leisure time

On the surface, the uncle and nephew are still living as usual, but in fact, they are in a period of confusion before the qualitative change in their relationship.

Li Zhijian didn't think about it at all, but Li Yin, because he was not deeply involved in the world, was ignorant, and fell into the trap of family affection or love.

Things turned around one evening in August, when Li Yin planned to accept the script of his first radio play.The script is about the unlucky love of a pair of brothers.The younger brother fell in love with the elder brother who took care of him like a father. After struggling, confusion, and a series of plots, he finally broke through the shackles of secular ethics and got together.

Li Yin used the printer at home to print out the script. After thinking about it, he found Li Zhijian who was lying on the sofa reading a book.

"Uncle" Li Yin softly interrupted the gentle man who was addicted to reading.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Li Zhijian raised his head and looked at the big boy standing not far away.

Li Yin sat next to his uncle and handed over the script, "This is the script I took."

Li Zhijian didn't ask any more questions, just took the script, flipped through it, and said with a soft smile, "Your Uncle Yu recommended it to you!"

Looking at his nephew who opened his eyes suspiciously, Li Zhijian just smiled and said nothing.You can't tell Li Yin that there is still some credit for this.

"Why, do you have any doubts? Are you puzzled by the emotions involved?" Li Zhijian habitually touched Li Zhijian's head with his hands, and the child no longer slapped his hands off like in the past.

"Well, uncle, how can you be sure that the relationship between this younger brother and elder brother is love rather than family?" Li Zhijian asked the doubts hidden in his heart.

Li Zhijian said with a smile: "Uncle, I don't think so for sure. Of course, this is just my opinion."

"My uncle thinks that love can be called love because of possessiveness, gratitude, dependence, sympathy, curiosity, or even family affection. No matter what factors are the main factors in the relationship between two people, in the final analysis it is the relationship between the two. Feel the sense of belonging and happiness.”

"Whether the younger brother is in love with the elder brother or not depends on how you define love. The younger brother is considered love because of his possessive impulse, while the elder brother accepts this relationship because of his affection for his younger brother. Isn't it a part of love?" what kind?"

Li Zhijian just expressed his own thoughts, looked at Li Yin's pensive look, and said with a smile: "I'm talking about novels, you know that the world of novels is always easy to get rid of the confinement of the real world, and prefers freedom."

Li Yin asked seriously, "What if it's me and uncle?"

Li Zhijian was speechless, and then smiled, "Uncle really can't imagine it, well, at least let Uncle see you really grown up, now that Uncle closes his eyes, you are still a little tiger cub."

Li Yin pondered, "Uncle, I feel that the life with you now is a sense of belonging and happiness, and I am an adult."

Li Zhijian smiled. It turned out that the little tiger cub was exploring love. I don't know if it was the influence of Yu Qing and himself that made him have such an idea.

"Huzai, you think Uncle is very happy. You don't have to worry about this question. We made an appointment when you graduate from university. We will talk about this topic again, and you will naturally have an answer then."

Li Yin said seriously, "Uncle, can you wait for me for four years?"

"Yes." Li Zhijian replied seriously.

That night, Li Yin fell asleep with a smile and slept very peacefully.

On the other hand, Li Zhijian, the more he thought about it, the more serious his face became, and he closed the book in his hand without reading a word.

It doesn't matter, there are still four years anyway, when Li Yin gets in touch with more people, this kind of thought will probably dissipate.

Time passed quickly, three years passed in a blink of an eye, and in Li Zhijian's [-]th year, he had an attack of appendicitis and was hospitalized.When Li Yin heard the news, he was preparing for the final matter of his hard-won internship abroad, so he put everything down and rushed to the hospital.

In the past three years, the problem that haunted Li Yin gradually became clear, and the moment he saw this weak man with his eyes closed, the truth came to light.Whether it's love or family affection, in short, he wants to protect his uncle for the rest of his life.

For three years, Li Yin slowly began to take charge of his own affairs. As he gradually matured, he was no longer the boy who worshiped and was taken care of by his uncle. The elder Gao came to see him in a position of equality, but he was just short of the last step, to put the uncle in the position of guardian.

Li Yin squatted beside the bed, silently watching the pale man, tears pouring out silently.In the eyes of his classmates, Li Yin, who was always cool, taciturn but polite and friendly, always shed tears in front of his uncle.

"Tiger cub?" When Li Zhijian woke up, she saw her nephew who was still crying.

"Uncle." Li Yin held his uncle's thin hand, "Did you not eat properly these days?"

Li Zhijian looked at this nephew who had grown into a big tiger, and said with a smile, "No way. It's just appendicitis, nothing serious."

"Uncle." Li Yin called again softly.

The worry and distress in Li Yin's eyes made Li Zhijian's heart soft.

"Is school okay today? How is the internship in the capital?" Because of this matter, Li Yin has been too busy to go home for a week, and Li Zhijian is also very supportive.

Li Yin shook his head, didn't say anything, he could make some decisions by himself.

When Yu Qing came, Li Yin asked Yu Qing to take care of his uncle for a long time, rushed to school, explained the situation to his classmates, tutors and internship units, and quit the enviable internship, just like what he said to his tutor, no regrets, He felt that his family was the most important thing, so he took a week off by the way.

When Li Yin rushed home from school again to pack his clothes, his uncle was talking about his topic with Uncle Yu.

"Shaobing, I think, if the little tiger really finds the other half, you will probably be sad too." Yu Qing said with emotion, then turned her head and opened her mouth to refute something but said nothing to her friend: "Don't say you don't have anything at all." Temptation, family affection, ethics. You have never been too attached to these things. Back then, you were the first to stand up to understand and support Linhai and his brother."

"Both Lin Yicheng and I think that there is nothing more suitable for you than a little tiger. Over the years, you have never been attracted to anyone, male or female, and your feelings are so weak that you feel that you are going to get rid of your emotions. Ever since Auntie and the others When you die, you start to be alone, seeming to have no desires and needs, to be at ease with the situation, and to refuse anyone to enter your world. Fortunately, with the little tiger, your life has finally begun to take root, and no one can come into you like this again heart."

Yu Qing looked at his thoughtful friend, and continued to babble, "The little tiger has matured a lot over the years, and the day when he can figure it out is probably not far away. The main thing is you, you don't have to suppress yourself anymore, don't you just Do you really plan to grow old alone, reject the little tiger heartlessly, and let him go with others?"

Li Zhijian opened his eyes and said wearily, "I can't be selfish, I can't bring Li Yin to this road, he deserves someone better."

Yu Qing said angrily: "Li Zhijian, is there anyone who treats him better than you? After all, you are more willing to be let down than to be let down by others. You value yourself so much. Isn’t feeling selfish?”

Li Zhijian pursed her lips, her heart was shaken.That's right, no one can get close to my heart anymore, whether it's a man or a woman, I don't want to open my heart, I don't want to open my heart.And Li Yin, who came to his side as a rebellious and distressed nephew, accompanied him into life through bumps and bumps, took care of himself like a little adult, and slowly approached his heart. There is really no one like him Walked into my heart.

But he also didn't want to see this child regret one day, because his ignorance and his own part ruined him, uncle and nephew, not everyone can be as calm as himself.

Yu Qing saw her friend dozing off with her eyes closed, and didn't speak any more.As Lin Yicheng said, only when Li Yin proves in front of Li Zhijian that he is a mature man with the ability to judge for himself, their relationship will be truly established.

"Little Tiger, come on. Uncle Yu can only help you here." Yu Qing whispered.

When Li Zhijian opened his eyes, Li Yin was sitting in front of the bed.Li Yin saw the puzzled look in his uncle's eyes when he woke up, and explained, "Uncle Yu has gone back."

Of course, Li Yin would not tell Li Zhijian. Before his uncle left, he said to himself earnestly: "Little Tiger, if you really want to be a couple with your uncle, take this opportunity to show your mature charm to your uncle." , Uncle Yu supports you!"

Li Yin was not surprised that Uncle Yu also knew about this, but he was still very pleasantly surprised to feel the support of Uncle Yu and the good news implied in his words. It seemed that he was very hopeful.

After remembering one or two days, when Li Zhijian opened his eyes, Li Yin was still in front of him, and finally couldn't help asking seriously: "Li Yin, isn't today the day when the practice team leaves for the capital?"

Li Yin said calmly, "Yes."

"Then you..." Li Zhijian laughed angrily at the look of his nephew not planning to say anything more.

Li Yin said solemnly, "Uncle is sick, I will accompany him."

This kind of Li Yin is rare to see. Although Li Yin can't do without stubborn moments, he has never seen such a domineering and loud appearance before.

Li Zhijian's words of reproach were hard to say, but Li Yin just added another sentence, "Uncle, don't worry about it, I have my own considerations and choices."

Such a small and strange Li Yin made Li Zhijian a little relieved and a little sad. Finally, he grew up, and his uncle couldn't take care of him anymore.

But then, Li Yin rambled earnestly, instantly warming him up. This is still the little nephew who can take care of others.

"Uncle, in two days, you will be able to eat something. What kind of porridge do you want? The doctor said..."

Li Zhijian took a good look at this nagging nephew, has he really grown up, and is he really willing to take care of himself for the rest of his life?

Li Yin took good care of her, and Li Zhijian had never stopped exercising in the past three years, and she was in good physical condition. On the fourth day, with the doctor's approval, she was discharged from the hospital and went home to recuperate.

It is said that sick people tend to be vulnerable, and this situation applies to Li Zhijian. Although he would feel sorry for Li Yin's hastily giving up the internship opportunity to take care of himself at home, he can't deny the peace of mind and happiness in his heart.

He is always very happy that Li Yin is always with him in the room, and he even hopes that he will be with him at night.He also likes to watch his little tiger, run around for him, talk to the doctor about his condition, frown, and look up information about taking care of himself.

In the past few days, Li Yin made Li Zhijian truly feel that the little boy has grown into a mature and responsible man.

But at this time, because he was sick, he was naturally fragile.

Li Yin didn't say anything about staying with him for the rest of his life, nor did he show affection for him other than taking care of him. Does he really like him?Yes or no……

Yu Qing, who came to visit Li Zhijian, laughed and scolded Tiebuchenggang, "Is your little tiger willing to treat you like a beast when you are in heat with a patient?!! Now I am worried. Not long ago, you kept letting the little tiger go home less often. Do you want to live in school more?" After finishing speaking, it was not enough to vent his anger, and he poked his friend's head with his hand, "It's something that doesn't make sense."

However, he didn't dare to use his strength. In the past few days, he was under pressure to face the little tiger who had exposed his domineering, mighty, and mad potential.

Yu Qing once again "hardly" tossed around for the important matter of his friend, and made a point in front of Li Yin. Looking at the smiling little tiger, he couldn't help rubbing his goosebumps. Isn't that affectionate?Shaobing, just wash it up obediently and wait for the tiger to arch.

Afterwards, Li Zhijian found out why his little tiger started committing the following crimes and began to move.

Snuggling close to her side, having to shave her nose after drinking porridge, various good morning kisses, good afternoon kisses, good night kisses and various reward kisses, and hugging him to sleep at night, saying that it is good to take care of him; The main thing is that his little nephew is getting more and more casual about seeing him get up early and be physically domineering.

"Uncle, do I love you more and more?"

"No, no, it's just a physiological phenomenon, every boy is like this."

"Then uncle will also see me and can't help it?

"..."

"I have to run to the toilet several times every night."

"..."

"Uncle, hurry up and get well."

"..." I can't wait for my life to be bad!

"Uncle, why are you blushing, I agreed, I can make you your favorite crayfish"

"..." dead child