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Dusty, clean and bright.

After throwing out the trash, Mo Ran clapped his hands and planned to go upstairs, but when he turned around, he saw a car that looked very familiar to him.

Mo Ran would not admit that it was wrong, it was Lin Annuo's car.

While Mo Ran was still in a daze, it was Lin Annuo who came over to say hello first.

"Ran Ran, is it really you Ran Ran?" Lin Annuo's joy was beyond words.

Mo Ran nodded and gave a faint "hmm".

"Great, I thought you didn't want to see me anymore." Lin Annuo wanted to step forward in a few steps, but Mo Ran backed away directly, with obvious resistance.

Lin Annuo had no choice but to stop in embarrassment.

"How are you doing recently?" Lin Annuo scratched his head, now he just hoped that Mo Ran could have even a friendly greeting.

"It's good, everything is good." Mo Ran replied very politely. After all, Lin Annuo had never done anything out of line. Although the purpose was not pure, he treated himself well after all.

"It's good..." Lin Annuo repeated Mo Ran's words mechanically, and the two quickly lost their conversation.

"When did you come back?" Lin Annuo blinked.

"Just today." To be honest, Mo Ran also admires the coincidence of fate. Although Lin Annuo can still vividly remember the day when Lin Annuo picked him up for work, he didn't expect to meet him when he went out to take out the trash.

"Then you two, are you living together again?" Lin Annuo's eyes were full of desire to hear a negative answer.

"Probably." Mo Ran smiled disapprovingly, and after going around in such a big circle, the relationship between the few of them seemed to be the same, but it seemed to be different.

"I actually want to ask you..."

"It's okay." Lin Annuo was interrupted by Mo Ran before he could ask.

"It's okay." Mo Ran repeated again: "You have nothing to do to me, so don't ask me if I blame you."

"No, I don't want to ask this." Lin Annuo smiled wryly: "Actually, I want to ask, how can I be inferior to Yan Moqin." Lin Annuo paused for a moment and then continued: "It is not a coincidence that I met you today, you are gone After that, I stopped and walked around your house every day, and I could be alone in the car for a long time, thinking about the time when I took you to the company in the morning. To be honest, I don’t know where to find you at all. Where can I find you? I admit that I lost to Yan Moqin in this point, but in other things, I think I am no worse than him. Why can you give him a chance but not me?"

Mo Ran did not answer this question directly, but said: "When I was very young, I liked to eat mung bean-flavored popsicles. In fact, the popsicles sold by the aunt who sold the popsicles were not very delicious, but I still like to eat them, and I think they are delicious. The most delicious flavor, but later, the aunt who sells popsicles started to sell milk flavor, I have tasted it, and it is also delicious, even better than the mung bean flavor, but my taste buds have long been used to the original flavor.”

"So in the final analysis, it's just because I met you later?" Lin Annuo frowned slightly, his eyes full of helplessness.

"No, it's because I can only accept one kind of emotion stubbornly, and I am willing to go all the way until dark when I am used to anything."

"Aren't you afraid of being wronged again?" Lin Annuo sighed inaudibly.

"Afraid, why not afraid." Mo Ran's tone was soft, as if like the wind: "But I like him, I like him for so many years, I like him so purely, I can fool him, I can say loudly that I don't love him anymore , but I can't fool myself."

Mo Ran smiled, smiling calmly, not knowing whether to accept fate or let go.

Lin Annuo just watched Mo Ran quietly, as if he wanted to engrave his eyebrows and eyes into his mind. Then, Lin Annuo also turned around and drove away, leaving only one sentence: "Then I wish you happiness .”

The sound was scattered in the wind.

How wonderful, summer passes by in a hurry, and autumn arrives as promised, neither arrogance nor impetuosity, no rush, just like the inevitable things in life, you always have to face them little by little.

Mo Ran also walked upstairs slowly, thinking about what to eat tonight, just like every day a few years ago, Mo Ran anxiously and patiently waited for Yan Moqin who came home from work, thinking that a meal would not be a problem. It's a big dinner.

Stomach trouble or something, let's not think about it for now.

"I'm back." Once Yan Moqin returned to the company, he never stopped dealing with major and minor matters. Although he tried his best to deal with them, he was still too busy to come back until very late.

No one answered at home, Yan Moqin was so flustered that he even forgot to change his shoes, and rushed straight into the living room. Fortunately, Mo Ran curled up and half lay on the sofa, shaking his head because of his unstable posture, apparently fell asleep.

The uneasiness in Yan Moqin's heart was finally erased, and the long-standing loneliness and helplessness of being alone in the family was finally slowly settled down and placed in his heart.

He turned around and took off his leather shoes. He knew that it was not easy for Mo Ran to wipe the floor. In fact, there was such a convenient mop at home, but Mo Ran always liked to squat on the ground with a rag. This is the simplest and most tiring way to wipe the floor. Mo Ran said it was cleaner.

Turning back to the living room, Yan Moqin hugged Mo Ran. In fact, it is not an easy task to hug a man like this, but Mo Ran seems too skinny, especially after the operation. No matter how much he takes care of for a while, Mo Ran still looks like he won't gain weight.

Mo Ran was awakened, rubbed his eyes, his throat was still sticky from sleep, tickled like a cat scratching: "Are you back?"

"Well, I'll carry you to bed." Yan Moqin's Adam's apple slid up and down a few times, now Mo Ran can accept such physical contact, but that's all they have.

It's not that Yan Moqin didn't want to take the initiative, he couldn't help it several times, but he didn't dare to kiss, it seemed like an invisible barrier between the two of them that couldn't be overcome, and he could only hold hands like kindergarten children to satisfy their greed.

Moreover, he was also afraid that his initiative would frighten Mo Ran, and the effect would be counterproductive, not to mention...

Since the operation, the doctor's words seemed to have given Mo Ran a death sentence. Even if Yan Moqin didn't want to accept it, he had to accept the trial in black and white.

Since then, Yan Moqin's research on gastric cancer has become a frenzy, and he can read many medical professional books without changing his face.

But gastric cancer is gastric cancer, and the survival time of advanced gastric cancer is only about one year, but fortunately, Mo Ran's symptoms, except for weight loss, are not as scary as the book says.

The more this is the case, the more hope Yan Moqin has, completely ignoring the disappointment and even despair behind the hope.

Yan Moqin also suspected that the doctor had misdiagnosed, misdiagnosed, and wanted Mo Ran to change to another big hospital for examination, but Mo Ran refused several times.

Mo Ran said that the medical equipment is cold, since it is already like this, don't make him suffer anymore.

Yan Moqin also made up his mind several times to tie Mo Ran directly to the hospital, but Mo Ran always insisted that I want to accompany you decently all the time, and he actively cooperated with other treatments, Yan Moqin didn't force him anymore.

In fact, Yan Moqin himself knows very well that he would rather hear someone lie and tell him that Mo Ran is fine than have someone tell him the truth that Mo Ran will not live long.

Humans are such self-deceiving and evasive animals.

After soothing Mo Ran to sleep, Yan Moqin was going to sleep in the small bedroom next door. Although they had physical contact, they slept in separate beds during those days in Yuancheng.

It is better to be invisible than to be invisible.

But this time, Mo Ran took the initiative to grab Yan Moqin's clothes: "Don't leave, didn't we sleep like this at home before."

At night, Mo Ran's cool voice was like a match, instantly igniting Yan Moqin, but he dared not do anything.

Otherwise, the feng shui took turns, when the two of them slept together, Mo Ran was careful not to move, but now Yan Moqin was cautious and didn't know where to put his hands and feet.

One night, it passed so unsalty.

Early the next morning, Yan Moqin, who had been sleeping restlessly, was startled when Mo Ran turned over. He turned his head, but Mo Ran still didn't wake up, and seemed to be sleeping soundly.

Some excessively fair skin, soft and soft, but wrapping the sharp-edged face that clearly belongs to a man, the long eyelashes seem to be because of some sweet dream that the master has had, trembling slightly with breathing, light-colored lips, as if attracting someone to taste it.

In fact, it is a face that is not very good-looking but makes people very comfortable.

Just like Mo Ran's people, plain, and like a person who is suitable for living.

I don't know if Yan Moqin's eyes were too focused, but Mo Ran woke up faintly after a while. When he woke up in Yan Moqin's arms, Mo Ran just moved uncomfortably, but didn't resist much.

Yan Moqin didn't know how many times he had acted in his head. He kissed Mo Ran until he lost his mind and his eyes were confused. That feeling was like a person who has never eaten candy but has a piece every day that he can only see but not eat. Delicious chocolate seduces the general.

But now he can't do anything except restraint. He only restrains himself when he loves him deeply. He is afraid that any radical thing he does now will affect Mo Ran's not-so-good body.

"Morning." Yan Moqin spoke first.

"Morning." Mo Ran responded obediently.

"Do you have any other plans this afternoon?" Yan Moqin asked.

"No."

"Then let's go buy some furniture in the afternoon. Some of these are a bit old. This time, I will accompany you to see if there are any new colors and styles for the curtains.