After rebirth, the scumbags all favor me

There was a window at the end of the corridor of the hospital. Jin Yao opened half of the window, and the slight rain patted his cheek softly. The coolness of the water droplets and the cool breeze briefly dispelled the fog in his brain, and Jin Yao lit a cigarette.

He stared quietly out of the window. The neat and tall sycamore trees were covered with layers of white plain clothes. Even in the cold winter, they still looked straight. Such a tough tree also needs to wrap its strong trunk with white film to avoid the winter cold. .Jin Yao thought, I can't be inferior to trees.

He followed the voice of the people and looked downstairs again. In the annoying wet and cold weather, there were still crowds on the road. Everyone had a place to come from, and everyone had a place to go. Jin Yao thought again, why am I alone. Li, I shouldn't be so rootless.

He saw two villains confronting each other in his heart, and one said: "Go back and find yourself! A life without memory is pale, and sometimes the disease will hurt the people around you. You must find the integrity You can heal yourself!"

One objection: "You can't go back, it's the source of pain and despair, you fled here because you don't want to go deeper into that vortex, and now you have been longing for such a peaceful life of ignorance, don't go back!"

Jin Yao always has a pack of cigarettes with him, but he seldom smokes them, and usually distributes them to others. He has a very familiar sense of dependence on cigarettes, as if he used to be with cigarettes often, but every time he really lit up Lighter, as long as you take a sip, you will feel bitter in your mouth, and then a voice protests in your ear: "Jin Yao! Put out the smoke, you stink to death!"

At that time, Jin Yao would subconsciously look around and find that there was no one around. He was still puzzled for a long time, but he couldn't help but put out the cigarette with his fingers.

Many complicated and contradictory points in him now point to the fact that the self he thought was not what he appeared on the surface. In his past life, he used to have family, friends and even a lover, so why did he Became what it is now?Who gave him his identity?In that period of his past, how many unbearable memories were buried so deeply that all his vigilance cells were mobilized to prevent him from searching for that period of memory?

He recalled the last image frozen in his mind when he was hypnotized. The young man stared at him sternly and said many heartbreaking words. He remembered that every time he heard a syllable in the image, his chest felt like It was the feeling of being blasted into pieces, the feeling that blood vessels were about to burst due to pain. At this moment, Jin Yao still felt a little shuddering...

He suddenly trembled, someone actually bullied him without him noticing, a cold and hard body pressed against his back, and a pair of slender but exceptionally powerful arms wrapped around his waist , Big hot water drops smashed into his collar... All this happened in the blink of an eye, Jin Yao even let the other party do whatever he wanted like a wooden stake, letting him bury his face in his own Between the neck!

Jin Yao grabbed the hand tightly around his waist with one hand, and quickly turned his head to look at the man's face. He should have wrenched the hand off immediately, but when he touched it, it was as cold as ice and as strong as iron tongs. At the same time, he saw the man's face.

It was as if a bolt of lightning suddenly fell from the sky, Jin Yao could even hear the rumbling thunder above his head, his mind was blanked by the face in front of him.

What kind of face was that, or should I ask, what kind of eyes were those?

The man looked at Jin Yao's eyes, like the deep sea before the storm, with surging waves, trance, shock, sadness, enthusiasm, disbelief, ecstasy... There are many, many complex emotions that Jin Yao can even analyze. Can't come out, the last expression frozen on this man's face is a kind of extreme ecstasy like a life-saving one. Jin Yao saw that his tears were big and big, falling like beads with a broken thread.

Xu Zeen was trembling all over his body, his throat seemed to be stuffed with a piece of hot coal, it was hoarse and hoarse, and the hot breath made Jin Yao shudder violently: "Jin Yao, Jin Yao..."

Jin Yao was startled suddenly, he couldn't see that person's face clearly many times, but this voice...he knew who the other person was.

Jin Yao frowned: "Xu...Zen?"

Xu Zeen's tears welled up even more, but his eyes were filled with the brilliance of extreme joy. He nodded desperately, and kept calling out in a hoarse voice: "Jin Yao, Jin Yao..."

"Finally, you have shown up……"

"I finally found you..."

Jin Yao put his palms on Xu Zeen's chest, trying to push him away, but Xu Zeen desperately hugged him tighter, like a person drowning in deep water grabbing the only driftwood, as if he was about to die of thirst in the desert The people inside saw the only source of water, such a thin and pale man, who was so thin, but so strong that he seemed to be able to rub Jin Yao's body into his own.

Jin Yao recovered from the initial shock. Seeing that he couldn't push away, he moved his palm to Xu Zeen's shoulder blade. As long as he exerted force with his fingers, the other party's shoulder blade would definitely let go. But at that moment, a young man's The voice was almost close to Jin Yao's ear and said anxiously: "I will never do anything to you, if I touch you with any finger, I will chop off that finger!"

This pervasive bit of memory is like a cobweb of silk tightly entwining Jin Yao, restricting his hands and feet. His heart began to become impatient and irritable, and his voice became extremely cold and sharp: "You let go, or I will be impolite!"

Xu Zeen finally realized that there was something abnormal about Jin Yao in front of him belatedly. He watched carefully with hazy eyes, moving inch by inch. Moving over every outline of Jin Yao's face, he was still excited and ecstatic, but his A layer of doubt gradually floated in his eyes. What he doubted was not that Jin Yao was so young, but that Jin Yao let him hold him in such a calm manner. Xu Zeen murmured: "Is it a hallucination again? Did I see a hallucination again? "

As if to prove it, Xu Zeen suddenly slapped himself hard with his backhand. In the empty corridor, the voice was extremely loud and echoed. Jin Yao was taken aback by the unexpected slap, he knew he had something Amnesia, but this Xu Zeen looks more like a psychopath.

Bright red fingerprints quickly appeared on his fair and jade-like face. Jin Yao stared at him dumbfounded, but Xu Zeen was overjoyed by the burning and burning pain. His hands touched Jin Yao's face, and every finger touched trembling.

Jin Yao's brows twitched fiercely, the feeling made him feel something was wrong.

This man has a handsome appearance, Jin Yao's limited memory shows that the man is a pampered person, why his fingers are so rough, it makes his skin tingle even more than the thick calluses of a martial arts practitioner.

He subconsciously held Xu Zeen's wrist and turned it over to look, his eyes widened.

Xu Zeen's whole hand, from the slender five fingers to the wide palm, is covered with densely packed fine marks, which are left by the scratches of sharp objects. New wounds, old wounds piled up on top of new wounds, it makes one's scalp feel numb.

Jin Yao slammed Xu Zeen's hand violently, and the force was so great that Xu Zeen staggered out!

Xu Ze'en propped his palms against the corner and managed not to fall to the ground. He straightened up in a daze, with the grievance and innocence of a child pouring out of his eyes.

"Jin Yao," Xu Zeen rubbed his eyes and wiped away the mist that filled his eyes. He finally calmed down from the thick and deep emotions he felt when he first saw Jin Yao. His brain began to gradually recover the ability to think. He smiled, cautiously ingratiating, "Where have you been all these years? I've been looking for you for a long time."

Jin Yao pursed his lips and remained silent. This man approached him silently, hugged him, and he had been close to him for so long but he didn't feel anything. This discovery made Jin Yao's heart shudder, as if his body allowed it. His approach seemed as if they were supposed to be so close, Jin Yao couldn't even move a finger.

It's as if he has put a Gu on himself and hit him with a curse!

"Jin Yao," Xu Zeen was about to step forward again, but Jin Yao took a step back vigilantly. Xu Zeen couldn't help but feel a little at a loss when his whole body was on guard. He pressed down his palms slightly and comforted, "You are still alive!" Am I angry? You haven't forgiven me yet? I can explain, Jin Yao, I have difficulties, listen to me—"

"Why?" Jin Yao leaned on the window sill behind him, tilted his head and thought for a while, "You mean you have a reason for using me all the time? Or do you have a reason for making me admit that I am a thief and forcing me to be a thief? Lie Is there a reason why I went to fisting and almost killed someone? Or is there a reason why you think I'm useless and you can get out and throw me like garbage?"

Jin Yao hugged his shoulders and snorted coldly: "I already know a little about your kung fu of eloquence, you should save your energy!"

The memory that Jin Yao can currently integrate is that the person in front of him kissed him forcefully, used him, and forced him to stay with him or leave him. After the two got married, this person abandoned him again. This kind of heartlessness is ungrateful According to Jinyao's temperament, he really wanted to kill anyone he saw.

Jin Yao couldn't believe that his former self was such a cowardly person. Those pictures made him very disgusted with his past self, and also very disgusted with Xu Zeen who suddenly appeared.

Xu Zeen was stunned, he looked at Jin Yao inquisitively, the young, fresh and full of vitality Jin Yao, this is his favorite appearance of Jin Yao, and this appearance, after they were 20 years old, never Not over.

"You..." Xu Zeen said hesitantly, "You mean, I drove you away in the apartment in New York City and broke up with you, are you blaming me for that incident?"

"Strange?" Jin Yao thought for a while, "I can't say, I'm not familiar with you, but I know you're not a good guy!"

Xu Zeen was completely dumbfounded: "You...don't know me well?"

The author has something to say: Recommend a friend's article: "Happy to the Ancestor of the Rich Family" by scratching the time

Ji Yanxi is a poor student from the countryside. At the age of 18, he was admitted to Imperial University, only to find out that he is actually a rich second generation.

He had just enjoyed the life of a wealthy family for a few days, but he didn't know that his superb parents forced him to marry a wealthy ancestor.

This fucking...is a real ancestor, an old antique from a thousand years ago.

Ying Shao slept for thousands of years, and when he woke up, he found that his newly married wife, Chongxi, was the little Aojiao from back then.

【small theater】

Ji Yanxi and Ying Shao have a generation gap of thousands of years

One day, Ji Yanxi watched Douyin on her mobile phone

Ying Shao is angry: Who are you hiding at home?I can hear voices!

Ji Yanxi:!listen to me

Ying Shao: I don't listen

Ji Yanxi: Oh, then I won’t talk about it

Ying Shao: Then tell me, who is that wild man?

Ji Yanxi called up the video, and played Douyin with Ying Shao, a thousand-year-old ghost

later……

Ying Shao: I'll watch it for a while, just for a while...

Ji Yanxi: If you read it again, go back to sleep in the painting!

Ying Shao: Alright!