love from game

Li Qinghe went to get a tattoo, and the tattoo artist looked at Li Qinghe's injuries and was speechless in surprise.

"All of it?" the tattooist asked him.

"Well, money is not a problem." Li Qinghe said lightly, "The only requirement is a tattoo of the word 'Chen' on the ankle, the picture I sent you."

The tattoo artist nodded. At that time, Li Qinghe lay in the shop for a whole day and finished all the tattoos at once. For the first time, he realized that pain could make him feel alive.

Li Qinghe liked this feeling. The tattoo artist looked at his finished masterpiece, and then looked at the enchanting person, panting heavily, the tattoo artist asked: "Are you shaking M?"

That was the first time Li Qinghe heard this word, and later this word became one of Li Qinghe's labels.

"uh-huh?"

"We also have this kind of client here, but you do have a lot of injuries, and it's not like a sex game, but like domestic violence."

"No, my mother loves me." Li Qinghe said with a smile, "She loves me."

Li Qinghe later went to have his ears pierced again, constantly torturing himself, and the pain again and again made him feel that he was still alive.

"Li Qinghe, are you crazy?" Yang Chen didn't see Li Qinghe for a month, and then he noticed that Li Qinghe's appearance had changed.

"Yang Chen." Li Qinghe smiled happily, but he was not the one Yang Chen remembered, and he was no longer the Li Qinghe he remembered.

"Li Qinghe, this is not you." Yang Chen looked at him and said, "You won't be able to go back like this."

"Yang Chen, we can't go back anymore." Li Qinghe said to him with a smile, touched his face with his hand, and then kissed his lips.

The soft tongues were entangled, Li Qinghe took all the initiative, and the kiss made Yang Chen unable to breathe, but when the nail in the tongue scratched his gums, Yang Chen realized that this was not the Li Qinghe he wanted.

He tried to push him away, but Li Qinghe was unwilling to let go of him, so Yang Chen bit him, the smell of blood spread in his mouth, Li Qinghe was extremely excited, but Yang Chen hated the smell, this was his nightmare.

Li Qinghe finally let go of him, Yang Chen was like a frightened child, the two of you looked at me and you, Yang Chen said: "Qinghe, we can't go on like this."

"Yang Chen, I love you." Li Qinghe said with a smile, "I only have you left, you can't leave me, you said I will stay with me no matter what I become, you won't lie to me."

Yang Chen was silent, and when she turned to leave, she said: "Well, I'm leaving first, and I will see you in a few days."

Li Qinghe didn't wait for Yang Chen to come in those few days, but he did wait for his father Li Mu.

Li Mu really aged overnight, his hair turned white. He looked at Li Qinghe and said with a smile, "Qinghe has also changed."

"Father, you are the same." Li Qinghe smiled a little disgustingly, "Is your health better?"

"It's not about the body but the heart." Li Mu said, "Come on, let's go for a drive and talk."

Li Qinghe nodded. He didn't realize that something was wrong with his father. After all, he had lived for 18 years, and the number of times he saw his father was really very few.

His father was a stranger to him, and fatherly love was even stranger to him.

Li Qinghe was sitting in the car, and Li Mu was driving the car towards the beach. Li Qinghe thought, his father must have brought his mother here often, or this road was too familiar.

"Qing He, your mother died, are you sad?"

Li Qinghe is silent, is he sad?He really couldn't be sad, his feelings for his mother had long since deteriorated.

"I love your mother very much. I have loved her since I got married. In my memory, she will always be the beautiful princess sitting on the piano. She is the unique woman."

Li Qinghe didn't speak, he sneered, in his father's eyes, his mother was a princess, in his eyes, his mother was just a lunatic.

"Qinghe, your mother gradually lost her eyesight, and her ears gradually became deaf. She put all her dreams on your sister. She is not wrong. I didn't want a child at first, but for her Dream, she has you. You are her dream, but unfortunately your sister's death ruined everything."

"Father, in fact, mother has already gone crazy." Li Qinghe sneered, "She was already crazy when she couldn't hear or see clearly."

"She's crazy, but I can't lose her." Li Mu finally admitted this fact.

"Have you considered my sister? Have you considered me?" Li Qinghe said with a sneer, "Are we nothing in your eyes? We are your children, not your tools."

"Aren't you born for her? You are nothing to me at all."

"Yes, you just gave birth to us!"

"My mother shouldn't have us after she goes crazy." Li Qinghe laughed, "We shouldn't have been born in this world."

"Yes!" Li Mu did not deny it, "I don't want your birth at all, I just want to be with your mother."

"Hmph..." Li Qinghe looked out the window with a smile, and it was true, but once Li Mu really admitted it, the fact became even more heart-wrenching.

"Your mother was pushed down by you."

Li Qinghe was silent, those scenes resurfaced in his mind again, he began to tremble, he remembered many things that he shouldn't have thought of.

"Were you happy when you pushed her down, feeling like you were finally out of the nightmare?"

"Yes." Li Qinghe said with a sneer, "So what? She's already dead."

Li Mu held the steering wheel tightly, the veins on his hands were exposed, Li Qinghe watched his movements, the speed of the car was getting faster and faster, Li Qinghe watched his father not speak, he didn't know what would happen next.

"Qing He, your mother is gone, life is meaningless." Li Mu said each word.

Li Qinghe couldn't believe his ears. He looked at Li Mu, and it turned out that not only Zhao Man was crazy, but also Li Mu.

Li Qinghe smiled a little embarrassedly, as expected he shouldn't live in this world, if he knew it, he shouldn't have been born.

"Then see you in hell..." Li Qinghe said to him with a smile, "I'm not afraid, it doesn't matter anyway."

"That's good." Li Mu looked at him and said, "Let's go to see your mother together, I can't let her murderer stay in this world."

"I just want to see my sister..."

The car drove off the road, over the railing, and flew into the sea. Li Qinghe unbuckled his seat belt. He never thought that one day, his father would take him on this road.

Li Qinghe looked at Li Mu, he smiled, he thought, Li Mu must have been waiting for a long time, he didn't want to leave him in this world, he didn't want to stay in this world himself, he missed his sister.

Sinking into the sea, his body became heavy, Li Qinghe felt that he could not breathe, and gradually lost consciousness...

Li Qinghe never thought that he would wake up in the white ward so quickly, the first thing he did when he woke up was to run out, the smell made him sick.

Stumbling all the way, he finally reached the rooftop. He stood there, the sky was gray, Li Qinghe thought, it's going to rain, it's so cold.

Li Qinghe climbed out of the guardrail and sat on the edge. He wanted to smoke now, but there was nothing around him.

Suddenly someone called his name, Li Qinghe looked back, it was Yang Chen.

Li Qinghe smiled and said, "Ah, we meet again."

"Qinghe, come back." Yang Chen's voice trembled.

"Yang Chen, I can't go back." Li Qinghe stood up and looked at him and said, "They don't want me, I shouldn't have been born in the first place."

"Qing He, good boy, come back, I'm here." Yang Chen approached him step by step and said.

"Why do you say, the King of Hades doesn't want to accept me? Is it superfluous for him to despise me?"

"I am willing." Yang Chen walked up to him, trying to grab him.

Li Qinghe waved his hand away, looked at the sky, and said, "Yang Chen, I hate this world, but I love you."

"Then you continue to love me!" Yang Chen said loudly to him, and pulled the person who was leaning back into his arms.

Li Qinghe stood there stunned, then was pulled back to the other side of the railing by Yang Chen, Yang Chen hugged him tightly, Li Qinghe felt that Yang Chen was trembling, for some reason, Li Qinghe's heart ached so much at that moment.

He hugged Yang Chen tightly and cried, "Yang Chen...Yang Chen...Yang Chen..."

Tears kept falling, why is this so?Why?Why?No one told Li Qinghe the answer, why did he come to this point, why did he not deserve to be loved by others?Why did you leave him?Why make him hate the world?Why……