[Comprehensive] The god judge voluntarily was hidden by the gods

Daigo Kyoya originally thought that it doesn't matter if he dies, as long as everyone can enter the new era alive.

But according to Tai Gongwang's words, there are loopholes in his security settings, and these relatives and friends will not be able to survive into the new era.

Take Daigo Kyoya's Honmaru for example, the backup spiritual power generating device can only last for a month.But within the explosion range deep in the main pill, the time and space are not continuous, and the time difference with the outside world is incalculable.

Maybe, some swords have been broken.

This makes people dare not think deeply.

In the end, he could only walk at the pace of Adam Gadamon, limited to a few small worlds, controlled the range of self-explosion, and drew the ground as a prison.

With a fluke mentality, being able to keep one is one.

but……

It really hurts.

If living must be so painful, then it would be better to die sooner.

He doesn't have any desire to survive now, he just wants to end all this quickly, die early and be reborn early, and his actions become more and more intense.

All stress reactions are forcibly suppressed, and the consciousness becomes stronger and stronger.

With pain and pain, Daigo Kyoya gradually got used to it, and finally he could think a little bit about other things—he had to use something else to divert his attention.

For example, Tsurumaru Kuninaga's life sequence.

The structure is precise, the design is complex, and the division ratio is appropriate. Each different definition can interpret different postures, some postures are symmetrical, and some postures are asymmetrical, reflecting the most basic and mathematical beauty.

He just stared at the ball of data and didn't dare to touch it - what he is good at is destruction, what if it is accidentally broken?

In the endless shadows, in the long pain, only Tsurumaru Kuninaga's existence gave him a little spiritual comfort.

In fact, at this time, Daigo Kyoya was already a little psychotic.

The sea of ​​chaos in front of him was ambiguous, and he seemed to be able to see a touch of erratic white, which appeared from time to time.

phantom.Phantoms of Tsurumaru Kuninaga are everywhere.

Either sitting or lying down, sad or happy.

Because of this bright color, he is sometimes happy about it, sometimes sad about it, sometimes feels guilty, and sometimes vents his anger endlessly.

He didn't even know whether he loved or hated Tsurumaru Kuninaga.

Gradually, it evolved into an instinctive obsession.

Daigo Kyoya sometimes thinks that maybe everything is just a phantom imagined by himself.

Did everything in the past really happen?

do not know.

How to distinguish between dream and reality?

do not know.

Without a reference, he almost lost his way forward.

Happiness is but a bubble of illusion.

Only pain is the proof of being alive.

Daigo Kyoya lay on top of the broken water mirror, and the crooked lens arched a crooked throne in the crooked void.

It is not so much a throne as a jagged ruin.

"It's so embarrassing," a cheerful voice appeared next to Daigo Kyomi's ear, "Kyomi."

A warm hand covered Daigo Kyoya's cheek and lifted his chin.

"Terrible eyes," the other party's purple pupils shone with satisfaction, "deadly, cold, without desires, almost a perfect demon."

"...Really?" Daigo Kyoya was powerless, motionless, and the voice was conveyed through thoughts, "What does this have to do with you, Geros?"

"Of course it matters," Geros sat beside him, put one hand around his head, held him in his arms, and played with the hair on the other side, "you can't hear other people's voices anymore .”

"……other people?"

"Yes, thanks to you, only a few small worlds have been destroyed," Geros told him what happened outside, "With the help of others, those people you want to protect have also transitioned to safe zone."

"..."

"Now, you should have the energy to look at the outside world, right?" Jeros suggested, "They, the people you love, are waiting for you."

Daigo Kyoya was noncommittal.

Geros raised his eyebrows: "You're not interested in them anymore?"

"It's...it doesn't matter anymore," Daigo Kyoya's mind fluctuated for a moment, and then fell silent again, "Anyway, I can't go back."

"That's right," Gerald said straightforwardly, "You can't turn back."

No matter what, Daigo Kyoya was going to die, and gradually burned to the ground in this cage he had set for himself.

Now, just like those terminally ill patients suffering from pain, he doesn't want to drag his relatives and friends down.

He used to think that he would be the kind of person who would live a splendid and wanton life even at the end of his life.

But now he knew that he was actually the kind of person who wanted euthanasia.

No way, it's too painful.

"Do you want me to help pass on your last words? Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain."

"..."

"There is also a relic, the life sequence of Tsurumaru Kuninaga—"

"no."

Geros blinked: "Wow, you're actually holding on to him?"

"That's right," Daigo Kyoya finally moved, but only gave Geros a sideways glance. The chill in that look made people shudder, "He will be buried with me."

"Wow, it's really scary," Geros froze for a moment, "You wouldn't say such things before."

Daigo Kyoya withdrew his gaze and ignored him.

"Terrible possessiveness, terrible love," Geralds chuckled, pinching his face, "However, it's also quite cute, I like it!"

"..."

Whether this is love or not, Daigo Kyoya herself doesn't know.All he knew was that it was absolutely impossible for him to let go of Tsurumaru Kuninaga.

Be it joy or pain.

Tsurumaru Kuninaga must be with him.

"So," came the sound of another person's footsteps, "it's almost time to make a decision, right?"

The boy with silver hair and red pupils had his hands in his trouser pockets, his whole body was glowing like an angel.

"You have reached the final step of completing yourself," Zhu Xun sat on the other side of him, "Let's sublimate again, Kyomi."

"...Is that why you approached me in the first place?"

"Well," Zhu Xun nodded, "I, we, have been waiting for you," he paused, "waiting for you to take the initiative to give up yourself."

"..."

"Depicting the shape of the invisible, singing the ballad of the inaudible, holding the past in our hands, this is what we are," Kaoru Nagisa's voice seemed to be chanting, "We are burnt out stars, we are blazing fire embers."

"Dead Soul," a flower bloomed in his hand, and quickly withered, "rotten bone."

Daigo Kyoya's eyelashes trembled, understanding this kind of existence for the first time.

It cannot be said to be alive, nor can it be said to be dead, a truly eternal existence.

"In the beginning, the distance between you and eternity was...too far away." Zhu Xun said: "The identity of reincarnation as a 'human' created a huge gap between you and reality."

"Only the death of desire can achieve the ultimate completion. Self-destruction is the most noble freedom."

But now, Daigo Kyoya's desire has dropped to the lowest level in history, and he is on the road of self-destruction.

"Hehe." Daigo Kyoya remained expressionless. "I seem to have no choice."

He is not only useless to the world, but also harmful. At this point, his destiny as a singularity has been fulfilled, but there is still room for personal development as "Daigo Kyoya".

As long as he completes himself, the life form can be further sublimated.

The eternal existence above the transcendent... is really hard to imagine.

What kind of thing will he become?

"No," Jeros shook his head, "You have two choices now."

"……Please say."

"We are the envoys who came to welcome you. If you follow him," Zhu Xun smiled at him, "you will become a definite number, a guardian of order." Then, Geros pointed to himself: "If you follow I'll go," he also smiled, "You will become a variable and belong to the adjudicator of Chaos."

"……what?"

"Similar to the existence of natural principles and rules," Zhuxun said, "belonging to two camps."

"..."

"However, you don't need to rush to make a decision," Geralds narrowed his eyes, "We... have a long time to come."

Come to Japan for a long time.

Daigo Kyoya and his sword Fusangshin also had a long time to come.

"...The result of continuing to sublimate," Daigo Kyoya felt the sharp pain in his body, "is to destroy one's own desires and give up oneself, right?"

"Yes," Zhuxun nodded, "Anyway, you don't have the meaning to live anymore, right?" A white light spread out behind him, which looked like wings, "Before we die completely, come with us." let's go?"

White wings.

It also looks like... the hem of Tsurumaru Kuninaga's raised clothes.

In Daigo Kyoya's mind, the past flashed like a lantern, those gorgeous and beautiful pasts, the nostalgic past.

There was silence in the air, and they gave him time to think, to wait for his decision.They didn't think that Daigo Kyoya would refuse, even if he did refuse, it didn't matter—anyway, even if he gave up on himself, he had completed the ritual of self-destruction.

"So that's how it is," Daigo Kyoya finally spoke after a long time, "but destroying one's own desires, giving up oneself...and death," he paused, "it's no different."

The real mastermind behind the scenes, he laughed, should be these "angels".

"I always feel...a little...unreconciled!"

Before he finished speaking, a golden stream of light flashed across Daigo Kyoya's pupils.

His body was filled with golden light.The light became more and more intense, and even rushed out of his body, illuminating this time and space!

"Golden... light?!" Geros turned pale with shock, "Could it be?!"

Someone else's voice sang in Daigo Kyoya's body, and that voice sounded familiar:

One that is darker than darkness, one that is deeper than night.

Adrift in the sea of ​​chaos, the golden Lord of Darkness.

I hereby petition you, I hereby swear to you—

For all foolish things that stand in my way, with my and your power, I will give them equal destruction!

"It turns out that you are doing something bad!" Geros stepped back abruptly, opening a distance, "Tai Gong Wang!"

The author has something to say:

1. Hahaha, the golden devil is coming soon~

2. This song is for the angels - share the single "Angels" by WithinTemptation