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Jiang Xi didn't like people he knew well, so even though he knew that the other party had no malicious intentions and was just too boring, he didn't have the slightest intention to strike up a conversation.

The boy looked at Jiang Xi and felt that his face was not good, so he didn't dare to make a sound, so he retreated to the bed and pretended to sleep.

Jiang Xi tasted the soup slowly, pondering over his relationship with Pei Chongyuan.

It's boring.

He frowned.

When Qin Song brought Xiaowen and yawned all over the world to deliver food to Jiang Xi, he found the smell of the room.

"What's the situation?" Qin Song looked at the insulated lunch box on the small table beside him, "Who has been here? Brother Ye?"

Jiang Xi lied casually: "Yes."

Qin Song leaned over to look at the insulated lunch box, and then glanced at the one on the other side.

"Are you sure it's Brother Ye?" Qin Song said, "It's over, I don't know what to do."

"What should I do?" Jiang Xi asked.

"Have you and Brother Ye secretly communicated about the song?" Qin Song frowned, "Are you worthy of Teacher Rong?"

Jiang Xi squinted at him: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"No nonsense!" Qin Song said, "I saw everything that day, lunch boxes, notes, greetings."

Jiang Xi understood that Qin Song had misunderstood.

It's not kind to drag a brother into the water, especially things that will cause such misunderstandings should be clarified as soon as possible.

"It's not Tong Ye, don't worry about it." Jiang Xi said, "Just wash the lunch box and put it aside later."

Qin Song muttered: "Oh, don't tell me anything, and then make me work."

"It's fine if you don't want to."

"I, I... I'll go."

Xiaowen stammered at the two of them, feeling a little scared, wondering if they were joking or really arguing.

"It's okay, it's okay, you rest, I'll go wash." Qin Song was not willing to let Xiaowen do the work, he pulled the stool for him to sit down, and went to wash the empty lunch box by himself.

When Qin Song came back, he was still muttering: "Who the hell? So caring? Pursue him with all his strength!"

He suddenly thought of Pei Chongyuan and was thinking about it when he heard Jiang Xi say, "Qin Song, don't tell others casually about me in the future."

"Ah? Ah!" Qin Song thought he was talking about his hospitalization for appendix surgery, and smiled, "Okay, okay, I won't talk about it in the future, but let me tell you, the elder brother came to the bar last night looking for him nervously. You, when I heard that you were in the hospital, you looked like a fool."

Silly?

Jiang Xi imagined Pei Chongyuan's appearance, and then told himself not to be soft-hearted.

"Later I heard that it was an appendix operation, and it was nothing serious, so he was relieved." Qin Song smiled, "If I didn't know, I thought you two were very close, and he was very nervous."

"Did you tell him that I was hospitalized here?" Jiang Xi said to him, "You know how to betray me every day."

"I'm wronged!" Qin Song slapped his thigh, "I'm really wronged! Didn't he ask at that time, but I didn't tell you anything based on the principle that you are my brother and I have to stand by you He! Xiaowen can testify!"

Xiaowen was too anxious to speak, so he could only nod his head repeatedly.

Jiang Xi frowned.

"Damn it, is it really him?" Qin Song put the two insulated lunch boxes together, "Then big brother is fine, if you want to grab a man's heart, you have to grab the man's stomach first, he's a good cook, He grabbed my stomach!"

After he finished speaking, Xiaowen looked up at him.

"Hey, I don't mean anything else," Qin Song quickly explained, "It's just that he's good at cooking, nothing else, he's not my type."

Xiaowen lowered his head and pursed his lips and smiled, but Jiang Xi couldn't laugh.

"How did he find it?" Qin Song muttered, "Could it be possible to go from one hospital to another? If that's the case, it's quite touching."

"You two have been busy all night, go back and rest." Jiang Xi couldn't listen anymore, "Just put the rice here, I can eat it by myself in the afternoon when I am hungry."

Qin Song knew that he thought he was annoying, and he also felt embarrassed.

"Okay, the meal is here anyway, we'll come back in the afternoon." Qin Song called Xiaowen to leave, "Well... Xiaowen, wait for me at the door, I'll have a private word with Brother Xi."

Xiaowen was very obedient, he stood up and went out obediently, and when he went out, he thoughtfully helped them close the door of the ward.

Jiang Xi looked at Qin Song expressionlessly, waiting to hear what flowers he could come up with.

"Brother Xi." Qin Song moved closer to him, afraid that the boy opposite would hear the secret, he said earnestly, "I think that big brother is really good."

"You think it's a fart." Jiang Xi glared at him, "We have nothing to do, you should go back and rest."

"Why?" Qin Song said, "I can tell that he really cares about you."

Jiang Xi smiled: "Qin Song, a friendly reminder, don't be too naive, do you understand what you know?"

"But sometimes the heart is written in the eyes." Qin Song said, "Really, words and deeds can deceive people, but eyes can't deceive people."

Qin Song straightened up and stopped talking. Before leaving, he only said to Jiang Xi: "Brother Xi, I really hope that someone will accompany you."

He left after speaking, leaving Jiang Xi lying there in a daze.

After living alone for a long time, it seems that I don't expect to be accompanied by others. Just like Jiang Xi before, he can take good care of himself at a young age.

In the two years that I was with Pei Chongyuan, I tasted the feeling of being accompanied. It was unforgettable, and I was reluctant to throw it away, but there was no way.

Jiang Xi had a difficult time during the time they separated, but time can change everything.

Time changed him, and it also changed Pei Chongyuan.

Maybe they all got better, maybe they got worse, but it doesn't matter what they become, because there is no going back.

The doctor disinfected Jiang Xi's wound and changed the dressing. As soon as the alcohol was wiped off, Jiang Xi broke into a cold sweat from the pain.

He gritted his teeth and persisted, but frowned slightly.

Sometimes he even wonders if he is masochistic now, and he is addicted to feeling the pain. The more it hurts, the happier he is, and when he trembles in pain, he feels extra relaxed.

After changing the medicine, his cell phone rang, and it was a text message from Pei Chongyuan.

During the lunch break, Pei Chongyuan was thinking about Jiang Xi. Although he knew that it was impossible for the other party to reply him, he still asked: How was the morning?Are you ok?

Jiang Xi took a look, turned off the phone and put it aside.

He didn't know how long Pei Chongyuan could last, after all, that person had always been a refined egoist, and this kind of meaningless push and pull should not last long.

Jiang Xi felt a little stuffy in his heart and couldn't breathe.

Pei Chongyuan came directly to the hospital after get off work, and when he got to the ward, he found that Jiang Xi was not there.

"He went out?" Pei Chongyuan asked the boy on the opposite bed.

The boy just woke up and didn't know anything.

Pei Chongyuan was a little anxious, turned around and walked out.

He met Jiang Xi who was walking carefully in the corridor. The doctor told Jiang Xi today that he could try to walk around by himself, which would help his recovery.

Although this is not a major operation, the wound is still very painful.

As he walked forward, Jiang Xi thought of the mermaid in the fairy tale again.

It was the first time he had done A with Pei Chongyuan back then, and when he walked back to school the next day, it hurt to walk, every step seemed to be cut with a knife, but his heart was as sweet as it could produce honey.

At that time, he thought of the mermaid, who gave everything for love, but finally turned into foam on the sea, with a kind of tragic beauty.

Now, he thinks about it again, but he no longer finds that story beautiful and moving, but only thinks that the mermaid princess is pitifully stupid.

Since his idealism was shattered, the so-called fairy tales of love seemed false and pathetic to him.

"Small interest."

Jiang Xi heard the voice and looked up, and saw Pei Chongyuan walking towards him quickly from the other end of the corridor.

He stood still and watched the other party approaching slowly.

"Why did you come out by yourself?" Pei Chongyuan reached out to help him, but Jiang Xi avoided him.

After hiding like this, he frowned in pain again.

"Okay, I won't touch you, don't move around." Pei Chongyuan took half a step back and looked at Jiang Xi nervously.

"The doctor said that you can come out for a walk." Jiang Xi's tone was very calm, as if he and Pei Chongyuan were ordinary friends who had no hatred, no enmity and no love. "Recover as soon as possible and leave the hospital."

"Don't worry, take your time," Pei Chongyuan said, "if it hurts, take a rest."

"Not everything can stop." Jiang Xi said, "Stop when it hurts, how can people move forward?"

Pei Chongyuan looked at him, but it was just a side face, a little pale and weak, and he looked very pitiful.

"Yes, you can't stop when it hurts. You still have to rely on perseverance to do anything." Pei Chongyuan said, "Then I will accompany you, and you can walk as long as you want."

Jiang Xi looked at him, and it was rare that he didn't refuse.

The two of them just moved slowly along the corridor. Normally, the distance was only a few steps, but now Jiang Xi had to walk for a long time.

There was a window at the end of the corridor, and it was getting dark outside. When they approached slowly, Jiang Xi could clearly see him and Pei Chongyuan through the glass window.

Pei Chongyuan, who was always walking by his side, raised his hands up, as if protecting him, ready to support him when he couldn't hold on any longer.

In fact, this feeling still makes Jiang Xi a little moved. It is the feeling that when you walk along the thin ice, someone is ready to catch you at any time, which is very reassuring.

But it would be great if that person wasn't Pei Chongyuan.

Jiang Xi stared at the glass window, looking at Pei Chongyuan's shadow.

Wouldn't Pei Chongyuan really be better off?

Jiang Xi asked himself in his heart.

A person is the most incapable of deceiving himself, even if he keeps implying to himself that he doesn't need this person, doesn't want this person, and can't want this person.

However, his heart grew on the left, and Pei Chongyuan was standing on his left at the moment, less than half a meter away from his heart.

"Brother Pei." Jiang Xi suddenly said, "What are you trying to figure out?"

He stood still and looked at Pei Chongyuan.

"Three years have passed, what is the purpose of taking such painstaking care of me by my side?"

"What do you say?"

Jiang Xi looked directly at him, was silent for a long time, and then said: "When I am discharged from the hospital, let's do A, go to your house or go to my house."

"What do you mean?" Pei Chongyuan frowned.

Jiang Xi smiled: "It's not interesting, I just want to do it."

"Jiang Xi, correct your attitude to me." Pei Chongyuan was a little sullen, "I didn't treat you like this to be pao friends with you."

"Isn't it? Then you can really give anything to resharpen this mirror?" Jiang Xi felt sour in his heart, but there was a joking smile on his face, "You also know that you don't have high credibility with me, so how about it?" , as long as you do one thing, I will believe that you really love me."

"what?"

"Let me fuck you."