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The territory of the Great Zhou was vast, so whether it was checking the population or sending secret guards to search for clues, it was a very long process.

At this time, Changle Anping had already traveled day and night, and finally arrived at the pre-determined small village.This is a small village selected by them. It is hundreds of miles away from the capital. The sky is high and the emperor is far away. , not too rich.

They came in early winter.Changle Anping has been in the palace for so many years, and he is impeccable in his conduct and affairs. When he arrived in the village, he first visited the village chief and made up a poor life experience, saying that he had left his hometown and could not return to his hometown, and packed a lot of things as gift money.The village chief thought for a long time, he shouldn't have taken in these people of unknown origin, but this winter is really difficult, these people really don't look like bad guys, so it can be regarded as acquiescing.

Changle was the one who let go of half of his heart.

The village is halfway up the mountain, there are not many flat and open places, and there is not much land suitable for building houses, but winter has come, and it is impossible to sleep on the ground, so the village head decided to lend Changle a dilapidated house Anping live.Changle invited the villagers to have a banquet, and repaired it, and it can be regarded as a safe place to live.

Qiao Yu's health was still not in good condition. He coughed for most of the autumn on the road, and he couldn't get the cold wind. He was still taking medicine, which cost him a lot.Changle Anping had accumulated some money in the palace for so many years, but it was almost spent on this journey.Changle is a person with great plans, and he couldn't let a family of three and a cat sit and eat, so he went to a small tavern in the town to find a job as a cook.He came from the palace. He is very good at cooking and good at being a man. He soon became like a fish in water in the back kitchen, and the silver he earned was enough to subsidize most households. Except for Qiao Yu's medicine money, he still had to use it from his original savings. out.

While Anping stayed at home to do chores, Qiao Yu also needed someone to take care of her.For the future life, they have to live frugally. The meals are ordinary home-cooked dishes, two dishes and one soup, and there is only one meat dish, which is not much. Qiao Yu divided it into three portions by himself, and put them into their bowls one by one.The rice is also brown rice, and when she swallows it, her throat gets stuck, but Qiao Yu is not picky at all, she puts all her effort into stuffing herself with food every day, just wants to make herself fatter, and go to see Jingyan earlier.

The weather is getting colder.Qiao Yu hugged Lunar New Year's Eve and didn't have much to say, lying on the window sill every day, looking at the small path down the mountain outside.

After a few days, Changle rested and couldn't stay at home, so he went to the town to do some shopping.Originally Anping was supposed to go down the mountain to help him, but Changle refused. He turned his head to look at Qiao Yu, "Xiaoyu, come with me."

Qiao Yu was startled, put the New Year's Eve down, and stood up.He has eaten a lot these days, and his body is almost in good shape. He has gained some flesh, so he is no longer skinny.He was wearing a dusty gray padded jacket, because the material inside wasn't very good, so he could only rely on the thickness to keep warm, and Qiao Yu put on a lot of weight in that clothes.Fortunately, he was born well, his long black hair was not bundled up, and it hung softly in front of his body, making his skin whiter and his chin sharper. Flower, the most beautiful one in the village.

Chang Le carried the basket, led Qiao Yu, greeted the neighbors around, and walked down the mountain.It is only halfway up the mountain, but the mountain road is narrow, rugged and steep, and it will take a lot of effort to go down.Changle is a person who is used to physical work, so he walks easily. Even though Qiao Yu has been a eunuch for six years, he has never done any hard work, let alone went to Xianlin Palace and was pampered for a year. Cai was seriously injured, his steps were very slow, and he couldn't keep up, but Chang Le didn't wait for him, and walked straight down.

Qiao Yu was exhausted, he was panting, he was only focused on chasing Chang Le, but he didn't notice his feet, he accidentally stepped on a stone, fortunately he supported the dead tree beside him, so he didn't fall, but the hand badge was scratched Peeled and turned red.

Changle finally stopped. He stood in the distance, turned half of his body slightly, and said indifferently, "Xiaoyu, do you know how many difficult roads there are to go from here to the capital? Isn't it like now, there are still people Be with you, no one will be with you, you are only one person, many dangers, many tribulations, you can't do it. Why do you still want to go? So many dangers, no matter what, can kill you .”

What he said was the truth.

Qiao Yu raised his head. He was very tired, but he smiled desperately, thought for a moment, and said seriously: "I know this, and I also know that you are all thinking of me. Your Highness, then, you will be more courageous, and you will not be afraid anymore."

Chang Le didn't believe it, he always felt that Qiao Yu was being lured and coerced, so there would be no sincerity.

Qiao Yu pursed his lips, they were life and death friends, he didn't want Changle Anping to misunderstand Jing Yan, so he told about his past.

The winter wind was bitter, Qiao Yu's cheeks were red from the cold, the tip of his nose looked like a ripe fruit, and his voice was very calm, as if he was talking about his own affairs, "I am from the Qiao family. The place is very famous, and I can’t even remember it, because when I was eight years old, my family met robbers when they went to offer incense, and none of them stayed. I coveted the apricot blossoms in the temple and escaped. I don't know what to do. I didn't think about it at that time. I was taken into the palace by my aunt Feng Nannan. She seems to have a grudge against the empress, and the empress seems to have a grudge against my mother. The relationship inside is so chaotic. Qing, I was sent to the empress, probably as a way to vent my anger, and I was very scared at that time. But the empress is a very good person, and she treated me very well."

Chang Le was stunned for a moment, he had never heard of these things, because a young eunuch in the imperial dining room should not know about them.

Qiao Yu paused, and his voice suddenly warmed up from this moment, soft and sweet, "It was a summer night, I was catching fireflies by the small pond at the back of the palace courtyard, and I couldn't catch fireflies no matter what. I met a little brother on my head. He is really good-looking, much taller than me. He walked towards me with a fierce expression on his face. At that time, I was very sad because I couldn’t catch fireflies, and I was afraid that he would scold me. I, preemptively, begged him to help me catch fireflies. He agreed, and that night, he helped me catch a cage of fireflies, which were shining brightly and dazzled beautifully. He was His Highness, Jing Yan, and later mine. My sweetheart."

He couldn't help but narrow his eyes with a smile, thinking that his first meeting with Jing Yan was probably destined.

Chang Le frowned tightly. He heard Qiao Yu continue: "Your Highness treats me very well. Except for my grandmother, no one treats me so well. I like him very much. After that, Yuande's 17th year , something happened that year, the empress was imprisoned, people in the East Palace were panicked, and the imperial guards wanted to clear out all the people in the palace. His Highness asked me to change the clothes of the little eunuch, hid in the eunuch's house, and ordered I can't remember many things, but I remember that he said that he would never see each other again."

He was very sad at that time, but he didn't hear Jing Yan's words for the first time, "I can't miss him. The eunuch wanted to pick someone to take care of His Highness, so I volunteered to go. Fortunately, no one found out, and I went in smoothly, and my Highness Confess my own thoughts and stay there forever. I was stupid at the time and didn’t know anything. Now that I think about it, His Highness arranged the way back then. If I didn’t go to him, the fate would be broken, but I will go That’s why it’s here now.”

Qiao Yu lowered his head and didn't continue to speak. Chang Le took a few steps forward, and Qiao Yu lowered his voice, his voice was soft but firm, "I always know what I want. When I was young, I knew to go after what I wanted, so the older I got, the more I lived?"

So even if he is afraid, even if he is timid, he will continue to move forward, towards the place where there is Jing Yan.

Chang Le seemed shocked. He didn't expect such a deep and profound relationship between the two of them. He sighed and asked, "Do you trust him so much and admire him?"

In his opinion, the status between Jing Yan and Qiao Yu is not equal. Jing Yan can easily say that he likes it, because there is no burden to abandon it when he hates it, not to mention that men fall in love with men, which is against the rules of the world. contrary.But Qiao Yu is different, he is only one person, has no power and power, as long as Jing Yan is willing, he will be imprisoned in the deep palace.But Qiao Yu is not a person who is greedy for power, he can actually get nothing from Jing Yan, so Chang Le stubbornly thinks that they will not have good results.

But now it was different, his mind had changed.

Chang Le said: "I'm not you, even if you speak truthfully, you can't believe the feelings of those noble people in the deep palace. But it's also because I'm not you, I can't make decisions for you. But Anping and I are yours Good friend, you really want to go back, only that person can make you really happy, and I will support you."

Qiao Yu was stunned for a while, rubbed his eyes with his fingers, choked up for a while, "Why are you so nice?"

It is said that the palace is ruthless, but he is always getting better and better.

Chang Le gave a rare and gentle smile, and pulled Qiao Yu up, "Because Xiao Yu is also very good."

Ever since he talked about it, Chang Le started planning for Qiao Yu's future journey.He originally wanted to ask Qiao Yu to stay in the winter until next spring, when the weather would warm up and the journey would be easier, but Qiao Yu didn't want to, because he missed Jing Yan too much.He was very stubborn, and Chang Le had nothing to do with him. He could only continue to arrange plans, save money, make winter clothes, and make dry food, while Qiao Yu insisted on running and exercising every day to prevent falling down on the road.

By the time Qiao Yu really wanted to leave, it was already completely winter.He was wearing good light and warm clothes, with a layer of durable coarse cloth on his head, and he was carrying a small package, which contained another set of clothes, a folded bedding, dry food and water bags, and silver in close fitting clothing.Some time ago, Changle spent almost all his savings on the matter of household registration and road guidance. He had no money to hire a carriage for Qiao Yu, so he had to walk to the capital with his legs.

When he was leaving, Qiao Yu's face was frozen from crying, and it was Anping who washed his face with hot water. He himself was not familiar with walking outside, and he had to spend all his time educating Qiao Yu.

Chang Le saw Qiao Yu's slender figure disappearing into the mountains, patted An Ping on the shoulder, and said softly, "Go back, it's too cold outside."

Qiao Yu has his own way to go, and they also have their own lives to live.

The mountains are high and the rivers are long, and we will probably never see each other again in this life.

Qiao Yu's journey was extremely difficult. He was spoiled and pampered, and he had never suffered a bit, but now it was different. He had to hurry up during the day. There is no way to escape.

But it's not necessarily true. Qiao Yu fetched water from the kettle, and took a look at himself on the water. He was thin and dark, with only a handful of bones left in his body. Even a beast would think his teeth were too sharp.

He managed to get out of the mountains, and the winter wind made his face hurt. Qiao Yu went up against the wind. In the afternoon, the sun disappeared completely, and snowflakes fell from the gray sky.

This is the first snow this winter.

Qiao Yu found a ruined temple to avoid the snow. He skillfully lit a fire and huddled in the straw pile to keep warm. The jumping flames illuminated his wet eyes. His eyelashes were thick and long, and there was a patch of gray under his eyes.

He took a sip of the ice-cold water, shivered for a while, and suddenly remembered that at this time last year, he was happily eating snacks with his Ah Ci, and playing chess against Chuxue.At that time, his level of chess had improved a lot, and the wins and losses between him and Jing Yan were also [-]-[-]. On that day, he won two out of three games, and if he won Jing Yan, he could make a request.In fact, he already liked Jing Yan very much at that time, but he didn't understand what he wanted, and thought about what conditions to ask for a long time, but finally said that he hoped that Jing Yan would not be so tired.

The past was too happy.

Qiao Yu stared at the flames, not understanding a single movement, and after a long time, wiped her cheeks with the back of her hand, cold tears filled her face.In fact, after leaving Changle Anping, no matter how hard he suffered, no matter how much he fell, he never dared to cry, because he was afraid that if he lost his strength by crying, he would not be able to hold on any longer.

Until now, he comforted himself in his heart, and he couldn't let himself cry out loud.

He thought, when he returned to the capital, he must tell Jing Yan how hard, tired and sad he was on this journey before walking in front of him.But after thinking about it, he felt that this would make Jing Yan too sad, so he reduced the pain he was experiencing now little by little, and finally he was only going to talk about the landscape travel notes along the way.

Because Qiao Yu knew that the separation was already too bitter, so when we meet again, let's just talk sweet.

He made a deal with himself.

After the snow fell, the weather became colder and the road became more difficult.Qiao Yu walked very slowly, and finally reached a larger county town, where he negotiated an agreement with the beggars from the ruined temple to stay overnight and leave the next day, but the city was blocked by heavy snow and there was nowhere to go .Qiao Yu still had some money on her body, but it was all for future use, and it was impossible to spend it in a hotel now, so I had to discuss it with those beggars. Those people looked fierce, but they were actually pretty good, so they didn't make things difficult for Qiao Yu. Tsukuru didn't see it, and even invited Qiao Yu to go begging with him.

Qiao Yu is a child of a noble family who came from the Zhongming Dingshi Family, so he couldn't do this, thinking that it was not an option, so he had to go out to find work.He had never done any work before, and his strength was not strong. He staggered as soon as he carried the sandbag. He couldn't even do coolie work. He wandered the street sadly, and saw a person in the study ahead who was sketching a book.Nowadays, the level of printing skills of each company is different, some are good and some are bad. In such a poor place, it is easy to print badly, especially for fine books like picture books, which need to be filled in by professional painters in the later stage. Only when it is filled can it be sold.

He saw that the man was working on the sketchbook, so he couldn't help stopping to take a look. The shopkeeper of the study could see him squatting there like a little beggar, and he didn't come to chase him away. After he got more, he asked the waiter who was running errands to let him leave temporarily, otherwise he was afraid that the book customers would not dare to enter the door.

Qiao Yu heard the words and said, "I was looking at what he was doing. He is not good at drawing. I can also draw, and I can draw better than him."

He has too little experience in the field, he can't speak very much, he almost didn't get beaten, and the painter is also competitive, so he insisted on comparing, and it turned out that Qiao Yu's painting was better than him.

The shopkeeper watched the whole process, he didn't care about Qiao Yu's appearance, and asked, "There are too many picture books now, would you like to stay here and help me?"

Qiao Yu was naturally willing.

The money given by the study is not too much, but it is not too much, and it also includes food and lodging, which is just right for Qiao Yu. He is very honest, saying that it won't last long, and he will leave when Xue stops and can walk. I don't mind, just let him do things with confidence.

Qiao Yu's painting skills are really excellent, even if it's just drawing and coloring, it is much more vivid than others.The shopkeeper looked at it for a few days, then suddenly brought over a script of Chinese script, and wanted to ask Qiao Yu to make a picture for him, and also promised a profit distribution in the future, but Qiao Yu didn't want to distribute the profit, as long as he took more money, he could save money sooner. Enough money to hire a carriage.

In order to make money, Qiao Yu can almost be said to be working day and night. He is painting at the back of the study, and the boy in the shop also came to see him. Once he suddenly said: "Mr. Chen, I think your paintings are always familiar. , very similar to Mr. Yuqiao's painting, did you learn from Mr. Yuqiao?"

Jing is an aristocratic surname. After the founding of the Great Zhou Dynasty, all the Jing surnames except the royal family were changed to memorize, so ordinary people can't use it.Qiao Yu took a pseudonym for herself, Chen Ci.

Qiao Yu's pen paused, almost falling a drop of thick ink, her ears were all red, and she couldn't help but asked excitedly, "You also know Mr. Yuqiao?"

The little guy said vigorously: "Of course I know! I heard that Mr. Yuqiao has excellent painting skills. Forget about these things, he is also very kind. This summer, there was a flood in our hometown, and my parents drowned. Only my little sister and I were left alone, and it was almost impossible to survive. It was Mr. Yuqiao who donated rice and grain with his own manuscript remuneration, so that we survived. Not only us, I heard that Mr. Yuqiao donated a lot of places to save There are many people, Mr. Yuqiao saves the world and helps the people, he has the world in his heart, he is really a great man."

Qiao Yu's ears turned cold, he stammered, "Maybe, maybe Mr. Yuqiao is not that good..."

He was in a trance when he said this.The money was indeed donated by Qiao Yu. He was bored in the palace and could only paint these paintings. The money he sold was useless for him, and Jing Yan arranged to spend it.He didn't expect that his unintentional actions would save so many lives, but he couldn't bear the gratitude of those people, because he knew they were not such good people.

Hearing this, the little guy no longer had his usual kindness, and said with a cold face: "Mr. Yuqiao, what's wrong! Tell me!"

Qiao Yu didn't dare to speak ill of Mr. Yuqiao, he always felt that if he did, the kind and friendly second brother in front of him would immediately turn on him and beat him up.He could only vaguely say: "It's nothing, my painting, my painting is just to learn from Mr. Yuqiao to make a living. I don't know what kind of person he is."

Under the gaze of the other party, he added without much sincerity, "He must be a very good person."

He knew what kind of person he was, and when faced with the love and respect of these people, he felt even more ashamed. He didn't deserve it.

Tired all day, Qiao Yu collapsed on the bed, still thinking about this matter.He thought about it for a long time, and felt that he still didn't have the savior of Mr. Yuqiao in their eyes. He couldn't give everything he had, but he still divided his reward into three.One part is for the living needs of the next few days, one part is the carriage money saved up, and the other part is mostly used to buy things for the little beggars in the ruined temple for the winter.In fact, he used to buy some leftover steamed buns, porridge, etc. to send over every day, but now he wants to make more,

He wanted to be better, at least not to disappoint those people's gratitude too much.

The snow fell for so long that it was almost a disaster. Qiao Yu drew several books of Chinese scripts for that study, and the first book sold well. He took another sum of money and finally saved enough to give to beggars. The money to buy winter clothes also saved enough money to hire a carriage next time.

But at this time, the New Year was too close, and no groom was willing to leave his hometown and not spend the New Year with his family, so Qiao Yu stayed here helplessly, celebrating the New Year by himself for the first time in ten years.

It snowed lightly on New Year's Eve, and Qiao Yu took the boy's younger sister out to play.The little girl couldn't move when she saw the sugar figurine, so Qiao Yu bought one for her, hesitated a bit, and bought one herself.It was the first time Qiao Yu tasted something sweet in the past few months. He was reluctant to bite and licked it carefully with his tongue.

When the boy came out to look for them, the two were sitting under a locust tree not far away. They were one big and one small, but their movements were exactly the same. It seemed that there was not much difference in age.

He held fireworks in his hand, stuffed them one for each of them, and set them on cherishedly after dark. After turning around and burning them, the young man looked at Qiao Yu and smiled and said, "It's a new year soon, yes." Yes, the shopkeeper said yesterday that it was the 21st year of Yuande."

Yuande 21 years.

Qiao Yu was taken aback, this is wrong, how could it be the 21st year of Yuande, when His Royal Highness should have ascended the throne, and changed the year name, this year is the first year.No matter how poor and remote the place is, no matter how far it is from the capital city, it is still a county town. If the emperor's reign name is changed, it is absolutely impossible not to know about it.

Before this, Qiao Yu never thought that Jing Yan would fail, not because he deliberately didn't think about it, but because he always felt that as long as it was what Jing Yan wanted to do, there was no reason why he couldn't do it.

But now he suddenly became a little scared, he was terribly scared, he didn't have the slightest joy on New Year's Eve, he hid under the quilt, biting the hem of his clothes, trembling and crying.

Even when he was on the verge of death several times, he had never been so scared, his heart was clenched into a ball, and he couldn't even breathe.

Through the narrow gap between the quilts, he could see the faint flames outside, which became a blur.

in the palace.

Probably because too many things happened last year, there was no Chinese New Year atmosphere in the palace, and a few red cloth and red lanterns were hung symbolically, but other places were still very solemn.

Jing Yan came out of the dungeon, soaked in the smell of blood.Half a month before the new year, he finally caught Chen Sang and his cronies and locked them in the dungeon.Chen Sang's mouth was very strict, perhaps because he knew that Qiao Yu's news would kill him, but his words were all vague and changed every day, and those cronies didn't know about it, so they could only interrogate him over and over again. I don't know how many people died, even today's Chinese New Year, several corpses were pulled out.

Jing Yan was indifferent and careless, he looked at these people, he didn't regard them as his life, not even Chen Sang.He felt that if he could leave Chen Sang with a whole body, he would probably live up to Empress Li Chen.

He only ate a few mouthfuls of noodles from morning to night, and read the brochure for a long time. The news about Qiao Yu, no matter how big or small, was all reviewed by himself. After reading it, he also interrogated Chen Sang's party members , now he should be extremely tired, but his back is still straight, and the elongated shadow is extremely thin, almost out of shape.He didn't go to Daming Palace to deal with government affairs, and he didn't go back to Xianlin Palace. He opened his mouth, his voice was still hoarse, but he was able to speak clearly, "Go to Taiqing Palace."

Sheng Hai hastily held up an umbrella for Jing Yan, and rushed all the way in the heavy snow, even a pile of snow fell on his cloak.Taiqing Palace is the most deserted place in the palace, there is not even a little festive red, and the surroundings are dull and cold.

Jing Yan took the key and opened the small door on the side, and went in alone with an umbrella.

The Taiqing Palace has not changed much from when it left, time seems to have left nothing here, and it is no different from every year in the past.

Jing Yan seemed to lose his strength, his fingers relaxed, and the black umbrella fell aside.He looked up at the two loquat trees growing together in the yard, which Qiao Yu and he had planted together.They have grown very tall, and now they are pavilion-like and covered with verdant green leaves, but they are still very close, no one can do without the other, and no one will leave the other.

People are not as good as trees.

He looked at it like this for a long time, not only the long hair, but also the eyebrows and eyes were dyed white, and gradually even the exposed skin, and finally the black cloak, were all covered by snow.He seemed to have become a snowman, but a string of drops of water suddenly rolled down from the corners of his eyes, leaving obvious marks.

It may be the melted snow, or it may be tears.

Probably tears.

As soon as the Chinese New Year was over, Qiao Yu was in a hurry to find someone to go to the capital. He hired a small carriage and bid farewell to the boy and the group of beggars at the intersection Changting. Feeling very reluctant, the boy said: "Although you are not as good at painting as Mr. Yuqiao, Mr. Chen, your heart is as good as Mr. Yuqiao's."

Qiao Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he deliberately made low-quality paintings to prevent his vest from being exposed, but he didn't expect that one day he would deliberately fail to do one thing well.

He was completely satisfied with Jing Yan, and he was going crazy thinking about it, it was really impossible to stay any longer.

The little guy finally said, "May you have a smooth journey in the new year and your wishes come true."

Qiao Yu has only one wish.

The rest of the journey went smoothly, the groom is a good Jianghu, and he is also a very nice person, probably because Qiao Yu is stupid and kind, and for the sake of paying more money, the horse drove fast, but the ice and snow have just melted, and it is only when spring begins He rushed to the capital.

The capital is under strict supervision, fortunately Changle was well prepared, with all the guides and other letters in order to enter the capital soon.Arriving in the capital, Qiao Yu also knew what happened last year. His Jing Yan had indeed won, but he hadn't ascended the throne yet. Now he is the regent who has an overview of the government. Qiao Yu's heart was half relieved.

But today is different from the past, Qiao Yu has no way to prove himself, let alone the palace, he can't even go to the inner city, even though he is close in front of him, he can't meet each other.

He booked an inn, and worried while taking a bath, did he really want to beat the drums to complain, and show his identity in public.

That would be too embarrassing.

Qiao Yu thought of his grandmother, the head of Fujia County.Since Qiao Yu's disappearance, the governor of Fujia County has returned to practice in the ancient temple outside, which is relatively close.

On the second day, Qiao Yu went there. The Lord of Fujia County was kneeling and reciting scriptures with a solemn face. When he came out, he also knelt down beside the head of Fujia County, his voice filled with tears, "Grandmother."

Although Jing Yan had been looking for it secretly, the Lord Fujia thought that he died in that palace change.

The two of them hugged each other and cried for a long time, and the county magistrate of Fujia asked him carefully about his experiences for so long. Qiao Yu avoided the serious ones, and answered them one by one without saying anything about the hardships he had suffered.

County Mistress Fujia has lived so long, how could she not be able to see through these lies, but she didn't want to ruin Qiao Yu's good intentions, so she just pretended not to know, put her arms around Qiao Yu and asked, "You have been wronged so much and returned to the capital. What else do you want to do? Grandma will help you, no matter what it is, my Xiaoyu."

Qiao Yu choked and said, "I want to see Your Highness, my Highness."

His only wish and support is Jing Yan.

The head of Fujia County sighed, Qiao Yu really liked what she could do, but she didn't dare to trust Jing Yan that much.

After all, he is the regent, the emperor who has not yet ascended the throne.

The emperor is ruthless, and since Qiao Yu disappeared, she has never heard of Jing Yan looking for her silly grandson.

But after all, there is still a chance to be given, whoever makes Qiao Yu happy with Jing Yan, she knows she can't stop it.

So, on the second day, the county magistrate of Fujia handed over a booklet, saying that there were some old things of Qiao Yu at home, and I wondered if His Royal Highness the Prince Regent would be interested.

The county magistrate of Fujia thought it over, if Jing Yan didn't come within two days, it meant he didn't care about Qiao Yu at all.At that time, even if she is tied, she will tie Qiao Yu back to Longnan, and forbid him to think about Jing Yan again for the rest of her life.

Because this relationship is doomed to fail.