This Shura field is not very good!

Sitting in front of the computer, Ye Fan once again fell into the contemplation of life.

There is an old saying that adolescent boys cannot resist sexual impulses.

At the time he scoffed at the words.

But many years later, when he passed through adolescence, he realized that the old saying is good-it's not that he didn't report, it's not time yet.

Ever since he had an outrageous behavior with Li Chen that day, and agreed to the completely abnormal request in a feverish manner, he learned from the painful experience and told himself to stay awake and not let strange things happen again.

However, when night fell the next day, when he was terrified and prepared to seriously reject Li Chen's request, he found that Li Chen seemed to have completely forgotten what happened yesterday, and slept obediently next to him until dawn.

Emmmmm......

Why is there a sense of relief, but a faint sense of disappointment.

This "reasonable and unexpected" situation lasted for more than half a month.Ye Fan thought that after this matter was over, he would be pure-hearted and ascetic.But found the opposite, he became more and more abnormal——

When Li Chen came home, lifted up his cuffs, loosened his tie with his fingers, and looked at him with a smile;

When Li Chen rested his chin, looked at the company report with concentrated eyes, tapped his fingers on the table, and occasionally licked his lips childishly with the tip of his tongue;

When Li Chen leaned on the bed and read a book before going to bed, lowered his head slightly, his neck drew a nice line, noticed his gaze, and smiled slightly from the side;

Ye Fan was horrified to find that he had some evil thoughts!

I'm guilty! !

He was extremely ashamed: he actually had obscene thoughts about friends of the same sex, it was really treasonous!

But, Li Chen, can you be a little self-conscious and pay attention occasionally!

Such a defenseless appearance can easily lead people to commit crimes!

Whenever he suppressed inappropriate thoughts, Ye Fan would feel a greater sense of guilt than after self-solution in adolescence.

Mingming Li Chen is the one who likes men, why does he, a steel straight man, have the urge to be ashamed instead.

Shouldn't...

The bold and bold words in his mind made his expression tense.

No no no no like that!

In order to negate this idea, he took advantage of Li Chen's working hours to secretly find art appreciation films for special groups through special channels...

Thinking silently in his heart: I, I will not react to this kind of thing, Ye Fan nervously clicked the play button——

It turns out that he was right.

Just looking at the two muscular men on the cover made me feel nauseous, so I quickly turned it off.

Sure enough, how could it be acceptable for men to do that kind of thing.Your sexual orientation is fine.

but……

Ye Fan felt a little guilty: when he saw Li Chen's seductive actions, he really had bad thoughts...

Helplessly sighing, Ye Fan put his chin on his knees, tapped his fingers on the keyboard, and simply typed his doubts in the search box——

[Is it homosexuality to have sexual impulses towards the same sex? 】

He clicked search without hope, but a second later, the content displayed on the page made his eyes widen slightly.

This is an online psychological counseling website, and the questioner is in a similar situation to him: in his 20s, without a girlfriend, and recently discovered that he has an impulse towards the same sex.

...Doctor, what would you say?

"This kind of situation can be divided into congenital or acquired. If it is acquired, it may be just the influence of the environment. There are many people of the same sex around you, and the special psychology produced by getting along day and night."

Ye Fan blinked, well, it seems to be the same.

Although he is not in the military environment, he is usually narrow-minded and basically stays at home. Except for the courier and the delivery boy, he only deals with Li Chen every day.

"Don't panic when you have this kind of mentality. It may only be temporary. If you are still in the confusion period, you can try to contact the opposite sex to relieve your inner pressure."

Contact with girls?Why do you get in touch with them and see if you still have feelings for them? ?

This……

Ye Fan frowned slightly, moved the mouse, and wanted to continue to see what the doctor would explain, but he heard the door of the living room "click" open——

Oops!Li Chen is back!

In a hurry, I turned off the webpage in a panic.Thinking about it wrong, I quickly opened it again - the browsing history has not been cleared!

However, he was not used to Li Chen's browser, and he couldn't find the clear option after searching for a long time.

"Damn! How is this webpage designed!"

He was so anxious that he was about to sweat, but at the last moment, the clear button finally appeared in front of him——

The mouse clicked, and almost at the same time, the door behind him opened.

"Li, Li Chen, you are back!"

Turning around suddenly, the extremely unnatural greeting almost broke the sound.

Li Chen was a little surprised by this reaction, "You..."

"I—I'm going out for a trip!"

"Ok?"

"Go out and buy something!"

"Then, do you want me to..."

"It's fine if I don't need to be alone!"

Ye Fan ran away and almost hit the door frame.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me!"

Seeing that Ye Fan was clearly dizzy but still running fast, he trotted all the way and closed the door with a bang.Li Chen froze on the spot in some confusion.

How is this going?

His eyes turned to the room unconsciously, the culprit who made Ye Fan panic so much was the turned on computer.

——The screen is impressively a standard desktop.

Li Chen narrowed his eyes slightly.

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In the past few days, Li Chen was very troubled.

When he agreed to let Ye Fan move in, he expected that he would get into trouble.But Ye Fan had no way to refuse Ye Fan's tempting invitation.

He repeatedly warned himself: You must keep calm and don't disturb Ye Fan.

On the first night, however, a shocking development shattered his sanity.

Not only did he seriously cross the line, he even made a request that is unbelievable now that he thinks about it.

Although Ye Fan agreed, he was still very uneasy: would Ye Fan be aware of his attempt, would he be afraid?

Or, maybe he can accept this kind of thing, and even feel differently about himself...

For the next few days, he was full of anxiety, like a primary school student waiting for his final grades.Trying to show a natural look, although I have prepared for the worst, I still have some expectations in my heart.

However, the reality made him feel a little lost—Ye Fan definitely became suspicious.

They still sleep together at night, but Ye Fan's body is stiff and he shrinks to the edge.

When he came home from get off work, Ye Fan had already greeted him in the most natural manner, but Ye Fan still froze in place looking frightened.

Wanting to use work to distract attention, he read a report several times absent-mindedly, and finally read it in. When he turned around, he saw Ye Fan passing the door again, his eyes full of strangeness.

Even reading a philosophy book before going to bed to calm down, you can feel Ye Fan's staring eyes.

After barely reading a few pages, he couldn't take it anymore, turned his head and smiled at Ye Fan to resolve the embarrassment, but it made the situation more serious - he actually saw the picture of Ye Fan retreating to the corner of the wall in a second like a caricature.

... Am I that scary?

...Obviously, it's pretty good to cover up...I guess.

The more he thought about it, the more depressed he became, Li Chen felt irritable, and swiped twice on the contract.

"Take it back and rewrite it."

Jian Mingyou, who was thrown back into the contract, was dumbfounded. He slapped the table and complained angrily——

"You're enough, Li Chen! The discordant life between husband and wife takes out anger on the employees, do you have any conscience, believe it or not, I'll quit!"

The words "married life" made Li Chen's face darker.

"No, black heart enterprise, love will come or not."

Jian Mingyou gasped, facing Li Chen's obvious shamelessness, he had nothing to do but stare blankly.

He found that the most annoying character of this opponent who has always dominated him since he was a student is not desperate for face, but a shameless person who completely lets himself go.

Jian Mingyou took a deep breath, trying to suppress the urge to fight with her long-time friends in the office, and forced a smile on her face, speaking to comfort her.

"Li Chen, have you misunderstood something? Now you and Ye Fan are obviously developing for the better. At this time, we will go further, maybe..."

"Go further? I'm not your kind of rascal."

"...I'm just being kind..."

"Thank you for your kindness. If you have the time to come up with bad ideas, why don't you think about how to do your job well."

"..."

Damn, what is going on with this mad dog who bites everyone!

Can I beat someone? Can I? Press the boss to the ground and beat him, step on his head and tell him: You will have no friends like this!

Calm down, calm down, the boss's puppy is very vicious, it might make me pay back my blood...

"Why are you still standing there, go and change it." The black-hearted boss issued an order to evict the customer.

The exploited employee forced a smile, nodded his goodbyes, and at the last moment of going out, while the boss was bowing his head to work, a middle finger flew into the sky.

"If you insult your boss, half a month's salary will be deducted."

Jian Mingyou was stunned: "...Why didn't I know that the company still has this regulation."

"Just added. It's an honor, the first person to eat crabs."

"..."

It was the first time that Jian Mingyou sincerely hoped that Ye Fan and Li Chen would get together as soon as possible.

And give serious thought to that old saying, don't work with your friends.

···

After venting his grievances, Li Chen felt a little better.

After thinking for a while, he silently added a note to the memo—"Jane Mingyou's year-end leave, add three days."

However, looking at his watch, Li Chen's mood became subtle again.

It's almost time to get off work, and I'm happy to see Ye Fan when I get home.However, that Ye Fan is really a bit of a headache.

Otherwise, let Ye Fan go back.Maybe it's better for the two of us to keep some distance now...

However, if you want to drive Ye Fan away, how can you say it...

Along the way, he was struggling with what to do and had a headache.However, standing in front of the gate, Li Chen still took a deep breath, put away his tired posture, and showed Ye Fan's most familiar gentle smile.

"I am back."

He opened the door with a smile, only to find that there was no one in the house.

Um?Shouldn't Ye Fan be preparing dinner in the kitchen at this time?Could it be that you overslept in the afternoon nap?

He frowned slightly and followed the sound to the study.As soon as the door opened, Ye Fan was facing Ye Fan with a face full of astonishment, turning around with a swish——

"Li, Li Chen, you are back!"

Li Chen frowned even tighter: What's the matter with this guy, is he looking at something bad? ?

Seeing Ye Fan's obvious escape, Li Chen looked at the computer on the desktop suspiciously.

As soon as the door opened, the man's computer was on the desktop.

Emmmm......

I didn't mean to peek, just, I just happened to check a webpage I browsed yesterday.

After hesitating for a second, Li Chen cleared his throat, and opened the website with a solemn attitude.

As expected—historical records are blank.

"Hey, sure enough." He couldn't help chuckling: "You're really an idiot, secretly reading bad information, and don't know how to pay attention to the time."

Smiling and shaking his head, Li Chen was about to close the webpage.The left hand is still a little uncomfortable to operate the mouse. When he slid to the search box, he accidentally clicked it, but the search record that popped up made him slightly widen his eyes——

····

After staring at the screen for a long time, Li Chen suddenly regained his senses when the computer screen went black automatically.

The figure on the screen seemed a little stunned, but even if it was blurred, one could still see a smile that couldn't be hidden in the slightly widened pupils.

It turned out that Ye Fan...

With a puff, Li Chen couldn't help laughing out loud.Shaking his head constantly, he rubbed the corners of his brows, feeling ridiculous for his wild thoughts these days.

He didn't bother to reflect on why he had misunderstood these days, Li Chen only knew that now, he wanted to immediately bring back that idiot who fled.

However, don't be too impatient.

Rolling up his sleeves, Li Chen tried to move his right hand—okay, barely.

He got up and walked towards the kitchen, which he hadn't been in for a while.

It's been a while since I fed the cat, let's feed that guy a big meal today.Maybe when he is full, he will show his belly for himself to scratch.Even, if you become unconscious and ask to put on a collar, you may become a house cat...

Cough, I can't think about it anymore.After putting on the apron, Li Chen cleared his throat and restrained his expression.

Now I have to concentrate on cooking, and other things, take it step by step and just let it happen.

Anyway, it's on the right track.

An hour later, the last dish is served on a plate.Li Chen heaved a sigh of relief, untied his apron, and carefully made the final adjustments to his work.

Yes, played at the highest level and everything was perfect.

That guy should be tired from wandering outside too, it's time to call him back.With a smile on his face, he took out his mobile phone and dialed the first number. The beeping sound continued for several seconds, but no one answered.

Hey, why don't you bring your mobile phone?

He frowned slightly, thinking about whether to search in the room, but just after taking two steps, he suddenly heard the phone being connected——

"Hey, Li Chen, there's a traffic jam on the road, I—"

Li Chen laughed: What a rash guy.

Just about to tell Ye Fan not to worry, come back slowly.But I heard a woman's voice on the phone——

"Ye Fan, come in and play!"

The author has something to say: I just found out that I forgot to update...

Four today.

The two chapters that were skipped, I want to read it with a squeak