 2015, 1 sunny

Xiao Feng, you have been away for a whole week.I hate myself for not knowing enough about you or even knowing where to find you. Forgive me, I will just wait, and I will wait forever.

Overcast April 2015, 1

When I was patrolling the red light district last night, I saw that old man who was often drunk again. He told me and Ah Ming about his youth. Sure enough, time is a butcher's knife. By the way, you haven't seen Ah Ming yet. Well, he is my colleague, my partner on patrol now, you don't have to worry about me getting into an accident this time.

May 2015, 1 sunny

Today I saw someone on the street who looked like you. I suddenly rushed up like crazy and was treated as a neuropathy by others. Haha, it’s stupid. Ever since you left, forgive me. Everyone in the world has you shadow.

May 2015, 1 sunny

Xiao Feng, I'm so tired, tell me, did you know that we would be separated?

May 2015, 1 sunny

I blame myself every day now, why wasn't you the one I saw when I opened my eyes that day, why I didn't hold you tight enough to let you go that day.Xiao Feng, come back, okay?

Overcast April 2015, 1

The work is still going on, and there haven't been any new disturbances in the red light district recently, but without you, the family is not lively at all.

Overcast April 2015, 1

The cake baked on the left bank was a little burnt yesterday, but after adding rum and hazelnuts, it unexpectedly sold well. When you come back, let's eat it too, okay?

May 2015, 1 sunny

Wind, I don’t dare to turn off the light when I sleep at night, I’m afraid it’s too dark and you won’t be able to see it, and you won’t be able to find your way home. Also afraid of the dark.

December 2015, 1 Snow

It's snowing today, and it's falling heavily.You have to wear more clothes to keep warm.I still remember that you promised me that you would not leave me, hehe, maybe you didn't believe the love words, but I foolishly took it seriously.

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May 2015, 1 sunny

When I think of you, I can smell you. It's like a special feature that makes me happy. It seems that you are by my side all the time.

Overcast April 2015, 1

Chatted with Zuo An all afternoon today, this kid's brain is really big, he really can't complain about that little bear pajamas, Xiao Feng don't think too much, we just chat, simple chat.

2015. 1, 30

Counting the days, you have disappeared for a whole month, it's okay Xiao Feng, I'm not afraid of losing, it's not like I haven't been abandoned before.

2015. 1, 31

Haha, Xiao Feng, you are really a drug, you can't touch it, or you can't forget it.

May 2015, 2 sunny

Today's weather is really good, it looks like spring is coming, Xiao Feng, I'm waiting for you, as for how long I'm waiting, I don't know myself, I just keep telling myself I'm waiting to give up.

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"Hey, I'm writing a diary again!" Zuo An greeted Ye Ran with a face full of flour.

"Yeah." Ye Ran responded.It has been more than a month since Xiao Feng left, and Ye Ran has developed the habit of writing a diary every day, crushing a little bit of expectation and hopelessness into the words, and writing it on the cover marked "lover". On the cowhide notebook.

Ye Ran is still working unhurriedly, people are always like this, the world will not stop for anyone's sadness and sadness, so if you don't catch up with time, you will only be more useless.

It's just that, occasionally looking at the sunshine outside the window shining through the fingers, Ye Ran still wonders if Xiao Feng's arrival is just a simple and happy dream.

But now, after waking up from the dream, only he himself is still stubbornly unwilling to face the reality.

"Try my new matcha cake." To be honest, Ye Ran has always felt that Zuo An's mental age is far from the reality, and this is the first time he saw Zuo An busy with cakes like a little girl. I can't wait to poke my eyes.

"Mmm... delicious." I remember that matcha is Xiao Feng's favorite flavor.

"Wahhaha, Xiaoran, call me a genius. The first time I tried matcha cake, I was so successful!" Obviously, the huge creature named Zuo An was narcissistic again.

"But Ye Ran, to be honest, if there is still no news after such a long time, could it be that he never thought about having a future with you..."

"No!" Ye Ran screamed like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, and someone punctured the most difficult thing to hide.

The people in the cake shop looked sideways, and Ye Ran had to soften like a wilted eggplant: "No... Xiao Feng... he is not this kind of person. I'll wait, wait..."

Zuo An didn't say anything more, handed him a cup of coffee and went to take care of business again.

Ye Ran lowered her head dejectedly, forming a shadow against the sunlight outside the window.No matter how loudly he denies Zuo An, what's the use? It can only prove his guilty conscience. Sometimes, even he is not sure whether Xiao Feng has loved him or not, even if it is only a little bit, a little bit is fine.

No matter how warm the sun is, it will always be replaced by night. The sky is getting dark, and some dim street lights have started to work. After saying goodbye to Zuo An, they go to the red light district to meet Ah Ming.

I have to say that I am used to Zuo An’s daily greetings and A Ming’s invitation day after day, but I always refused because I wanted to go home quickly to accompany Xiao Feng, but now it is because Xiao Feng’s sudden departure made me Lost interest in many things.

"Why are you here so late today?" Ah Ming exchanged greetings with Ye Ran.

"There was a traffic jam on the road, so I was delayed." Ye Ran was extremely sorry in his heart, he was always late, and Ah Ming didn't seem to complain about anything else, so people who are late are always very happy, because someone will always wait .

"It's okay, whoever we are with." Ah Ming waved his big hand nonchalantly: "Let's go on patrol."

Since the incident of a large number of arms smuggling last month, it seems that the situation has been calm, so the undercover plan with Ah Ming has never had a chance to make a big difference, but followed Xiaodi to get to know a lot of gangsters in this area.

As usual, he went through the streets and alleys to complete the daily patrol, and occasionally met a few people who greeted Ye Ran and Ah Ming. Although the undercover agent hadn't solved any major cases, at least he had slowly penetrated the enemy's grassroots. Ah Ming always joked like this.

The more familiar and relaxed the environment is, the more relaxed the vigilance will be. Walking through a back alley of a mansion without lights, the gaze becomes aimless, but suddenly, Ye Ran feels as if his neck has been smothered all of a sudden. Life is choked, breathing becomes sticky, muscles all over the body tense, and pupils suddenly dilate.

No matter what, he would never forget that back view, and he would never admit his mistake.

That is Xiao Feng!