When a normal person hears such an unreasonable request, the first reaction is definitely to refuse, but Shibukawa Yao, who is also a former suicide enthusiast (former owner) and now a kitten with a strong desire to survive, just feels simple and surprised.

"Can you tell me why?"

Having said that, the girl couldn't help but think of the first time they met - it was also night, and Dazai, who had just gotten up from the river, was also drenched and greeted her, standing emaciated in the corridor Ready to open the door, holding a key in his hand.

At that time, I also just woke up, looking very vigilantly at this terrifying world that caused the previous owner of the body to commit suicide, and I was alert to all unexpected factors like wind blowing grass.It's still kind of funny to think about it now.

...Time flies so fast, and in a blink of an eye, they are friends who can calmly talk about life and death in the cabin filled with seawater.

The expression on the face of the black-haired young man was complicated, as if he wanted to laugh, but couldn't.

So he rubbed his chin and muttered, "The reason... Of course it can be said, but——Kunikida-kun's existence is too much of a hindrance!"

"I'm going to be so mad at you!" Kunikida-kun, who couldn't hold back his anger any longer, rushed over furiously, "I've worked so hard to be disgusted by you..."

Dazai blinked innocently, "But I don't want to die in love with a man."

"Is this the point! The point is that you can kill yourself, don't drag innocent girls to be buried with you!"

"I'm against it too!" California Qingguang said.

Kunikida Doppo was stunned by the sudden voice of a fourth person present, and then he saw that the knife hanging on the girl's backpack turned into a handsome boy in a black and red windbreaker, with an expression on his face. Jumped out angrily to object.

this... this is...

He heard the sound of his materialistic three views cracking.

Kunikida unconsciously raised his hand to cover his heart, as if shocked and unbearably about to have a heart attack at any moment.On the contrary, Osamu Dazai had also dealt with this Token Fusangshen before, so he was still extremely calm.

Shibukawa Yo punched Kiyomitsu's head, and since she was in pain all over, this punch was almost as hard as a tickle.

Seeing that the iron fist of love didn't work, she could only frown unabashedly: "Qingguang, why are you out? We made an appointment outside and you can't come out casually. Look, Kunikida-kun was so scared Turned white."

Kunikida covered his face exhaustedly and waved his hands to show that he was fine.

"I... sorry." California Qingguang apologized wrongedly, "but if I keep silent like this, Master, you will be tricked into committing suicide by this dog... strange person!"

Hearing this, Shibukawa Yao suddenly showed a clear and relieved expression, "Are you worried that I have no experience of suicide? It's okay Kiyomitsu, it's not like I haven't died before."

California Qingguang: "..." No!He didn't mean it at all!

And Dazai came over with a smile at this time, and put his arm intimately on Shibukawa Yao's right shoulder: "That's right, boy, let alone with me here, don't worry about your master."

Daojian Fusangshen is almost exhausted. It is because of the existence of a bastard like you that I can't stop worrying about the safety of my master!Psychological freedom will not persecute my master as much as you alone!

Shibukawa Yo didn't mind if someone hooked up with him, but instead waved at Fu Sangshen.Originally, Qingguang thought she had changed her mind and was about to be happy when she saw the girl untie the messenger bag on her shoulder and hand it to him.

"The things inside...please." Shibukawa Yao said to him, "You won't let me down, right? California Kiyomitsu."

The black-haired and red-eyed Fu Sangshen shuddered, of course he knew what it meant when the master called his full name on this occasion.

But he couldn't persuade anything, couldn't do anything, he could only obediently accept the order, and knelt down to accept the black messenger bag.His hand sank, almost unable to hold the thirty-jin dragon egg.

"...California Qingguang sincerely obeys the Lord's order, and will not hesitate to do anything."

"Good." Shibukawa Yao only said this word.

Qing Guang closed his eyes in pain, he heard what Tuo Gu meant, because only he knew what was in this bag.

For some reason, he thought of Okita-kun many years ago, that man's resolute and steadfast appearance in the face of countless deaths seemed to gradually overlap with the face of the current master.

——You are all the same people.

Equally calm and crazy.

Human beings... If everyone's ending is destined to be the same, why are some people so fascinating?

And this is the reason why the young Toujian Fusangshen is so painful and puzzled.

After explaining the dragon egg and the knife spirit, Yoshikawa Yoshiki seemed to be relieved, she turned to Kunikida-kun: "Please help me take care of this child after you get out, Kunikida-kun."

"it is good……"

Kunikida Doppo replied tiredly and numbly as if he was listening to some Arabian Nights, like a salted fish giving up struggling, his whole body showed the meaning of "whatever".

These two unscrupulous guys actually wanted to join forces to drive him away.

"Speaking of which, are you masters and servants of the Warring States Period?" The blond young man asked helplessly, "I feel like the Dahe Opera is being staged in front of me."

"Well, almost." The girl smiled again.

Spatial fluctuations came again, and this time there were still two hooks—one for Kunikida and one for Kiyomitsu.

The fishing hook that should have belonged to Shibukawa Yao did not appear on her head.Apparently, within a few minutes after listening to Osamu Dazai's request to die for love, she forcibly suppressed her survival thoughts and even erased them.

Although he had already guessed the answer, the expression on Dazai's face became more and more strange—he seemed about to cry at any time, but he still forced himself to maintain the most basic smile, and his eyes kept on watching the girl's every move.

"Go." Shibukawa Yao didn't notice the strangeness of the black-haired youth, but said directly to the other two, "Let's go."

Kunikida Doppo nodded heavily towards her: "Don't worry, I will take care of Mr. California... I will leave this idiot to you."

After speaking, he looked at Osamu Dazai who had been silent for the last time in extreme disappointment, raised his hand and grabbed the hook, and disappeared from the space in an instant.The rope around his waist suddenly fell onto the gambling table.

California Qingguang on the side took a deep breath.

"Owner."

"Ok?"

"Thank you for fixing me." The black-haired and red-eyed boy smiled with tears in his eyes, and raised his hand to hold the hook, "I will never forget you."

Shibukawa Yao smiled like a loving old mother, and she also expressed her gratitude: "I have a heart, Kiyomitsu."

So all the irrelevant people left like this. In the dilapidated casino hall, the sea water was still slowly rising.

Dazai let go of the hand holding her shoulder, and picked up the dice on the table with a smile.

"Shall we play dice again before the water covers the table?"

"Okay."

So these two guys who don't seem to know what life and death are like sit on the big table of the casino and continue to play.Dazai taught her some special dice throwing techniques and listening methods, which are indeed not difficult, but they need the teacher's hands-on instruction to learn.

Shibukawa Yao was shaking the dice in the cup, proficient in this technique, and asked, "Can you tell me the reason now?"

"Okay." Osamu Dazai replied with a smile, "Because... I really want to know what attitude Yao-chan will have before facing the real death."

The girl thought for a while, then burst out laughing: "Are you still looking for that answer?"

Regarding this, Dazai was noncommittal: "If anyone has seen the resurrection from the dead like me, they will definitely be equally persistent."

"I answered you before, there is no such thing as resurrection from death in the world." Shibukawa Yao, who has experienced many near-death events, is no longer so nervous and secretive about this kind of thing, "If you have to say one The specific reason is probably... related to a certain 'personality' of mine."

——Remain in a near-death state, the consciousness and soul leave the body and go to another world.Finally, return to that world by means of death.During this period, the body cannot be attacked by external forces, nor can it escape from the dying state, otherwise it will directly become a vegetative state.

Shibukawa Yao gave this "personality" a nice name-【Huangguang】.

After all, the ability itself is already weird enough, and if the name is ugly, it is really finished.

In other words, her body is actually responsible for the innate ability [Returning Light] and the acquired ability [Infinite Compass].As for the latter, it is the influence of the product implanted by the former owner's father to save her.

Amazing, life is amazing.

Dazai let out an "oh" after hearing that, lowered his head and thought, "Can this ability be used on other people?"

"No way. Although I haven't tried it, the information given back to me by the ability itself is that only I can use it." Shibukawa Yoshi sighed with special melancholy, but this time he was sincere, "After all, for it , I was suffering from [Daly Weald Congenital Depletion Syndrome]..."

"Ah, that kind of body breakdown disease that is said to be caused by a high-risk ability? So far, there has been no successful case of a patient who has lived past the age of ten..." Dazai Osamu has dabbled in many fields, "It sounds like Yao-chan You seem to have a story to tell."

"Mr. Dazai, if you are willing to live honestly today, I will consider telling you some of my adventure stories." Shibukawa Yao couldn't help laughing first, "Now that I think about it, many of these stories are actually It's also very interesting, I think if it is written, it may be able to produce a million words."

But Osamu Dazai just smiled faintly, and didn't answer whether it was good or not.

"Let's make a bet." He said suddenly, "There are a total of 8 dice here, and even I can hardly throw 8 'leopard' patterns of 6 at the same time. If you, a beginner like Yao sauce, can do it Seeing this matter... I might as well change my mind. But you can't use abilities to change the placement of those dice."

Shibukawa Yao pondered for a moment, then nodded, and stuffed five or six dice scattered on the table into the dark cup: "Okay."

Anyway, if you lose the bet, you don't lose money. If you don't gamble, can the situation be even worse?

No one spoke between the two for a while, the water flowed into the room quietly, only the sound of the dice colliding into the plastic cup was heard.

When Shibukawa Yo rolled the seventh (failed) dice, he suddenly heard the man speak again.

"The process of dying for love seems a bit too boring. It's a little different from what I imagined..."

"Oh? Then what advice do you have, Mr. Dazai?"

"How about this." Dazai said excitedly, "We take turns to start a different topic, whether it's asking each other a question or something about ourselves. What do you think, Yao-chan?"

"Okay." Shibukawa Yao looked at him, the dice in his hand never stopped, "Who will come first to the first topic?"

"Since it's my suggestion, let me talk about it first."

The black-haired young man turned his eyes away again as he spoke, this time he was looking at the dilapidated famous paintings hanging on the wall, and now they are destined to disappear into this world along with the ship.

"Yao sauce, do you believe in the existence of demons?"

Shibukawa Yo was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that the first topic would be just like... Metaphysics.

So she said: "Believe it. People will have all kinds of desires when they are alive. Some of them are obsessions if they can be solved, and they are demons if they can't be solved."

"Hmm... yeah." Dazai whispered, "When I was young, I used to fantasize about finding a magical transparent glass jar, and then put those things in my head, the voice whispering in my ear all day, all …All of them were imprisoned. Of course, I failed, human thoughts and desires will not be imprisoned along with the constraints of the material form.”

Shibukawa Yao stared at him for several seconds, and suddenly asked on a whim: "Are you afraid?"

Dazai blinked in surprise, as if he didn't expect a girl to ask his inner feelings so sharply.

But in the end, he still didn't lie, but asked slowly, "...what do you think?"

Scared, definitely scared.Shibukawa Yao thought silently in his heart.If you weren't afraid, you wouldn't be asking me back now.

She is actually very afraid of many things, but she never said it.

Fear of such things cannot be avoided as long as one lives.Nobody needs to be ashamed of talking about this topic, because fear is instinctive and motivating.

She cleared her throat and automatically skipped the topic, "Ahem, then it's my turn to ask questions."

Dazai also cheered up a little, changed to a more comfortable sitting position and put his hands on his cheeks: "Please tell me."

"Mr. Dazai, why do I always feel that...although you are pretending to explore the truth of the resurrection, you are actually covering up a deeper matter. Otherwise, I can't think of why an outsider would jump into something that has nothing to do with you. Even in the muddy waters, I participated enthusiastically.”

Shibukawa Yoshi paused at this point, she raised her head just to meet the other party's unfathomable kite-colored eyes—it was like a dull sea—then the girl asked suspiciously: "Although it seems Very narcissistic and shameless, but...do you like me?"

At this moment, Osamu Dazai stiffened no matter whether it was his smile or his body.

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