After rebirth, the scumbags all favor me

Xu Ze'en's mind went blank for an instant, and he slowly turned his head to look over, only to see Jin Yao standing at the door, soaked/soaked, panting/breathing violently with a piercing cold air.

His face changed suddenly, but Jin Yao's movements were faster than Xu Ze'en's, holding down his hand that was about to pull out the needle, Jin Yao's face was pale, and he suppressed a low growl: "Be quiet!"

Zhou Yancheng raised his eyebrows, and said goodbye knowingly. Situ sent Mr. Zhou off and closed the door of the ward. The only person who couldn't figure out the situation was Xu Zeen. He stared blankly at Jin Yao, not understanding why Jin Yao would suddenly When he came to the hospital, he didn't realize how obvious Jin Yao cared to prevent him from pulling out the needle.

The two of them stared at each other, one didn't dare to speak, and the other didn't know how to speak. It wasn't until the drops of water dripping from Jin Yao's body twisted into small puddles at his feet that Xu Zeen jumped up: "Hurry up and change your clothes!" , This will catch a cold, there is hot water in the bathroom, go take a shower first!"

Jin Yao looked down at himself in a mess, nodded, and walked into the bathroom of the ward.

Xu Zeen was a little dazed, but his mind was still clear. He hurriedly called Situ back and asked him to buy a suit of clothes for Jin Yao. Situ hated iron for being weak, and said in a low voice, "Isn't it just right that he has no clothes to change?"

Suddenly, Xu Zeen slapped his forehead hard, and then made a bitter face: "No, I can't make him angry."

No matter how smart a man is in front of the person he loves, his IQ will drop to zero. As a man who never had a wife but had a wife who was a slave to his boss, Situ can get full marks in the love theory class. He and Xu Zeen whispered like a secret agent:

"Boss, can't you see it? He came to see you in such a heavy rain, and even used your bathroom to take a shower. This is the rhythm of reconciliation with you!"

Xu Zeen's eyes widened: "Really, really?"

"Of course! Do you think Jin Yao would take a bath in a man's bathroom casually?"

"Yes," Xu Zeen said dejectedly, "He is straight and has no thoughts about men, and he also thinks that all men in the world, except me, don't have thoughts about him."

Now it was Situ's turn to widen his eyes: "Huh?"

"Ah, what?" Xu Zeen waved his hands repeatedly, "Hurry up and buy clothes!"

As soon as Situ left, Xu Zeen bit his finger nervously. He didn't dare to think that Jin Yao came to him to reconcile, but he never did anything to offend Jin Yao. After thinking about it, Xu Zeen felt that Jin Yao probably He was worried about his snake venom, and just came to visit. After all, Jin Yao recovered all his memories, and they had a relationship of more than 20 years.

Thinking of this, the corners of Xu Zeen's mouth couldn't help but curl up. He pulled out the needle, groped to the bathroom door, and put his ear against the door panel to listen to the sound inside.

No sound of water?Xu Zeen thought to himself, how good is the sound insulation in this bathroom?

At this moment, the door panel was suddenly pulled open from the inside, Xu Zeen leaned forward and bumped into it, Jin Yao took a step back, with a slight annoyance in his voice: "What are you doing?"

With his hands behind his back, Xu Zeen's body was tense, his eyelashes blinked quickly, like a primary school student who was caught and reprimanded by his teacher for doing something bad, and said: "I, I want...to use the bathroom..."

Jin Yao turned sideways to get out of his seat, and Xu Zeen thought of an important thing: "Where did you get the clothes..."

Xu Zeen stopped talking suddenly, he saw that Jin Yao was wearing his shirt and trousers.

"Can't you wear it?" Jin Yao was also a little uncomfortable, "I saw it hanging there..."

"I can wear it!" Xu Zeen said anxiously, "Wear it whatever you want!"

Jin Yao bit the tip of his tongue, and suddenly smiled briefly: "You are taller than me, but your clothes are the same size as me...you keep getting thinner, huh?"

Xu Zeen stared at him blankly, his mind was in a knot for a while, and he didn't know how to answer Jin Yao's words.

Jin Yao went out and closed the bathroom door.

Xu Ze'en woke up from a dream as if he had stepped on the ground. He stretched out his hand to pull the frosted glass sliding door. Jin Yao's back was faintly reflected on the door, hazy and blurry, but it did exist.

The sliding door was pulled open with a "crash", but Xu Zeen was pushed back to the bathroom by a burst of force. He took a few steps back and hit the sink with his lower back. Jin Yao's eyes were bloodshot and moist, before he could speak, his lips were already bitten hard.

If it wasn't for the clear feeling of pain, Xu Zeen almost thought it was in a dream. He was almost suffocated by Jin Yao's intense pain and whistling emotion. He opened his eyes blankly and looked at Jin Yao's face. The pupils that have always been as clear and clear as the autumn lake in the sky cracked a little bit, tears gushed out layer by layer, soaked the iris, condensed in the eye sockets, until the eyelashes couldn't bear it and fell down, forming a continuous stream of water curtain rain.

Xu Zeen only felt a bang in his head, and his heart was going to be bombarded into thousands of pieces. Jin Yao didn't cry when he was driven away from him, Jin Yao didn't cry when he was blind, and Jin Yao didn't cry when he learned about his life experience and broke up with him , Jin Yao realized that he was reborn and met him without crying, Xu Zeen couldn't remember how many years Jin Yao hadn't really cried...

Quiet, sad, sad, heartbroken, the round tears seemed to be complaining silently.

"Jin Yao..."

Xu Zeen wanted to speak, but Jin Yao pressed him tightly, Xu Zeen could only keep leaning back, his head even touched the mirror behind him, Jin Yao always hugged him tightly, with unprecedented tyrannical toughness and raging madness , There was not even the slightest gap between the two of them, Xu Zeen even felt that the air in his chest was squeezed out.

Such a desperate hug made Xu Zeen suddenly understand something. He relaxed his body and embraced Jin Yao. At that moment, his heart was soft, sad, and pitiful, overshadowing the ecstasy of regaining what was lost.

Holding Jin Yao's face, Xu Ze'en kissed him back vigorously to drive away his anxiety, and combed his hair with his fingers to soothe his anxiety.

An extremely gentle kiss, long to the bone, like him, like the script of this gorgeous drama he wrote, with rich plots, sincere feelings, sloppy snake lines, prostrate for thousands of miles, if you don't reveal the cards, you don't know his deep love as promised.

This person, his kisses, and his feelings are a dense, impeccable and pervasive net. Every thread binds Jin Yao firmly, waters it with his painstaking efforts, molds it with his muscles and bones, and wraps you around. Life after life, life after life.

Jin Yao's suffering is like waves floating on the sea, and every spray can be seen clearly.

Xu Zeen's grievances are buried deep under the sea, his background was not what he wanted, he has no choice but to choose, the push of fate gave him a chance to be reborn, but did not give him the ability to turn clouds and rain.

Jin Yao thought before that all his misery came from Xu Zeen, but it was only at this moment that he realized that Xu Zeen's suffering also came from him, Jin Yao.

If they weren't together, Jin Yao could certainly walk in the world easily, but Xu Zeen also had a future waiting for him to finish step by step.

On this road, Jin Yao has never been the only one making contributions.

Love is originally about two people supporting each other. Jin Yao asked himself that he had devoted all his efforts to Xu Zeen, but why didn't Xu Zeen pay a more tragic price for him?

The two of them suffered like this, but it was because Xu Zeen refused to let go, so what is the crime?

Jin Yao gradually calmed down, the blood red in his eyes dissipated like an ebbing tide, and the fiery/hot temperature between the two also slowly dropped, but his breathing was still heavy and stagnant, and his lips against Xu Zeen refused to separate no matter what.

"Shh-"

Xu Zeen coaxed softly: "It's okay, everything is over, I am here, and you are here, we are all fine."

Jin Yao buried his face in Xu Ze'en's neck, his throat seemed to be pierced with a row of thorns, making him unable to make any sound.

Xu Ze'en raised his hand to wipe Jin Yao's tears. A string of black spots on the back of his hand were very eye-catching. They were pinholes left by the infusion, floating on the most obvious blue vein. He couldn't tell how many there were, because his skin Pale and more glaring.

And the dense scars on his palm, Jin Yao already knew where they came from...

Jin Yao held Xu Zeen's hand and covered his eyes. He finally knew why Xu Zeen would shed endless tears every time he saw him. He finally knew why Xu Zeen always looked like he was hesitant to speak. , everything this person has done for himself has been hidden, buried, misunderstood, and hurt.

A steady stream of pain and regret poured into his limbs, like a flood.

"I remember everything..."

"You should tell me everything, I'm so stupid, you should tell me everything..."

"How can you do this..."

"Xu Zeen... you fucking..."

At the end of the complaint, Jin Yao gritted his teeth. He tightened his arms around Xu Ze'en a little bit. He could hear the sound of the man's bony bones. After realizing this, Jin Yao felt that every joint was tight. It's like stabbing into your own body, digging out tendons, pulling out veins, peeling skin and gouging out the heart.

From a person who pretends to be deeply affectionate and thinks he is a victim, in the end, he finds that all the resentment and hatred are wrong. Sadness, sadness, heartache and various emotions are rampant in the body, and finally, deep grievances settle down.

What he has always been brooding about is Xu Zeen's thin feelings, but in this world, what kind of friendship can be more important than sharing life and death together.

"Xu Zeen..."

Jin Yao choked with sobs, "Don't worry about it, let's... let's all have a good life..."

Xu Zeen hugged him tightly, and the tears that he had been holding back finally broke through the confinement of his pupil membranes and flowed down his cheeks.

He always patted Jin Yao in comfort and kept "Hush -Hush--", like being a child who had just woke up in a nightmare.

The water was rushing, and Jin Yao buried his head in the sink. The crying made him tired and embarrassed. He was buried in the water for a long time, so long that Xu Zeen was afraid that he would drown, so he forced his head out.

Everything seemed to go back to childhood, Xu Zeen took a towel to wipe the dripping water on Jin Yao's face, they cuddled each other, talking in a low voice, their lips pressed against each other's ear, whispering, rubbing their ears together.

"Tell me everything," Jin Yao touched Xu Ze'en's face, "Although I remember everything, I want to hear you tell me everything."

"Okay," Xu Zeen looked at him tenderly, smiled softly, with infinite affection flowing between his brows, "Let me think about it, where should I say it?"

"When you first discovered rebirth, you didn't know how happy I was. You died in my arms at the age of 15. At that time, I swore that if you had an afterlife, you would be able to live happily and innocently forever. It was only later that I realized how naive such thoughts were. At that age, let alone fighting with Jiang Shuhong's mother and son, we had no ability to protect ourselves.

What happened afterwards was even worse. I found that once I tried to reverse the trajectory of my previous life, I would end up with more serious consequences. When I was four years old, my father asked me what I like. I didn’t dare to say your name. You escaped. A slap, but was thrown into the water tank by Xu Chengshi because he was waiting outside the study...

There is also Xu Yanqin's dog. Originally, he didn't raise Du Gao at all, but a very small Teddy. You liked that puppy and looked for opportunities to tease it all day long, but it died one day. Xu Yanqin insisted that it was You killed his dog by feeding things indiscriminately, and beat you up for no reason. I wanted to avoid this for you, so I raised you a little Jingba. Who knows that Xu Yanqin actually raised Du Gao this time. ...

And my life experience was originally overheard by me when I was ten years old, but Xu Yanqin leaked it to me four years in advance because you were bitten by Du Gao, and I realized that our situation is even more difficult than in previous lives... "

The emotions he had tried his best to control finally began to collapse, and Xu Zeen's body trembled faintly:

"... I slowly figured out a way to fight against fate, that is, don't prevent what will definitely happen in the previous life, such as Jiang Shuhong framed you as a thief, I can't stop this trick, but I can force you to admit it, That way at least you won't get beaten all over your body.

But that's not enough... You must have the ability to protect yourself, and at that time, you could only rely on force. You were beaten to death by AK back then, so you can only survive if you kill him first, but you If you don't have a strong heart, I can only keep forcing you..."

"No wonder AK was in ambush in our apartment back then. You still wanted him to die after he lost his combat effectiveness, and you insisted on me shooting myself..." Jin Yao closed his eyes tightly, "You want me to take revenge with my own hands..."

Xu Zeen had tears in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled into an almost tragic arc, "In the end, I'm useless, I can only force you, at that time I..."

"Stop talking...don't laugh like that, Zayn."

"...If I can never remember these things, what will you do?" Jin Yao raised his eyes and looked at Xu Zeen, with a hot and sour breath in his nostrils, "We may never go back to the past, I am really like that Thought about..."

"I've thought about it too," Xu Ze'en propped his forehead on the top of Jin Yao's head with one hand, his voice hovered in a low voice, with a soothing smile, "but I never worried about it, because I know you will be soft-hearted and reluctant. I, you don't even know how much you bothered me when you first saw me, but your eyes softened every time, and I can understand it, you have nothing to do with me. "

Xu Zeen was wearing a blue and white checkered gown commonly used in hospitals. Under the clothes, his skin was pale, his collarbone was bony, and pale green blood vessels were visible on it, and his ribs were below. The scars were still there.

Jin Yao put his arms around his neck and held him in his arms, his tentacles were full of human bones.

Feeling so uncomfortable, Jin Yao could only cover it up with a vicious voice: "You didn't do anything, what else did you do besides standing and being beaten? You can't even explain a single word clearly..."

After explaining it, a voice said to Jin Yao, he explained it many times, but you never believed it, you used to be ignorant and reckless, and then you were prejudiced against him, you couldn't listen at all, if you didn't die again Resurrection, you will never believe him.

"I've never worried that you won't come back. I'm here, I'm waiting for you. Where else can you go besides me." Xu Zeen kissed his eyes, and his cool lips brushed the slender lips. Moist eyelashes, "I always thought that you and I should have been one person, but we became two when we were born, so we are connected in life and death, and we are people whose souls grow together."

"I still have a lot of things I don't understand." Jin Yao's eyelashes lightly curled up, his brows creased lightly, and he spoke in confusion, "It's all so bizarre, the more I think about it, the more confused I become, won't I die in the future? Then What about you? The first time we died together, did you know that I also died in the Taihu Washington fire? Why are you always sure that I can come back..."

"You can think of it this way," Xu Zeen squeezed Jin Yao's lips, "You and I have a fate that is destined to be perfect, so no matter how many trials and tribulations, even death, can't stop us from loving each other until we grow old. What I owe us, Jin Yao, what I want is just this kind of life. I have never been able to love you well. I am too dissatisfied. Send it back once."

"Is that so..." Jin Yao grabbed Xu Ze'en's hand and pressed it to his face, and asked in a muttered voice, "Everything we've gone through is to be together, isn't it..."

"Yes." Xu Zeen affirmed.

"Then we have to be together, let's live a good life, and fuck the rest..." The voice gradually died down, and the breathing became more and more gentle.

"Yeah, go fuck yourself!"

"Stop tossing, I don't want to think about anything..."

"Then don't think about anything, you just need to think, I will always be here, and I will always be good to you in the future, Jin Yao, I will be good to you, very good..."

"Um……"

The memory of mountains and tsunami, several collapsed emotions, and all kinds of heartaches like twists and turns tore the nerves and body that had already been overwhelmed. Jin Yao's eyes slowly closed, and Xu Zeen whispered softly over and over again, and kissed delicately In a deep sleep.