I came from heaven [traveling]

As soon as the carriage drove out of the Princess Mansion, Xu Yangyan took the opportunity to jump from the high tree branch on the side of the street to the roof of the carriage. He grabbed the carriage and flipped to my side: "Go in and rest, I'll drive the carriage."

I didn't have the courage to go back into the car, and I was afraid of facing all the cruel facts, so I shook my head miserably, and hissed back: "Xiao'er is sleeping, I don't want to disturb him."

"Esprit... about Xiao'er..."

"Xu Yangyan, stop talking, okay?"

"Well, I have an appointment with the fourth princess. There is a ruined temple on the outskirts of the lower city. There are few people there so it will not arouse suspicion. We have to meet there."

"it is good."

Xu Yangyan snatched the rein from my hand, put one hand on my shoulder to show relief, I covered my face with both hands, and wept bitterly: "Why did things become like this, why, why...Xiao'er is still just a Child, his future should have been bright, and he shouldn't be the one who died."

Xu Yangyan speeded up the horse silently, every time he swung the whip, it seemed to be whipping his hatred for Xuanji, and finally he secretly sighed: "One day, I will let that bastard live or die. Destroy this country , as you said that day, we will create a new order."

I turned my head to look at Xu Yangyan, his profile was sullen and gloomy: "Aren't you Tantaiqin's confidant? Why did you change your mind to do this now?"

"Everything today finally made me understand that even though we are from heaven, we are not god generals, and we have the power to recover from things that are out of control. The appearance of Xiao'er is probably a nightmare that I will never be able to get rid of in my life."

"We can't go back. The peaceful and peaceful days are far away, and we will never come back."

"Then what are your plans next?"

"Go back to Cangshun mansion first. I want to bury my stupid son next to his mother. I only completed half of Hanju's last words before he died. I failed to protect this child. I have failed her. Zhihanju Xiang Shijie, who was killed, has not been arrested yet, and now there is another Xuanji. After I settle down and return to Deyi Mansion, I want to find someone. This person is my only bargaining chip for revenge. In the days to come, we need to recharge our batteries and accumulate strength.”

"Okay, I'll go with you."

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We hid and hid all the way until night fell, and we found the ruined temple on the outskirts of the lower city. The place was a dilapidated scene, with green forests stretching around and no one inhabited.Xu Yangyan and I looked at each other, we couldn't bear any more blows, we didn't dare to imagine, so we walked around the temple several times, but there was no trace of anyone coming.

Xu Yangyan frowned and rested his cheeks in thought: "Could it be... the fourth princess was caught by the guards..."

I turned around and rushed to open the door and ran towards Brother Ma: "I'll go back and find her!"

Xu Yangyan grabbed my arm quickly: "Are you crazy? You have finally left the imperial city, and now you are running back. Even if Tantaiqin can let you go, will Xuanji let you go?"

I waved his hand away and roared furiously: "We have lost Xiao'er, we can't lose Tantai Yang anymore!"

Xu Yangyan let go of my arm, grabbed my collar and growled: "Will you be able to find the fourth princess when you go back? We are just two stray dogs now. Why do we think about others when we can't protect ourselves? Tantaiyang is a man after all. Princess, even if you are caught, it will be nothing more than house arrest. If you are caught, you will die! Be sober, don't be so impulsive!"

I shook my head in a trance, and looked at Xu Yangyan helplessly: "Then what should we do now? Stay here or leave, what if Yang'er finds here as soon as we leave?"

Xu Yangyan frowned and leaned against the window to look at the sky outside the house: "It's getting late, stay here tonight, no matter whether the fourth princess arrives or not, as soon as the sun breaks, we will set off."

This is the most compromised choice, and I have no other choice, so I can only agree hesitantly: "Okay, listen to you."

The whole night, I was in a state of fidgeting, and I would run to the door to look into the distance from time to time, but in the dark night, there was nothing in the mountains and forests except for the strange sound of the wind.I watched until dawn, but I couldn't catch Tantai Yang's figure, so I leaned against the door frame and slid down to the ground, and couldn't help muttering to myself: "Yang'er, where did you go?"

Xu Yangyan's feet landed beside me, I looked up at him blankly, Xu Yangyan also didn't close his eyes all night, he squinted tiredly: "Let's go. We can't wait any longer, Xiao'er's body cannot be delayed. "

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"Ji Sijie!!! When you left Chunsheng Tower that day, Xiao'er was still a lively child! You made a big promise to take him to the imperial city to find his father to fulfill Han's last wish, but now you come back with a cold corpse. What have you been doing here?"

Mama Bao raised her hand and slapped me hard on the face. She grabbed my collar and shook my body screaming, crying in pain. I dug the soil with a shovel indifferently. The numbness of my nerves prevented me from feeling the warmth of my cheeks, and the overgrown weeds in front of Hanyu's grave were particularly depressed, and the uncontrollable tears flowed down the bridge of my nose and invaded the soil drop by drop.

"Bring Xiao'er back, return it, bastard!"

In the end, I knelt down in front of Han'er's grave with limp legs, kowtowing my head non-stop: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...Han'er...I'm sorry...I failed to protect Xiao'er, Han'er ...sorry..."

Suddenly there was thunder, and the rainstorm that came late in the late spring was flying wantonly in the mountains. I hugged Xiao'er's body and wailed with the sound of the falling rain: "Even if it takes my whole life, I will kill all those who are unfortunate for you. Annihilate them all, my Xiao'er...it's all my brother's fault..."

Xu Yangyan pulled me away and snatched away Xiao'er's body. He buried the soil on Xiao'er's body in handfuls. The water droplets falling from his face mixed with tears, and he buried the tombstone carved from solid wood firmly on the ground. In the soil, Xu Yangyan gritted his teeth and said, "One, don't even think about living."

The wind and cold caused by the rain and the exhaustion of rushing to Cangshun Mansion all night made me seriously ill. 'Explosive Chrysanthemum' kindly took me and Xu Yangyan in. We temporarily lived in the Chunsheng Building, which was still the dilapidated utility room.In the middle of the night, I was wearing a robe and sitting on the open space outside the back kitchen in a daze. The shimmering light from the crescent moon was reflected on my body, holding a stack of pastries sent by Bao’s mother.

Once here, the two people who laughed with me in the middle of the night finally reunited in another world, leaving me alive cruelly, enduring the pain of being separated forever, and everything has changed.

Xu Yangyan came out of the house, walked to me and sat on the floor in silence: "Suddenly I'm curious, what was it like when you first met Xiao'er?"

I put my head down and squeezed a piece of pastry into my mouth, one was not enough and I stuffed another one until my mouth couldn't fit any more, even so, it still couldn't block my tear duct, Xu Yangyan raised his hand to wipe my face The teardrops on the face: "Don't choke, I know you are uncomfortable."

I swallowed the food in my mouth with difficulty, looked at the cakes left on the plate, and the happy picture of the past came to my mind: "This is Xiao'er's favorite dessert. After picking up the guests in the middle of the night, Come to meet us in the backyard with food, the three of us will sit here chatting, teasing Xiaoer, at that time, there is no death, no power struggle, nothing, but we have happiness."

"Go to Deyi Mansion, it's time to find your chips."

"Well, we're leaving tomorrow, and we really can't wait any longer."

"Ji Sijie, if I give you another chance, will you take Xiao'er to Shundu to find his father?"

I stood up and was about to go back to the house, but Xu Yangyan's question made me stop, I lowered my head in silence for a long time, sighed and shook my head: "I will guard Han's tomb and find a good way to make Xiao'er Raise him up, teach him to read well, and then take him to travel around the world to see the scenery and taste all the food, and love him like his own son."

......

When she bid farewell to "Broken Chrysanthemum", she stretched out her arms and hugged me tightly with red eyes: "I don't know when we will see each other again. This is going to be bad luck. You must take care of yourself. As long as my mother and I are still alive Now, Chunsheng Tower is your home."

I patted Mama Bao on the back: "Please also ask Mama to visit Hanju and Xiao'er often, Esprit is here to kneel down and thank you!"

As I spoke, I lifted my robe and knelt on the ground, kowtowing deeply. 'Baoxiaju' hurriedly supported my arm: "No way, no way! Even if you don't tell me, I will visit them during the holidays."

"Then, Esprit bids farewell!"

I slowly stood up and walked to the carriage, and when I raised my foot, I reluctantly stopped and looked sideways at Chunsheng Building. I seemed to see a young boy who walked in hesitantly. Chunsheng Building....

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'Ouch, is this son alone? '

"You are courageous enough. The people who come in and out of a place like Chunsheng Building are all dignitaries. If you go to the wrong place, come quietly, and then just leave quietly. If you offend your mother, there will be no good results." eat. '

'Hey, kid, what are you doing? '

'Are you the liar who eats and doesn't pay? '

'Stinky brat, you can eat things and talk nonsense! '

'But obviously the kitchen has been busy and cooked a lot of food for you! '

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Pulling back my thoughts, I frowned, and there was a dull pain in my heart, but even if my nose was so sore, I couldn't make a single teardrop. It seemed that something had severely blocked my nerves. This is very good, this I don't seem to have so many complicated feelings, and even buried all the fragility.

Not only Xiao'er was buried in that pit, but also Ji Sijie, who was as reckless as a fool, was buried.I don't know who I am, I only know that at this moment, I set off from Cangshun Mansion again in a carriage, and the final destination is still Shundu.