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Jiang Xi was like a cold-faced killer, shooting at himself specifically.

However, he was not the only one suffering from this shot.

His father didn't feel well, and Pei Chongyuan felt distressed when he heard it.

Pei Chongyuan squeezed his hand: "Xiaoxi, don't say that."

Only Pei Chongyuan can extinguish Jiang Xi's blazing anger that is about to make him lose his mind. He held Pei Chongyuan's hand, raised it, and said to his father in a demonstration: "I'll fuck him, I'll just be nice to him , You didn’t want to control me back then, but now you have no right to control me.”

Jiang Xi remembered hating his father, and also hated the man who claimed to be his mother.

They broke a child's beautiful fantasy with their own hands, and mercilessly put the "excess" label on him.

At that time, he felt that he was redundant, and then he pretended to want to look like a caring parent. In Jiang Xi's view, this was too ridiculous.

Jiang Xi said: "Do you think I should listen to you for everything after spending your money? Don't think about it. I'm just a bastard with a life and no one to raise it. What kind of education do you expect a bastard to have?"

He glanced at his father with a smile, then pulled Pei Chongyuan away.

This time, Jiang Xi's father didn't chase after him, and stood there watching his son walk away while holding a man's hand.

He gritted his teeth with anger, but there was nothing he could do.

Jiang Xi, who was walking away, gritted his teeth without saying a word, his eyes were full of anger, and he pulled Pei Chongyuan faster and faster.

"Small rest." Pei Chongyuan stopped suddenly and pulled him back to his side.

Jiang Xi gasped violently because of his anger, his chest heaved up and down, and he was even a little dizzy.

Pei Chongyuan wrapped his cold hands in his own, bowed his head to let out a sigh of relief, and rubbed them again.

"You're handsome enough." Pei Chongyuan smiled deliberately to relieve him, "At that moment just now, I almost called you brother."

Jiang Xi finally smiled, looked at him and said, "Brother Pei, stop joking."

"Really, you have a special aura." Pei Chongyuan said, "You are angry with him enough, but you yourself are not much better. Xiaoxi, I can't tell you not to be so angry with him, but let's forget about it after a while." , or Brother Pei looks distressed."

Pei Chongyuan had heard from Tong Ye that Jiang Xi had a bad temper a long time ago, but this was the first time he saw the child get so angry.

The words he said were like knives, all piercing himself.

What to fuck for men, what kind of bastard, hurt the enemy one thousand and self-damage eight hundred.

Pei Chongyuan advised him: "If you quarrel in the future, don't shoot at yourself. Look for the heart of the other party and kill him with one blow. Don't harm yourself."

Jiang Xi frowned at him, and heard Pei Chongyuan say to himself: "You don't love yourself, but I do."

Such a sentence made Jiang Xi want to cry.

He was really wronged. The grievances that started at the age of eight had accumulated for ten years.

Back then, I thought I was just like everyone else, with parents who loved and doted on him, and had a good life, but my parents were busier and couldn't accompany him often, and the three of us seldom got together.

As a result, I was told later that they didn't see him often, not because they were busy with work, but because they all had their own families, and he was the only one who was redundant.

Can you not be wronged?

Can you not want to cry?

At that time, Jiang Xi hugged his mother's leg and begged her to stay with him, and held his father's hand and begged him not to leave.

They promised well, but turned around and left him in the empty house.

Eight-year-old Jiang Xi is not wanted.

Standing on the street on New Year's Eve, Jiang Xi was hugged by Pei Chongyuan, patted him on the back, and comforted him: "Okay, we still have to celebrate the New Year, don't let outsiders affect our mood."

Jiang Xi smiled: "Brother Pei, thank you."

Jiang Xi and Pei Chongyuan went to the supermarket. In the afternoon, when they checked out, the supermarket was about to close. The cashier smiled and told them Happy New Year's Eve. Jiang Xi rarely smiled happily, and responded: "Happy New Year's Eve, thank you for your hard work."

They went home with big bags and small bags, and Pei Chongyuan said, "It's also thanks to you, or I would have to eat quick-frozen dumplings myself this year."

In fact, his words were just to comfort Jiang Xi. Originally, he planned to celebrate the New Year with his mother this year.

Jiang Xi smiled and said nothing.

I didn't say anything, but I was moved in my heart.

In fact, Jiang Xi understood that Pei Chongyuan might not have other arrangements, but he just picked nice words for him to make him happy.

But then again, if someone is willing to make himself happy like this, why not be satisfied?

They returned with a full load, and when they arrived at the gate of the community, Jiang Xi saw that the car was still parked by the side of the road.

He ignored it and followed Pei Chongyuan inside.

The community property security guard came out of the security room, handed him the bunch of keys, and said, "Mr. Jiang, this is left for you by the previous gentleman, please help pass it on."

Jiang Xi glanced at the key, then at the car.

Pei Chongyuan thought he would not pick it up, but Jiang Xi reached out for the key and thanked the security guard.

Jiang Xi said to Pei Chongyuan: "Brother Pei, let's put our things in the car."

He took Pei Chongyuan to the side of the car, opened the trunk, and put everything in it.

Then, he drove the car, entered the community, and returned home.

Pei Chongyuan was shocked when the car drove into the garage.

Three cars parked there side by side, one more expensive than the other.

Pei Chongyuan had to admit that he really underestimated Jiang Xi, and the child's family was really not comparable to ordinary people.

Jiang Xi parked the car and leaned there without moving.

"Brother Pei, do you bring cigarettes?"

Pei Chongyuan took out a cigarette, lit it, and handed it to his mouth.

Jiang Xi thanked with a smile, then looked at the other cars and said, "See? That's how they love me."

After he finished speaking, he laughed out loud: "But that's right, people have spent so much money on me, what the hell am I not satisfied with? Shouldn't I kneel down and kowtow to them in gratitude?"

Pei Chongyuan pinched his thigh, telling him not to say that.

Jiang Xi took a breath and looked outside in a daze.

"When I was young, before I was eight years old, I thought I was very happy." Jiang Xi said, "Eat well, live well, have aunts to take care of me every day, and my parents rarely accompany me, but I know, it's not because they don't love me, it's Because they are busy."

Jiang Xi took a puff of cigarette, raised his head slightly, and when he spoke, his Adam's apple trembled up and down: "I have been trying my best to be a good boy and not cause trouble for them. Every time they come back, of course, they rarely come back together. Every time I come back, I will show them what I have learned. Play the piano, recite poems, write, and keep letting them know that I am very obedient and obedient, and I want to hear them praise me. They really performed well at that time , acting like a pair of good parents."

Pei Chongyuan listened quietly, and also lit a cigarette.

"Then, how did this mirror of a happy family get broken?" Jiang Xi frowned and said with a sneer, "It was rare for them to come back to celebrate my birthday together on my eighth birthday. In the end, my dad The real wife came with her child, pointed at my mother and called her, and I was beaten by her son, and I was called a bastard."

Pei Chongyuan also frowned and looked at him.

"At that time, I didn't understand so much, and I was still confused when I was beaten." Jiang Xi said, "It was only later that I realized that my mother can't be regarded as a mistress, because they were together before my father and his wife met. Mom found out that she was pregnant, and she didn't know what to think, she just knocked me out after breaking up, but they didn't, and they gave birth to me."

Jiang Xi smiled: "Stupid."

He shook the ashes and looked down at them as they fell onto his trousers.

"Sometimes I have to feel the diversity of species. There is a saying? People's likes and sorrows are not the same." Jiang Xi said, "Later I heard that they decided to have this child because of the division of family property. Fuck, I was born as a pawn of theirs, it makes me sick to think about it."

Pei Chongyuan was always eloquent, this was the first time he didn't know what to say.

Jiang Xi unbuckled his seat belt and leaned towards Pei Chongyuan.

Pei Chongyuan cooperated very much, moved to this side, and let Jiang Xi lean on his shoulder.

Jiang Xi said: "Brother Pei, sometimes I feel disgusted to be alive. When I think that I am bleeding their blood, I can't wait to cut open the artery with a knife and drain the blood clean."

"Small interest," Pei Chongyuan held his wrist subconsciously, "don't be stupid."

Jiang Xi smiled and stretched out his left hand, turning it over to let him see his wrist.

"I did it once in high school, and it really hurt," Jiang Xi said. "I was lying in the bathtub, holding a razor blade to scratch the blood vessels on my wrist, just like in the movie, it was really painful. , My hands are shaking from the pain."

Pei Chongyuan looked at the scar, as if he saw Jiang Xixin's broken appearance a few years ago.

He suddenly felt that he was really careless.

I always thought that Jiang Xi was more caring and gentle than his former lover, but at this moment, I found that I was still the selfish ghost who only really loved herself.

The scar on Jiang Xi's wrist was so obvious that he never noticed it.

He gently stroked the scar on Jiang Xi's wrist, and said softly, "It won't be allowed in the future."

Jiang Xi smiled: "Well, I'm not going to die."

He said: "After that time, I knew that death is not an easy thing. It hurts too much. I don't want to come again."

Pei Chongyuan turned his head and kissed his forehead.

"After the fact that they each have a family was completely exposed in front of me, I didn't bother to pretend," Jiang Xi smiled and smoked, "My father asked me to go with him, and my mother asked me to go with her, and the two of them fought violently. A vase was thrown over, they were fine, and it hit me."

Jiang Xi said: "It's ridiculous. At that time, they all fought for me because the children could share more of the family's property. Later, their parents refused to let me in, and I became a drag they wanted to get rid of immediately. Am I not a bastard, what kind of education can a bastard have? I am just a bastard who spends their money and scolds them, ungrateful and ungrateful."

Pei Chongyuan didn't know who said these words to Jiang Xi, but someone must have said so.

He was very distressed, even Jiang Xi is only eighteen now, who has really felt distressed after all these years of suffering?

Pei Chongyuan couldn't stand this, so he turned sideways and kissed Jiang Xi.

I can't stand it anymore, I don't dare to listen anymore.

Every word Jiang Xi said was like holding a blunt knife to gouge out the flesh of his heart.

"Xiaoxi," Pei Chongyuan kissed him, caressing his face and said, "You're not an oil bottle, they don't love you, it's okay, you have me now."

You have me now.

This is a beautiful sentence, full of love and commitment.

Jiang Xi has never been the type who entrusts his life to others, because he knows very well that he cannot and should not.

But at this moment, he believed Pei Chongyuan's words.

Jiang Xi smiled: "Okay, I have you, you can't get rid of me."

Pei Chongyuan coaxed him and comforted him: "Be happier now? Should we go back to post Spring Festival couplets to prepare for the New Year?"

"You posted?"

"Let's post it together." Pei Chongyuan let go of him, tidied up and got ready to get out of the car, "Come on, don't try to be lazy."

He got out of the car, and Jiang Xi sat there looking at him and smiling.

Through the car window, people outside waved at him.

Jiang Xi suddenly felt as if all the grievances of those years had evaporated at this moment, his spring had come earlier, and the snow had melted.