Disharmonious Coexistence of Arts and Sciences

When Zhou Cheng returned to the dormitory after finishing the control engineering exam, all his roommates had already left.He stayed up all night the night before, so he dropped his bag and went straight to sleep.

Zhou Cheng didn't bother to care about the automatic shutdown of the phone when it ran out of power, anyway, there was not a few hours difference between today and tomorrow.

Zhou Cheng has been sleeping very little since the exam week, he thought he should be able to sleep well tonight until dawn, but he had a dream.

In the dream, he still looked like Xiao Douding, probably crying.He was surrounded by a group of people, those people were so tall, he had to raise his head to see their faces, but he didn't dare to raise his head, he knew what expressions would be on their faces, and he knew what they would think of themselves .

Someone was swearing loudly, saying that he was a thief, that he would tell his teacher and parents, and that he would be arrested and locked up in the police station.He was scared, he wanted to ask him, begged him to let him go, he wanted to apologize, he wanted to tell him that he would never dare again.

He raised his head and saw his grandma's face. It was the first time he knew that the kind-hearted old lady would have such an expression. He turned his head to look at the people around him and asked them to help him. Then, he saw It was Chen Bingzhi who was standing in the crowd.

Chen Bingzhi's eyebrows were furrowed, and the corners of his eyes drooped slightly. The disappointment in his eyes made Zhou Cheng dare not take a second look. He turned his head to look at the people around him. They all had such expressions. Zhou Cheng suddenly felt a little desperate. Feel like I'm doomed...

It was already dawn when Zhou Cheng opened his eyes. He looked at his phone and realized that he had slept for almost twelve hours.

He lay on the bed with his eyes closed, moving his lips silently.

You changed it, Zhou Cheng.

you are a good boy...

Zhou Cheng likes to steal things, he has liked it since he didn't know how old he was.

Zhou Cheng's family is not rich, but it is not short of money.When I was young, I grew up with my grandma. The old lady had a high retirement salary and never treated Zhou Cheng badly, but he just liked to steal things. He went to the stationery store to steal an eraser, and went to the snack store to steal a package of biscuits.He knew it was a bad habit, but he enjoyed it.

At that age when grades were everything, Zhou Cheng could easily win the favor of almost everyone.And he was always careful, because he knew he had a dangerous secret.

Gradually growing up, Zhou Cheng began to realize what that vague "danger" meant, and he began to try to correct it, but the child's rationality could not overwhelm the pleasure, and the pleasure and guilt were intertwined to torment him, and he couldn't sleep at night. Well, I dozed off in class and things got worse.

The last straw that broke the camel's back was that he stole five yuan from Zhang Yue that day.

Zhang Yue's money was in the pencil case, and he planned to buy crispy noodles after school. He had a card that he wanted very much, and he thought that if he bought ten packs today, he would always have it.

When he found out that his money was missing, Zhang Yue was very sad. He cursed the thief with all the vicious words that a child of that age knew. Zhou Cheng stood beside him to comfort him and helped him curse.

He had a nightmare that night, and those vicious words came true in his dreams one by one.

It was really a difficult process to correct such a habit. In those few years, he kept scolding himself and biting his own hands.Those who start to scold themselves as crazy as soon as they have a thought, and then use moral education to influence themselves all the time, force themselves to stay away from that environment, and just stay alone and scold themselves.Later Zhou Cheng felt that he was about to split his nerves.

Until he graduated from junior high school, he was basically relieved, thinking that he had really changed after not doing this thing for two years.

Zhou Cheng never told Zhang Yue about this matter. It is really hard to believe that a thief said that he has reformed himself. He is still having such nightmares. How could he expect a former victim The reader will forgive and believe in himself, although he feels that Zhang Yue may have forgotten about it.

After Zhou Cheng passed the security check, he sat down and started playing games.When someone sat down next to him, he only leaned slightly to the side.

When "defeat" appeared on the screen, Zhou Cheng curled his lips, planning to open it again, when a sentence popped up next to him: "You, Luna, can play very well."

Zhou Cheng would be an idiot if he didn't hear this irony, after all, he still has self-knowledge.

"Why are you here?"

"Go home." Chen Bingzhi raised his foot to touch his luggage.

"Aren't you going to find your mother?"

"My mother is coming back this year, so I'll go back. How do you know?"

"Back then, the monitor of the high school classmate association came to you, and you couldn't tell him to come back."

"Oh."

Chen Bingzhi changed the ticket temporarily, it would be good if he could grab it, and naturally he would not sit with Zhou Cheng.

When he got out of the car, he felt that his butt was stiff, he picked up his luggage and rushed out of the car, thinking about going to the exit and waiting for Zhou Cheng to go home together.

When I ran to the exit, I saw someone standing over the railing, and when I saw myself running, I straightened up.

"Are you still living where you were?"

"Ah?... Hmm." Chen Bingzhi responded before he had time to think about it.

"Oh, let's carpool then."

"Oh."

Chen Bingzhi was quite at a loss when he got off the car at the gate of the community, but seeing the people still in the car waving at him with a smile, he could only bite the bullet and walk inside.

Ms. Zhang took Chen Jianping and Chen Bingzhi away without giving him a chance to meet. This was the toughest time Chen Bingzhi felt for Ms. Zhang in so many years. She was so handsome.

Thinking of Chen Jianping's tragic emotions after he knew about that incident, Chen Bingzhi felt that he really didn't need to go back. It was really not something a father could do if he could send his son to that kind of hospital. Perhaps Chen Jianping felt that having such a son was really It is the biggest shame of his old Chen family.Compared with his own status, his son was nothing, and he was still a son who could not help the old Chen family to carry on the family line.

"Mom, where are you?" Chen Bingzhi decided to call his mother.

"What's wrong in the hospital?"

"I'm back, but I don't have a key, so I'll come to the hospital to find you first?"

"bring it on."

Ms. Zhang came back because her grandfather was hospitalized with a cold at the end of last year. He was found to have a mild cerebral infarction. Ms. Zhang was terrified.

When Chen Bingzhi dragged his luggage to the ward, Ms. Zhang accompanied his grandfather to take a CT scan. The other old men and wives in the ward kept talking around him, saying that Master Zhang had been talking about his grandson before he went to the ward. of.

Grandpa came back after a while, and as soon as he saw Chen Bingzhi, he drove him home, saying that the flu was too severe recently, so why did he come to the hospital.She also said that Ms. Zhang didn't know how to feel sorry for her son at all, and let him come to this kind of place as soon as he came back from a long distance.

When Chen Bingzhi was driven home by his grandfather, he was still holding an apple in his hand. It was given to him by the old lady in the next bed, and it sounded like he was going to introduce his granddaughter to him.

He couldn't laugh or cry, Ms. Zhang was still gloating over there.

When Ms. Zhang came home at night, he was lying on the bed flicking his cell phone, wanting to ask Zhou Cheng out but didn't know how to say it.

"How does it feel to be back here?"

"cold."

"How's it going with that guy?"

"Ah...Mom!" Chen Bingzhi slammed his head into the pillow, "Which pot can't be picked up?"

"It's been so long since you've been back to China. If you didn't have this thought, why did you insist on coming back?"

"Just because I'm thinking about it doesn't mean it doesn't mean that other people also have this kind of thinking... that's all, you can go out."

Chen Bingzhi felt that he was cowardly enough. When he just came back, although he kept thinking about it like crazy, he never dared to go directly to Zhou Cheng. Back then in France, he felt that he was made too bold by the atmosphere. The eyes opened there were all forgotten.Later, in order to embolden myself, I went to a gay bar and swayed once, only to be entangled by a little zero.

The time Zhou Cheng came looking for him was because Xiao Ling and the person who was chasing him talked it out completely. In fact, it had nothing to do with Chen Bingzhi, but that person was just a little angry and found someone to stop Chen Bingzhi.Chen Bingzhi had fought a lot since he was a child, but that time he really did it. He just wanted to go to the drawing room of the vehicle to see Zhou Cheng by himself.

But thanks to that time, he made an appointment with Zhou Cheng.

Thinking of this, he felt that it was him he was talking about.