love from game

People are like this, they will be sad because of a little bit of insignificant things, it's just a rain, a sudden rain that's all.

Li Qinghe stopped there for a while, then walked back.He made a phone call to Shu Yiyuan.

"Hello?" Shu Yiyuan sounded a little surprised.

"I don't know who to ask, I can only ask you." Li Qinghe said softly, "Where is Yang Chen?"

There was silence on the other side of the phone, and Shu Yiyuan said after a long time: "I heard from them that Yang Chen is in a private drug rehabilitation center called 'ALT', under the name of An."

Li Qinghe was silent for a while and said, "Thank you."

Shu Yiyuan didn't speak for a while, but finally asked, "Are you okay?"

"I can't die." Li Qinghe said with a smile, "It's time for me to go out and do some activities. It won't be long before you can see that ignorant Li Qinghe again."

"Yeah." A pleasant chuckle came from the other side of the phone, "The voice has changed a lot, but it's still very nice."

"Probably." Li Qinghe didn't know if he could sing with his current voice, but no matter what, he wanted to sing a song for An Rui to listen to.

An Rui said that he wanted to hear him sing.

Li Qinghe went out with the car keys, but he still couldn't let go, no matter what he did, he still couldn't let go of Yang Chen.

Maybe he never loved Yang Chen, but he ruined Yang Chen after all, and he couldn't save him.

The ALT detoxification center is in a remote place, Li Qinghe signed his name at the door and entered.

The place wasn't noisy, but it wasn't quiet either. When I walked in, it was very deserted. There were too many white figures of nurses and doctors, and Li Qinghe looked dazzling.After entering the main entrance, a nurse lady came over.

"Do you have an appointment?" the nurse asked him.

"No." Li Qinghe replied directly, "I want to see a man named Yang Chen."

"Li Qinghe?" The nurse lady asked Li Qinghe uncertainly, and Li Qinghe looked up at her.

"An Rui?"

"Mr. An has explained that no one is allowed to see him, except you." The nurse looked at him interestingly and said, "Mr. An cares about you very much."

"Yeah." Li Qinghe followed the nurse and walked inside. In fact, he should know that An Rui would never stop him from seeing Yang Chen, but he hoped from the bottom of his heart that An Rui would stop him, showing a little bit of jealousy or Angry, but he was neither.

After all, Li Qinghe didn't understand what An Rui was thinking.

Li Qinghe asked: "How is he doing now?"

The nurse lady thought for a while and said: "Because he has been taking drugs for a long time, it is very difficult to quit. He used a lot of coercive methods, but he is very cooperative."

Li Qinghe was silent for a while and asked her: "How long has it been?"

"How long has it been?" The nurse looked at him puzzled and asked.

"How long has he been on drugs?"

"Two years."

"Two years..." Li Qinghe muttered to himself, he didn't realize that, he always thought that Yang Chen didn't understand him, but in fact he was the same, they didn't love each other, but they couldn't leave each other.

Li Qinghe thought back, in fact, something was wrong a long time ago.Sometimes Yang Chen would suddenly leave with an ugly face, his body became thinner and thinner, his complexion became worse and worse, and he spent more and more money.

Li Qinghe just didn't want to face it, really didn't want to face it, once he thought about it carefully, he would find that Yang Chen was already a stranger, and it was not others but himself who made the two of them strangers.

The nurse led him farther and farther, and finally stopped at the farthest end of the highest floor.

"Why do you live so far away?" Li Qinghe couldn't help asking, he was actually very afraid that Yang Chen would be wronged, if An Rui didn't treat him sincerely and help him sincerely, then let him take over.

"It's better for him to live in a quieter place. It's easier for him to let go, and it's not so easy to get addicted to drugs." The nurse opened the door and said, "You don't know, for drug addicts, drug addiction is a real pain. He always said, don’t let him suffer this kind of crime, so he is the most concerned person in the institute.”

"Well, I know." Li Qinghe replied, of course he knows how uncomfortable it is to be addicted to drugs.

The door opened, and Li Qinghe walked in. When the nurse closed the door, she said, "Call me if you need anything, and I'll wait outside."

Li Qinghe nodded, Yang Chen sat on the chair and looked out the window, as if he didn't notice him, Li Qinghe sat on the chair on the other side of the table.

He looked at Yang Chen's back, haggard, white hair could be seen in the black broken hair, it turned out that three months can give so many changes.

"Long time no see." Li Qinghe said to him.

Yang Chen turned around, looked at him with a dull gaze, and finally asked, "Why are you here?"

"Come and see you." Li Qinghe said with a gentle smile, "Are you okay?"

Yang Chen was silent for a while, and then said: "What if it's not good?"

Li Qinghe didn't speak, but Yang Chen smiled and said, "Are you feeling bad too?"

"It's hard to tell whether it's uncomfortable or not." Li Qinghe looked at him and said, "When you come out, I will definitely support you."

"Will you be with him when I come out?" Yang Chen didn't intend to answer the question just now, he didn't care about money anymore.

Li Qinghe looked at him, Yang Chen's eyes were so hollow, the gentle eyes had long since disappeared.

"What are you thinking?" Li Qinghe asked him, "I don't know what you are thinking, I never understand you."

"I want you." Yang Chen stretched out his hand with a smile, "I want the old you."

When Li Qinghe heard this sentence, he couldn't help showing a mocking face.

"As expected." Yang Chen said to himself, "Li Qinghe, you are Leshe after all, not Li Qinghe."

"How could it be possible to go back." Li Qinghe said with a wry smile, "Even if An Rui said, I can't go back. If he can't accept me now, I can choose to give up on him just like I chose to give up on you, and it must be better than that." It's easy to let go of you."

"Then should I be happy?" Yang Chen asked him back, "I feel like I'm more important than him."

"There's nothing important, it's just time." Li Qinghe got up and approached him and said, "It's just the difference between the past and the present."

"Li Qinghe, have you ever loved me?" Yang Chen finally asked him this question.

Li Qinghe stood there in a daze, had he ever loved this person?

This question is actually simple, but Li Qinghe is unwilling to answer it.

Maybe he was avoiding this question from the very beginning, unwilling to think about whether he really loves him, just wanting him to be by his side.