crack

For such a long time, Jiang Xi has never entered Pei Chongyuan's house.

With the design of one ladder and two households, the layout of the two households is just symmetrical.

Jiang Xi walked in and found that Pei Chongyuan only turned on the light at the entrance. This person has been sitting in the dark living room for so long?What are you doing?What are you thinking?

Pei Chongyuan seemed to see his doubts, turned on the light in the living room and said, "I fell asleep just now."

Jiang Xi didn't say anything, just stood there.

"Why don't you watch TV for a while," Pei Chongyuan walked over, turned on the TV, and put the remote control on the coffee table, "I'll cook, I'll call you when I'm done."

Pei Chongyuan walked towards the kitchen and said, "You can't eat indiscriminately now, you still have to pay attention to your diet."

Jiang Xi slowly sat down on the sofa and turned to look in the direction of the kitchen.

The two have been together for so many years, you come and go, and they are very familiar with each other.

They were in love, and once hugged each other physically.

They were in a stalemate, one chased and the other fled, and neither of them was willing to stop first.

It stands to reason that they should not have any sense of restraint in being in the same room.

However, at this moment, Jiang Xi was sitting in the living room of Pei Chongyuan's house, like a patient with social phobia visiting new friends.

He heard the sound of the refrigerator being opened, and saw Pei Chongyuan standing there staring at the refrigerator for a long time, then took out the ingredients and started to cook.

Jiang Xi's own words are not so careful. When he is hungry, he may just get something to eat, and he will not follow the doctor's orders at all. He really does not take care of others, nor himself, like Pei Chongyuan.

While Pei Chongyuan was cooking, Jiang Xi sat on the sofa and looked at the house.

It was all so foreign.

When he was still with Pei Chongyuan before, he spent almost every weekend at each other's house. At that time, he was very familiar with everything in Pei Chongyuan's house, even which shirt was hung in which wardrobe, which plate was placed in which He knew all about the cabinets.

At that time, he acquiesced in his heart that it was also his home, because Pei Chongyuan was there, so it was his home.

This place is not only a little smaller than the house Pei Chongyuan lived in before, and the decoration is simpler, but it is rented after all, and the landlord probably didn't pay much attention to the decoration when he bought the house.

Jiang Xi found that there were very few personal belongings in this house. At first glance, it seemed clean, but in fact it was empty.

There was almost nothing on the furniture, except for a watch or a confiscated tie.

Quite deserted.

He imagined how Pei Chongyuan would get up and fall asleep here every day, and he also thought of the scene where he and Tail were relatively silent across the wall.

In fact, they don't talk about anyone, no one has a happy and lively life.

Jiang Xi saw the half-removed cover and the plastic-packed KY on the coffee table. It was obvious that Pei Chongyuan threw it here after taking it back.

He stared at the thing, looked at it, and smiled.

Jiang Xi picked up the box of covers and looked at it carefully.

The brand was the one they used to buy back then, and the style was the same. At the beginning, Jiang Xi was obsessed with that kind of thing, and it was consumed very quickly. Once when the two of them were doing it, they found that they didn’t have it at home. Xi bought a large box of ten pieces, and there were more than 20 boxes in one box. He said at that time: "This time is enough for us for a year." As a result, they broke up before the sets were used up.

A bit ironic.

In fact, Jiang Xi has always felt that it doesn't matter if the two of them don't wear them. He never doubts that there will be any danger between them. For so long, Jiang Xi has always accepted Pei Chongyuan unconditionally.

But Pei Chongyuan was very persistent. The reason for his persistence was that he was afraid that Jiang Xi would feel uncomfortable after the end.

Thinking about it now, Pei Chongyuan was indeed considerate.

He lay on the sofa and opened the half-torn plastic wrap of the box.

Unpacked the box and tore open the packaging inside.

Jiang Xi's middle finger stuck into the slippery rubber sleeve, and he raised his hand, admiring his own finger.

Since he separated from Pei Chongyuan, he has lived a life of asceticism. It's not intentional, it's just that he can't help it.

For a long time, he was very resistant to doing that kind of thing with people, not just that kind of thing, he even resisted all those who showed favor to him.

Before Qin Song said that he hoped to have someone to accompany him, Jiang Xi didn't expect so much, because after that time, he really couldn't imagine who he could accept or endure.

He hooked his index finger around his middle finger, as if two people were entangled together, his thoughts drifted wildly to places he shouldn't be.

The index finger rubbed lightly, slippery, like a careless person walking on the ice, who accidentally lost a person and lost his soul, letting the desire in his heart slide towards the direction that he could not think about.

This feeling has been lost for several years.

Jiang Xi, who was lying on the sofa, folded his long legs together, took a deep breath, and turned his head to look in the direction of the kitchen.

He now has two choices: one is to leave immediately, and the other is to go to Pei Chongyuan.

The feeling of many years ago was like a tsunami, Jiang Xi sat up from the sofa and tore off the things on his fingers.

He still can't do that kind of thing, and it's too shameful to tell Pei Chongyuan to let the other party do that kind of thing to him as if he were admitting defeat.

Jiang Xi threw the things in his hands on the table, got up and was about to leave.

However, at this moment, Pei Chongyuan came out of the kitchen.

"Come and eat." After Pei Chongyuan said this, he noticed Jiang Xi's strangeness.

We are all men and know each other too well.

Jiang Xi's soft and loose pajama pants couldn't hide the truth that was happening at the moment. Anyone who saw it knew what it was and what happened.

Pei Chongyuan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled.

"What's wrong?" He walked over and looked at Jiang Xi and said, "What's wrong with the TV show that you are treated like this?"

The TV is showing commercials, followed by a trailer for a TV show full of gags.

Jiang Xi said: "I won't eat, I have no appetite."

He said so, but didn't go any further.

The two looked at each other, and three seconds later Pei Chongyuan came over, looked at Jiang Xi and said, "How long have you been doing this?"

"It's none of your business."

Pei Chongyuan smiled: "Okay, then change the question."

He said, "Do you want me to help you?"

Jiang Xi looked at him, and then saw Pei Chongyuan slowly approaching.

The man smiled and knelt down in front of him, looking at him devoutly, his eyes went straight into the deepest part of his soul, just like they had many years ago, but at that time, their roles were mutual changed.

Jiang Xi wanted to refuse, but when he raised his hand, it didn't push when it fell, but stroked Pei Chongyuan's hair.

After all, there is no escape, right?

Jiang Xi closed his eyes, leaned against the armrest of the sofa at the back, held his hand there, his nails were almost embedded in the fabric of the sofa.

There is no escape.

Accept it.

When Jiang Xi sat at the dining table, he felt uncomfortable everywhere. He drank the soup with a spoon in his mouth, and Pei Chongyuan, who was sitting opposite him, kept looking at him and smiling.

I haven't had sex for a few years, and this time I'm still an old lover.

Jiang Xi felt ashamed.

After being teased by Pei Chongyuan, he lost his mind and appetite to eat, but the other party insisted on keeping him, so it seemed that he was embarrassed if he didn't stay for dinner, and he cared about it.

In order to prove that he didn't take it seriously, Jiang Xi grabbed the wet wipes from Pei Chongyuan and wiped them off by himself, then went straight to the dining table.

The result of being brave is sitting on pins and needles now.

"Tomorrow is Saturday," Pei Chongyuan said, "I'll be at home all day, and I'll ask you to join me for dinner."

"No need," Jiang Xi didn't look up at him at all, "I'll go to the store, Xiaowen can cook."

"I'm going on a business trip the day after tomorrow." Pei Chongyuan continued to talk to himself as if he didn't hear Jiang Xi's refusal, "I have to leave early in the morning. I guess you haven't woken up when I leave. I'll make some soup for you then." At the door, you can drink when you get up."

"I said no." Jiang Xi raised his eyes and frowned at him, "Did you listen to me?"

"I listened, but it was filtered out." Pei Chongyuan also picked up the spoon and started to drink the soup, "Now I have learned a skill, which is to automatically filter what you say."

Jiang Xi looked at him displeased.

"No way, if I don't practice this ability, maybe one day you will give me a heart attack." Pei Chongyuan smiled, "I'm serious, when you are free, look back and think about what I told you Those words are quite difficult to digest.”

Of course Jiang Xi knew, because he did it on purpose.

He made an impatient expression and said: "If you don't want to listen to me, don't provoke me. If you provoke me, pick on me again."

"It's not about being picky, it's about finding the right way to survive." Pei Chongyuan said, "You are really ruthless to me, and I admire you for that."

There was something in Pei Chongyuan's words. He had already said that the current Jiang Xi was torturing him while torturing himself.

You are so cruel to yourself, you can't accept it.

Pei Chongyuan continued with his own business: "Leave on Sunday and come back next Saturday. Take care of yourself for a whole week."

Jiang Xi remained silent, lowered his head, and frowned.

"I really don't want to leave." Pei Chongyuan said, "The two of us finally made some progress. After I left, I retreated when I couldn't make it back."

"It was an accident just now." Jiang Xi said, "I have regular friends."

Pei Chongyuan raised his eyes to look at him, and smiled: "Permanent friends? Not like that, you were quite strong just now."

"Because I was hospitalized during this period." Jiang Xi was a little embarrassed by what he said, glared at him, and said angrily, "If you don't believe it, forget it."

He said that Pei Chongyuan didn't believe it at all. He knew who Jiang Xi was. Even after so many years, his idealism was full of cracks, but Pei Chongyuan still had a rough idea of ​​what Jiang Xi would do or not. spectrum.

"Okay, I believe it." Pei Chongyuan said deliberately, "Who is it? Do I know him?"

Jiang Xi whispered while drinking the soup: "You don't care."

"Well, yes, I don't care, so let me guess..." He pretended to be thoughtful, "Tong Ye shouldn't be able to, he and his boyfriend are very stable, so how about you?" The social circle is so small...is it the little bartender?"

Jiang Xi wanted to roll his eyes, but held back.

"What is his name Qin?" Pei Chongyuan looked at him with a smile, "Is he not very old? I remember you said before that you only like men older than you."

"I'm going to fuck him." Jiang Xi was so forced that he couldn't help it, and he lied casually, "Who told you that I still have to be fucked now?"

Pei Chongyuan suppressed a smile, looked at Jiang Xi's red ears and said, "It's good, our Xiao Xi has really grown up."