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"I don't know if I can go home this summer vacation, if not, please help me to give this letter to my brother."

Zhang Yang took out a simple letter from his schoolbag, which seemed to have been written during the day.

"I don't know when I'll be there, so I want to give you the letter first, don't peek at it, this is a private message between me and my brother."

Mu Qingrong suppressed his tears, smiled and accepted Zhang Yang's request, and put the letter in his schoolbag very cherished. Zhang Yang couldn't help laughing when he saw his appearance.

In fact, birth, old age, sickness and death are very common. Zhang Yang seems to be more open than ordinary people. The only regret is that he may not be able to attend his brother's wedding. When he thinks that he will not be able to witness his brother's happiness, he starts to feel a little bit disappointed.

"Zhang Yang, why don't you tell your brother that you like him, you don't have time now, don't you?"

"Because I'm afraid, my brother is too important to me, and I won't say anything that might damage our relationship."

For Zhang Yang, it doesn't matter if he stays with his brother no matter what his status is, as long as he can stay, it doesn't matter if he is the younger brother or something else.

Zhang Yang would call Chen Lin every week, and would ask about the time of marriage each time, but the time was still uncertain, yes, Sun Yue was still studying, and he always had to wait for her to graduate before thinking about these things.

Zhang Yang's body is getting worse day by day, and his body is getting thinner and thinner. Looking at Zhang Yang like this, Mu Qingrong often chokes in the corner of the hospital at night. A big man is like water, and he can't stop falling every night. tears.

Today's Zhang Yang had a dream at night. He remembered that he was holding his brother's hand and walking on the road. After walking for a long time, their hands kept holding each other. He felt very relieved when he looked at his brother's profile. How nice it should be.

But the dream is a dream after all, Zhang Yang woke up in the middle of the night, looked at the surrounding furnishings, smelled the unique smell of the hospital, and felt a little sad.

As time goes by, Zhang Yang's health is getting worse and worse. Not only can he feel it, but Mu Qingrong can also feel it. He thinks about various things every day to make Zhang Yang happy, but that kind of smile never reaches his eyes. , Mu Qingrong knew that it was not himself who could make him happy.

Zhang Yang didn't tell anyone about his illness, except Mu Qingrong, Chen Lin and Zhang Yufei thought that Zhang Yang was doing well in K University.Mu Qingrong couldn't bear it any longer. His emotions had reached the extreme. He didn't know what Zhang Yang was afraid of. He was only 19 years old, why he had to pretend to be old, and why he had to bear it by himself.

"Zhang Yang, I want to talk to you."

"Ah."

"Leaving aside your father, I think Chen Lin needs to know about this. He is your brother, isn't he?"

"Qingrong, I dare not tell him, I am afraid that he will be sad, and if he is sad, I will suffer even more."

"But......"

"Qingrong, I want to go outside and have a look."

Zhang Yang has been in the hospital for a long time, and since he was hospitalized, he has rarely taken the initiative to go outside. Usually, it is Mu Qingrong who urges him, but today Zhang Yang suddenly made such a request, and Mu Qingrong was very surprised.

"Okay, let's go out and see."

Zhang Yang looked very haggard due to long-term chemotherapy. Mu Qingrong pushed the wheelchair and walked around the hospital path with Zhang Yang. For some reason, Zhang Yang asked to walk a few more laps today.

"There are chairs over there, let's go and sit down."

"it is good."

Mu Qingrong pushed Zhang Yang's wheelchair to the side of the park seat, and sat on the park seat by himself.

Zhang Yang unknowingly began to talk about his childhood, and it was the first time Mu Qingrong heard him talk about his past, so he listened very carefully.

"My brother and I reorganized our family. Not long after, our parents died in a car accident, and only my brother and I were left to live together. I could feel that he was very afraid that I would leave, and of course I didn't want to leave. So we We lived together for many years, my elder brother gave up his studies to help me study, I should have fallen in love with him very early, I thought I hid it well, but suddenly one day this secret was discovered, I was so scared , I was afraid that I would lose my brother, so I hid, even my own feelings were hidden, do you think I am cowardly?"

Mu Qingrong slowly listened to his narration, his nose sore, and tears began to flow down uncontrollably.

"No, you just care too much."

"Chen Lin, I'm a little tired. I want to take a good rest, just for a while, and then wake me up, okay?"

"Okay, go to sleep, I'll call you later."

That afternoon Mu Qingrong sat on the bench in the park for a long time, until the doctor carried Zhang Yang away, he didn't leave, just sat quietly, looking at the sky, the moon was only at a corner that day, but the stars were everywhere Heaven, there is a particularly bright one.

Mu Qingrong asked for a few days of vacation. He wanted to deliver the letter to Chen Lin himself. He clearly remembered that day. The weather was fine and the wind was soft. He only wore a shirt, which was just right.

Chen Lin is busy in the milk tea shop, and the business in the shop has been very good. Of course, Chen Lin's craftsmanship is also the main reason for the popularity of the milk tea shop.

"Brother Chen Ling, let's close early today, I have something for you."

Chen Lin looked at Mu Qingrong's solemn and formal face, and closed the door without asking why.

"Didn't Zhang Yang come back with you?"

"He came back with me, this is for you."

Chen Lin didn't understand what Mu Qingrong was talking about, but he had a strong bad feeling, and he opened the envelope:

elder brother:

When you read this letter, I'm no longer here. I thought I could attend your wedding, but I can't. It's a pity. Can you promise me to live a good and happy life?

By the way, after so many years, I still miss when we were young, we walked hand in hand on the road. At that time, I was thinking that it would be good if we never grow up. Isn’t it a strange idea.

Brother, I actually don’t know what to say to you, I hope you can live happily ever after, so I can rest assured.

Chen Lin looked at every word in the letter, and tears blurred his eyes. A big man burst into tears like this. Mu Qingrong also shed tears when he saw him like this.

"Why didn't you tell me, why?"

Chen Lin didn't even see the last side. He cried for a long time, as if all the tears in his life had been shed.

"Chen Lin, do you know? Zhang Yang likes you."

Chen Lin stared at Mu Qingrong with wide-eyed eyes in astonishment. At this moment, Sun Yue just walked in from outside the door. The time of the three of them seemed to have stopped, and no one made a move until Mu Qingrong noticed Sun Yue. .

"sister in law?"

Mu Qingrong didn't know what he said, did Sun Yue hear it, he lost his sense of proportion, now Chen Lin already has Sun Yue, Zhang Yang has kept the secret for many years, because of his lack of composure, he just fell short up.

Sun Yue's face was very ugly, and Mu Qingrong was a little at a loss.

"Zhang Yang passed away."

Chen Lin said to Sun Yue, Sun Yue was shocked at first, then shook his head helplessly, and walked out of the milk tea shop, now only Mu Qingrong and Chen Lin were left in the shop.

"We're all cowards in life, but I actually like you too."

Mu Qingrong looked at Chen Lin in astonishment. After a few seconds, his emotions broke down again, and he cried even more sadly.Zhang Yang will never know about Chen Lin's liking.